[Death Shirazaki] Draw your sword, girl
Chapter 8 Healing X Sadness
Chapter 7
Chu Mobai tried her best to lift Xiao Luo up, staggering, she didn't dare to let her mother see the two of them in this state, so she carried Xiao Luo back to her house.
People are really fragile.
Chu Mobai silently found a bottle of alcohol and cotton balls to disinfect Xiaoluo.The smell of alcohol and the deep red blood stimulated her five fragile senses, making her hand holding the cotton ball tremble continuously, looking at the deep bone scars on Xiaoluo's shoulder, the cotton ball rubbed it on bit by bit——
"Hiss..." As if feeling the stimulation of alcohol, the girl groaned softly, but she still didn't wake up due to excessive blood loss, and her pale complexion became even uglier as a result.Chu Mobai's hand wiping the wound with a cotton ball froze for a moment, and then she felt something coming out of her eyes, her nose was sour, her eyes were astringent, and the bitterness in her mouth filled her heart. Seems to be, sad feeling.
Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore, tears fell drop by drop, and her voice began to sob, "...I'm sorry, it's all because I'm so weak, so I can't protect you...I'm sorry..."
Chu Mobai lay on Xiaoluo's body, the panic in her heart reached the extreme. She asked herself over and over again in her heart why she was unwilling to draw the sword, why she had to let her friend accompany her to suffer such heavy injuries, and why? ! ! !
The strong condemnation of conscience made Chu Mobai's mood extremely complicated. She wanted to find the answer, but the final result in her heart was so pale and powerless.
instinct.
Repulsion, disgust, even fear.
There is a voice in her heart telling her that drawing the sword will bring you an indelible disaster, and that all your bad results that came to draw the sword will be buried with you...
Accompanied by this sound, there were scenes of blurred blood.
"Monsters like this will come to your house one by one - when the time comes, not only you, but even the person behind you who fainted as if dead, and even your family, what you have now Everything... will be destroyed by them."
In his ears, he seemed to recall Bai Qi's words from yesterday, indifferent and mocking, contemptuous and arrogant, but Chu Mobai knew that what he said was the truth that people could not deny.
That's why it's all the more frustrating and sad.
On the one hand, the instinct to lose everything when drawing a sword comes from a memory that is unknown when I was young, and on the other hand, I lost my family...
Either way, it's too worrisome.
What should I do...
Chu Mobai covered his head, his eyes filled with unspeakable sadness.
She lay on her stomach for a while, wiping her tears, trying to suppress the fear of blood in her heart, then changed to a new cotton ball, kept her hand steady, and wiped it one by one.
The wound on Chu Mobai's hand was also very deep, and the white bones were faintly visible. It was very painful. She held the cotton ball in that injured hand. Every time she moved, there was a deep pain. Sometimes the wound had just scabbed It will split due to the great movement, and a few strands of bright red blood will flow out.
The pain can sometimes take your breath away, but it can also make you more aware at other times.
Just like Chu Mobai now.
Stimulated by the pain, she could make herself less afraid of the color of blood and the disgusting smell of blood, and even free her head to think about some strange things.
Try to free your mind from sadness.
Wrap Xiaoluo's wound with clean white gauze. Her home is very empty. Except for the necessary furniture, it can be said that there is almost nothing. This place is at best just a house. In her memory, The only ones who gave her warmth were Xiaoluo's home and her parents.
Only such a gentle mother and loving father can have a child like Xiaoluo.
The white gauze was her own dress that she tore, it was of good texture, soaked in alcohol, it was perfect for making gauze, and she only had one dollar left on her body, obviously the money was not enough to buy gauze.
Chu Mobai gently bandaged Xiaoluo, then looked at the sky outside the window, it was a clean black, without stars or moon.
The mobile phone was on the table in the living room. She never took the mobile phone with her when she went to school, but accidentally saw several missed calls on the screen.
She took out her mobile phone, called back, and was quickly connected, "Hello?"
