[My English] Is it wrong to seek an encounter in an office?

Ten years ago

Kongzi travels back to his childhood, lost his way, meets Izuku and makes a promise that he will pass the entrance examination of Oriji Middle School

three years ago

Izuku meets Koko (who has lost his memory) at the gym and encourages her to become a hero

a year ago

Kongzi was admitted to Xiongying High School and became a hero reserve

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1~9 weeks

Last June (workplace experience)

Kongzi was invited to enter the firm to make contact with Green Valley

An Nian stayed in Japan temporarily, successfully connected with the enemy alliance, received sponsorship funds, and returned to Germany half a month later

September of the current year (off-campus practice)

An Nian returns to China, the enemy alliance resumes its activities

Koko enters the office again

Izuku died, Kongzi obtained medicine with the help of Stein, and went back in time

10~14 weeks

September of the current year (off-campus practice)

Kong Zi monitored An Nian (did not participate in the firm's activities), and asked for help after being noticed by Xiao Wang

Still failed to avoid the result of being taken away by the enemy alliance

Izuku died, Kongzi stole medicine in the enemy alliance base, and went back in time

15~20 weeks

September of the current year (off-campus practice)

After Kongzi killed An Nian, he entered the office normally to carry out activities

Kongzi deliberately avoided contact with Dabi and others, so Stein did not arrive at the scene when he escaped from prison (*)

Xiaowang was taken away by the enemy alliance, and Izuku went to the rescue, and died

After the battle, Kongzi sneaked into the enemy alliance base to steal medicine and go back in time

Week 21 (this week)

Last June (workplace experience)

Kongzi enters the office to contact Green Valley

An Nian stayed in Japan for a while, but due to the intervention of Inuixu, the connection with the enemy alliance failed, and she returned to Germany

Kong Zi pretended to be An Nian to make contact with the enemy alliance, making him believe that there was indeed "An Nian" conducting research on the subject

Nuxutu people's experience of correcting loopholes

Kong Zi intentionally abuses his personality on the last day of his workplace experience, causing amnesia, and the plan is officially on the right track

September of the current year (off-campus practice)

An Nian did not return home because he had no contact with the enemy alliance

Koko enters the office again

Nuo hints that Jiu Kongzi may be targeted by the enemy alliance

Kongzi was taken away by the enemy alliance and stole medicine in the base

After the Yuki sisters delayed for two days, the hero finally came to the rescue (in order to buy time for stealing medicine)

After rescuing the hole, Izuku insisted on fighting with his companions

Kong Zi went back in time again, and went back to ten years ago because of his personality rampage

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*This detail is a small easter egg, used to prove that "the future can indeed be changed", because Kongzi was not hospitalized, and he didn't pay attention to this little girl who had many abnormal situations around him after a long time. When Stein escaped from prison, he would not because of " The fugitive appeared near Kongzi's apartment" and rushed to the scene, and the borrowing plot as a chain event will not appear

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The foreshadowing and the like should have been explained, so let’s talk about the story itself

In fact, I just wanted to write a simple "back to the past" story at the beginning. The overall structure and inspiration did come from "Steins;Gate" and "Amnesia", but I didn't intend to write the final story. It can be regarded as a quasi-BE ending (however, I personally insist that it is NE)

As for why the final outline became like this...just... don't worry about the details

To be honest, I personally think that this story is actually a story out of the world view itself framed by the little hero, so he is not a fan in the strict sense, but more like I am too lazy to do a world view so I just find a work as a carrier for self-entertainment music product

So when I found out that someone was chasing me, I was still...a little surprised, um...

The girl Kongzi is not particularly complicated in my first version of the outline, she is just a little liar full of lies (because she is a hallucinatory personality), but at the end of the outline, I can't bear to let her lie - she struggles with the so-called In the "future" of her life, she hides her own affairs. It would be too pitiful for her to lie again.

So I didn't let the empty lie lie when it wasn't necessary

Xiaowang is also a character (commonly known as tool man.jpg) that Kongzi completed on the premise of "not lying". If she does not lie, Kongzi must have someone she can confide in. Although the position of "elder" can be trusted, it is difficult to talk to each other, so Xiaowang also appears in the whole plot

Xiaowang is...very subtle, how should I put it, she is an indispensable existence for Kongzi, and after several reincarnations, Kongzi's psychological burden is getting heavier and heavier. At this time, Xiaowang has become her emotion To vent, from the beginning of confiding to the later voluntary giving up, in fact Xiaowang has been bearing the negative emotions of Kongzi all the time.But she is a very weak existence in the whole story, this can be attributed to my lack of skills orz

Let's talk about Kongzi himself

Kongzi was in a very delicate environment when she was young. Her personality has natural defects, which will cause her to lose her memory. The result of her amnesia is to forget everything related to her

With such a daughter, An Nian and his wife also went from being impatient at the beginning to losing patience at the end and wishing to give up custody. Kongzi also guessed this way. She guessed that her parents were not so indifferent to her from the beginning, but the number of times she lost her memory There are too many, she can't remember what her parents were like

An Nian asked the enemy alliance to leave Kongzi and his patience with Kongzi in the 10~14 episodes is actually not acting that Kongzi understands. A estrangement has arisen, and such a estrangement cannot be resolved even by Deku.All of Kongzi’s cognition of the outside world comes from the information she has collected and guesses based on the existing information, and the information she has received at this stage is “My parents left me in China and went abroad by themselves”, even if someone Tell her that's not the case and she won't think of herself as the one "needed by her parents"

The estrangement between father and daughter also caused the tragedy of Kongzi’s father-killing in the 15th~20th episode. Fortunately, in the 21st episode (this week’s episode), she found that she can make the "future" move towards what she expected without killing her father. The method of direction development can be regarded as gratifying.

Kongzi who grew up in such an environment will feel that she is "useless" and "unnecessary". Although no one has denied her positively, she has been denying herself, and her thinking mode is negative. You Not being close to me is my problem, I'm "excess" and "causing trouble for others", so when Izuku shows up, tell her "You can be a hero" and "Even so you deserve to be loved At the time, Koko clung to Deku as if grabbing a life-saving straw.

Because of this, Izuku's death was unacceptable to Kuroko.The only person in the world who will affirm her disappears, and she changes from "worthy" to "worthless" again. In order to prove that she is not "worthless", she will try her best to prevent the death of Izuku

It may disappoint some cuties who read the article, but the heroine's feelings for the hero in this article are not pure "love", but "love" mixed with "longing", "dependence" and fanatical "paranoid". Because in a sense, in Kongzi's heart, the only person who can give her "existence value" is Deku.

Of course I can't force everyone to understand such feelings, to be honest I can't understand myself (laughs)

All in all, I am very grateful to the little cuties who can see here

Meme da(づ￣3￣)づ

The author has something to say:

After thinking about it, let’s make a timeline, it’s easier to understand, forget about the foreshadowing, it’s more complicated and has confusing options

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