King Arthur is also acting today

"Senior?" Tezuka Kana put down the teacup, "I'm fine...don't bother Mr. Honma..." Her situation is quite special, even if she tells her family, it will only increase their worries.

Tsuruga Lian coughed lightly, and did not continue this topic.

He didn't want others to know about Tezuka Kana's specialness—that is, the existence of Artoria.

Not to mention whether such absurd claims can be trusted by people, but more importantly, what actions will they take if they know the truth?

This is a very unfair thought for Tezuka Kana's family.

Can they accept Artoria's existence calmly?

Tsuruga Ren doesn't care about the whereabouts of the former Tezuka Kana, but the Tezuka family will never accept it.

This deduction of Tsuruga Ren will only lead to two results: one is that the popular superstar Tsuruga Ren is considered hysterical and occupies the headlines, and the other is that Tezuka Kana is considered to have a split personality and is forced to isolate.In this case, no matter what guesses, the destination of the two will not be a good place.

Tsuruga Lian's rich acting experience has allowed him to see a variety of scripts, and he also knows a lot about stories about rebirth and time travel or soul attachment.Although he was quite surprised when this kind of thing really happened around him, when the object became Kana Tezuka who made him feel good about it, the direction of his worries changed fundamentally.

He doesn't want anyone to discover this secret.

Just like Tezuka Kana belongs to the Tezuka family, Kana will soon belong to her fans, Arturia, is it possible to become the only one exclusive to Tsuruga Ren?

He knows that this is a shameful possessiveness and the evil nature of human beings trying to monopolize beautiful things, but he can't control his yearning and hope.

He stared at Tezuka Kana in front of him.

What kind of past does she have, and what kind of story does she have?

Tezuka Kana didn't know that Tsuruga Ren was looking for Artoria's past.

"Senior, I'm sorry, can you leave me alone for a while?" Tezuka Kana didn't have the energy to pay attention to Tsuruga Ren's emotions at the moment, she just wanted to find the answer in Merlin's words.

Tsuruga Lian smiled wryly, but still nodded gently: "Of course, I'll go to the sofa outside to read the script first."

Tezuka Kana was the only one left in the room.

She closed her eyes and felt the magic flow in her body.

Surging magic power flows slowly in the circuit.

The magic circuit gathered in Tezuka Kana's body again.

This is not good news.

Although in this way she can avoid the hidden danger of unknowingly exploding with magical power, but it also means that the existence of "Tezuka Kana" has begun to transcend the common sense of this world.

People who go beyond common sense will be obliterated.

This is an eternal theorem.

That was the case with Arturia back then.

Merlin's words reappeared in Tezuka Kana's mind: "When you are no longer Tezuka Kana, you will come back here."

Her current identity is undoubtedly Tezuka Kana, so only by abandoning Tezuka Kana's identity can she return to Avalon.

Tezuka Kana's identity does not only refer to her life.

The reason why a person is this person has three standards to define her existence.

The first criterion is her physical existence. If this body is still alive, then the objective existence of this person is determined.

The second criterion is the impression of her from the people around her.If her parents and relatives have a partner, if they still have her in their memory, then this person's social existence will be certified.

The third criterion is her self-awareness.How she sees herself.Arturia's most instinctive cognition must be the hundreds of years of countless moments before.Tezuka Kana's self-awareness relies on the fusion of physical instinct and memory.

In other words, the establishment of Tezuka Kana's identity mainly depends on the survival of the body and the impression of the people around him.

Going to the extreme, if you want to erase the existence of Kazuka Kana, you only need to kill herself and cut off everyone's memories of her.

This is not an impossible job for a heroic spirit who can perform miracles.

But for Artoria, this is a task that cannot be achieved now.

It is impossible for her to end the life of Tezuka Kana, and there is no way to erase her memories.

How terrible it is to be unbound, this is the fact that Artoria knows best.

Arturia needs to fulfill Kana Tezuka's last wish, take good care of her blood relatives, and let the world remember Kana Tezuka forever.

Then the possibility of "no longer being Kana Tezuka" is a false proposition that can never be achieved.

Merlin, why do you have to say so vaguely about your refusal?

But seeing them again was originally an impossible luxury.

Then why, the heart still aches?

Tsuruga Ren sat on the sofa and didn't read the script seriously.

He rarely used the script to cover the phone, and clicked a few times on the screen from time to time.

When She Xing saw that he was in a bad mood, she didn't dare to go up to ask directly, so she had to wait anxiously on the sidelines.

Merlin.

Arturia.

United Kingdom.

knight.

Arthurian legend?

He wrote down all the information he could think of on paper.

no idea.

He tapped the paper with his finger, and finally crossed out the last line.

