[My English] Is it wrong to seek an encounter in an office?

What the hell is this person... talking about?

The girl opened her eyes wide.

The person who calls himself "An Nian", research on "time regression", and sudden amnesia.These bits and pieces of information are pieced together into a huge net, and Kong Zi is like an insect tightly bound by the net, no matter how hard he struggles, he can't get rid of those malicious things that are absolutely not in his heart.

So I am such a person?

no, I can not.

Different from the growth trajectory of ordinary teenagers and girls, "An Nian Kongzi" is more like a patchwork of fragments. Because of the side effects of personality, Kongzi has experienced countless amnesia since she was a child. The most serious time she even lost her memory. Forget who you are.

What was it like at that time?

It seems that someone found her on the side of the road. The other party comforted the frightened little girl, took her by the hand and took her to the police station. He spent nearly half a day on something that had nothing to do with him.

who's that person?Can't remember.

Among the countless memories that were forcibly patched up with assumptions and guesses, Kongzi couldn't define himself very accurately.

There are gaps in her memory, and such faults make her unable to firmly believe that she really will not join the enemy alliance for that so-called research.

When I came back to my senses, the woman had disappeared.

The damp and cold air in the alley continued to spread, chilling the girl's fingertips.

Kongzi staggered and ran forward for several steps, the midday sun lost the barrier of the building and poured unreservedly on the girl's body.She leaned her body against the street lamp that was not yet working, but the sunlight could not warm her aching fingertips.

Why did I conduct research on "time travel" at that time?

So far, although it is not good, my life has been smooth.Anan passed through junior high school graduation, flew low and entered Xiongying High School with extremely dangerous grades, and even smoothly dated with Izuku-senpai—this kind of experience was unimaginable when I was young .

What is it about the status quo that I am dissatisfied with?

Kongzi raised his hands and covered his face with his palms, as if his expression would look better this way.

"Kongzi?" A young man's voice came from behind, "Why did you come here?"

The girl put down her arms and looked back. Green Valley came out from the shadows in the alley. The young man frowned, as if he was a little puzzled about the situation he was facing.

"...I'm sorry." Kongzi lowered his head to avoid the other party's gaze, "I ran here by accident."

It's better not to tell the seniors before you are sure whether you are the "An Nian" that woman said.

"Anyway, it's fine," the young man heaved a sigh of relief, and he didn't delve into the girl's behavior. After all, "Lvgu Deku" in his student days was not a fuel-efficient lamp. "Go back."

"Ah."

Kongzi quietly followed Green Valley back into the alley.At some point, the beggar lying on the rubbish heap had disappeared, and only the trace of being slept showed that there was once a person there.

The girl slightly raised her head and stared at the young man's back.

Speaking of which... why on earth should I associate with seniors?

Because I like him.she thinks.But why do I like him?

"That," she hesitated for a few seconds before hesitantly said, "Izuku-senpai and I... really only met at the office?"

"Huh?" Lu Gu looked back at her inexplicably, "It is true that we met at the office, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing," the girl smiled, "I just feel a little strange."

He was obviously just watching this person on the TV screen.Is it really possible to fall in love with someone just by looking at them from a distance?

This was probably the first time in his life that Kongzi had doubts about his existing memories.

Countless times of amnesia have brought about gaps between memories. Even if he observes the attitudes of the people around him and deduces the most likely situation that happened, Kongzi still feels that something is not right.

What if someone lied to me after knowing I lost my memory?

But why would they lie to me? It's obviously not going to do any good.

Izuku-senpai said that I only got along with him in the office, even if he was in the office all the time during the workplace experience, we only knew each other for about a week.Is it really possible to fall in love with someone in just a short week?

Kongzi used to think that the "love at first sight" scene in love novels was very romantic, but in reality, she still couldn't believe that she could fall in love with someone at first sight, let alone someone fall in love with her at first sight.

What's more, this person is still Green Valley.

Izuku-senpai...is it true that he asked me to date because of "like"?

At this moment, an indescribable sorrow rose in his chest, and when the sorrow passed, what appeared before his eyes was a seemingly cruel fact.

Kongzi really wanted to ask Lu Gu, "Why do you want to associate with me?", but she couldn't ask.

I am really a cowardly person.

she thinks.

The girl took a deep breath, and said in a slow, slightly trembling syllable, "... In the eyes of Izuku-senpai, what kind of person am I?"

"Huh?" Lugu stopped, he didn't expect Kongzi to ask such a question, "How can I say... Kongzi is very hardworking and has a good personality, he is a good boy."

It's too perfunctory.

Kongzi thought to himself.

A good boy who works hard and has a good personality, is that all?

This should not be a due evaluation between lovers.

I can't ask any more questions.At the same time, Kongzi was clearly aware of the inaccuracy of what he had done.Izuku-senpai will not lie to me, if he says he likes me, he must really like me.

Just like a drowning person would grab all the floating objects around him, Kongzi was desperately trying to find a reasonable excuse for Green Valley.In her mind, Green Valley would not do "deception" or "concealment".

He said he likes me, so he must like me; therefore, the senior said that our intersection was limited to the period of workplace experience, so it must be like that.

"Actually, I..." The girl lowered her head, her gaze fixed on the tip of her shoe, "I have lost my memory many times since I was a child, so many times that I can't even count... I don't know what kind of person I am, I never thought about it before—anyway, even if I knew it, I would forget it the next time I lost my memory."

Green Valley was silent.He felt that he should comfort the girl in front of him, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

Countless times of amnesia, countless times of forgetting, for Kong Zi, his past must have been very painful.

The comfort of others is too pale and weak. If you have not experienced it and empathized with it, you will not understand what kind of suffering the other party is enduring and what kind of anxiety is in your heart.

"But now, I want to know what kind of person I am, and I also want to know what I have forgotten." She suddenly raised her head and looked at the young man firmly, "I know that senior is very busy, so I said It may be selfish, but, Izuku-senpai, can you help me find my lost memories?"