[Comprehensive] supporting role

But Shen Ying laughs for you so far

When everyone accused her of being the wasp's tail needle and having the heart of the most poisonous woman, who would have thought that she also had the heart of an extremely soft daughter, looking forward to happiness.In the not-too-distant future, she will also be able to wear a red wedding dress, smile like a flower, and belong to her beloved.

Her husband doesn't need to be better than Pan An in appearance, Zhuge is extremely wise, crowned with martial arts, he is a stunningly talented person.As long as he has a heart that loves her, he will be willing to build a small family with her.

Which woman is born with a heart of snakes and scorpions. She was not the vicious woman that everyone fears now. She did not admire Ronghua and was not greedy for wealth. Mochou of the Lu family could do it, let alone Wu's Mei Niang who was held in the palm of the hand by the dragon of the two.

Meiniang, who is different from the proud girl of heaven, was born in a sugar jar, and under the pampering of her parents, she grew up happily and carefree to become the most beautiful flower in Lizhou City.Both belong to the daughter's family, but she grew up soaked in bitter water.

If Mei Niang is a clear lotus out of water, slim, pure and flawless, then she is a lotus root buried deep in the mud in the water. In the eyes of the two sisters, one is like a bright moon in the sky, and the other is just a speck of dust floating in the sky.

She has always only had a little envy for Meiniang. Being pure and gentle, she has never felt jealous of Meiniang. On the contrary, she is grateful to God countless times for having such a good sister. Maybe it is God's favor for her. pity.

But even the best sisters are like parents, they can spend the previous life together, but they can't join hands for the rest of their lives. After walking with her for a long time, they will eventually marry and become wives and go their separate ways.

One day she said to him whom she loved so much that she didn't have much wish, as long as she could be with the one she loves and take good care of the only true love, even if he is no longer a real dragon above the nine heavens, but just a woodcutter A farmer, a fisherman on a ferry, she will never leave, and she is willing to accompany her life and death.

She just obeyed the duty of a woman, marrying and obeying her husband, taking care of her husband and raising children, abiding by women's morals, and being an ordinary little woman. The only greed is to get the same return from a Sony love man. The bitter water made her drink it up, and no tears could flow from her dry eyes.

Her humble life is a ridiculous one, no matter how hard she tries, no matter how hard she tries...it will be a joke in the end. The gap between is a wordless irony, perhaps happiness has come?but nothing is left...

The family affection she had was lost in the broken memories early on.The biological father who died young, the cowardly elder brother, the philistine sister-in-law, the mad mother who wakes up from time to time, the old house, this is the whole family.

Money touches people's hearts, no matter how hard she tries to make ends meet and be cautious, she is still kicked out of the house, and the mother and daughter live outside, depending on each other, but the life of the daughter's family, although it looks like bubbles in the sun, is colorful and beautiful. Be careful it will dissipate in the air.

In order to support her old mother, she propped up her broken home with the body of a weak daughter. When she reached the point of helplessness, she didn't want to bother her friends, swallowed the hardships of life, and sold herself to the sheriff at a low price. An idiot who can't take care of himself.

Ten taels of silver, huh... She has accepted her fate, at least the distant and unknown happiness is not worth abandoning her dependent mother, at least she still has her mother waiting at home.

Until Mei Niang and Xiao Duo rescued her from that cage, she didn't care about other things, and rushed to the house in a hurry. The empty main room could not find any remaining warmth.Until Meiniang accidentally pushed open the door and screamed, she staggered to Meiniang's side, looked up and felt dizzy...

Why does the person hanging on the beam have the familiar face she sees every day when she returns home?Tears flowed down my cheeks, and in a blink of an eye, her home was gone, how could she become a homeless orphan...

The friendship she had had was buried by her own hands in the silent growth and suspicion.Mei Niang who is perfect in everything, Xiao Duo who is loyal, and the former friendship with Jinlan is no match for the ravages of the years. It's not that they are bad, but they are too good, such deep feelings, such firm trust...