In any case, the association of Arthurian legend is too divergent.

With the information at hand, there is absolutely no way to know her true identity.

Tsuruga Ren looked at the script and sighed again.

Sokoichi's heart skipped a beat.It's rare for Tsuruga Lian to look at the script and sigh like this. Could it be that the role this time really confuses him so much?

Tsuruga Ren's role this time is an out-and-out villain, and there is no room for whitewashing.

This is a joint decision between Tsuruga Ren and Takada Luoli.

There was originally another script for a villain, but after weighing it, it was still abandoned.

The script was called "BJ", and it was a story about a pair of brothers and sisters ups and downs in the dark, but in this story, the characters they were originally optimistic about showed signs of whitewashing in the later stage.This made the two of them feel a little sorry.

Tsuruga Ren doesn't want to play pure "evil" without reason, but he is also unwilling to continue to play the kind of role that can be forgiven if the audience has some reasons.

Bad faith must be punished.

Even if they have a lot of difficulties.

Lava, on the other hand, is no different.

The malice in this show is innocent.

For villains, some malice is like eating and drinking as a habitual act.

Tsuruga Ren cannot deny the goodwill of human nature, but he is more aware of the evil thoughts of human nature.

When he was still a long time ago, he was surrounded by a lot of flowers, and at the same time he was surrounded by deep jealousy.

But those people didn't dare to impose these malicious thoughts on him, so they imposed these evil thoughts on his friend Nick.

Nick was purely kind at first, but under the repeated malice, he seemed to be gradually stained with blackness.

Tsuruga Ren thought that he was not as pure and kind as Nick, and his sinking may have come earlier than Nick.

In other words, Nick entered some territory that shouldn't be entered because of him.

At the scene of the car accident that was full of flames, hot blood flowed through his body, and his side gradually became cold.

After he regained consciousness, he was greeted by Nick's girlfriend's slap.

Nick wouldn't have died at all if it wasn't for you!

He didn't dodge.

Because that's what he deserves.

Without him, Nick might not have been targeted by that group of people.

If it wasn't for him, Nick wouldn't be in the rigged car that night.

"old……"

It came from the depths of memory, the last call from Nick in this life.

Like falling into a cold cave.

The fiery blood in Tsuruga Ren's heart was no longer hot.

Nick's last moments played over and over in his mind.

Tsuruga Ren covered her face in pain.

Nick.

His best friend and nightmare.

Everything about him reminds him that you are not qualified for happiness.

But none of this can stop the burning desire.

Even so, Tsuruga Lian still wanted to pursue it.

He still yearns for happiness.

He sneered.

Sure enough, he is still a selfish, cold-blooded person.

Nick's death was his fault.

But he could still live on.

Eating the food that Nick loves but can't bear to eat, enjoying the flashlight that Nick yearns for, and bathing in the love and pursuit from others that Nick can't have.

Artoria is not Tezuka Kana.

He knew all this clearly, but still hoped that this secret would never be discovered by others.

Who Tezuka Kana is, what happens to his family, he doesn't care at all.

He has no right to the pursuit of happiness.

He shouldn't have a girl he likes.

He must not be sought after by all.

But he insisted on getting everything.

Tsuruga Lian sometimes felt that he was simply a heinous criminal who escaped all sanctions and got away with it.

Sha Yukichi looked at Tsuruga Ren worriedly.

Tsuruga Lian rarely appeared in such a situation before his eyes, but he had seen it once or twice.

At this time, he lost all his brilliance, as if he was going to sink into a deep, dark lake alone, away from everything.

Shekoichi felt that he could do all kinds of crazy things at this moment.

The door clicked softly.

Kana Tezuka, who was in a good mood, walked out of the room, and the first thing she saw was Ren Tsuruga who was depressed.

She hadn't expected him to be so upset by his request to be quiet for a while.

Maybe there's a reason why he wasn't called by his name?

Tsuruga Ren has always taken good care of her, and she also enjoyed spending time with him.

Tezuka Kana took a deep breath, calling her name, it wasn't that strange.

"Lian...senior?" Tezuka Kana called softly.

Like a light shining in the darkness.

For the first time, Tsuruga Ren felt that the name had such a beautiful rhythm.

Humans are really unprincipled creatures.Knowing that it is impossible, knowing that you should not pursue, knowing that you should not reach out.

But at a time like this, when Nick's blood was still vivid, there was something to be glad about it.

Jiu Yuan, you are really too despicable.

The corners of Tsuruga Ren's mouth rose uncontrollably.

"Kanai."

At this moment, he knew that he was completely defeated.

Because, this girl, seems to be salvation.

It is his yearning that he is not willing to give up even though he is covered in blood.

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The tangled great god and my king who is out of the situation.

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