"Uncle..." Chu Mobai paused, "Mom, Xiao Luo slept with me tonight, the school cleaned up today, Xiao Luo and I are very tired... I heard Xiao Luo said that her mother made delicious food Dumplings may not be available for the time being."
"Ah? Then why don't I send it to you now? I feel relieved that Xiaoluo is with you. You two children never come back. It's getting dark and you don't answer the phone. Really, it scared me to death." .” The helpless female voice complained, with worry.Chu Mobai listened silently, inexplicably wanting to burst into tears.
She held back her sobs, and tried to use a very normal tone, and made her voice sound nonchalant, "Xiaoluo said that my place is very big, and I want to stay here for a few days, mom, can you let me go?"
"That child, really, I will train her well later, but..."
The voice over there lowered, and Chu Mobai's heart suddenly rose to his throat. Could it be that he was discovered?But obviously she was overthinking—"Mobai, you still refuse to call Xiaoluo a younger sister."
"..." Chu Mobai fell silent.
"It's been a few years. Although you call us mom and dad, I know you're awkward."
"Although you are very kind to Xiaoluo, I know that it is the kindness between friends, not the feelings of relatives."
"Actually, you wanted to call me aunt just now... It's really sad that you don't recognize me as your mother after going out on your own for a few days."
"Xiaoluo wants to rely on you, so let her rely on you. Alas, it's up to her. If you rely on you for a few days, you can call her... It's considered a profit, hehehe." The laughter over there was a bit cunning , "We won't give you any living expenses or anything. There is a price to pay for being independent~ Well, my sister is raising my younger sister, how nice~"
"..."
Chu Mobai was expressionless, "Don't you know, I have an inheritance."
The laughter over there stopped abruptly, and then he was a little frustrated, "It's not good to rely on your parents, you are already an adult, you have to make money for yourself BALALALA..."
"I see." Chu Mobai interrupted her decisively, "I will go out and find a part-time job."
"...If you can, Mobai." The voice over there hesitated for a while, becoming a little hesitant, as if thinking about something.
"what happened?"
The sad mood seems to have gone with the wind, family is the best cure, this is the unchanging truth.
"...If you go to the bank to get the inheritance, the bank will let you pick up a book... If possible, Mom really hopes you don't touch it..."
"A thing? A book?"
Chu Mobai was puzzled.
"...It should be regarded as a book. In short, try not to touch it. Of course, if you choose to touch it...this is also your own choice."
She seemed to sigh, with deep melancholy.
"Well, I see." Chu Mobai glanced at the dark night sky again, with a slight smile in his eyes not covered by slanted bangs, "I won't touch it...Mom."
"Well, I'm lying to you if you don't pay living expenses~ If you don't have living expenses, then come and ask for it. My mother never cares about pocket money~"
on the other end of the phone.
Xiaoluo's father looked at his wife's shadowy face with tears streaming down his face, "My wife, I didn't hide money..."
"The evidence is convincing and you still want to quibble?! The crime is aggravated! Go kneel on the washboard!!"
Xiao Luomu was holding an envelope, and the expression on her face was comparable to that of Shura.
Turning her head to the phone, she burst into smiles all over her face, "Don't worry, Mobai~ Xiaoluo will be fine living with you for a month, mom has money to pay your rent~"
"..." The corner of Chu Mobai's mouth twitched, "...you don't need to pay..." Father will tear her apart.
Hanging up the phone, Chu Mobai looked into the distance. In the distant sky, there seemed to be a few beautiful stars lit up.
Chu Mobai looked at the back of his hand, it was dripping with blood, but scabs had formed and hadn't cracked yet.
Sure enough, when I was on the phone with my family, it was the time when I felt the most peaceful.
Chu Mobai felt that with them, everything would be safe in the end, no matter how difficult the front was.
"The boat will go straight when it reaches the bridge..." She murmured, then turned around to take care of Xiaoluo.
Now that the mother's problem has been fooled away, everything will be solved easily.
It's just that Xiao Luo woke up how to explain it.
Chu Mobai could not help but sigh as he made up his own rhetoric in his heart.
Sure enough, it's a lie or something, and it's quite difficult to say it without changing your face.