But all this doesn't belong to her, it's her fault, she shouldn't be jealous of their enviable close friendship, even if that kind of intimacy repulses her, even if she can't ask for it, she is still gentle and taciturn.

We have known each other for 16 years, and she is always quiet and has nothing to say. Compared with the bright Mei Niang, she is much less clever, but she is really a bit dull.So every time she just sits quietly on the other side, smiling softly, watching Mei Niang and Xiao Duo playing and playing on the other side with soft eyes.

Under the clear sky where the two of them smiled like the sun, she was silent and safe like a cloud that would always accompany the stars, the sun and the moon, covering the large shadows and the dense water vapor.

But, her good sister Mei Niang and her good brother Xiaoduo have never noticed or seen the bitter rain falling in their hearts.She grew further and further away from them on the road of growth, and also further and further away, and finally faded away and broke up their friendship.

What else could she have?Family, friendship, love?All she has left is love... She can't keep anything, she is still the little girl longing for ordinary love.She is about to sink into the dark hell, who can hear the silent cry in her heart, save her?

Why let her meet him, when she was sad for her mother, when she was most distraught?He had always smiled at her, but she was dazzled by the warmth and couldn't see that the smile was just an indiscriminate gentleness. She didn't know that the more she was afraid of the dark and the cold, she was lost in that warmth.

It would be great if it wasn't like this. When she was still strong and courageous, and when she could still embrace the warmth of family, she wouldn't become so embarrassed when she met him, and she wouldn't become like her in the end.

How wonderful it would be for her to meet him when her parents were with her and her friends were with her. Maybe, after his gentle smile, she would return him with a shy yet gentle smile, and then when her female companion called With a sound, he picked up the dropped plain square handkerchief, and hurried past him.

Afterwards, the two people from different worlds never met again. They met each other unintentionally and returned to their respective lives. He embraced his beautiful wife like a flower, and she waited quietly for the passing of time.

Why not let her meet him, at her best time?She is still the little girl longing for ordinaryness, and he is still the prince and grandson with a warm smile, nodding gently, saying hello to each other, turning around and leaving to become passers-by in each other's lives, but all this is nothing but a dream to her.

She loves him, maybe at first she just fell in love with the warmth he gave unintentionally, gradually, she was driven to despair by the revelation, no longer strong, fragile and vulnerable like a moth, following the light In my nature, I only care about the warmth, and in my heart, I let my loneliness burn that understated liking into a deep stroke of love.

She jumped at the moving flames, and the splashing sparks scalded the people around her, as well as herself.In this blazing love of moths to the flame, the flame was as warm as when they first saw each other, and she, this silly moth, was reduced to ashes, and when the wind blew, she dispersed, leaving nothing behind...

No!Still stayed, she used her life to engrave an indelible mark on the side of the person she loved, the man she loved only knew that she was obsessed with him to a morbid love, but disappointed that she had changed her appearance, no longer The gentle and graceful little woman has become a vicious woman like a snake.

She should know, she doesn't love at all, why bother to force it, but if the word love can be controlled by reason, it would be great, but she can't help it at all, asking what love is in the world, it has made people crazy until now.

She has done too many wrong things, she should have known early on, how could such a gentle and refined man be interested in her, let alone pleasing her, it was just a matter of little effort.

The reunion not long after allowed her to meet him again, but there was no reflection of her in his eyes, his eyes of admiration and admiration fell on that delicate and charming figure unknowingly, and she, who was fascinated by joy, never noticed, That elegant young man fell in love with his good sister Mei Niang, but fell headlong into the illusory tenderness he had no intention of giving, which was a mistake.

Later, seeing his affection for Meiniang, she knew that she should find someone to marry because she knew she shouldn't enter the palace, and chose the ordinary future that belonged to her instead of the stubborn love that she couldn't let go of. procrastination.

