[Through Middle-earth BG Lord of the Rings Fans] A Different Life Das Leben der Anderen

I shook my head unbearably sleepy, thinking to myself: Why is this person still awake?It took me a lot of effort to clean up his wound. If he doesn't get well soon, if the bad guys come again, who will protect me?Sure enough, should he run away decisively just now?

I rubbed my eyes hard: no!Can't fall asleep at this time!Now the Emperor, who is the main combat force, is seriously injured, and we are in a dangerous situation. This is the tough test that God has given me. For the sake of the Emperor, and for the future of this world, I will persevere!right!persist in!

I tried my best, but I couldn't stop nodding my head. When another wave of drowsiness hit me, I finally fell into a deep sleep...

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"Happy 70th birthday, Bilbo!"

"Happy birthday, Bilbo!"

"Beef! Buff! Bumbur! It's good of you to come! You're welcome, enjoy, there's plenty more!"

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... Am I dreaming?

Why dream of a hobbit birthday party?

Bilbo, the restless Frodo's uncle?A master of riddles who play around with grunts?Lord of the Rings bearer Bilbo Baggins?

...why do I dream of him?If you want to dream, you should also dream of a handsome and handsome elf boy, right?

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I slowly opened my eyes, wondering about the inexplicable dream just now.

Turning my head and looking at the small river not far away, the horse of Aragorn was drinking water by the river. It is really a good horse. I didn’t say anything just now, it knew to come, and obediently helped me transport it unconscious. Owner.

I thought for a while and said to the horse, "Maninaaessaenlle (what's your name)"

As a result, the horse actually stopped to drink water and turned to look at me. I couldn't help being excited by its behavior, and my confidence in using Elven language suddenly increased-because I haven't had a chance to practice it, Caleb Li'an's character is really not suitable for teaching people, and Thranduil basically just laughs at my poor pronunciation - really, can I only find animals to practice my Elven language? !

I tried my best to think about the scattered Elvish language in my memory, and said again: "Llerangwaamin (do you know what I mean)"

The horse just looked at me quietly without any response.

Is my pronunciation wrong?I was secretly puzzled, but asked again without discouragement.

Unfortunately, there is still no response.

"It shouldn't be. I don't think it's wrong to say such a simple greeting. How could it not understand?" I whispered.

"...It's called Ewell."

"Hey?! Really?! Why didn't I know? When did it say it?!...Hey? Wait a minute, who is responding to me?" I looked around belatedly, but I didn't see a single figure.

I became vigilant all of a sudden, and speculated on the whereabouts of people: if this is a Hitchcock thriller, from the depths of the woods, there will be the sound of approaching footsteps; Don't look up or turn around easily, otherwise, you may see some frightening pictures; if this is Thailand...

Before I finished my speculation, the voice rang again: "Is there any water?"

"..." Wait, this voice seems familiar...

"...Ah!" I suddenly came to my senses, lowered my head, and saw Aragorn who was struggling, but his eyes were indeed open: "Are you awake?!" Then, thinking of his question just now, I hurriedly handed over the water bag give him.

Watching him raise his hand with difficulty, trying to pass the water bag to his mouth, a picture suddenly appeared in my mind: the seriously injured emperor lying on the ground powerlessly, the beautiful elf with tears in his eyes, kissing his sweetheart The emperor's chapped lips, and sent the nectar in his mouth, the emperor regained the vitality of life, so the two looked at each other affectionately...

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... Sure enough, have I read too many romance pamphlets?

Swiping away the miscellaneous images in my mind, I picked up a hollow straw that I had played with when I was bored, inserted one end into the water bag, and handed the other end to Aragorn's mouth: "Drink it like this, it's more convenient."

Ren Huang's deep gaze stayed fixedly on my face for a while, and then he slowly opened his mouth, biting the simple straw to drink water.

I quietly watched Renhuang drink water, and gradually, but involuntarily opened his eyes, he... did he drink too much?What if I want to go to the toilet for a while?With his physical condition, he can't even hold a water bottle, so why should I help him undress?Thinking of this, he quickly stepped forward and took the straw out of his mouth, and said with a silly smile, "Hey, don't rush to drink water, are you hungry too? What do you want to eat? I'll look for it!"

"..." Although the Human Sovereign was lying still, his eyes were still sharp. I was so shocked that I even had the illusion that I had offended him somewhere before.

"..." I blinked pitifully, trying to widen my innocent... er, medium-sized eyes.

"... Just pick some fruits." He finally turned his eyes away and said lightly.

"Okay!" I readily agreed, stood up, and rushed towards the forest.

