[My English] Is it wrong to seek an encounter in an office?

The girl with long gray hair wrapped her arms around her calves, resting her chin in the gap between her knees and her neck.

The old wall clock on the wall was working conscientiously. When the hour and minute hands coincided, a huge and weird "crack" sounded like thunder in the silent space.

The faint light from the street lamp outside the window shone on the girl, reflecting her silver-gray pearlescent nail polish on her fingers pale and lifeless.

The mobile phone, which was playing the evening news in a loop, issued a low-battery alarm. With the piercing "Didi", the volume of the video was also artificially amplified, and the lines that had been heard countless times were sent into the girl's brain verbatim.

"Since the No.1 hero 'Muppet', the No.2 hero 'Bangsha Wang', and the No.7 hero 'Yuki' died in the line of duty, all walks of life in society have fallen into a considerable degree of turmoil. The relevant departments announced that they will restore the hero units as soon as possible. normal operation, and the hero ranking will also face the first major cleansing ever—"

The female anchor's sweet voice stopped abruptly with the notification sound of the phone's shutdown.

unbearable.

The girl hugged her legs tightly, as if this would warm her body up a bit.

However, the icy air was coming from all directions, and it seemed that some invisible viscous liquid slowly rose from the ground, first reaching the ankles, and then continued to increase, and finally swallowed the girl whole.

It's unbearable, this world.

She just sat there.

There were regular footsteps in the living room.

Just like that, the black-haired girl appeared in the dim light of the street lamp.She stared at her friend calmly, but her voice was as rigid and lifeless as ever.

"He is dead."

"……you're lying."

"I don't need to lie to you, he...Senior Green Valley is dead."

"you're lying!"

Kong Zi stood up abruptly, she raised her hand to push Xiao Wang away.However, before her palm touched the opponent, the black-haired girl quickly tapped her wrist, and then slapped Kongzi's face with her backhand.

The crisp sound echoed in the empty room.

"The children's play house game is over." After beating someone, Xiaowang let go of Kongzi and took two steps back. The girl's blue eyes flashed with a strange light, which made Kongzi appear. The illusion of crying, "Senior Lugu, Brother Sheng, and Sister Niuxu, they all died...in the battle with AllForOne."

"It's a lie..." Kongzi took two steps back as if she lost her strength, and she pressed her back against the wall, "Senior is a symbol of peace... how can a symbol of peace die..."

"you……"

"I know," the girl with long gray hair buried her face in her palms, her voice was crying sharply, "I know, if I can be more careful, if I am not caught by the enemy alliance, They won't die, will they?"

If she hadn't been taken away.

If she could escape there herself.

The battle with AllForOne could have been avoided.

Even if everyone told her that those people's deaths were not worthless, at least AllForOne died with them, they were heroes and deserved to die, for Kongzi, that was still unacceptable.

She doesn't care about AllForOne or the enemy alliance, all she cares about is Izuku Midoriya.

Izuku Midoriya was her light, but her light went out when it shouldn't have disappeared.So her life turned into the gloomy state before meeting him again.

It shouldn't be like this.

That's not how it should be.

Green Valley Izuku should be the No.1 hero, standing in the center of the public's sight as a symbol of peace, and then retire with a beautiful and shocking curtain call, instead of suddenly terminating him in such an abrupt and discordant way hero career.

None of this is true.

Two days ago, he still smiled and said to her that I will always be by your side, even if you don’t remember me, I will not leave you, but when he came back to his senses, only Gui Zhan was left there. The ruins behind.

He didn't even leave her bones.

It was a fierce battle beyond imagination.

In order to protect these "hero reserves", all the heroes who could come to the battlefield came out in full force. There was no time to count the number of participants, but she knew that there were no more than three survivors.

There are three heroes on the top ten ranking list alone, let alone a group of heroes who are not on the list.

The most unacceptable thing is that even after paying such a terrible price, no one can guarantee that AllForOne will really disappear from this world.

Will the man who has lived for hundreds of years really die?

No one is sure.

Xiao Wang sighed.

"Whether you believe it or not, they are already dead." She repeated her emotionless words, "I just bought a bento box from a convenience store and put it on the coffee table. I will eat it when I am hungry. ...the office needs someone to watch over it, so I'll go back first."

Kongzi raised his head blankly.

She didn't know how Xiao Wang could be so calm.Compared with her, Xiaowang lost more, but the black-haired girl still dealt with all the problems she could handle as if it had nothing to do with her. In the words of the people from Yuki Office, "It's like the New York City back then. Like Miss Xu".

So what can I do?

Kongzi doesn't know.

According to the life plan given to them by the teacher, they should grow up quickly under the protection of the existing heroes, and then take over the burden of their predecessors to maintain the order of this society.

But that's not what Kongzi wanted.Her light was gone, and for her, sinking into the endless abyss, everything was meaningless.Not only being a hero, but even the matter of "living" has become meaningless.

She walked into the living room barefoot.The icy touch of the wooden floor made the girl find some real sense that she was still alive.

The handbag with the logo of the convenience store was placed on the corner of the coffee table. Besides the bento box, there was also a can of juice in the bag.

Kongzi hesitated for nearly half a minute, but finally she walked over and opened the bento.The bento was still warm, probably because Xiao Wang let the clerk of the convenience store overheat it before he arrived.

There is a small box under the transparent glass top of the coffee table.

The girl took a few mouthfuls of rice, put down the bento box, and picked up the small box solemnly.

In addition to the newly opened nail polish, which is expensive just by looking at the bottle, there is also an injection without any label lying in the box.

"If I don't do anything, I really can't forgive myself."

The girl's whispers spread in the air.

"I... have never cared about what will happen to this society... Izuku-senpai is the only one who can keep me sane... But now, Izuku-senpai is dead."

She laughed.

——"So it doesn't matter if I become a lunatic, anyway, I am the daughter of a lunatic!"

The author has something to say:

From the beginning of this section, it enters the middle volume

The middle volume is a memory kill, anyway, it is all kinds of foreshadowing

A week is only a little bit, that is, the length of a section, and the focus is on the following weeks

ps Although this article refers to "Amnesia AMNESIA" and "Stones' Gate", what these two works have in common is the introduction of the concept of "parallel world", and this article does not use the theory of parallel worlds. Simply put, it is Everyone's fate is preset in advance, including Kongzi's reincarnation and the parts that don't exist in her vague memory (related to the ending) are also "must happen"

Although the ppps week is very short, there are still two details in it. If you are interested, you can pay attention to it.