HP+ first love is no small matter

When she woke up, her eyes were dark, but she felt and felt and smelled that she was lying on Narcissa's bed. She tried to order the candles to light up, but her eyes were still dark.

After sitting for a while, she had some vague guesses in her heart.

Groping out of the bed, the first step made her feel that her legs and feet were too weak to use any strength, but she had already learned to support the bed by the second step.

But it's too dark, it's all too dark.

She didn't want to shout, just groped, trying to see what she would look like when the door was pushed open.

There are more than 24 steps away from the door, is it 26 or [-]?

As soon as she opened the door, she knew what was going on, and she couldn't help but quicken her pace.She has been in this room before, she has slept with Narcissa...

But she still bumped into something with a "boom", but was caught before she fell down, "Pretend not to see me?"

It's the Dark Lord.

She stood there, thinking for a moment, and asked him, "Did you put any spell on me?"

"What did I do to you?" The man sneered, "Are you trying to remind me what I did to you?!"

"If you didn't do anything," she was still very calm, "I'm afraid there is something wrong with my eyes." She raised her head to look at what she guessed was his face, "I can't see anything, only It feels dark."

He squeezed her hand so hard that she felt like her fingers were about to be crushed.

There was wind brushing against her face, probably he was waving his hand to test her.

Her big eyes are still bright, but no matter how hard she tries, her vision is still broken.

She can't see, the Dark Lord thought, but can't see...

He said softly, "If you can't see it, you can't see it. Isn't it better to be invisible?" He leaned into her ear, "That kid only has that good-looking face, and now you can't see his face." It's gone," he hugged her contentedly, "how wonderful, Miss, you will always be by my side..."

She was pressed stiffly by his heart, only wanting his own cock.

Her penis went somewhere, it was too dangerous and they wouldn't let her keep it.

Her wand was also very dangerous, and she didn't know if it would hurt herself, so they didn't let her keep it.

Her emotions are temporarily unstable, so when she fell asleep, they used many methods to restrain her magic power. This is very simple. People got inspiration from the way of treating silent patients.

The only thing she looks like a wizard now is probably because she can speak Parseltongue, but Parseltongue is only a language that a few people can speak.

Merope also speaks Parseltongue, but most of the time she appears as a Muggle.

Or to put it in standard wizarding parlance, Merope acts like a Squib.

Just like her now.

Maybe all this will improve?

A voice asked her softly, do you want to change everything?Want to stop caring about it all?Want to keep a definite distance from something you don't like?

Do you want it?

The sound repeated itself, never stopping.

upset her.

Draco sneaked into her room, "You can't see." He said softly, "But it doesn't matter, my former doctor told me that this kind of thing will happen, it's caused by depression. brought..."

Mental illness manifests in the physical body, and some people suddenly find that a small part or even most of their body parts no longer obey their commands, as if they are dead.

"Get out," she said.

"Vera..."

"Get out!"

However, he didn't move at all. Although she couldn't see, she could still judge everything by sound. Even because she couldn't see, her sense of smell and hearing became more sensitive.

She knew he didn't move, let alone leave the room as she asked.

"Why don't you go out?!" She hit him with a pillow, "Get out!"

"Scared," he said softly. "You're scared, aren't you Vera?"

She was so annoyed that she ignored him, and he said softly, "I walked in the corridor with my eyes closed last night," he tried to get close to her, but after she opened his hand again, he didn't insist anymore, and just said softly, "I scared."

"This is my home. I have been here for so many years, but I have never cared about the steps in the folder, and I have never thought about how long the corridor is. When I close my eyes, everything is black. , are invisible, I don’t know anything, I’m not familiar with anything, it’s the same for me, isn’t it more terrifying for you? Vera?”

He whispered, but still couldn't wait for an answer, so he stretched out his hand to touch her fingertips, "Don't be afraid, your eyes will get better, and I will always be here," he touched her with his fingers hair, "You'll see, right? You'll be fine, because I'll be with you, always with you."

"Get out of this room!" She screamed heart-piercingly, "Don't think I'm the one who hurts you after you're hurt, so I won't do anything to you!"

"I'll always be here," he said softly, whether she was losing her temper or not, "I'll always be here, Vera, don't worry."

