HP+ first love is no small matter

The holiday is over.

Everyone is back at school.

She still goes out with Harry Potter.

Just more or less lack of interest.

He saw it, "What's wrong?"

She was subconsciously avoiding his kisses and touches.

"Nothing," she smiled. "I think we've probably broken up."

"Why?" he asked in amazement, "Because of Draco?"

"No," she said, "not Draco, it's just that maybe we really aren't that good of a match."

"Where is it inappropriate?" He asked her, "Your mother and your brother think that we..."

"My...brother?" She stared at him, "My brother?"

"Regulus," he said, "your mother and Regulus told me." He looked at Vera, "They all think we are suitable."

"People may think so, but I don't," she said softly. "Harry, I don't feel happy."

"Why?" He didn't understand, "Why are you unhappy with me?"

"I think I should talk to my brother," she smiled. "See you later, Harry."

"Vera!" he called after her, who had hurriedly disappeared into the crowd.

Regulus was leaning on his bed and reading a book, a cat jumped onto his bed nimbly, he stepped aside and said, "You haven't come to see me for a long time."

"I've had some problems these days." She took off her shoes and put them on the ground, and he noticed the bracelet protruding from her sleeve. "Your bracelet is very beautiful."

"Really?" She showed him. "Draco put it on for me."

"You're Harry Potter's girlfriend now," he said, "and I thought maybe you shouldn't be wearing the jewelry that other boys gave you, and it doesn't look cheap."

"Gems are never cheap," she said. "Remember that friend from before my mother who thought we were her younger siblings? He once gave me an emerald to please my mother. Have you forgotten?"

"You liked it," he whispered. "I wonder why Mom let you take it."

"She's always good with men," she squeezed to sit next to him, "as long as she doesn't cry hysterically, she can keep playing with them as her own toys, Re, is that why You don't particularly like me playing with them?"

"..." He was silent for a while, "You know that mothers have a great influence on children."

"You don't quite want me to be her, but you still love her. Do you have a little Oedipus complex?"

"Don't say such things," he pointed at her and hugged her, "I miss you very much."

"But still haven't thought of kissing me," she said. "Want to kiss me?"

"I can't," he said, "sister, I can't kiss you."

"I know but I still want to give it a try, maybe one day you will do it?" She chuckled softly, putting her arms around him, "I want to ask you," she looked at him, "Why did you change Got an idea?"

"What's the idea?"

"Harry Potter told me you thought I was a good match for him," she sneered, "you always wanted me and Draco to be together, remember?"

"Mom said Harry is more suitable," Regulus said, "You know we have Voldemort's blood on our bodies, what should you do if this matter is exposed one day? The Malfoy family is his subordinate, and Draco won't do you any good being together, and besides, sister, he's engaged."

"I know," she said softly, "I want him engaged."

He was startled, "You let him get engaged?!"

"What else can I do?" she said softly. "Mother wants to use him to torture people, and I don't want to go along with her."

"What's the matter with mom?" He looked at her. "Sister, what's the matter with you these days? I haven't received a single letter."

"I didn't hear from you either."

"You haven't sent me a letter, I can't confirm whether I can continue to send you a letter, sister, is someone checking your letter?"

"Yes," she said softly, "and the man is still examining Harry Potter's mind. So Harry Potter can't do it, and it makes me sick to think about it."

"Not Draco either," Regulus said. "He's got a fiancée, remember? You let him have one."

"Yes," she smiled, "his daddy cried and told me I couldn't be with him because he might be my half-brother."

……

"Sister," Regulus said softly, "are you sure he's telling the truth?"

She ignored him, "That poor boy didn't know anything, and he kept telling me that he would marry me when I was 17 until his dad arranged for him to get engaged."

"Are you sure what Lucius said is true?!"

"He gave me a bracelet and told me to close my eyes like he was putting a ring on me," she said softly, "but I can't tell him, I can't tell him what his father did to my mother, in his In the room, by his cradle..."

"Sister," Regulus turned pale, "forget about him, he already has a fiancée..."

"I might be able to forget about him, which is easy for me because I don't like him at all," she looked into his eyes, "but what do you want him to do? I think you know he likes me, and you Been pushing me towards him all this time, which has to make me question, Re, do you want me with Harry Potter because I'm close to him now? Because you… ..."

"No," he said, "sister, I want you to stay with Harry Potter because Harry Potter is a better choice for you."

"You still want to give me to someone else," she looked at him, "Have you ever thought about me?"

She whispered, "He cried and told me don't want him, he can do anything, just don't want him."

"Re, what would you do if I cried like this?"

"I don't want you," he said, "Isn't it good for us now? We won't change if you marry someone else..."

"Actually, you just don't love me, don't you?" She smiled, "It's like I don't love him, I don't love him so I can say such things, you don't love me, so you can say such things to me. "

"I love you," he said, "I love you more than anything in this world, but I can't love you like that."

"I can say this to him because I love you, and you can say this to me because of whom do you love?"

……

"You don't talk anymore." She whispered, "Are you afraid that I will trouble her?"

"Sister," he said, "let's not discuss this, shall we?"

She looked at him for a while, then compromised.

"You said that even if I marry someone else, we won't change. Of course we won't." She pushed him away from letting him hug her. "Everyone thinks that you won't live to the age when I get married."

"Everyone is going to die, so are you and me." He said softly, pulling her hair behind her ears with his hands, "Okay, sister, don't worry about me like this anymore, and promise me that you will be fine."

"She did it on purpose," she looked at Regulus. "She wants us to suffer, she wants us all to suffer, don't you see? Re, she uses our pain to make herself happy."

"It's not a pleasant thing to be forced," he said with a dry throat, "she..."

