"Zhongyingmei" was born as a human being

"I know that my current situation is very bad." He lowered his head, looking inexplicably disappointed,

"But I can't sleep, Nan. The reason I haven't broken down until now is because you're here with me. But when you're gone, I really, I can't sleep. I can't help myself when I close my eyes .”

"Aliens, gods...yes, and monsters of my own creation. I'm just a mortal in an iron shell."

Tony Stark made an almost masochistic statement, "I understand you, Nan. You don't care about many things. Even though you are not a weak person, you never get involved in the Avengers. But this time?"

"Why is it so active this time, why this time it shows a determination to solve Ultron that has never appeared before."

He looked up into her complicated black pupils, "Is it because of me? Because Ultron was created by me, and you are so desperate to prevent the situation from developing to the point where I can't afford it."

"Look, you know me this way. I'm actually not powerful, really." Tony Stark smiled awkwardly, but his caramel-colored eyes were full of bitterness.

Nan Suya raised her hand to hold his face, and saw clearly that the mask that had finally faded from the publicity showed the softest side.

She could feel his anxiety, but she didn't expect that a large part of the reason for his anxiety was because of her, and it was also barely supported by her.

What can she do?Nan Suya is just a selfish person. She is more selfish and willful than all of them. She always does whatever she wants, and staying for them in this world is just because she likes beautiful existence.

Maybe all the things she has done so far are for them on the surface, but in the final analysis, to her, it is nothing but a stolen life.

Putting on the armor, Tony Stark is the invincible Iron Man. He can overcome all obstacles and charge into battle without fear of any danger.Take off the mask, he is just a mortal, with emotions and desires, fear, anxiety and restlessness.

He supported people's beliefs, who will support him?

He tried his best to protect the world, but who will protect him?

The tired man in front of him has saved the world again and again, but at this moment he cannot have a normal sleep for ordinary people.Looking around, there was no one around him. He lived in this huge house, as cold as a hotel that only provided accommodation.

"If you're worried about that horrible future, think about the future I've been in."

She smiled, "No matter how many regrets and ups and downs I have had, if I can go back to the beginning, no matter what time I will choose to meet you again."

"I will stay with you until the end of my life, Tony." Nan Suya made a promise about the future for the first time in her two lifetimes. Maybe Tony Stark will never understand the weight of this promise, But it doesn't matter, she knows it by herself.

Tony Stark was just trying his best to maintain a calm phenomenon, but now he was drunk and couldn't hold it anymore, everything was exposed.But the only thing he didn't expect was what she said at this moment. For the first time, he heard the promise about the future from her mouth.

He clearly knows how Nan Suya is a casual person, she seems to only live in the present moment.

Tony Stark finally smiled as he looked at the soft and beautiful face that was close at hand.

His smile was brighter than the one he showed when he first flew into the sky wearing a steel battle suit. Even the bloodshot eyes in his eyes softened. He finally had to admit that he was completely screwed.

"MsNan, what do you think about the proposal of having an additional title of Tony Stark's girlfriend?"

Tony Stark held her hands that were clean as if they had never been hurt, bowed his head and kissed her under the gaze of her peaceful black pupils.

He moved cautiously, almost afraid of accidentally crushing the person in his arms.Just like this, without any extravagant movements, he gently held her cool and soft lips, and said softly when he confirmed that she had no resistance at all, "By the way, I took your previous words as SayYes."

Nan Suya chuckled, opened her eyes and bit the corner of his lips without warning, "Can I sleep well now?"

Tony Stark hugged the person in his arms, resting his chin on her shoulder, "NONONO, hug for a while, just hug and sleep."

She raised her eyebrows, "Yes."

On the contrary, Tony Stark's reaction was much bigger than Nan Suya's. He grabbed her shoulder almost immediately, looked at her with surprisingly bright eyes, "Really?"

"Of course, you haven't slept for a few days now? Do you want to do other things? With me by your side, I guarantee that you won't have dreams in the middle of the day." Nan Suya rubbed his surprised face , she pretended to put on a straight face, "Go take a shower now! You smell of alcohol all over your body."

Tony Stark was surprisingly obedient, and almost immediately put down the work in hand and went to wash up quickly.

Nan Suya sat on the sofa and smiled to herself. She almost accepted him for granted. This was really not an impulsive decision. Maybe she had tacitly agreed a long time ago that she would be with him.Thinking about it now, the decision just now feels like it should be so.