Either choose the truth, or choose to hide.
Mobai thought for a while, and found the password in the safe. She knew the password, and it was said to be her birthday.
Her birthday is always remembered, never forgotten.
This is the only clear memory of those six years.
Chu Mobai knelt in front of the safe, holding a gun, with a dazed expression.
What happened in those six years...
Why didn't her parents want her anymore?Where is it now?Is it dead or alive?Why can't I hold a knife now?
And why...abandoned her?
Faintly, there seems to be some untouchable answer, about to unearth the terrifying truth.
Gritting her teeth, Chu Mobai told herself not to think about anything, and closed the door of the safe with trembling hands. Chu Mobai felt his forehead sweat, and thinking for only ten seconds seemed like a waste of time to her. For as long as a century.
"...Mobai..." A low groan came from the bed, thin and weak, as if he had lost all his strength, Chu Mobai clenched his fist, turned and rushed to the bedside, " Xiao Luo, are you okay?"
Xiaoluo opened her eyes, her big eyes reflected Chu Mobai's face, she seemed to want to say something, but when her eyes shifted to Chu Mobai's hand, her eyes suddenly became bigger, she stared at Chu Mobai's The right hand didn't say anything, just stared at him, those eyes were black and translucent on the pale face.
Chu Mobai immediately hid his hands, and laughed dryly, "Ah, Xiaoluo woke up, I'll make you whatever you want to eat..."
Xiao Luo looked at her, her dark eyes reflected her stiff smile, but in the end Xiao Luo didn't say anything, and closed her eyes again.A face is painfully pale.
For a moment, Chu Mobai felt sore in his heart.She thought that when Xiao Luo woke up, she would either ask her what happened, or complain that the wound was so painful, or...
But thinking about it, she didn't expect such a result.
Why, say nothing?
In this case, it will be very uncomfortable.
"...Xiaoluo...I'll make pumpkin soup for you." Chu Mobai smiled dryly, turned around to leave, forgive her for not being able to say another word, she was afraid that if she said one more word, tears would fall down uncontrollably.
The author has something to say:
This is a transitional period~ By the way, I edited the copywriting. Is it more comfortable to look at?
I am so happy to be led by a good engine oil~
Hmm, I don’t have a picture today~ But maybe there will be a second update~ Maybe~
Fix the typesetting of the following...
Chu Mobai tried her best to lift Xiao Luo up, staggering, she didn't dare to let her mother see the two of them in this state, so she carried Xiao Luo back to her house.
People are really fragile.
Chu Mobai silently found a bottle of alcohol and cotton balls to disinfect Xiaoluo.The smell of alcohol and the deep red blood stimulated her five fragile senses, making her hand holding the cotton ball tremble continuously, looking at the deep bone scars on Xiaoluo's shoulder, the cotton ball rubbed it on bit by bit——
"Hiss..." As if feeling the stimulation of alcohol, the girl groaned softly, but she still didn't wake up due to excessive blood loss, and her pale complexion became even uglier as a result.Chu Mobai's hand wiping the wound with a cotton ball froze for a moment, and then she felt something coming out of her eyes, her nose was sour, her eyes were astringent, and the bitterness in her mouth filled her heart. Seems to be, sad feeling.
Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore, tears fell drop by drop, and her voice began to sob, "...I'm sorry, it's all because I'm so weak, so I can't protect you...I'm sorry..."
Chu Mobai lay on Xiaoluo's body, the panic in her heart reached the extreme. She asked herself over and over again in her heart why she was unwilling to draw the sword, why she had to let her friend accompany her to suffer such heavy injuries, and why? ! ! !
The strong condemnation of conscience made Chu Mobai's mood extremely complicated. She wanted to find the answer, but the final result in her heart was so pale and powerless.
instinct.
Repulsion, disgust, even fear.
There is a voice in her heart telling her that drawing the sword will bring you an indelible disaster, and that all your bad results that came to draw the sword will be buried with you...
Accompanied by this sound, there were scenes of blurred blood.