"Then at least tell us that Draco might be our brother before urging you to push me into his arms!" she growled. "Don't you understand? What she's been doing? She wants you to push me For Draco, for my pain, for your pain, for Draco's pain, for Lucius' pain even, with any luck we might get a Narcissa! She's keeping her secret about it! Don't tell me she It's because you feel unhappy, do you think we have a happy ending now?!"

"She didn't ask me to give you to Draco..."

"Oh," she cried softly, "my good brother, you are so innocent, you believe every word of your dear good mother, just like our uncle Regulus, who is the source of your name, you It's your mother's darling sweet boy, and so is he, and you believe your mother's every word!"

"Let me tell you how much pain she will get after doing this! I don't like Harry Potter so I won't make it easy for her. The Dark Lord doesn't like Harry Potter and he doesn't like me approaching him so he doesn't It will make me feel better! Draco likes me but I have to keep kissing with others, Lucius sees his son likes a girl who doesn't like him, it's fine, and he has to worry about his son every day Did he fall in love with his own sister! And now, my dear good brother, I told you about it..." She softened and slowed down her voice, "Tell me, does what I say now make you happy? ?”

"Does it please you to push me into someone else's arms? Re?" she said softly. "Does it please you to push me into my other brother's arms?"

"It's not too late, sister," he said, "Harry Potter..."

"Do you know why Draco gave me a bracelet?" She held up her hand to show him, "Because our grandfather regarded me as his property."

As soon as her fingers pressed hard on the buckle, the bracelet split in two, revealing the ring of letters around her wrist.

He watched, and couldn't help holding her hand, trying to raise it to his eyes, but she broke free and refused to let him touch it.

"He can look at Harry Potter's memories," she said softly. "How can you tell me to keep kissing Harry Potter?"

"Mom is teaching him Occlumency."

"Great, he doesn't know what I did with Harry Potter now, I'm sure he thinks I'm going to beat Harry Potter!"

"Don't speak in such a sarcastic tone," he gazed at her. "You know it hurts to say that."

"It can't be more sad than I found out that you are going to give me to others." She smiled, "Oh, actually, you gave me out twice."

He was silent for a while, "You can't go out these days, you can't write letters..."

"Because he put me under house arrest," she said, "because he thought of me as our grandmother, and it all started with my kiss with Harry Potter, Re, I really can't be with Harry Potter anymore. It's very close, if one day he asks me to stay in his room and not leave, what should I do?"

"Come this way," he said softly, "as I said before, come this way, come to Dumbledore's."

"I can't go anymore," she stared at him. "What about Draco? Lucius is on the verge of collapse. He may reveal his secret at any time. I can't provoke him. Once he speaks out, Do you think his master will let him go?"

"You taught me a lot, you asked me to obey a lot," she said, "You said I can't live up to a man who likes me, Re, I believe you, that boy likes me, Harry Potter likes me too, I had to choose one of them because it was you and my mom that got me where I am and it was my own carelessness that got me here, so I don't blame anyone."

She whispered, "Look, you forced me here, only you can do this to me, only you and I will not resist."

"Re, am I stupid?"

"Just say you're not on their side," he said. "Sister, you can be on one side and on the other, just like Snape."

"But I don't want to be Snape," she said, "no one loves him, but I am loved in a way, and you say I can't play with the feelings of those who love me, because feelings are precious. So I can't let them down just like I can't marry Draco, but at least I can't let him have nothing."

"I don't know if you know, but I know mom knows who I'm going to choose. I have to stand with Draco, because Harry Potter has you, she, and many people, but Draco, what is he now? nothing."

"Tell him what his father did," Regulus said. "You must tell him. He has a right to know."

"Maybe," she laughed, "but not all of us are like the two of us. Do you know how many times a day he talks about [my dad]? He can't take it."

"He wants to marry me, Re, he loves me like I love you, I have nothing left, I don't want him to do the same..."

"You don't have nothing," he said, "I'm here as long as you don't..."

She sighed, "Re, you promised him to give me to him at first, didn't you? Why did you change your mind again?"

"He can't," he said, "sister, he can't..."

"Ha," she laughed, "you really want to give me to him, have you ever thought that I'm not your thing?" She was very cold, "I'm your sister, but I want to be emotionally independent right."

"I……"

"Stop dwelling on this, Re, you know I'm on fire, and any excuse will break me. So stop making excuses, tell me the reason my mother gave you, tell me she persuaded you to let Reasons why I was with Draco and now trying to persuade me to be with Harry Potter."

"At the beginning, my mother said that I was too close to you to make you have an abnormal attachment to me," he tried to calm his tone, "She said that I should let you get along with others more, and Della Co likes you a lot."

"And then? Re, then?"

"But you told me later that you didn't want to hang out with Draco, and I thought maybe we should switch, and you and Harry were starting to get better, so I thought maybe he would too. .”

"and then?"

"Harry is nice, isn't he?" he whispered. "He likes you too."

"Is mom approaching him again?" She smiled, "Let me think about it, she is always interested in playing with other people, she doesn't care much about the other's age..."

"younger sister……"

"I know," she said, "is she controlling him now with tears or with words?"

"I don't want to talk about it."

"So you're her accomplice?" She laughed. "Are you helping her get close to him?"

"I really hate this kind of woman, always pretending to be pitiful, trying every means to make others sympathize with herself, is she playing around now as a perfect poor mother whose heart was broken by her own rebellious daughter? "

He was very silent.

"He works," she smiled, "he works so you acquiesce."

"Re," she smiled, "you said I shouldn't use people, but look at what you're doing now."

"I can do everything for you." He said, "Sister, I just want you to stop being obsessed with my death. If you can't even promise me this, how can you let me take care of you?" Stay here alone?"

"Then don't leave me here, don't always tell me that you are going to die!"