Snow White

My life was long over, and it wasn't until I met him that my life really started burning.

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In the 22 years of his life before meeting S, Xu Nanbai felt that he was all gray and dull.

What is love, he has never felt it.

Since childhood, he had only his father by his side, and he never knew who his mother was, or whether he really had a mother.

Xu Muhua, a professor of psychological criminology who is respected and respected by thousands of people, the cases he personally solved and the students he brought out are all very successful, and the honor medals he has won can fill an entire room.

However, whoever he is, Xu Nanbai, is nothing more than a dilapidated shelter by his side.

Xu Nanbai wondered countless times whether he was really his own son?If so, then why did his father never give him a smile, never say a little bit of kindness to him, and the countless times of ridicule and verbal abuse slammed into his ears, making him numb even if he didn't want to.

Ever since he was in school, the thing he feared the most was holding parent-teacher meetings.Because, that must be the beginning of a nightmare.

At first, my father still went there a few times symbolically, but every time he came back, he could not stop scolding and cursing him, which made him feel ashamed and tearful.Yes, he is inferior to others, forever and ever, will be inferior to others.

Gradually, he got used to and became paralyzed by his scolding, and later, he no longer let his father handle his studies and his life at all.He can take care of the school's affairs and his own affairs. Even if he can't take care of it, he just wants his father to know it last.

Gradually, he became the object that everyone in the school shunned. Everyone could chew a few words in secret, and he had no friends by his side.And the initial fear of teachers turned into loathing for them.

However, in such a long time, he has also learned to change and hide.Entering a new school and getting to know new people, he can also pretend to communicate with them, as if he really blended into their crowd.

Although this kind of life sometimes makes him feel a little dull, it is better than nothing, at least he doesn't need to see the hostile eyes around him.

It's a pity that even so, his father's temperament remained unchanged from ancient times, and the year-round abuse and insults still remained.

Later, he also wanted to pass.Perhaps, no matter whether he is good or not, his father is still like this.After all, in his heart, he will never be able to compare with a better person.

In the year of graduating from high school, on the last day of filling out his application, he got the paternity report that he secretly sent for identification.However, the moment he saw the result, he felt a little lost.

Parenthood index: 99.995%, determined to be a father-son relationship.

After pondering for a long time, he finally chose the criminal psychology subject of Public Security University, continuing his father's mantle. This is also the last debt he paid off as his own son.

After entering the field of psychology more deeply, he realized that maybe everyone who studies psychology has a demon living in his mind. The difference lies in whether the demon is properly suppressed or not.

As for the father, that man with a brilliant appearance, did the darkness and anger in his heart vent on him?

After four years of study, his mind has become more mature, and while his tolerance and endurance have increased, his control over his emotions has also become stronger. Although sometimes, the chains of the shackles will be loosened for a short time, but under the control of his father In front of him, he was completely able to hide himself.

He has become the object of attention of teachers and students in the school. Occasionally, because of individual unconventional thinking, he can also provoke the attention of many relevant professors.Even his father, with his obvious development, has lost a lot of previous scolding.

But the more so, the feeling of desolation and emptiness in his heart became more and more profound. Even though everything was developing towards the best, things still lacked passion.

Often when he was lying alone on the bed, he looked at the dark ceiling and felt lonely: Is life just so tasteless?

Until I met him...

S, a letter, a title, and a belief.

And S gave him a new title - K.

In his group, he felt sympathy, similarity and mutual understanding.All the unyielding, all the resentment, all the hatred can be understood and forgiven here.

In it, he felt reborn.

S said that when people have power in their hands, distance increases, and these should not exist in the first place.

S said that it is not that the humanity of the bad people is the most vulnerable to being wiped out, but it is the righteous people they say are the most quickly worn out at the other end of humanity.

During the four years of following S, he learned a lot and became more tolerant and stronger.But S has always been the original clear and indifferent, as if everything in the world is like dust in his eyes.

But from getting along with him, everyone in the group knows that S has an obsession in his heart, and there is a woman in his heart, a woman named Su Mian.

As long as S is in the capital, he will look for her, watch her movements, and watch everything about her.

But that woman never knew the existence of S.

Regarding S's feelings for Su Mian, Xu Bainan has always been in a neutral state and does not make any comments.Although A always faces her photos and videos, and affectionately calls her "sister-in-law" and "sister", he never expresses any opinions.

He never felt that such a woman was worthy of S's sincerity.And he didn't think there was any kind of woman in the world who might make him feel distressed and pity.

However, the reality is that it will easily overturn his previous unruly behavior.

He still found such a woman, to be precise...a girl.

The author has something to say:

Originally, I planned to end K’s extravaganza in one chapter, but I hadn’t finished coding nearly [-] characters, so I resolutely split it into two chapters.

So, little angels, let’s make do with it first, the next chapter should be fatter~