HP+ first love is no small matter

Regulus sat on the sofa in the living room with a pale face.

Draco watched, and finally walked over, "Don't be angry," he said, "I will be responsible for her, don't worry, I will marry her in the future, I will definitely marry her, and I will never marry her in this life. With children."

"She's taking revenge on you and me," Regulus said softly, "Draco, I had a dream..."

Yes, you also showed me.

"I know," Draco said, "she married me and became Mrs. Malfoy, but she has a lot of lovers, and she won't let me touch her for a while, don't worry, Regulus, I Know."

……

Regulus fell silent.

"You showed it to me last time," Draco said softly, "you showed it to Potter, and I felt hurt at that time," he looked at his fingertips, "but later, she I killed myself for you in front of me... Regulus, I thought after that, as long as she lives, as long as she marries me, then I will let her do whatever she wants, Regulus, I Loving your sister is no less than she loves you, as long as she is alive, I am willing to do anything."

"She has a bad temper. Yes, I know she has a bad temper. When she is angry, she can't care about anything. When she is angry, she must make everyone unhappy..." Draco said like a dream , "But she is also single-minded in getting better with people, no matter what, she saved me last time because of you," he gestured, "There is such a long wound on her waist, it hurts, Lei Gu Les, I was in the infirmary with her for a week, and I was in so much pain, you and I both know how afraid she is... and then when I was scared she would lift the curtain and come and hug me and tell me she would I have been there all the time, and then I thought, I will never meet someone more worthy of liking than her. No, don't interrupt me, Regulus," he stared at the other person, not letting others speak, "I know her You were teasing me then."

"But not this time," he smiled, "this time, she was so angry that she kissed me in front of everyone, yes, in front of Potter, she knew what we did when she knew the Dark Lord, she I was nervous when I came back to my senses, and then she used this with me. Regulus, she coaxed me, I liked her when she plotted against me, now she treats me so well, how can I not like her ?”

"She won't make it easy for you." Regulus said softly, "Now she knows that she has done something wrong and will be gentle with you, but after a while, after she realizes that you are lying to her... "

"Let's talk about it later," Draco said, "she's alive, nothing is better than that, she put an oblivion spell on you when she died, you don't remember her, not at all, but I Remember, as soon as I closed my eyes, she cried in front of me, stomping her feet and asking why you don't love her, Regulus, I really envy you, she loves you, only you, and she doesn't want anyone but you. "

"I'm her brother..."

"So what if you are her brother? You don't want to have children with her." Draco said softly, "Reculus, if I were you..."

"I'm going to die, Draco." Regulus said softly, "I'm not just her brother, I'm going to die."

"she……"

"You know what kind of character she is," Regulus said softly, "It would be better if she hated me to death, and she would live well if I died, but if I promised her, if I told her I Love her, then if something happens to me, she will never live alone."

Regulus waved his wand in the air, and golden sparks rustled down, "I love her," he confided such a secret for the first time, "Draco, she is my sister and my sister. No, her life is more important than mine."

What he was wearing today was a snow-white shirt with gold-plated buttons, and his jet-black hair hung down slightly, covering half of his face.There is a kind of calm and unconcealable depression on the half of the face that is exposed, and that depression makes anyone want to get close to him and heal his spiritual pain.

Draco stared at him, thinking, why is he so handsome?

Yes, Tom Riddle's grandson, Sirius Black's son...

The blood of two men with such outstanding appearances has gathered in one place, how can any woman not be tempted by him?

"Have you ever liked other girls before you met her?" Regulus asked.

"No," Draco said. "Really, the girl I used to pay the most attention to was Granger... but I guess that's not like."

"How long have you been with her?"

Once from August to May and once from August to March.

"It's fifteen in total..." Draco paused for a moment, no, she went home later, and he wasn't with her anymore, "less than eight months. Yes, the one I see every day It took less than eight months to plant it, but it took fifteen months if we knew each other."

It took fifteen months to get to know her instead of letting her just stay in my memory.

"I've been with her for 15 years." Regulus said softly, "From the time I was in the womb to now, 15 years. You know that twins sometimes have a strange heart Sensation?"

He took his arm, "At five... very young, something went wrong—we kept moving because Mom didn't age at all and what we both were capable of became more and more obvious. She always took us to move frequently, and sometimes she couldn't find a good place because she was in a hurry. At that time, there was a pedophile next to our house, and no one knew he was a pedophile, so no one was guarding against him... I'm building castles in the sandpit," he bowed his head, "don't look at me like that, Draco, I was a kid too, I could play children's games, I'm building castles in the sandpit, she's on the swing Swinging on a swing while mom was chatting with other moms, but the freak tricked her away with a dog, she loved dogs, a lot. And I figured it out before my mom did - I felt uncomfortable , I felt something was wrong, so I stood up, and I found she was gone, so I yelled, and I said, V, where are you?"