At that time, she naively thought that this way could keep that fruitless secret love longer, longer.Even that person will never know that such an ordinary little girl has ever been attached to his unintentional tenderness.

At that time, she simply thought, why not just fulfill her infatuated love and not marry and be someone else.She is not a concubine, but as a court lady, she will die in the harem forever.Not only can you love him silently in your heart, but you can also protect the kind-hearted her.

She was worried, worried that the innocent and kind-hearted Meiniang, who had always been ignorant of world affairs, would suffer from the dangers of the harem, and resolutely followed her good sister Meiniang into the palace. This was two mistakes.

In a blink of an eye, when they met again, she was a humble court lady, but he was a noble prince.One is a mote on the ground, and the other is a real dragon in the sky.Happy to meet you?No, she would rather she never knew that he was the prince. She was still the ordinary little village girl crying by the river, and he was still the gentle and smiling scholar, so that at night, she could still have a dream in her dreams.

The vast distance made her see herself clearly, and also understand the affection for Meiniang in his eyes.She was terrified, how could this be?No, he can't be asked to ruin everything, whether it's him or her, but she can only watch him sink deeper and deeper, and Meiniang doesn't know anything about it.

Fortunately, when the turbulent emotion in his eyes could no longer hold back from breaking out, the emperor passed away, and he was successfully enthroned as emperor. It was time for the evil fate to end, she was relieved too early, this was three mistakes.

When he used alcohol to relieve his sorrows for Mei Niang, she was also heartbroken, but she couldn't bear it, and couldn't help but want to comfort him, but she didn't expect that when she went to comfort him, there was no one... Knowing that when she wrapped her arms around his neck and endured his sorrowful entry, two lines of tears flowed from her back, I don't know if it was because of the pain of the virgin, or the Mei Niang he kept calling Two characters, and then he kissed away the bitter tears, got involved in a wild feast of love and desire, and forgot everything...

Afterwards, she killed her loving godmother by mistake, she killed the innocent little princess with her own hands, and she calculated Xiao Duo, who was regarded as her own brother, to protect her status... One step was wrong, and she couldn't escape, stepping on thorns, Stepping into the harem with blood and tears, embarked on the road of no return.

From the moment she fell for love, she had lost her conscience, ruined her former self, who was sweet and gentle, and became a ruthless woman in the palace for her own sake.

Until she and Meiniang turned against each other, until Meiniang came to her with two glasses of poisoned wine and told her all kinds of sins, she had no way to refute, she acquiesced to everything, she repented, and all these things could not be repeated.It's time for her life full of heartache and sin to come to an end, but even so, she has no regrets about her love for him, even if the once simple and innocent infatuation has become a deformed and terrifying deep love.

She snatched two cups of poisoned wine and drank them all in one gulp. When the pain in her abdomen gradually rose like a knife, she fell on the cold floor tiles. , she stared into the depths of the white light obsessively, and beyond that white light was her favorite king.

He was tall and tall, and walked towards her slowly in a light robe, just like last night when he first met, and she was still in a panic when going around, she smiled, and he stopped Zi, stopped in front of her, looking at her as if overlooking a mote of dust.

Raising her head with difficulty, she stared at the face of the man she loved so much without blinking. She buried in her heart for many years and wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask a word. When she was dying, she asked her to say it intermittently, one word at a time: "So... ...over the years...have you...have...a little...loved...loved me?"

In the agony, she waited for a long time, so long that it was eternity, and she only waited for him to say: "I have betrayed you..." Before the lingering sound fell, after learning that the answer had fulfilled her wish, she slowly He closed his eyes.

At the last moment when she left the world, from her contented and hopeful expression, he couldn't tell what she was thinking about, whether it was relief or regret?

If there is an afterlife...

The author has something to say:

Here is Xu Yingying who impresses me the most. It seems that girls named Yingying have a rough love life, alas ≥﹏≤