Snow White

Chapter 61 Forget Him

That night, Su Muxue didn't sleep well, and she was able to fall asleep in a daze in the first half of the night.In the second half of the night, the closer it was to dawn, the more panic she felt in her heart. She fell asleep and was awakened immediately.

After waking up, she will hug the person around her even tighter, for fear that he will disappear in the next second.

Xu Si Bai who was on the same bed also stayed up almost all night.He has been sober since receiving the text message.

The information in the text message was too real, and each word touched his heart, making him unable to ignore it.

The blankness from five years ago has been harassing his heart on this night, so that he doesn't even have a chance to escape.The words of those text messages pierced the paleness he wanted to hide, so he could only accept it.

According to what they said, five years ago, he gave up everything for one person and was content with his current life.

So, who is that "she", Bai Jinxi?

And himself, is he really the person code-named S?

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The darkness of the night faded layer by layer, and the golden-red sun rose slowly from the horizon, illuminating the entire land.Time reincarnates, those who are waiting will finally set off.

Xu Si Bai stared at the light outside the window for a long time, and finally, he was ready to get up.

If all of this was destined to come for him, then he would have no reason to escape.

The moment his body moved, the arms placed on his waist tightened suddenly, wrapping his waist firmly again.The person who closed his eyes finally opened them.

"Brother Si Bai." Su Muxue murmured softly, her eyes fixed on him with a cautious expression.

Xu Si Bai smiled softly at her, as if he was still in his usual appearance, "Hey, let me make breakfast, and Mu Xue can lie down for a while." After finishing speaking, he ignored her eyes and gently moved her arm Withdrew from the body.

Then he stood up and changed his clothes.

Su Muxue stared at him, her eyes never leaving him. She didn't look away until he finished dressing and walked into the bedroom, and his figure disappeared behind the door.

Judging from the feeling he gave her just now, she didn't find anything unusual.However, since Brother Xiaoai and the others did everything to show him, how could they not take action?

However, how much she wished, they really did nothing.

The breakfast meals were still the same, Xu Si Bai warmed her milk, fried eggs, toast, and boiled corn.Su Muxue chewed the meal slowly, but she didn't know the taste, her appetite was only half of the usual, and she didn't have the mood to eat anymore.

"Why doesn't Mu Xue eat?" Xu Si Bai still smiled, his tone was always relaxed and natural, he looked at her as gently as possible, the handsome facial features seemed to be filled with warmth and tenderness.

However, Su Muxue did not feel at ease in her heart. She looked away from the fried eggs on the plate and looked at him. There was no smile on her face, but a calm and dignified expression on her face. It had already turned white under her vigorous sip, and her whole face showed an unnatural whiteness.

She spoke with a somewhat blunt tone, "Brother Si Bai, tell me that you won't be going out today."

She didn't want to presumptuously speculate on his thoughts anymore, she was extremely tired and at the same time completely unsure.Because his thoughts and abilities are always higher than hers, so she can't figure it out at all.Therefore, she would rather ask directly like this, than he turned around suddenly and caught her off guard.

The gentleness on Xu Sibai's face gradually faded away, and finally, there was only a slight curve barely outlined at the corner of his mouth, maintaining the final warmth.

Su Muxue's expression changed in an instant, and the knife and fork in her hand lost all strength in an instant, and collided with the white porcelain glass plate, making a crisp sound.

Tears gushed out of her eyes in an instant, and she could no longer maintain her composure, so she could only hug him tightly, not letting him go.

"Brother Si Bai, answer me, you won't go out today, will you?" She stubbornly repeated the previous question, and there was a choke in her eager voice that could not be ignored.

Xu Si Bai's body froze, his words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't answer her question at all.

The long silence was enough for Su Muxue to know his answer.

"No, no, Brother Si Bai, you can't go... Isn't it good that we are like this now? Let's not bother with those things anymore, okay? I can accompany you wherever you want to go, and we can also leave Here, go to other places, to places without them... Okay, Brother Si Bai, promise me, Brother Si Bai..." She spoke intermittently, and at the same time, the sobs in her mouth became louder, with no tears in her eyes. It poured out of his eyes without any scruples, blurring his vision and wet his clothes at the same time.

