Shura's Prisoner

The remaining warmth in my hand tells me the truth, from now until how many years later, I still clearly feel the truth...

The person who has been following me and lived with me for so many years...is gone...

What she left me, besides the stinging pain of being pierced by the wind, was a severed arm that belonged to her, with the remaining fragrance and lingering softness... But this lost farce was only caused by a Damn hunter exams...just because those bastards got it wrong...just because...I couldn't save her...

The encounter was too hasty and hurried, which caught you and me by surprise.That night was too long, spreading endlessly like half a century.Even the torment, choice and loss afterwards...

Even if those unsightly embers are wiped from the world, I still can't vent the anger in my heart.The emptiness after the killing still couldn't dissipate, instead it expanded infinitely along the boundary of heaven and earth.Can't believe it, can't believe that the kid who has been following me has left.She was still here just now, she was still in his hands just now!I don't believe, I don't believe she's dead! ! !

If I hadn't seen the child's body with my own eyes, I would never have given up anyway!

Find her, find her, find her! !

Such thoughts are increasing day by day, even trying to quit the damn hunter exam despite Kuroro's stop!

"If you give up, then what is Nina's sacrifice?! She just didn't want to be your hindrance, so she broke her own arm!"

Kuroro's words pierced the throat, lungs and heart like a needle point!

I want to kill this man in front of me...

Hate him, hate him!

If this man doesn't break into our lives, then the child won't think about those troublesome things!I won't come here... say no to drag...

Although many years later, my opinion of Kuroro is trustworthy.But as far as I was then, I had nothing left!

After a big fight with him, Madge babbled to heal both of us, but she kept referring to the kid in her words.The anger that had been vented almost ignited again!

"Persevere until the end, Feitan, don't ruin Nina's heart. After you get the hunter certificate, it will be easier for you to find someone."

Kuroro's words were not without reason. I endured the pain that tore my heart and lungs, and suppressed the sorrow that even my soul was sobbing, and I persisted in walking.The bloody "souvenir" became shriveled in my hand, and I blocked the remaining blood with thoughts, trying to preserve the integrity of that arm.At least after I lost that child, I can't lose her last remaining warmth

After that, I turned all my anger into a red lotus and ignited it, burning away all obstacles in front of me! !To become a hunter and find Nina.that's my only wish

However, after getting the hunter license, I still couldn't find the child...

It is only known through various channels that there should be a road leading to the outside world in the far-reaching interior of Zhumeile Wetland.Although it is said that there is a "bridge" to the outside world under the cliff, is the child safe and sound?Is it really possible for her, who is covered in injuries, to reach the "bridge" back to me?

More than once, we searched in all the places we passed by, trying to find that figure in the place we used to be, trying to find everything touched by that silver brilliance!

Shortly after getting the hunter license, Kuroro was about to create the Phantom Troupe, and he needed a lot of help.That's why I went back to Meteor Street again

However, every time I return to the tent, a strange sense of distortion will sweep through my heart!

The sense of weight, the smell of green grass, the soft hair and smile of the child, as well as the call that looks forward to the future... "Brother!"

But now, nothing!Nothing has changed except the child is gone, God has taken her from me!

I tried to remember her smile, I tried to remember the shape of her body, I tried to remember the joy of being with her.However, I found that such a memory is pitiful!Because she always follows me, I can't see her expression...

Once upon a time, I hoped that she could call my name.Not as a big brother, but as a person of the opposite sex who has no blood relationship.

If you want to imprison her by your side, no one will touch her!I want to lock that smile in my mind, lingering.

Find, find, find! !Constantly searching, walking through every inch of the towns that humans have lived in, walking to find every corner that can touch the abyss, passing through the land where any living thing must stand...Continuously, constantly searching!

However, what awaits me is only loss, pain, deceit, and even despair...Many times, it was Maggie who brought me back to Meteor Street

Every time I wake up, I will be captured by that hopeless sense of loss.Looking back, the figure who was always by my side and behind me disappeared...