"Monsters like this will come to your house one by one - when the time comes, not only you, but even the person behind you who fainted as if dead, and even your family, what you have now Everything... will be destroyed by them."
In his ears, he seemed to recall Bai Qi's words from yesterday, indifferent and mocking, contemptuous and arrogant, but Chu Mobai knew that what he said was the truth that people could not deny.
That's why it's all the more frustrating and sad.
On the one hand, the instinct to lose everything when drawing a sword comes from a memory that is unknown when I was young, and on the other hand, I lost my family...
Either way, it's too worrisome.
What should I do...
Chu Mobai covered his head, his eyes filled with unspeakable sadness.
She lay on her stomach for a while, wiping her tears, trying to suppress the fear of blood in her heart, then changed to a new cotton ball, kept her hand steady, and wiped it one by one.
The wound on Chu Mobai's hand was also very deep, and the white bones were faintly visible. It was very painful. She held the cotton ball in that injured hand. Every time she moved, there was a deep pain. Sometimes the wound had just scabbed It will split due to the great movement, and a few strands of bright red blood will flow out.
The pain can sometimes take your breath away, but it can also make you more aware at other times.
Just like Chu Mobai now.
Stimulated by the pain, she could make herself less afraid of the color of blood and the disgusting smell of blood, and even free her head to think about some strange things.
Try to free your mind from sadness.
Wrap Xiaoluo's wound with clean white gauze. Her home is very empty. Except for the necessary furniture, it can be said that there is almost nothing. This place is at best just a house. In her memory, The only ones who gave her warmth were Xiaoluo's home and her parents.
Only such a gentle mother and loving father can have a child like Xiaoluo.
The white gauze was her own dress that she tore, it was of good texture, soaked in alcohol, it was perfect for making gauze, and she only had one dollar left on her body, obviously the money was not enough to buy gauze.
Chu Mobai gently bandaged Xiaoluo, then looked at the sky outside the window, it was a clean black, without stars or moon.
The mobile phone was on the table in the living room. She never took the mobile phone with her when she went to school, but accidentally saw several missed calls on the screen.
She took out her mobile phone, called back, and was quickly connected, "Hello?"
"Uncle..." Chu Mobai paused, "Mom, Xiao Luo slept with me tonight, the school cleaned up today, Xiao Luo and I are very tired... I heard Xiao Luo said that her mother made delicious food Dumplings may not be available for the time being."
"Ah? Then why don't I send it to you now? I feel relieved that Xiaoluo is with you. You two children never come back. It's getting dark and you don't answer the phone. Really, it scared me to death." .” The helpless female voice complained, with worry.Chu Mobai listened silently, inexplicably wanting to burst into tears.
She held back her sobs, and tried to use a very normal tone, and made her voice sound nonchalant, "Xiaoluo said that my place is very big, and I want to stay here for a few days, mom, can you let me go?"
"That child, really, I will train her well later, but..."
The voice over there lowered, and Chu Mobai's heart suddenly rose to his throat. Could it be that he was discovered?But obviously she was overthinking—"Mobai, you still refuse to call Xiaoluo a younger sister."
"..." Chu Mobai fell silent.
"It's been a few years. Although you call us mom and dad, I know you're awkward."
"Although you are very kind to Xiaoluo, I know that it is the kindness between friends, not the feelings of relatives."
"Actually, you wanted to call me aunt just now... It's really sad that you don't recognize me as your mother after going out on your own for a few days."
"Xiaoluo wants to rely on you, so let her rely on you. Alas, it's up to her. If you rely on you for a few days, you can call her... It's considered a profit, hehehe." The laughter over there was a bit cunning , "We won't give you any living expenses or anything. There is a price to pay for being independent~ Well, my sister is raising my younger sister, how nice~"
"..."
Chu Mobai was expressionless, "Don't you know, I have an inheritance."
The laughter over there stopped abruptly, and then he was a little frustrated, "It's not good to rely on your parents, you are already an adult, you have to make money for yourself BALALALA..."
"I see." Chu Mobai interrupted her decisively, "I will go out and find a part-time job."