Xu Sibai listened to her voice, felt her trembling, and felt pain in his heart, but his rationality washed away the pain over and over again, telling him that he couldn't stop because of the current situation. pace.Because, only going out could be the future he should face.Whether it is life or death.

He slowly put his hand on the arm around him, and while exerting strength, he sighed: "Mu Xue, things can't be simple and happy forever, and there are some things that I can no longer choose to avoid. So, I'm sorry .”

After the words fell, he had already broken free from her control and stood up.But in the next second, her whole body pressed against him again, with a temperature so hot that he was about to suffocate, preventing him from escaping.

"Oh~ no, I don't want you to go..." She hugged him from behind again, begging.At the same time, the two arms tried their best not to let him take another step, and the tears had already burst.

"Mu Xue, let go." Xu Si Bai closed his eyes tightly, and said this sentence coldly.

When Su Muxue heard the voice, her body trembled. These words were very similar to the tone he used when he sent her back back then.However, the movement of her hand still did not let go, "No... I won't let you go again, Brother Si Bai. Huh~ You don't go, okay... I told them, if you don't go , they won't carry out big actions... Brother Si Bai, don't leave me, okay?"

"Mu Xue, this is no child's play. They have waited for me for so many years, how could I not do this ending." Xu Si Bai sighed.He also understood in his heart that he was really one of the seven members, and he was the S in their mouth.

"No, no...you don't know how many years I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you for seven years, brother Si Bai...I've been waiting for you for seven years before I wait for you to be by my side, then what are you going to give me? What kind of end?" A broken rhetorical voice jumped out of the mouth.

Just as Xu Si Bai was about to slap her fingertips away, he felt at a loss what to do.

But after only a few seconds of pause, he exerted his strength again and pulled her arm.

If he has no future, what else can he leave for her?

It's better to return everything to zero...

"Forget about me, Mu Xue."

His voice seemed to only exist in the wind, passing by for a short time and then disappearing.However, Su Muxue still caught his words.

The arm that was persistently holding on suddenly lost the motivation to continue to maintain it, and he easily broke free. The tears in her eyes seemed to freeze and stopped falling, and his ruthless words were always entangled in her mind.

Hehe, forget him, how could she forget him.

Seeing the man who was about to walk out of the living room, Su Muxue stepped forward again, rushed in front of him, opened her arms, and blocked the way forward.

She looked into his eyes and made the last insistence, "Brother Si Bai, do you love me? If you love me a little, don't go!"

She opened her eyes wide, not letting go of any expression on his face.Her eyes were already filled with tears, and she tried her best not to let them fall.

Through her hazy vision, she looked at him with an increasingly depressed expression, and there was an indescribable sadness in her pupils.Then, his thin lips parted slightly, and his tone seemed to fall like a feather.He said, "Mu Xue, let me go."

In an instant, tears fell from the top of the thread like beads with a broken thread.Su Muxue didn't dare to blink, she could only stare into his eyes, hoping that the next moment he could tell her that what she heard just now was just a hallucination.

She didn't want to believe that this would be his answer.

"Let me go." Xu Si Bai staggered his eyes, resisted the sharp pain in his heart, and said in a calm and indifferent tone, "Everything has nothing to do with you, so don't participate any more."

The thread of time is stretched little by little.

She can no longer lie to herself that this is really his answer.

The heartache was extremely painful, as if there was a monster in the chest, devouring her heart bite by bite, the blood and flesh mixed together was enough to make her suffocate from the pain.The good times with him in her mind seemed to have turned yellow into old photos at this moment. She wanted to laugh, but she couldn't hold back her tears.

It turns out, it turns out that everything is still vain.

Su Muxue felt that her heart was about to stop beating, but why did the fire of love for him still persist.

