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Stephanie invited us to stay at her house for a few days, and we declined her kindness.

After all, it's more convenient to stay in a hotel as a newlywed.

We decided to take wedding photos on Highway [-] in California, and then spend some time in the United States.

Before that, Li Hua took me to Allen's house as a guest, and I met his Chinese wife Grace, who couldn't speak Mandarin, and two eccentric little boys.

Their family invited us to go to Disneyland together on weekends. I am not very good at dealing with children, but seeing Li Hua get along well with those two children, I think I should also learn to adapt.

As a result, I still underestimated the lethality of those two boys.Six-year-old Jimmy spread his legs and ran around, and three-year-old Tommy laughed and made noises all the time.Half a day later, I was exhausted, but Jimmy still clamored to play the Indian Jones adventure, so Allen took him there, and I, Li Hua, Grace and I took a rest in the dining room with Tommy who was already asleep.

"I admire you so much," I said to Grace, "it's hard work raising a baby."

Grace put the sleeping Tommy into the stroller, and said softly: "When I first found out that I had Jimmy, I was also very nervous. I thought I couldn't do anything, but when I really became a mother, I didn't think it was that difficult. It seemed natural. It’s probably a woman’s instinct to know everything.”

She said it so lightly, I still can't imagine it.

"What about you?" she asked me. "When are you going to have kids?"

I was stopped by her question.Even though we are married, Li Hua and I have never discussed the matter of having a child.I'm still young, and my family has never urged me to do this, but now that I think about it, Li Hua is really old enough to be a father. Although his family has never mentioned it in front of me, it is impossible not to give me any pressure. he.

Those things that hadn't had time to think about in the future all surfaced at once.

I was suddenly very annoyed. In the past two years, Li Hua solved all the problems for me in every possible way, so that I began to get carried away.

Just like now, Li Hua calmly answered the question I couldn't answer: "I just got married, don't worry, just let nature take its course."

Grace goes to the bathroom, let's babysit.I looked at the boy who was sleeping peacefully, and asked Li Hua: "Do you want a child?"

"What about you?" he asked me back.

"I... don't know, I haven't thought about it yet."

"Then let's talk about it after we think it over?" He looked at me with soothing eyes.

"Leon?"

A low female voice sounded behind me, I turned my head, just in time to see the beautiful blond woman with a smile: "Oh my god, it's really you!"

Her voice was soft, probably because she saw Tommy sleeping soundly, but her smile was bright and her whole body seemed to be radiating light.

"Christina," Li Hua got up and kissed her face to face, "I haven't seen you for many years."

"I really didn't expect to meet here. The world is not very big." She smiled heartily, her eyes resting on me.

Li Hua took the opportunity to introduce us: "This is my wife Fang Ruoqi, and this is my university alumnus Christina."

Before I could react, I got a warm kiss: "Hi, nice to meet you."

Such a woman is so flattering, I responded with a bright smile: "Hello, I am also very glad to meet you."

The two of them had a brief chat about the recent situation. Christina had just divorced and came here with friends to relax.

After saying a few words, Li Hua's phone rang, he was afraid of waking Tommy up, so he went to the side to answer the phone.

"How old is the baby?" Christina asked me.

"Three years old." I blurted out, only to realize that she had misunderstood Tommy as my child and Li Hua's.

"I have a four-year-old daughter with her father."

I could see the nostalgia in her eyes: "I'm sorry."

"No no," she shook her head repeatedly, "she is a happy girl, he is not a good husband, but a good father."

"She must be beautiful."

"She's my little princess," she laughed, "but it's hard to imagine Leon being a father."

I tried to explain, but she looked nostalgic: "Did he tell you how popular he was in college? There were too many girls chasing him, but he didn't seem to be interested in women at all. Everyone thought he was He is a very cold person, and many people say he is gay."

I couldn't help laughing out loud.

She shrugged her shoulders and said: "It's really unbelievable that a man who is handsome and good in character and learning refuses all the women who show interest to him. You must know that in American universities, virgins are extinct, let alone Like him."

"He may just not want to have a girlfriend, he may not be a virgin."

I just made a casual joke, but Christina showed an intriguing expression, even though it was only for a moment, my heart still paused.

I don't have a chance to say anything more, Li Hua and Grace are back. Christina and Li Hua exchanged contact information and hurriedly bid farewell.

We stayed at Disney until the fireworks show ended.After returning to the hotel and taking a shower, I felt that all the bones in my body were about to fall apart, and I got under the covers and didn't want to move.

But his mind was extremely clear, and the short conversation with Christina kept replaying in his mind, and every subtle expression of her was so clear that it dazzled the eyes.

All afternoon, I was tormented by my suspicions.Although both of them were very frank, the woman's intuition told me that the relationship between them would not be that simple.

I turned over, and the hand on my waist pulled me closer: "Can't sleep?"

I didn't answer yet, but just opened my eyes, his kiss fell, and his hand stroked my waist all the way down.

What he wants is self-evident.

In the past few days of our newlyweds, our bed time is more frequent than before, but at this moment, I am so stuck in my throat that I can't devote myself at all.

I struggled a bit and pushed him away from my body: "I'm a little tired, go to sleep."

He turned his face away again: "What's wrong?"

He is too sensitive, and any of my psychological fluctuations can't escape his eyes, let alone when it comes to bed matters, I have never refused him.

But facing the familiar eyes in front of me, I couldn't say anything, afraid that my distrust would disappoint him, and even more afraid that he had indeed concealed something.

"Ruoqi, tell me."

Unavoidable, I plucked up the courage to ask, "Is Christina your ex-girlfriend?"

His expression froze for a second, and this second was enough to confirm my damn intuition.

But a second later, he replied: "No."

