please don't die

After Jiang fell asleep, Ma Ye Boy did not leave.

Jiang is a nobleman just as he thought, but the status of this nobleman is not very high.

In fact, it is not low.

Jiang's father, Yuan Manzhong, controls the guards of the entire capital.It sounds like a real scene, but to put it bluntly, he is just a watchdog of the real ruler, the Fujiwara clan.

In the past two years, he has gradually understood things that neither Otopo Chiyo nor those books could tell him before, the current power structure in Heian-kyo, onmyoji, and the so-called elegance, and the things that excellent onmyoji have to learn are complicated and complicated. numerous.

This is not a good thing for him. The more he understands something, the more disappointed he is, and the more disappointed he is, the less he wants to see it.At least he never thought of something similar to giving up.

Ma Yedouzi knew that his abilities were far from enough.

As for Jiang...

Ma Ye Tongzi looked at Jiang who was exuding murderous aura even when he was asleep, and then at the heavier snow falling outside the window, using yin and yang techniques to make the temperature in the room even higher.

The girl showed no signs of waking up, giving people the illusion that even if they attacked her at this time, they could succeed.But in fact, as long as there is an action to attack her, she may wake up in an instant, and then launch an attack that ordinary people cannot resist.

It sounds unbelievable, but it is indeed something that Jiang can do.

She can do many things, she just doesn't take the initiative.

Ma Yedouzi knows this better than anyone else.

There are still many problems to be solved in the future, the first is the problems that appeared in Jiang's body.

"Ma Ye."

Jiang directly omitted the following titles.She sat in the snow, turned her head to look at Ma Yedouzi, and then turned back, not knowing where she was looking.

Ma Ye Boy also looked in the direction of her line of sight, but there was only falling snow and dead wood, and there was no life.

Is she really cold?

Ma Yeboy's gaze turned to Jiang.

The Jiang he saw didn't change his expression or sitting posture, but there seemed to be something wrong with the exposed fingertips.

Her fingers were shaking.

Now he can be sure that this person really feels the cold, and it's not ordinary cold.

Even if it was cold, she had no reason to go back to the room, but the hemp leaf boy who just came out of the room knew that the room would only be colder than here.

"Is it cold?"

Jiang nodded.

No sound was made, and in the silent snow, the two were silent.

For many days after that, Jiang and Maya Boy would sit on the steps. Jiang didn't know what he was looking at, or he might just be in a daze, while Maya Boy was reading a book, and occasionally he would look at Jiang.

Sometimes you can ask Jiang some questions, and the answers you get from her will not be the answers he wants, but short and unexpected.

Jiang knew that Ma Yedouzi was nearby, so she fell asleep in the warmth.I had a dream that happened about three years ago.

That was part of her memory.

The winter has not yet passed completely, and the new year has arrived.

Every time the new year comes, Jiang knows that his death is one step closer.But she wasn't afraid.

Sadness, despair, anger, hatred, she has never had them, and there is no chance to have them.No one will talk to her, and she doesn't need to.

It's just that this year's new year is a little different.

She knew someone who, besides her father and Lai, would talk to her.

The first day she saw the child, Shikigami told her that there might be something wrong with the enchantment and asked her to check it.

Jiang saw the child in this way, but in her eyes, the child seemed to be non-existent, and he was the kind of person who would leave soon.

He followed, and she put a knife on his neck.

She fell asleep after asking Shikigami to convey the problem of barrier damage.

At the same time that the child whose name she didn't know raised the curtain, Jiang's hands were on the handle of the knife, ready to fight at any time, but his eyes hadn't opened yet.

This is a habit she has developed for a long time, as long as there is a little movement, she needs to prepare to fight.

But fortunately, he left very quickly, just passing by.

Jiang didn't think too much, just continued to sleep like this.

In the days that followed, there was one more person in my life, and it was not much different from not having one, but there were some differences.

The food itself was her portion, and as time went on she ate less and less, sometimes half was good enough.

Hemp leaf boy is the normal food obtained under such conditions.

The talking time has obviously increased, not because of anything else, but with someone by my side, it is the hardest thing to stop talking completely.

He likes reading very much, and often spends his time reading. Jiang didn't say much about casually flipping through those books.

She won't contact others, and she won't let Shikigami tell her father or that onmyoji to add something.She knew that only by maintaining this appearance would she not surprise them.

It would be a trivial matter if the existence of Ma Yedouzi was exposed to his father, but it would be different for that Onmyoji.

Jiang didn't like that person, even she could feel the snake-like eyes.

So her decision was to find Lai Guang when she got back and ask him to find some books.

Laiguang is her elder brother, he is timid and weak where he shouldn't be, but at least his relationship with Jiang is the most peaceful in that family.

Jiang left Anma Mountain one month after the beginning of winter, and returned to Anma Mountain at the end of winter.

She walked up the steps step by step, and it was snowing in the sky, and this was probably the last snow before the end of winter.The cold made her walk very slow, her departure was not sudden, she had mentioned it to Ma Ye Tongzi three days ago, and her return was not sudden, and it was difficult to cover up the movement of the carriages and horses at home.

Jiang didn't seem very happy when he saw Ma Ye Boy.

Ma Ye Boy stood at the end of the long steps, looking at her with those eyes.But it seems to be looking at something else.Jiang's footsteps stopped.

"Aren't you afraid of dying?"

She heard Ma Yeboy ask this.

She didn't know what Ma Ye Tongzi saw, but she was not afraid of death.

For her, death is nothing but a description.

So she answered.

"Ma Ye."

Jiang stood in the snow and said.

"Everything that lives dies."

It was the longest sentence she had said these days.

The two sat in the wind and snow for a while, and the flying white snow fell on them. Hemp leaf boy couldn't feel the cold, but it was cold to the bottom of his heart.

Jiang's face remained expressionless as usual, she just looked at Ma Yedouzi.

The moment he said those words, for the first time, there was something that could be called emotion in those eyes that had been silent for many years.

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