[Killing Orange] The most difficult thing to keep in the world

This made Kikyo very puzzled, and one day she finally couldn't help asking: "You... why are you following me?"

There was no answer for a long time, and Kikyo seemed to be used to the other party's silence, seeing that he didn't answer, he stopped asking, and turned his gaze to the front.

The trees in the mountains are green and the strange rocks are jagged. At a glance, there are piles of mountains, which are uneven and emerge in endlessly.Kikyo looked at it for a while, and when she looked away, she caught a glimpse of the person who had been a few steps behind her, and suddenly said strangely: "Aren't you coming?"

Naraku was stunned for a moment, then heard Kikyo say again: "The scenery here is beautiful."

Hearing this, Naraku was silent for a while, then raised his footsteps and walked silently to Kikyo's side, from this direction, he could touch Kikyo with his hand.This was probably the closest they were to each other, and perhaps it should be said that it was the most peaceful one.When they met in the past, they didn't ridicule each other and spend both sides hurting each other. How could they chat together calmly like now.

The trance in Naluo's eyes became more and more serious, and Kikyo was already sitting on the ground, looking at the rolling hills in the distance, and said abruptly: "Do I look like someone you know?"

Naraku was stunned: "Why do you ask that?"

Kikyo looked at him sideways: "Feeling."

Kikyo's eyes are light, and she seems to be able to see the end at a glance. It is no different from her 50 years later, with many complicated things hidden in her eyes.

Faced with such Kikyo, Naraku somehow has a little desire to tell.

"That's right." Naraku moved his eyes away, and his eyes fell on one spot.The noon sun shines obliquely through the branches and leaves.His figure was surrounded by the sunlight, but it was as if he was in the darkness, no matter what he did, the coldness all over him could not be melted away.

"She is a..." As if he couldn't find a word to describe her, Nai Luo paused for a long time before he managed to find an appropriate word to express: "She is a very complicated person." He couldn't say in his tone Is it a compliment or something: "Not only the indomitable toughness, but also the courage to die and survive."

"What's more important is that she is still looking forward to my death." Nai Luo laughed at herself, but what can she do?He just loves, uncontrollably obsessed.He couldn't find the reason, and he couldn't find the root cause, knowing that her body and mind were elsewhere, and knowing that she hated him deeply, he still couldn't let go, couldn't let go.For this, he hated her and resented her, but in the end it was her who couldn't let go.

Those conspiracies, those calculations, those schemes, those soaring thoughts that cannot be seen, and those obscure and obscure despairs are all described in his words.

When he said that he finally killed Kikyo with his own hands, Naraku took off his cold armor for the first time in his life, showing a little remorse and helplessness: "After all, I calculated her life, even death was brought to her by me, she will You should hate me."

"But..." Nailuo said in a low voice: "But I don't want her to hate me." I don't want her to hold hatred for him in the end.Just like those people who are full of evil, when facing death, they will always pray to God for forgiveness, so that they will not go to hell after death.

Naraku doesn't care if he goes to hell or not, and he doesn't care what other people think, but he only wants to ask for forgiveness from one person.He raised his eyes and looked at Kikyo: "You said if it was you, would you forgive me?"

His eyes were burning, and there were so many expectations, so many faint beggings.Seeing Kikyo sighed slightly in her heart, she also wanted to give him an answer, but: "I am not her after all, how can I give you the answer you want?"

"Yeah..." Naluo closed her eyes, a trace of loneliness flashed across her face: "You are not her..." No matter how much you look like, you are not her.The scene in front of him suddenly faded like a faded piece of paper, gradually mottled and peeled off.Soon, Naluo's eyes turned into the darkness he was familiar with.Everything that happened before was like a dream, but it was nothing but vain.

"Impossible! How did you wake up?" The voice named Cuizi sounded again, with a bit of exasperation, sharp and piercing: "Why did you wake up!"

The appearance of the instigator caused Naluo to lower his eyebrows: "It's just a trick!" He sneered, "You want to devour me, Naluo?" With a wave of his hand, the voice only had time to scream, and then disappeared.

"You are very powerful." Suddenly there was another voice.

Naluo frowned fiercely: "Who are you?" One after another is not over yet?

"Me?" The voice mumbled, and said in distress, "I have many names, such as Jade of the Four Souls, Cuizi, Qu Ling, etc., you can call it whatever you think is convenient."

"Jade of the Four Souls? Cuizi?" Naluo frowned even tighter: "Then who was it just now?"

"You mean Nightmare Monster?" The voice who claimed to be the Jade of the Four Souls seemed a little complacent: "Of course it is a monster that was sealed in by me! Don't think it is so vulnerable, it is actually very powerful. With the With the ability to weave dreams with one hand, I don’t know how many monsters have been bewitched.”

"You are still the first one who can break through the illusion created by the Nightmare Demon." The Jade of the Four Souls said this, looking very curious: "Hey, can you tell me how you did it?" The Jade Statue of the Four Souls It's very strange: "It stands to reason that the deeper the obsession, the easier it is to be trapped in it. You don't look like a person without obsession, how can you come out?"

...how can it come out?

Naraku lowered his eyes, because it was too beautiful. To him, the more beautiful things were, the more false they seemed.What's more, he has always clearly known who he wants, from the beginning to the end, it is Kikyo 50 years later, no matter whether she is resentful or hateful, all he wants is her, not reincarnation in the previous life, let alone reincarnation.However, there was no need to say these, so Naraku remained silent.