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I picked all the fruits of various colors on the tree, whether you are red, orange, blue or black, I am not picky.Excitedly ran back to Aragorn, waiting for his praise - look at our speed!This efficiency!This result! ——We are also people who have survived alone in the wild for many days!After going back, those wilderness survival certificates are absolutely nothing to worry about!

Renhuang looked at the rich variety of fruits on the ground, then raised his eyelids to look at me, and said quietly: "Anything is fine, can you at least pick some non-poisonous fruits?"

"..."

For a moment, I suspected that I was hallucinating, and stared at Aragorn for a long time, and then, like a bolt from the blue——what have I been eating these days? !Although as a doctor, one should indeed have the spirit of self-sacrifice, just like Li Shizhen tried all kinds of herbs to save the common people... But it doesn't mean that he has to test poison for three meals a day!I eat these fruits for dinner!

...In other words, is my poison resistance actually that strong...

I looked at Renhuang's eyes with unclear meanings, and made up my mind that I must not tell the fact that I was a doctor and treated people. Although the clinical and pharmacological differences are very different, a doctor can be poisonous or non-toxic. It's too embarrassing to tell the difference between the fruits.

In desperation, I went out to pick a few more times, and after careful screening by Renhuang, who is familiar with all kinds of herbs, I picked out edible fruits, and we finally settled the dinner without incident.

Considering that Renhuang's body still needs a good rest, I volunteered to ask for a night watch. At that moment, I was moved by my righteousness and bravery.

The truth is – if you sleep too much during the day, it can be really hard to fall asleep at night.

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I leaned against the tree, staring at the moon hidden in the shadow of the mottled tree in a daze, the looming silver moon has a hazy beauty...

I remember that at that time, I used to look at the moon so intently, that huge silver plate hanging over Gondolin, and I have witnessed the rise and fall of many cities...

Today people do not see the ancient times and the moon, this month once looked like the ancients.

...If, at that time, I could tell you my heart, right now, at least I wouldn't regret it so much...

...Xilion...

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"Exilion...is the regent of Gondor?"

Hearing the sudden sound in the silence, I froze for a moment. It turned out that I called out just now...

Looking down at Aragorn's eyes that were still bright in the darkness, I smiled and said, "The Regent of Gondor? How is he worthy of this name?"

Without waiting for Aragorn to say anything, I asked, "Dabu, do you have someone you like?"

Aragorn looked at me, then turned his head slightly, looked at the moon, and answered after a while: "Yes... Unfortunately, we can't be together..."

Hearing this answer, I immediately thought of the elf princess who is said to be comparable to Lucian, and also the daughter of my friend Celebrian—Changgeng Xing Arwen.

"Is she dead?" I asked quietly.

Aragorn froze for a moment, then slowly said: "...she is fine... as long as I leave her side, she will not die..."

"So, you're giving up on her?"

"..."

"But she won't agree."

"..."

"Even if you deliberately alienate her, you can't change her mind..."

"...that's for her own good."

"Ah, you men will say such things. This is just an excuse for yourself. If you use this as an excuse, you don't have to work hard to fight for it. I really can't stand it."

Aragorn turned his eyes from the moon to my face, observed for a moment before speaking: "...can you understand?"

"Of course I don't understand your thoughts... However, I also had someone I liked, so I hate giving up..."

I can feel that the gaze from Aragorn suddenly became more interesting. First, I secretly despised the emperor's gossip, and then slowly talked about my first love that hadn't begun yet ended: "He is a lump of ice, don't say a word If you don't make an expression, even towards his own brother, there is no trace of warmth at all. I once doubted whether he has such a thing as emotion..."

"However, he is such a distressed guy. He wants to shoulder so many burdens by himself. Does he really think he can't be crushed?"

"...He and I have only met a few times, and the words we have even said don't add up to twenty sentences, but for me, except for him..." I suddenly felt my throat tighten, and I couldn't continue. up.

I took a deep breath, calmed down, and then continued: "He is the first person I fell in love with, and... I haven't had time to tell him..."

...Exilion, you must not know that I will never fall in love with others like I love you...

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"...You, have you given up?" Aragorn asked after a long silence.

"...I didn't give up," I shook my head slowly, and then, twitching the corners of my mouth in a self-deprecating way: "...he died."

"..."

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I thought, after such a long time, met so many people, encountered so many things, I have let go of it...

However, I didn't realize until now that I've been lying to myself all along...

I actually thought that as long as I didn't think about it, as long as I didn't say it out loud, you would still be there, the cold leader of the Yongquan family...

It wasn't until the moment I said it that I realized that my dream was shattered, and it's time for me to accept this fact...

Excilion is gone...

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