It was already evening when the party ended, and I was walking to the bus stop with my bag on my back, and Dai was on the way with me.

"Senior, didn't you take the subway with Mukai-senpai?" I asked him.

"I just went to buy books with him in the morning, and the subway can't reach my house." He replied to me.

The phone in my pocket rang the Imperial March, and I pressed the answer button very quickly before the third note: "Well, it's over, I'm waiting on the platform, yesterday's document? Ah, I forgot, I thought I already gave it to you, it should still be on my table, got it. Elizabeth lost her temper? I beg you, she is just a child, don’t ask so much of a horse. And today I want to have a birthday Kinabe, please inform the kitchen."

As soon as I hung up the phone, I felt the eyes from Dai Qianxun who didn't know what it was, "You... what are you looking at?"

"Mandao, your family seems to be very rich." Dai said.

"Well, the family is rich, but I have no money." I'm not lying.

"Weird logic," he rants at me.

"Senior isn't the kind of person who cares about other people's housework, right? I'm leaving when the car comes." I put my bag on my back and stepped into the car in two steps.

In the car, I checked the records of several people in the department. Saito Daichi entered the school as a sports student, but he participated in the World Electronic Robot Contest in middle school. He led the team to win No.2 and lost to the United States. A technical middle school.Ueno Misa and Saito are in the same class. They are the monitor of the class and the No. [-] in the second grade. They won the winning prize in the middle school programming competition. Leo is an international student, but he can still be ranked in the top ten in the overall ranking of the second grade. He seems to have his own ideas about designing video games.Issei Mukai and Dai Chihiro had jointly developed some software, and the two finally uploaded it to the Internet for free download.

Tsk, I don't do things that don't make money.Luoshan is also amazing, able to bring a group of us together.

"You still decided to let Yoshizawa Yuu stay?" Seijuro asked me during dinner at night.

"Never decide. I'm the team manager. I can only make suggestions. There are a total of 24 people in the first army, including 10 people in the first draft, and [-] starters." I put down my chopsticks, "Now neither the supervisor nor you bluntly say the starter Whether the power forward is Yoshizawa or Dai, of course everyone thinks that Yoshizawa is the starter and Dai is just a substitute, but from the two games after the Kansai competition, it can be seen that Yoshizawa has been played for less than [-] minutes. Substitute, whether Dai Qianxun is going to replace him, I think he is aware of it."

"But you're still not ready to open up with him."

"It's not that I don't say it, it's that he always refuses to talk to me about it. His old knee injury has relapsed. If he doesn't get treatment and continues to play, he will spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair. But he hides it from the team. I will not pamper him because of this incident and occupy the starting position. As for letting him go to Tokyo in the end, it is because I want to find an opportunity to tie him to the hospital. I have already told Hiroshi Yagyu to let him He's getting ready to take a patient for knee surgery." I took a sip of water and stood up.

"Haruka, you are too kind. You should have persuaded him to quit the team from the very beginning when you found out about his old injuries, instead of waiting until this time to do what his parents should do." Seijuro grabbed my wrist.

"He's just injured, it's not like he won't be able to play for the rest of his life. If someone quits the team with this kind of reason, what will happen to Luoshan's basketball team." I looked at him.

"A useless person should not stay. If he has a chance, he will grab it himself. It is not the basketball team that ruined him, but himself. I have already told him clearly, and he agreed to quit the team." I heard him Saying that, he immediately shook off his hand.

"You're not asking for my opinion at all, you're just expecting the same answer from me as you are, you're driving him away, and then you're asking if I'm letting him stay, are you trying to see my jokes or something , I still contacted this and that like a fool, and it turned out that it was wrong for me as a manager to care about the players.” I sneered.

"You are indeed wrong. You are pampering the basketball team with your kindness. They think they can win by relying on you or me. You make them think that no matter what happens, you can solve it. Haruka, this is you the biggest issue."

absurd!

I held back my anger and took a deep breath, "I'll cancel his ticket and rearrange the room, but I'll still give him Yagyu's contact information, and I won't take care of the rest."

When I walked out of the restaurant, I felt my nose was a little sore. It was not wronged, but what he said was indeed right, but I also felt that I was right. I don't like to argue with him for such a right thing.Unscrewing the door, I pulled out the chair and sat down, found Yoshizawa's phone number, calmed down and called him.

"Sister Yao! You are so happy to call me, do you agree to go on a date with me?" He was still the same as before.

"I'm sorry about leaving the team this time, I didn't expect the captain to..."

"Sister Yao, you don't need to apologize to me for this kind of thing. I concealed my old injuries and affected the overall level of the team. I should have quit by myself."

"Senior, I still hope you can go to Tokyo, and if possible, let your parents accompany you," I paused, "I actually knew about your injury a long time ago, and it's also my fault that I didn't give you advice sooner." problem, so I will try my best to help you get in touch with an authoritative orthopedic doctor in Japan, and I just emailed you the contact information.”

"Sister Yao, I..."

"It's good to go and have a look, senior, just treat it as a parting gift. If you really like basketball, I don't want you to stop here."

"thanks."

I hung up the phone, lowered my head and curled up on the chair to hug myself. I can probably guess what Seijuro said to him. I can't make up for it. I am kind, so maybe it will bring false hope to myself , but there is no hope, why can't I yearn for that illusory light.

Haruka Manshima, you are really useless.

