The Memoirs of Jianxin

Chapter 32 The Eve of the Finale 4

Silence, another endless silence.Just like the thousands of days and nights I spent in Yang’s Mansion, even though the red silk was fluttering and the gongs and drums were buzzing on the day of the wedding, the excitement was like sand in an hourglass, bit by bit as time went by. Light leaked.The dazzling red color gradually cooled down.

Loneliness can really drive a person crazy. When I dreamed back at midnight, I finally understood Ruoshui's words and her boundless loneliness.

I once stood at the gate of the Yang Mansion to send him off to battle, to hunt, to catch monsters, to compete with Monkey King. Until one day when I looked back at him, I suddenly realized whether I was a "prisoner" when I was standing at the door.

I am not afraid of loneliness. I have also been in the deep sea, pretending to be a drowning person, quietly rising and falling with the sea, feeling the solitude that is different from the hustle and bustle of the world.

What I am afraid of is that this loneliness will swallow me one day, carve up the little light that I cherish, and tell me that my efforts are in vain, and I am destined to be swallowed and abandoned by that darkness.

"Is it hard to answer?"

I opened my mouth and said, I thought it would be difficult. After all, I haven’t opened my mouth for 1000 years. This problem has become a thorn in my heart. The wound is very small, but it hurts constantly. I want to pull it out but I can’t pull it out. , very disturbing.Now I finally pulled it out, but found that although it didn't hurt very much, the skin and flesh broke my heart. When the wind blew in, it was rustling and very cold.

I looked at Yang Jian, who pursed his lips and frowned like an enemy. I have seen him like this twice. The first time was when he was drawing topographical maps to control weak water, and the second time was when Heaven asked him to deal with Monkey King. when.

This is the third time, I laughed at myself, it turns out that this question in Yang Jian's mind is comparable to the survival of the Three Realms.

He doesn't open his mouth, but I open it. It's not the first day I know that he belongs to the river clam. I have held some things in my heart for a long time. Instead of planting a thorn in his heart, it is better to tell the matter from the beginning. It's clear.

"You can sacrifice your life for Xiaotiangou, rob the court for the fox girl, let go of the Jade Emperor for the sake of the Three Realms, and send weak water to the sky. These are all love. If one day I am in danger, you will do it for me." I don’t care about my life, but what I want is never this kind of love!”

"You will also draw my eyebrows for me, hold an umbrella for me to shelter from the sun and rain, give me lilacs, help me plant flowers, allow me to swim in the sea and the twilight, and satisfy my unreasonable demands, even if my food is unpalatable. Eat it with a change of face, and there is no habit of a gentleman who stays away from the kitchen. You will help me in the kitchen, understand me, and love me. You have done all the care a husband can give his wife, but are these love? Are you because Do you do this because you love me?"

I took a deep breath and said what I've always wanted to say

"You put the cart before the horse"

The last sentence was no longer spoken, it was more like a roar.

Finally said it.

My eyes were blurred, I was out of breath from crying, I looked at Yang Jian through tears, it was obvious that he was at the end of his battle and was seriously injured, the elixir that Chang'e gave just now was just held in the palm of his hand, he didn't take it, but held on He supported himself with the three-pointed and two-edged sword as a battle.

He took a step forward, as if he wanted to grab my hand.I took a step back and dodged.He grabbed an empty hand, and his hand stopped in the air so awkwardly, neither putting it down nor holding it up, an indescribable atmosphere spread among us.

I don't dare to get too close to him, I'm afraid I will soften my heart, I don't have much time left, I dare not leave him any hope, otherwise when the news of my death comes, he will definitely kill me Responsibility is all resisted, I would rather he think that I have a deep resentment towards him, and never see each other again.

But at the moment when I dodged, Yang Jian seemed to lose his support for an instant. He had straightened his back in such pain just now, but now he seemed to have lost all his vitality.

We were deadlocked like this, and when I thought he would not speak again, his slightly hoarse voice sounded.

"When I was a child, my mother and my father were deeply in love with each other, and the piano and the harp played harmoniously. I yearned for it, thinking that I would be with my wife in the future, and we would be close to each other. When I was young and frivolous, I also learned from the rogue children who climbed the wall to peek at the neighbors. Later, the family suffered a tragic change. In order to save my mother, I had no time to think about the relationship between romantic children. For Chang'e, I have admired and admired Chang'e, but I have no love for men and women."

Dancing solo under the moon, a glimpse.There has been a heartbeat, but no love.

When he said this, he stopped and looked at me, "I am happy for you"

Not liking, but joy.

You like me, I am happy.Not the kind of vanity that is admired by a good woman, but a kind of pure joy.

The joy of healing him, the joy of being in his early years, the joy of marrying her, and the joy of being with her every day.

His life has been divided into two when the family changed, bearing humiliation, bitterness and hatred is the portrayal of his future, the kind of joy purely for liking, but he can never experience it again.

"It's true to marry you"

Joy and sincerity, I know these are the most touching love words that his stupid mouth can say.

Seeing the pleading in Yang Jian's eyes, the guilt, the long-awaited love with me, one day I will see the pleading in his eyes,

The nails dug into the palm of my hand suddenly, which made me sober up. I smiled bitterly in my heart, God really does not allow anyone to take advantage of it. When I was dying, I got something that I have been struggling for thousands of years.

"Yang Jian, we..." We couldn't go back.

"Roar"

A dragon chant suddenly came from the Huashan enchantment, interrupting my words. Both Yang Jian and I were attracted by the loud noise. I don’t know why the dragon chant made me feel uneasy. Yang Jian and I looked towards Huashan. , a huge beam of light shoots directly into the sky from Mount Hua.

I guess this is probably the new Tiantiao.

But what happened next made my eyes tear open. A real pink dragon hovered upwards and merged into the beam of light.

"Long Jue!!!"

The author has something to say:

As soon as the finale came to Cavin, ε=(?ο`*))) Alas, it was written anyway.

It's been more than 30 chapters, and I finally opened the mouth of the second brother. It's a pity that the family of three has not yet met, and they are about to say goodbye.

_(:з」∠)_Guess what little brother Long Jue did.

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