Those two short words made me lose control of my emotions that had been suppressed for most of the day: "Ou Kaihua, so you can lie to me too."

"I didn't lie to you. What did Christina tell you?" He was so calm it drove me crazy.

I threw off the quilt violently, wanting to jump out of bed.

I don't know what I want to do, I just can't lie in the same bed with him anymore.My mind was in a mess, and I didn't dare to sort it out.

Things in the past can no longer be changed, but no matter how clear the truth is, they still care about it emotionally. The deeper the love, the more you can't tolerate half a grain of sand in your eyes.

What I care more about is that he is not honest with me.

He didn't let me succeed, he grabbed me back as soon as he stretched out his hand, and the strength of the man held me tightly under his body, making it difficult to move.

"Don't move, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, listen to me, okay?"

His tone and eyes were almost pleading. After all, I was still soft-hearted, but he didn't let go, but silently covered me with the quilt, as if he was afraid that I would run away again.

For several minutes, the air was still, and his silence amplified the uneasiness in my heart, gnawing at me bit by bit.

In the end, he finally said: "Really want to know?"

"I want to hear the truth."

"Then you promise me," he looked at me with fiery eyes, but his tone was soft, "don't be angry with me about the past."

"So she is your ex-girlfriend, right?" I don't know why I want to know the answer so persistently, maybe it's because Christina is too dazzling, which makes me feel a sense of crisis.

"Really not, but..."

The hesitation of this decisive man in the shopping mall was almost fatal, so I asked straight away, "Have you ever slept?"

"Ah."

This time he admitted it very happily, but my heart felt like a lemon was squeezed, it was so sour.

"Honey, I'm sorry, I was wrong. If I knew I would meet you, I would definitely not touch other women." Li Hua held my face and apologized in a low voice.

My eyes were hot, but I bit my teeth hard: "I asked you before, do you have many girlfriends, or just physical needs, and you didn't tell the truth."

"No, the time I met her was really an accident. Christina was two years older than me, and she was a famous figure in school. I just knew her. She had acquaintances at her graduation party, so Danny and I also I went. She was not in a good mood and drank a lot that night, and most of her classmates were too drunk. I sent her back to the rented house outside the school out of courtesy, and I didn’t expect to spend the night there... I was young at that time , it is impossible not to be completely curious about this kind of thing, and I drank again that night, so I really couldn't hold it in."

I am the one who wants to know the truth no matter what, but when he slowly said these past events and remembered Christina's beautiful face, I was in a bad mood. I exhausted all my strength to stop myself Paint those unacceptable pictures in your mind.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he continued to explain: "I didn't tell you because in my heart, that night was meaningless, and it was the same for Christina. After that, we never met again."

With a grudge in his heart, he became aggressive when he said it: "Then you saw it today, wouldn't you remember that incident? Wouldn't you remember how happy you were that night?"

"After so many years, I really don't think about those things anymore."

"But she is the first woman in your life, how could you forget..."

"Ruoqi, if you want me to say it, it was the first time I drank wine, and she had a lot of experience. It's really not a good memory. Besides, I don't love her, so there is no reason to put this matter Take it to heart. Believe me, I only think about you now, and only the little things with you."

No matter how unreasonably I make trouble, he is always calm. Such a proud man spread his dishonorable past in front of me and used all his patience to please me. All the displeasure and grievances are due to his patience One by one melted away, and the rest of the little caresses had to wait for time to heal.

"I believe you," I looked into his eyes and whispered, "I know those things are over, but I still feel uncomfortable..."

"I understand," he kissed my forehead cautiously, "I'm not good, I'm not fair to you, from the first time we were together, I knew in my heart that I'm not worthy of you in this matter. Don't you Get angry with me and let me make it up to you with my whole life, okay?"

I nodded, and before he kissed me, I asked with lingering fear: "Tell me if you have any previous convictions, so that they don't pop up one by one another day."

"No, really no, I swear." He raised three fingers and said solemnly.

I put his fingers into the palm of my hand, closed my eyes and sank deep into the blending of lips and tongue, letting the heat rising in my body push back all redundant thoughts bit by bit.

Desire filled my nerves, thinking that I wanted to go further, but he stopped. I opened my eyes, and what I saw was the surging and restrained emotion in his eyes: "Continue?"

"It's all like this, can you stop?" I muttered softly, feeling the heat between my legs.

"If you don't want to, I can handle it myself."

"I'm here, and you're still insulting me by taking care of it yourself?" I pretended to be annoyed.

He paused for a moment, raised the corners of his mouth, and showed a wicked look: "Actually, it's not impossible."

I was inexplicably heated by his words: "What new tricks are you thinking of..."

He smiled and said softly: "Okay, stop making trouble. If you don't want to do it, then don't do it. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable, even if it's just a little bit."

"No, I'm quite comfortable..."

He raised his eyebrows with a smirk, and I knew he was thinking about it again, but his next move shocked me a lot.

"That will make you more comfortable."

He retreated under my body and buried his head between my legs. The strange feeling made me tremble all over, and the visual impact was even more shocking.

He has a serious obsession with cleanliness, and he can't accept such actions in love, but now, he broke his principles to please me.

"Don't...don't be like this..."

He completely regarded my blocking as a refusal, so I had no choice but to reach out and grab him: "No more..."

He came back to me: "Don't like it?"

"No...you don't have to force yourself to make me happy."

"Then are you happy?"

"I..." He was so straightforward, I could only admit with a blushing face, "Yeah."

He slowly pushed himself into my body, and the two of us fit together, and all the emptiness was filled.

The fast (harmonious) gan spread rapidly, and the consciousness was finally withdrawn.

He whispered affectionately in his ear.

"Honey, I'll give you whatever you want. In this life, I only love you."

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