Only then did I realize how much weight that child named Nina has occupied in my life and has become an inseparable part of me.

But after realizing this emotion, along with the daily pain and loss, the child's smile will appear from time to time.Intensifies the speed at which grief spreads

It's been like this for a long time, and I can hardly tell whether I like that child or hate her!

However, the overflowing emotions are more distorted because of the lack

How many times have I wondered, if only I hadn't gotten that kid back in the first place?At that time... how good would it be to kill her...?It would be great if I didn't take her home! ! ! !

I suddenly wanted to forget her.Want to abandon her, want to give up...everything about her! !Maybe in this way, there will be no pain, and it will be easy, how good would that be?However, in the dream, the child still refused to let me go, and would appear from time to time, hold my hand, and run to take me to see the sunrise; go to the places we have been...

When I woke up from the dream, a strong sense of sadness led to ups and downs of nausea, and I couldn’t help but hate God’s bad attitude!

Whether it was the one who took that child away from me, or Nina who was so stupid and died so easily.I can't even forgive it!And even though I'm by your side but can't protect you, like a clown myself...

Such feelings ebb and flow like tides, and the surging waves hit the rock wall of the heart, rubbing out heartbreaking waves

This state continued until a few months later, shortly after the establishment of the Phantom Troupe

On that day, Kurolo said he found it.The information on the phone showed that in Kuroro's network, someone had seen a child similar to Nina.The kid was wearing a doll, a cross.Silver hair, when he smiles, it seems that even the sky will release a sunny color.

Obviously decided to give up, when I was tired and numb to this overblown feeling, a sudden miraculous light suddenly fell from the sky, so I had to stretch out my hand, trying to hold on to the only hope...

But in the end, we were still severely dealt with by God!

The child's breath did exist in the air, even the nature and smell of the 'nian' has not changed at all!

Just when I thought I could finally see her and end the long torture, the scene in front of me was a dilapidated and dilapidated picture...

The black land is full of human blood, moist and fertile

The blood-filled flowers are in full bloom silently, and on the tall flower stems, the standing words are like a crown of flames, tirelessly describing the tragedies that happened a few days ago...

According to the words of the people around, it is said that a few days ago, a red-haired man set fire to this place and destroyed everything

So what about that kid?What about the child who looks very similar to Nina?where is she? !

Kuroro finds the person who provided him with information, and beats up the eldest son of the enemy family: Ilmi.And got all information about girls from him.

Although the child called herself Yongchang, judging from the photos of the birthday party a few days ago, she was indeed Taminina who separated from us on that day! ! !Although it is not known when her severed arm will be repaired, but these are not the point of the problem!

Damn God, Damn God, Damn God, Damn God, Damn God! ! !

The anger accumulated so far has been condensed into a curse, and he cursed fiercely to kill the self-righteous person called a god!I hate his fooling, those high gods, are they satisfied at this time The end of the world is laughing at us?

"We are thieves. If you want anything, just grab it." I don't remember whether it was the knight or Kuroro who said this, but it made me gradually wake up

...That's right, we are thieves, and we never need to snatch what we want from the front.

If I could...I'd love to steal that kid!steal! !From the hand of God, from the hand of fate! !

That child was mine from the moment I picked her up.No one, not even a lie like God, can take her away from me!

However, I completely forgot that I was still in it, caught in the annual rings of fate, hard to break free like a spider's silk...

In that fire, Kuroro picked up his cross, which was his gift to Nina.

Those scorched and ferocious charcoal corpses, no one knows who once owned that melting cross.However, when I looked at those corpses, I only knew that an unspoken reality washed us away like a stormy sea, and my world was also torn apart...

I don't know how much time, how much energy, and how much struggle it took to calm down the turbulent emotions in my heart.

I tried my best to erase the lingering image under my retina, trying to uproot all the existences related to her!Right now