please don't die

Those people are fools.

I think so, simply because I understand those people too well.Whether it is father or Laiguang, and Laiqin is the same, they all take things too much trouble.

If you want me to kill someone, just say so, and I won't kill anyone who shouldn't be killed.I don't even bother to kill people who don't need to be killed, because it's too troublesome.

To be honest, the more books I read, the clearer the karma becomes. Doing everything and doing nothing are more and more similar to me.

Our family is not a normal person, and the more I grow up, the more I see this clearly.

I have a brother who is one year younger than me, and we have lived together since he was five years old.

What is abnormal about him is that as a human being, he is not afraid of killing people.But he is a child, which is not surprising.

He doesn't hate me, and that's no surprise, because I'm not afraid of killing people either.

The day my father arranged to meet that woman was a very cold winter.

I like winter because it snows.The world when it is snowing looks extraordinarily clean, so clean that I forget what kind of quagmire I am living in.The snow that day was also underground, and the speed of the bullock cart was faster than the snow melted.

That was the first time I saw red leaves.

She is a beautiful woman, but she said at the first sight of me that I will be more beautiful than her in the future, and I took it as a compliment and accepted it.Hongye is grandfather's concubine, and the age difference between the two is so big that people worry about whose child Hongye is pregnant with.

Anyway, I still inherited Genji's blood, let's just think it's my grandfather's blood.

They let me play by myself and walked into the room with Hongye.I didn't get close, but took the knife my father gave me. I really like the feeling of holding the knife, which is the enjoyment of calming down the whole person.

If it wasn't for the spider, I might have enjoyed it longer. The creature that suddenly appeared in front of me came out of nowhere. It was a corner.

I was terrified of its feet, so I swung the knife.But only the spider web was cut off, and the spider attached to the knife and crawled towards me.

It's hard to say what that feels like, but the fear is real.I was so afraid of the creature approaching me along the blade that I let go of the knife.

"It's okay to be afraid of it."

It was Momiji who picked up the knife.

I don't care why she appeared, I just know that the spider is still there.It's still on my knife, which is enough to keep me from moving.

Since then, I have been afraid of spiders.

The days of living with Laiqin, of course, cannot escape meeting that kind of creature, I will not miss Laiqin's expression at that time, he was excited, excited because of my fear.

What a helpless child.

With that in mind, I still kept him the kind of pastry he liked.Just like he was willing to practice swords with me, as for the strange words he said occasionally, I pretended not to hear them.

Whether you remember it or not is another matter.

After all, being together forever is the most impossible thing to achieve.

The two of us spent more time together than I could have imagined, and during that time Lai did something stupid, he tried to put himself in a dangerous situation so that he could force me to kill someone.

Why bother.

All I can say is, he's such a silly kid.So for the first time, I hit someone with my hands.

There can be no next time, and there will be no next time.

Knowing why Lai Qin did this, I killed those thieves.Without hesitation.

Before I did it, I knew exactly what those thieves did. They said they were grand thieves, but in fact none of the kidnapped women left alive.

What a terrible time.

Thinking of this, I saw Raikou.

I don't want to say anything more about this idiot brother Raikou, because I am worried because I killed someone, and I went to my father because of this.

He will definitely do it.

Then there is no more.Because Raikou can't do anything by himself, even if he is Raikou.

I know those people in my family well, always have been.

Laiguang can't disobey his father, Laiqin will disobey, but he has no ability, and I don't have the idea of ​​disobedience.

The whole family is a complete tragedy.

Me too, it sucks.

The worst thing happened very quickly, Hongye died, and I was taken to watch her die.

Poor woman, she kept calling Jingwakamaru before she died, which seemed to be the name of her son who died early.Before she died, she was still thinking about her child, what should I say about her.

In the face of such red leaves, I can't say anything.

Then my father chose me.

To be honest, I didn't like that ceremony.

It hurt too much, and Hongye's voice kept lingering in my ears, so loud that I wanted to kill someone.

I didn't even think about why I had the urge to kill.

At that time, I didn't know that what the so-called Demon King of the Sixth Heaven likes most is to make you into the appearance you hate the most, and then give you strength.So I didn't have the slightest hesitation when I accepted that power.

Thinking of myself as a temporary container, I accepted the spirit of the Demon Lord of the Sixth Heaven and lost my expression.

It's just that after going back, Laiguang became strange.

In front of me, he rarely showed uncontrolled murderous aura, but when I went back that day, his murderous aura was obviously out of control.

He really wanted to kill me.

why?

Unable to understand, I chose to escape.

Looking at it now, it is actually not difficult to understand.

If I don't die sooner, I won't be able to enter reincarnation in this life, I can only dissipate in this world.Or become food for that spirit inside you.

It's terrible either way.

After I escaped, I didn't go home, but wandered all the way. Those ghosts were controlled by the spirit in my body, trying to kill me, and I beheaded them all.

In the end, I don't know why, they actually said that I built a ghost country.

Can that be called a country?

It is full of subjects who wish to kill the king. If there is such a country, it is also a spectacle.

Still, I did some things, like crush them with outright force, which obviously worked.

The last person to see me was Raikou.

I had already lost my eyesight in that year, and that was the inevitable result of that power.

I don't know what he said, but I know it was him.Unfortunately, I was unable to speak half a year ago.If possible, I would like to meet Lai Qin more, and ask him if he has killed people casually again recently.

Unfortunately, I have no chance.

Did Raikou's knife kill me?No, it's just that I chose not to resist and drowned in that water.

It was really cold.

"sorry."

That's the last thing I said with that strength.

It's too late to understand how to use this power

I don't know if Raikou heard it, but now, the only hearing I have left can't continue to accompany me.

The power in her body will be inherited by the newborn child, what is her name.

By the way, Jiang.

That's great, if you accept it from birth, it will be easier than me.

I'm sorry, stupid sister.

It's all up to you.

I'm sorry, dear.

It seems impossible for me to see you one last time.

It sucks.

The author has something to say:

Just passive facial paralysis Jiang is born with facial paralysis

This family is really not a good person

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