One of Ouyang Shaogong's colleagues, Chang'an

She stared blankly at his receding back, the pain of the wound in her heart was intertwined with the pain of love, and her tears were like blood.

Ouyang Shaogong left for a day.She sat on the head of the bed withered, throwing away the broken strings, the temple clouds were soft, and the slanted hairpins were not straightened.The cold dew is silent and the night is dying, and the crows are uncertain and the wind is cold.It's painful to learn from the pain, his meticulous tenderness and consideration in the past are vivid in my memory, what a pain!

Suddenly there was a sound of disordered footsteps, slow and heavy, the person who came seemed to be staggering and struggling.The strong smell of alcohol is carried by the wind, which is the taste of a thousand days of drunkenness.She raised her head mechanically like a puppet, and the moonlight illuminated the figure slowly approaching. The man's black hair was dancing wildly in the wind, holding the railing with his left hand, and holding the wine jar in his right. The rock is as independent as a lonely pine, and the majestic as a jade mountain is about to fall, which does not lose the peerless elegance at all, but adds a sense of charm.

Thinking about the pain in his heart, the one he loves has passed away, the love made him cherish himself in every possible way, and the righteousness made him keep his vows and remain steadfast.He has no choice, how cruel fate is to him!

She couldn't help regretting that her pity surpassed her own sorrow, and she got up and got out of bed to help him.His whole body was burning hot, and his eyes, which were so clear in the past, were dim, as if the spring clouds had not cleared and the rain had not cleared, as he stared at her for a long time, his eyes gradually burned, making her ears heat up and her heart beat.

"Xunfang, is that you?"

He suddenly put his arms around her slender waist, hugged her more and more tightly, his breath gradually became heavier, the smell of wine made her dizzy, she nodded dimly and pressed her chest tightly.

"I knew you would come back, I knew you couldn't bear me--"

If a man really loves you, he will be infinitely tender to you after Yunyu.If he wants you and then leaves without saying a word, then in his eyes, you are nothing more than a tool.How could she not understand the truth of this.She has been living in the world for many years, and she has already experienced hardships.

Whoever sees it, whoever sees it, Shan pillow has tears stained red.

Even though he proposed to let her live here, how could she have the face to live here?She's also a stubborn, self-respecting woman who doesn't need to depend on him for her life.Quietly left his dormitory, as if all this had never happened.

"vomit--"

Two months later, one morning she was so sick that she couldn't stand up straight, and the long-delayed Guishui made her guess.After sitting silently for a long time, she decided to go find him.

The maids said that he always locked himself in the alchemy room these days, and the food was sent in without taking a step.I don't know why.

A glimmer of hope rose in her heart, maybe his abnormality had something to do with her?He didn't know how to face himself, so he chose to escape.

Gently knocking on the mahogany door, the voice that had been heard for a long time sounded a little strange, "Who?"

"it's me."

She thought he should be able to hear her own voice.

The man paused, and said shyly, "I don't see any guests."

"I know, but this time, I have something very important to tell you."

Her voice is soft and firm, just like her character, I have a heart that cannot be changed, and my heart is strong, that cannot be changed, and the dignity is not optional.

After a moment of silence, the door opened.

The moment they saw each other, both of them were taken aback.

She still had the same style, even more plump than before, but he was haggard.

How are you.He didn't ask.She seemed to be doing fine without him.Originally, there shouldn't be any intersection between them.

"What are you trying to say?"

She didn't answer right away, but just stretched out her hand, held his hand, and pressed his palm against her lower abdomen.

His fingertips trembled, specious, half-understood and said: "What is this?"

"Stupid, we've got a baby."

There was a gentle smile on the corner of her mouth, which is the happy expression that only a mother would have. Regardless of the previous discord with him, she suddenly threw herself into his arms, and her voice was full of excitement and joy, "The child I have together with you .”

He froze for a moment, hugged her subconsciously, and immersed in the joy of being a parent together with her, but unfortunately this joy only lasted for a moment, he realized that the woman in his arms was not Xunfang.How could he have a child with a woman other than Xun Fang? !

His expression suddenly became icy cold, and his embrace cut her arm like a blade.She looked at him in amazement who had turned into a hell Shura from the tender and tender man just now, every word of which was bleeding from her heart.

"Girl please handle it by yourself."

He doesn't recognize her child.He doesn't want her child.He was so indifferent, ignoring everything they had done.

"it is good."

She smiled lightly, turned and left his palace.The love of spring is only as thin as the pear blossoms, and the flakes are urged to fall off.

She wanted to raise the child alone, but it was more difficult than she expected.People kept discovering abnormalities in her body, but he refused to give her a title.According to the rules of Qingyu Altar, she will be expelled from the house.

Four months pregnant.The loose clothes can still cover it up, but you can see everything at a glance just by looking closely, especially when the wind is blowing, the outline of the body is completely outlined, and the high and protruding abdomen is like the shape of a small silver hook hanging on a treasure curtain.She gently stroked her stomach, looking at the wilting Tumi flowers outside the window, two lines of tears dripped from the corners of her eyes.She is a lonely woman. Since she came here, she must not be kicked out. If she wants to leave, she must go by herself.If he insisted on not wanting this child, then there was no need for her to be alone with this incomplete love.What's more, even if the child is born, it will only be treated with cold eyes.

The white silk was wrapped around her waist and abdomen like dense clouds. She gritted her teeth cruelly and tightened the ribbon tightly. There were bursts of severe pain in her abdomen, and blood flowed out from her vagina, staining the snow-white cloth red.

When he rushed over, he saw her pale, dying, trembling with pain, but still refused to stop her movements.

He waved his sleeves vigorously to shake off the white silk, and the long cloth was turned into dust under his spiritual power.

"You stubborn woman--"

He held her tightly in his arms, "I was almost too late--do you want me to regret it forever--"

During the court meeting, he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if a loved one had been hurt. The telepathy frightened him, so he couldn't help but rushed here, and saw this scene.Suddenly I remembered the imprint on her shoulder that night, the lifelike golden daphne flower, maybe--they are far away from each other in the shade of flowers, and they missed the most intimate each other--

"Don't you want this child?"

"I want, I want everything about you-"

He caressed her stomach distressedly, and the clothes were stained with blood, "Xunfang, you are Xunfang--I will restore your memory--I'm sorry, it's all my fault for making you suffer so much --"

She was stunned, as if there was a golden needle in her mind, broken memories surged out, him with yellow hair, sharp eyes, independent, gentle and lonely, tearful and sad---

Thousands of string songs, youth is like a dream.

She didn't know whether to be happy or sad.In this life, I finally found him.

The author has something to say: This should be the end here, both directions must be HE, rest assured that the author is a good boy who likes the sad ending in the middle and the sweet ending