She is not really a 21-year-old girl anymore, Nan Suya is already a full adult,

In fact, she didn't know much about feelings, but thinking about if he was the one who would be together for the rest of her life, Nan Suya felt that she didn't feel repulsive at all.

She has always been a person who goes with the flow so that she can muddle through. She doesn't think about the future because she couldn't see her own future.

But in this brand new world, she should also change.She still hasn't let go of the physical factor, but it doesn't mean that she will force herself to reject Tony because of this reason.

Tony Stark was a little unresponsive when he was lying on the bed in his arms,

Obviously the day before, he was still the one who lost his way in fear.But now he feels that those are not important, even if the world will be destroyed tomorrow, at least he got the person he wanted most today.

Tony Stark, who was unable to fall asleep due to increasingly severe anxiety attacks some time ago, suddenly became gloriously unable to fall asleep today due to excitement and joy.That was really a dumbfounding situation, Nan Suya half-closed her phoenix eyes and smiled and fell into his arms.

He let her laugh freely in his arms, and just hugged her contentedly. "Sweetie, if you keep moving like this we won't sleep tonight."

Nan Suya straightened her expression, "OKOK."

When she raised her hand to use her ability, Tony Stark caught her. He looked down at the person in his arms. From now on, he could finally say that she belonged to him.

"Nan, are you really going to meet that Batman tomorrow?"

Tony Stark never really liked Bruce Wayne, and now he finally knows why.

Because Bruce Wayne looked at her with the same eyes as him, that's why he rejected everything about Batman like this.

You must know that they are so similar, the biggest difference is probably the sad fact that Bruce Wayne's scandals are all fake, and his own...that's all true.

Oh, by the way, and that little spider in Queens is also a very dangerous existence.Lying on the bed and holding his sweetheart who is not sleek but fragrant, Mr. Iron Man, who feels that he is the well-deserved winner in life, thinks so.

She squinted her eyes, "Are you jealous?"

"NO... Well, it's still a little bit." He tightened his hands, "You've been by his side for so long."

Nan Suya almost rolled her eyes, "It's only half a month, how long have I been by your side, Tony."

"I just want to say that if you go, I will accompany you, my dear." Tony Stark's expression brightened, "It's okay to let him come, you can stay here, Nan. You know Jarvis misses you very much too .”

Nan Suya raised her head and met his eyes, "No matter how many secrets I have kept from you?"

"You know, I'll never force you." He nodded and continued to say, "But it's too empty here, come back. Look at how much I've lost weight after you've been away for so long."

Tony Stark squeezed his chin trying to show her the fact.

She pinched Tony Stark's face, "I lost a lot of weight, I promise you."

Hearing this, his caramel-colored eyes seemed to light up with stars, and Tony Stark almost spoke in a tone of assurance,

"Now it's not just that room that belongs to you, but everything else. I'll hand them over to you. You can decorate them however you want, okay?"

Tony Stark still remembers the first time he brought her home, how satisfied she was with just a small change in that room.So this time, everything about him belongs to her, and Tony Stark hopes to make her happier.

He couldn't wait to show her Jinshanyinshanbo a smile, and firmly believed that giving her the best in the world was not an exaggeration.

Tony Stark has a lot of scandals, and he can dig up a lot of black history that he was so proud of in the past, just find a lot of New York residents, but he swore he was serious this time, so he couldn't wait to let it go. She participates in his life.

Before he met Nan Suya, he never thought about seriously managing a relationship, but after meeting her, he never thought about doing this with others.

After meeting Nan Suya, he realized that his so-called one-night lovers or girlfriends in the past were only superficial.

Nan Suya smiled and pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips, her fingertips brushed over the blue and black under his eyes due to exhaustion, and the soft white light shone slightly, she whispered in his ear, "Okay."

The person beside her kept hugging her. Before he fell into a deep sleep, Nan Suya could still hear him muttering to himself, "I'm serious, Sweetie."

She listened attentively to the sound of the beating heart in his chest, there was a steady and uninterrupted force, Nan Suya smiled slightly, and then gradually closed her eyes.

——What do you mean by love?

——Love is itchy heart, headache, trembling, weak legs, numbness, and discomfort all over.

——Then why do you still fall in love?

— to avoid ignorance.

The author has something to say: The New Year’s gift from the stupid author is Ninisa’s dog food~

As I wrote it, it turned purple. Everyone hates the stupid author... After all, as a single dog, my heart hurts so much!