After rearranging the hotel room, I stared blankly at the flickering computer screen. When I first entered the room, I turned off the light in the room, and I just looked at the only light source that was on, unwilling to think about anything, nor Can't think of anything.

Dai's profile picture at the bottom of the screen was beating, and I clicked to see what he posted.

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|||MC→Joshua

: Please send me the algorithm you sent to Mukai last time, his computer is dead.

:knew.

: Thank you.

: Senior, I want to ask you something.

:explain.

: Do you think the team thinks of me as someone who is okay to do something wrong anyway, and Mandao will deal with it anyway.

: Not them, but yourself.

: I just feel that I should be responsible for them.

: If they are responsible, of course they can take responsibility themselves. Those who can’t take responsibility have the captain, and there are supervisors above the captain. You can be responsible, but they won’t think they have a problem because you solved it for them before the captain and supervisor. Even if you go to trouble, you may not be thanked. In fact, you are stupid.

: Hey, how stupid am I!

: I don't know why you are asking me this question, or do you think Akashi drove that guy Yoshizawa away to make room for me, you know Akashi better than I do, he does things that are really annoying, but not in the slightest no reason.

: Of course I know he has a point.

: You are just not convinced, and I hope to find someone who seems to stay out of the way to comment, Manshima, do you have no friends except Akashi?

: Fuck, you are not qualified to say that about me.

: At least I didn't think about finding someone to confide in.

: Then I wish you and the light novel heroine grow old together, goodbye!

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I snorted and closed the interface, then unhappily dug out the algorithm I sent to Mukai before and passed it on, then turned off the computer, pulled out the chair and collapsed on the bed.

Damn, I'm out of my mind to ask this lousy person.It’s just that he may be right, although it’s not the same as Seijuro’s point of view, I’m taking things that I shouldn’t have to bear on myself, because I want to do everything well so I do this.

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She is rarely angry with herself.

Except for losing his temper due to shyness and blushing, Mandao hardly resisted Akashi. She was very obedient most of the time, although it was also because Akashi would spoil her most of the time.

In this incident, Akashi will not let Manshima be the leader of others. She is caring about the team members, but there is no need to care about a person's future. This approach is almost the same as the heart of the Virgin. is stupid.

Man Dao has lived with the nuns of the church for more than three years, but she is not religious, and has never been to church after leaving the orphanage, but she still remembers what Mary once warned her in her behavior. She thought she didn't remember those words, but they were actually hidden in her heart.

Of course, there is nothing wrong with her like this, she is not gentle but kind, not friendly but always does it by herself, Akashi knows very well that the group of people on the basketball team regard Haruka Manshima as an angel.

However, the members of the Akashi family will not be angels. They will encounter more choices in the future, and they will only face more cruel and miserable people. They should not hesitate to give up or kick them out.He was also dominated by another personality because of his kindness.

In this world, Akashi Seijuro knows best the consequences of kindness.

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Hearing the door was pushed open, I turned my back to the door, and he sat by my bed, reached out and touched my head, without saying anything.

"Hey, Seijuro." After a long time, I finally said, "If one day I'm the obstacle in your path to success, will you let me go?"

"No." The room was dark with my back turned to him and I couldn't see his expression, but his answer seemed to be without thinking and as if he had made a decision long ago.

"Then you will be the same as me." I laughed.

"Father asked you whether you would die for me. Since you can think that I will not let you and myself get into this situation, then you will never be an obstacle to my success."

Damn, use my own words to refute me, Akashi Seijuro, you are so cruel.

"When I talk too much." I propped up my hands and sat up, the room was dark, I really don't know how he touched my head so accurately, reached out to touch the switch by the bed, and the room was instantly brightened.

Ah, the old lady is blind.

I squinted my eyes, frowned, and vaguely saw the calm expression on Akashi's face sitting on my bed, probably this person's eyes were different from mine, well, they were different in the first place, my two eyes The eyes are one color.

"Haruka, the basketball team still needs you, I won't change you, I told you this because I hope you value your identity."

Finally able to open my eyes and look at him, I nodded, "I know, but you need to give me some time."

"I gave you enough time." He stood up.

"Are you fucking trying to torture me, and you're happy to see me guilty and powerless?" I gripped the covers tightly.

"You understand what I mean very well. Why did that person appear in front of me with a knife at that time? You have been unable to let it go since then." Akashi looked down at me.

"I didn't." I knew I was being stubborn.

"You will feel guilty, not because you didn't intercede with me for him, but because you thought you could keep him from falling into that situation but didn't do it, but the fact is that neither you nor I can do it, if he can't do it, he can't, you You have to realize this, you are not the savior," he came over and touched my head, "I hope you at least let yourself go."

I bowed my head and didn't say anything.

After a while, he left the room, and there were obvious finger marks on the sheet I was clutching.

Of course I am not the savior, even if I call myself Joshua, it does not mean that I can lead everyone into the land of Canaan. (Note 1)

But he is not my God either.

I said I was chosen by him, and now it seems that he may just be the snake of Eden who made me change.

But without him, there would be no future.

Humans are so fucking pathetic.

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Haruka Manshima always looks flawless, unlike Akashi Seijuro who is impeccable, she is just a person who can do things to perfection.

When Dai saw her asking herself this question, it suddenly seemed as if she was learning how to be Akashi.However, she knew better than anyone else that no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to become him.

However, how far can Akashi control her.

1. Joshua is the leader of the Israelites after Moses recorded in the Old Testament. He led the Israelites out of the wilderness and into the land of Canaan promised by Jehovah.

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