She slowly lowered her arms, and when he thought she was going to give up, she hugged him tightly for the last time. The huge blow had already made her breathing unevenly, and after panting rapidly, she slowly spit out a few words, " ...How can it be, how can I...let you go...Even if it is death, I don't want you to leave me again..." She said while tightly holding on to the clothes behind him.

Even if he doesn't love her, even if he still loves others, she still can't let go. He made her have so many beautiful dreams, how could she bear his departure.

As she said, she doesn't want to let go again.

However, the darkness of the next moment completely engulfed her consciousness.

Xu Si Bai restrained the trembling of his palms, and caught the person who fell in his arms in a daze.

Carefully picked her up and put her on the big bed in the bedroom.

Looking at her pale face still covered with tears, Xu Sibai's heart twitched, and after looking at her quietly for a long time, he leaned over and left a kiss on the center of her brow.

If he doesn't come back, just, forget about him.

Taking out the little doll that had been kept in his close pocket, Xu Si Bai looked at the little girl sleeping peacefully on the palm of his hand, stroked it for the last time, and placed it in her palm.

Before leaving, he glanced at her again, turned and left.

If you can't give her a future, why bother making her wait.

It's better to forget, it's better to pretend that he never loved.

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All the way out from the urban area, Xu Si Bai was thinking about how to reach the crime scene in a logical way.After some thought, he turned the car onto the road leading to the provincial hall.

In this trip, no matter what happens, he will face it.

……

At nine o'clock, above the Peninsula Century Hotel Plaza, a bunch of colorful balloons marked with letters rose into the sky.

T, R, A, E, L, K...S.

Xu Si Bai was standing beside a bunch of police cars on the edge of the square, seeing all this, his heart fell silent.

……

When Su Muxue woke up leisurely, the room was empty, and Xu Si Bai was no longer there.And the clock had pointed to ten o'clock in the morning.

She slowly sat up from the bed, her heart was full of sadness, the pain at the back of her neck had been eliminated after the baptism of time, but a huge blood was dug out of her heart, and the blood was gurgling continuously, even if she didn't go You can feel the pain even if you touch it.

Tears dripped down on the puppet in her hand, and Su Muxue felt even more pain in her heart when she looked at it.

He promised her that he would always be with her, but how could he break his promise.

Moreover, how could he return the heart he sent out.

Su Muxue buried her head between her knees and cried bitterly.

Until she could no longer feel distressed, she slowly withdrew her tears, and the choking in her mouth basically stopped.

Taking out her mobile phone, she wrote a text message word by word and sent it.

"What is your exact location?

tell me. "

She knew that the other party would be able to see the text message immediately.

It took about 5 minutes before she received a reply.On the text message, the clear path distance is clearly stated.

Su Muxue silently read the content of the message, lowered her eyes, redirected to the phone interface again, and made a call.

The phone rang only three times before being picked up.

"Uncle Yu." She whispered, with indescribable sadness and reluctance in her voice.

On the other end of the phone, Yu Bo let out a long sigh, but his voice couldn't stop trembling: "Miss, what are you going to do?" He didn't know about her secret preparations until this morning.

Su Muxue smiled forcedly, trying to make the voice on the phone more relaxed.

"Uncle Yu, thank you for these years. You have done too much for my family. You have worked hard for me these years... Let's end Su Yuxiang's affairs today."

"Uncle Yu, in fact, life is really tiring. So, I'm very selfish, and I don't want to bear the pain anymore... Today, no matter what happens, I don't regret it. Don't try to stop me..."

"I'm sorry, Huber."

After finishing speaking, she hung up the phone.

Su Muxue looked up at the sky outside.In the blue sky, the blue is as clear as washing, not even a trace of white cloud is seen, the sun is shining brightly, selflessly swaying the warmth of the whole body.

Suppressing the tears gushing from the corners of her eyes, she smiled slowly, her smile couldn't stop being sad.

She really felt very tired and tired of living, so tired that she was afraid that if she lost him again, she would not be able to live.

So, she would rather, today will also be her end.

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The next section will start directly from the basement of the building, let’s make up for the omitted parts~

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