Draco felt something was wrong with Regulus, his sentences were short and broken, and his conjunctions barely made sense.

He seemed to be talking in his sleep, but also seemed to be talking to himself.

He threw aside his small shovel and bucket, his sister was gone, his dearest person was gone.

"V!" he called to her, "V!"

He was terrified, very terrified, too terrified, he was looking for her there, but he couldn't find her, he didn't think of looking for his mother, and he didn't think of asking others for help, he just wanted to find her subconsciously, he felt that it was very strange for her to meet her. Good thing.

He went to her, to where he thought he could find her.

He knew where she was, he always knew.

……

"The pervert in the back covered my mouth," Regulus closed his eyes. "He's very happy because he didn't think he'd catch both of us."

"What about the back?"

"Back? Later we cleaned up that pervert and ran home. After my mother found out, she told us to stay at home and not be afraid. What did she do when she went out, and then we moved again, and we never saw that person again. "

No, it's not that simple.

The pervert asked her to touch her place, she didn't understand anything but subconsciously thought it was not a good thing, so she refused to do it, but the man slapped her and forced her to continue, she cried but still He refused to continue, and then the man started beating him, so she agreed, and touched the dirty place while crying, and then he suddenly had a magic riot, and the man was lifted into the air and fell to the ground hard After repeated two or three times, it finally stopped moving.

She looked at all this ignorantly, while he broke away from the tape, "Don't be afraid," he hugged her tightly, "V, I'm here."

She hugged him tightly, "will we always be together?"

"Yes, we will always be together," he said, "I will always protect you."

But now he can't say that, now he knows what he did was wrong.

He is going to give her to someone else now, as if he should not run to her by himself but should go to an adult at that time.

He always subconsciously doesn't believe that others will protect her like himself, but he has to believe that he can't protect her after all.

She was important, yes, no one was more important to him than her, but he couldn't protect her, he shouldn't even be with her.

At that time, she kept having nightmares about it, so her mother helped her cover that memory later, but he remembered.

Every time he thinks about it, he feels that he didn't protect her well, and every time he thinks about it, he regrets it very much.

And that memory has sequelae, she began to fall in love with sleeping with him unknowingly, after her mother arranged them to sleep, and after her memory was erased, she would gently unlock the door and run to his bed, Snuggle up and sleep with him.

They own each other, they care about each other.

But it was time for this to end.

He can't take care of her anymore, a dead person can't be with a living person forever.

"Draco," Regulus said softly, "I'll give her to you, and you will take care of her for me, okay?"

He can't take care of her anymore.

"Okay," Draco said softly, "Don't worry, I only love her."

When she was very young, she had a sapphire ring that she liked very much, and he always knelt on the ground to propose to her with that sapphire ring.

That ring was too big for them as Mom didn't want it, so he always put it on her thumb.

At that time he would say, "I love you, will you marry me?"

And she would laugh exaggeratedly, "Willing! Why not?"

She handed him her hand, "What do you use to propose to me?"

"A ring set with the most beautiful gemstones that sea water can congeal..."

Usually at this point she'll say, "This is great, Re, we're going to be very happy." She'll kiss the ring, "I belong to you in this lifetime."

But that time, she changed the lines.

"It's not enough!" she said, "I deserve better!"

"Then what do you want? My dear princess."

He would always love to play her knight.

Perhaps since then, an unknown seed has been planted between him and her.

He never wanted to be her prince, he thought knights could protect his princess, so he wanted to be her knight.

But he forgot that the princess will never marry the knight, because there is a difference in status.

The difference in status makes them never and cannot be together.

"I want everything about you," she said, "give me everything about you, so that I will marry you."

"But you are my everything," he kissed the back of her hand, "Your Highness, you are my everything."

How did I think of that sentence at that time?

Can not remember.

But he remembered how surprised she was, how happy she was, letting him put the ring on her fingertips countless times.

"We will never be apart," she said.

She said, "I'll marry you when we grow up."

She said, "I love you, Re."

she says……

she says……

She has said too much.

But those words should not be given to him.

He is her brother.

He is a man who is mortal.

When he realized that brother and sister couldn't get married, she was still ignorant.

But he won't play their favorite game of courtship with her anymore.

No, it's not that I won't, but I can't.

He can't play like that with her because he can never marry her.

Never can.

Regulus closed his eyes, as long as his tears didn't come out of the eye sockets and come into contact with the air, they would still be tears. He and Vera used this method when they were young to compare who would make a bigger diamond.

"Draco, she's my everything," he whispered, "but now, I give her to you."