She slapped him again, "Don't let me always say the same thing more than twice," she gritted her teeth, "Don't talk to me like this again! The people who killed him were me and that person, and you watched all this happened!!!"

She trembled, "You are not a murderer, but you are worse than a murderer!"

She suddenly pushed him away and vomited, "Don't touch me..."

She refuses to eat anything these days, and now she can't spit anything out.

She retched and Draco freaked out, "Would you like some water?"

The voice in her head sounded again, "Leave it all to me, I will help you deal with him, you don't want to see him, you don't want him to always be by your side and refuse to leave, but I always have a way to deal with it He, I can do what you don't want to do for you, and I can help you deal with what you don't want..."

"Get out!" She beat her head, "Get out! Get out!"

He didn't understand that she wasn't angry with him, but subconsciously said, "Vera, stop, I'll just go out, don't hit yourself, Vera, don't do this..."

The voice in her mind became louder and louder, "Is he annoying, is he annoying..."

"No one hates you more than you!"

He choked, and said very gently and softly, "Okay, Vera, okay, I'll just..."

She couldn't see anything, she just groped around on the bed, but everything she touched was extremely soft.

Silk quilts, Egyptian cotton sheets, pillows filled with goose feathers.

After groping, it is the velvet bed curtain, which is still tied with silky laces, and even the tassels are made of real silk.

Soft, soft, even the candlesticks and water glasses were placed out of her reach.

"What do you want?" Draco asked softly, "Vera, I can find you anything you want, don't be like this..."

"Give me a dagger!" she screamed. "Give me a knife!"

"what are you going to do!"

"That woman is talking to me," she felt extremely uncomfortable, "She wants me to use me for her, she is dreaming! She will never think that I will use myself for her, never think about it!"

She scratched her face with her nails, "You value my face the most, don't you?!"

She laughed hysterically, "You want this face! For this face you want to take everything from me, you want to take away my happiness, take away my hope, take away my Re, you want me to despair, you want me Obey you You want me to be your puppet willingly! But listen, I will never obey you!"

She had already scratched her face with her left hand, from the right brow bone to the left chin, four bloodstains of different shades slashed across her face horribly, but she was still not satisfied, "No , skin trauma as long as the makeup skills are good enough to cover up some, how about I cut off my own ears? Like van Gogh? I know no one thinks he is handsome, or I gouged out my own eyes? I can't see anyway It's useless to keep it!!!"

Draco was scared out of his wits, and held her hand to prevent her from doing the horrible things she said to him, "Vera, Vera," he hugged her tightly, "What did she say? She did What's wrong? She made you feel bad?"

"She's in my head," she sobbed, "She's in my head, I want to get her out of my head, I want to get her out of my head, I don't want her, I don't want her here!"

He couldn't do anything but hug her tightly, "I'm sorry," he murmured, "I'm sorry..."

"Get out!"

She didn't know who she was talking to, but he didn't intend to connect it with himself, he hugged her tightly, "This must be painful, I know it's painful, I know it's uncomfortable, I know I can't help you with anything," he couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry, Vera, I'm sorry..."

It must be very painful for him to hold her tightly and scratch his face. She is such a person who is afraid of pain...

But how much does that hurt?

He couldn't help but grabbed his own arm, it wasn't as heavy as hers, he didn't bleed, there wasn't a trace of blood, there was just a white mark on the skin, it hurt a little, but there was still no bleeding.

He didn't dare to use too much force, because he hurt and she would suffer the same injury.

She must be in pain, he thought dazedly, not realizing that he was beginning to have some strange thoughts.

When he came to his senses, she no longer struggled but fell asleep in his arms,

Her face was covered with dried blood and swollen bloodstains.

But at least she was quiet and fell asleep in his arms.

He looked at her and felt that she was still very beautiful, those bloodstains did not change her facial features, if she used a little white fresh, she would have no scars at all.

Bai Xian healed all the wounds, he put her back, pulled the quilt to her neck, and when he stretched out his hand, he finally noticed his wrist - it was covered with bloodstains.

He subconsciously rolled up her sleeves and found that she also had the same bloodstains.

He did it.

Unknowingly he scratched himself.

He looked at it for a while, and then put down the shirt sleeves that he had pushed up at some point. The white sleeves were stained with powdered blood and brought him pain, but the pain made him feel that he was still alive.

I live, she lives.

We will have a future.