Seeing that he didn't answer for a long time, the jade of the four souls was a little discouraged and said: "Forget it, don't say it if you don't say it." After a while, it cheered up again: "Hey, let's make a deal. I will help You realize your true wish, how about you do me a favor instead?"

Naluo's eyelids were lifted lazily, clearly ignoring it.

Seeing this, Zhiyu of the Four Souls was a little anxious: "Don't be silent, I'm telling the truth."

It was only then that Naraku opened his mouth in a condescending manner: "What deal?"

The Jade of the Four Souls saw that there was something to be done, and was afraid that he would regret it, and hurriedly said: "It's very simple, I will help you realize your wish, and you can seal it for me."

"Seal?" Naraku raised his eyebrows: "I thought you would say purify you."

"I think so too." The Jade of the Four Souls said a little dejectedly: "But it's impossible, the Jade of the Four Souls is absolutely impossible to disappear. As long as there is greed and desire in the world, it will disappear one day sooner or later." If it reappears, the only way is to seal it permanently."

But sealing is not easy, if it was simple, it would have been sealed as early as 50 years ago.In the final analysis, there is nothing in the world that can suppress the Jade of the Four Souls, which possesses enormous power, so as to achieve the purpose of sealing it.After searching for the Jade of the Four Souls for a long time, he finally found such a suitable candidate.

When Naraku heard this, there was still something she didn't understand: "So you're eyeing Kikyo?"

"That's right..." The Jade of the Four Souls said bluntly: "There is no one more suitable than her in this world, except Cuizi, she is the most suitable sealing container." But Kikyo is dead, so it must send Naraku to 50 years ago, when Kikyo was still around.As for whether it will be successful, since the previous Four Soul Jade was able to send Kagome to this era across time and space, it can naturally go back in time and go back to the past.As long as Naraku Naraku makes a wish to go back to the past, Kikyo will definitely be able to prevent Kikyo from dying.

However, the difference from bringing Kagome to the Warring States Period is that one just spans time, while the other is equivalent to changing fate against the sky.As the saying goes, if you want to save Kikyo, the price is undoubtedly huge: "It's equivalent to exchanging life for life."

Naraku smiled indifferently: "It's really fair."

"You agree?"

"nature!"

The other party responded so simply, the Jade of the Four Souls was a little ignorant, thinking that he hadn't heard clearly, so he repeated it carefully: "It's life for life."

"I still understand the truth that you have to pay for what you want to get."

Can't tell, he still has this consciousness!But the jade of the four souls still didn't understand: "You should know that it is impossible for two identical people to exist at the same point in time, that is to say, even if you can choose to go back in time, that person will not be you, but It will just be you 50 years ago."

"I don't need to bother you, I have my own plan." Naraku didn't care about this at all, so what if there is the same existence, just destroy it, replace it if it's a big deal, what are you afraid of.

"Is it really worth it?" Four Soul Jade asked like this, as if asking him, but also as if asking himself.

It doesn't matter what is worth it or not, this is what he owes her.Naraku raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled freely: "I think it's worth it, but you..." Naraku said and looked at it meaningfully: "Whether it's worth it or not is it worth trying to seek destruction."

Now it was the turn of the jade of the four souls to be silent, as if he was stopped by Naraku's words.

Is it worth it?It seems that it is not worth it, but probably since it was born with consciousness, it has been scrambled for by others. The days of being involuntary make it feel bored, so even if it is not worth it, I still think so Do.

It seemed that in the blink of an eye, Naraku returned to the darkness, and the surroundings were as quiet as if nothing had happened.But Nai Luo knew that what happened was not fake.At that time, he did make a wish to the Jade of the Four Souls. When he died, that wish should be fulfilled. The Jade asked him to make his own wish.

The author has something to say:

I personally like Naraku quite a lot. Putting good and evil aside, just a long relationship is enough for me.But to be honest, Naraku's feelings are really... hard to describe.On the one hand, he longed for Kikyo's affection, but the extreme madness in his bones made him do many unscrupulous things, so that instead, he pushed Kikyo farther and farther, and turned into the last thing he couldn't ask for.

I like his infatuation, and I pity him for not being able to ask for it, but at the same time, I also blame his ruthlessness for killing Kikyo.Based on these points alone, I can't turn a blind eye to whitewash him, let alone let him be with Kikyo with no conscience. This episode is already the best kindness I have treated him.

【small theater】

Regarding this article, I actually wanted to write that kind of soul-stirring and lingering little sweet article at the beginning.It's a pity that my writing style is not enough to support me to write like that, but I have no choice but to change to the serious and serious style now.

But as far as I look at fanfiction, I generally like to watch the kind of sweet and sweet romance, rather than this kind of plot-based, supplemented by emotion.

So you can stick to the present without giving up the article, I really thank you very much.Although I am the kind of person who wants to fill in the hole, but without your support, I don't think I have such a great motivation to finish it so quickly.I am really grateful for this, and thank you for liking my article.

Finally, let me say that this article is officially over.The next one is expected to be published soon. If you are interested, you can bookmark my column first, and you can read it when the time comes.

The green hills remain unchanged, and the green waters flow forever.The rivers and lakes are far away, I hope to see you again by fate.