HP+ first love is no small matter

He stared at her for a while, then pushed her away, "Vera, no."

"You just gave me a..."

"More is not enough," he said. "It's a bit over the top just now."

He regretted a little, he shouldn't have kissed her, he had crossed the line, she thought he was Regulus to ask him to kiss herself, what she wanted was not his kiss, he shouldn't have treated her like that.

She just got a kiss in illusion, a kiss she imagined.

That's wrong, that's not good, that's a problem.

He suddenly realized how Regulus felt, that he couldn't kiss her, that was wrong, that was taking advantage of her not knowing what it was all about...

"No," he gently pushed her away, "Vera, you don't know what you're doing."

"I want you to kiss me," she whispered, "like you kiss other girls..."

"I haven't kissed any other girls," he whispered, "I've only kissed you."

"Only kissed me?" she whispered. "Kissed no one else?"

"No," he said, "never."

"One more time, then," she whispered, "just one more."

"Vera," he put his arms around her, "no."

"Why?" she began to cry, "Why can't you kiss me?"

"No way," he pressed her to his chest, "you don't know what you're doing..."

She was sobbing a little, but he held her in his arms and kept kissing her hair and cheeks. "Vera," he whispered, "sleep, sleep, I'm here."

He didn't kiss her lips again, but his kiss finally calmed her down.

She buried her head in his chest.

"Is that Marguerite?" she whispered suddenly.

"what?"

"Your fiancée," she said, "is Marguerite?"

"No," he hugged her tightly, "it's not her."

"She likes you," she buried her nose in his neck, and hugged him very tightly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't tell her that you are not my brother."

"It's okay," he patted her on the back, "it's okay."

"I shouldn't have done that to her, I know I'm wrong, but she's such a bully," she whispered, "She said I was crazy, she said I shouldn't, she said you're my brother, so No matter how much I like you, you will belong to someone else, I don't like her saying that, so I said, you are not my brother, I think we can be together..."

"It's all right," he said, "it's all right, she's a Muggle, she's not here at all, we don't need to worry about her..."

"Boys think she's pretty," she whispered. "Ryder says she's the prettiest girl in school besides me. Do you think she's pretty?"

"No one is more beautiful than you," he said, "Vera, you are the prettiest, you are the prettiest everywhere, and as long as you are here I can't see other girls."

"Really?" She chuckled softly, "Other boys say the same...but if I'm not around, they'll still try to please her..."

"I'm not one of those boys," Draco looked into her eyes, "Don't worry, you're the only one I like."

She said softly, "But why did you tell her you were my brother? But why did you let her kiss you?"

He hugged her, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Her tears were cold on his neck, "You promised me that you would not have others, you promised me that you would not let others kiss you, how could you let her kiss you? How could you have Someone else..."

"No one else," he said softly, "No one else, Vera."

"You have a fiancée now," she said, "and you don't want me."

"I can live without her," Draco said, "as long as you want me, as long as you look at me, I'm yours, Vera, it's as simple as that..."

"Are you not wanting me for her?" she whispered. "Give me to someone else for her sake?"

"Didn't give you to anyone else," he whispered, "never meant to give you to anyone else, never."

"But you have a fiancée," she said softly, "you won't want me if you have her. They all said that you shouldn't be close to me while having a fiancée..."

"It's okay," he said, "it's okay, you don't need her..."

He gently squeezed her hand, "Don't be afraid," he said, "Don't be afraid, I only love you," he said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's all fake, Dad... They want me to be engaged to her, but I only want you alone, I don’t want anyone else, I want you alone..."

"You're engaged to her," she said. "How can you not want her when you're engaged?"

"It's okay," he said, "don't think so old-fashioned, we have the blood of the Black family on our bodies, and every generation of the Black family has escaped marriage. She and I are not married but engaged, compared to..."

"Who is your fiancée?" she whispered. "Do I know her?"

You know, you helped me choose.

He didn't speak, but she kissed his neck, "What does she have that I can't give you?"

She said softly, "Brother, is there anything she has that I don't have?"

She took his hand and put it on her waist, "Brother, where am I not good enough?"

"I'm not pretty? I'm not sensible? I still don't love you?" She whispered, "How is she better than me?"

He pulled his hand away, "Vera..."

"Touch me," she whispered, "Touch me..."

"That won't work..."

"You always say no," she began to cry, "You always say no, so is she okay? How is she good? What is she good at?"

"She is not as good as you," he said sincerely, "I only like you, and other girls are not as good as you."

"But you still have a fiancée," she said softly, "brother, you have someone else."

What you want me to have, what you want me to be with her, what you make me do...

Vera, I'm not Regulus, I'm not your brother, I'm not the one you want.

But he still had his arms around her, just his arms around her. "I'll be here," he said, "always here."

"But you have someone else," she whimpered, "you don't want me..."

"I don't want hers," he told her, "as long as you want me, then I don't want her."

"I'll want you anytime," she said, "so don't want her, okay? Just me, just like me, always with me..."

"Vera..."

"Take me," she said softly, "please, take me, I'll obey you, I'll obey you."

A We will always be together.

B You won't want me.

C Waiting for you to get better...

D kisses her.