"...If you can, Mobai." The voice over there hesitated for a while, becoming a little hesitant, as if thinking about something.
"what happened?"
The sad mood seems to have gone with the wind, family is the best cure, this is the unchanging truth.
"...If you go to the bank to get the inheritance, the bank will let you pick up a book... If possible, Mom really hopes you don't touch it..."
"A thing? A book?"
Chu Mobai was puzzled.
"...It should be regarded as a book. In short, try not to touch it. Of course, if you choose to touch it...this is also your own choice."
She seemed to sigh, with deep melancholy.
"Well, I see." Chu Mobai glanced at the dark night sky again, with a slight smile in his eyes not covered by slanted bangs, "I won't touch it...Mom."
"Well, I'm lying to you if you don't pay living expenses~ If you don't have living expenses, then come and ask for it. My mother never cares about pocket money~"
on the other end of the phone.
Xiaoluo's father looked at his wife's shadowy face with tears streaming down his face, "My wife, I didn't hide money..."
"The evidence is convincing and you still want to quibble?! The crime is aggravated! Go kneel on the washboard!!"
Xiao Luomu was holding an envelope, and the expression on her face was comparable to that of Shura.
Turning her head to the phone, she burst into smiles all over her face, "Don't worry, Mobai~ Xiaoluo will be fine living with you for a month, mom has money to pay your rent~"
"..." The corner of Chu Mobai's mouth twitched, "...you don't need to pay..." Father will tear her apart.
Hanging up the phone, Chu Mobai looked into the distance. In the distant sky, there seemed to be a few beautiful stars lit up.
Chu Mobai looked at the back of his hand, it was dripping with blood, but scabs had formed and hadn't cracked yet.
Sure enough, when I was on the phone with my family, it was the time when I felt the most peaceful.
Chu Mobai felt that with them, everything would be safe in the end, no matter how difficult the front was.
"The boat will go straight when it reaches the bridge..." She murmured, then turned around to take care of Xiaoluo.
Now that the mother's problem has been fooled away, everything will be solved easily.
It's just that Xiao Luo woke up how to explain it.
Chu Mobai could not help but sigh as he made up his own rhetoric in his heart.
Sure enough, it's a lie or something, and it's quite difficult to say it without changing your face.
Either choose the truth, or choose to hide.
Mobai thought for a while, and found the password in the safe. She knew the password, and it was said to be her birthday.
Her birthday is always remembered, never forgotten.
This is the only clear memory of those six years.
Chu Mobai knelt in front of the safe, holding a gun, with a dazed expression.
What happened in those six years...
Why didn't her parents want her anymore?Where is it now?Is it dead or alive?Why can't I hold a knife now?
And why...abandoned her?
Faintly, there seems to be some untouchable answer, about to unearth the terrifying truth.
Gritting her teeth, Chu Mobai told herself not to think about anything, and closed the door of the safe with trembling hands. Chu Mobai felt his forehead sweat, and thinking for only ten seconds seemed like a waste of time to her. For as long as a century.
"...Mobai..." A low groan came from the bed, thin and weak, as if he had lost all his strength, Chu Mobai clenched his fist, turned and rushed to the bedside, " Xiao Luo, are you okay?"
Xiaoluo opened her eyes, her big eyes reflected Chu Mobai's face, she seemed to want to say something, but when her eyes shifted to Chu Mobai's hand, her eyes suddenly became bigger, she stared at Chu Mobai's The right hand didn't say anything, just stared at him, those eyes were black and translucent on the pale face.
Chu Mobai immediately hid his hands, and laughed dryly, "Ah, Xiaoluo woke up, I'll make you whatever you want to eat..."
Xiao Luo looked at her, her dark eyes reflected her stiff smile, but in the end Xiao Luo didn't say anything, and closed her eyes again.A face is painfully pale.
For a moment, Chu Mobai felt sore in his heart.She thought that when Xiao Luo woke up, she would either ask her what happened, or complain that the wound was so painful, or...
But thinking about it, she didn't expect such a result.
Why, say nothing?
In this case, it will be very uncomfortable.
"...Xiaoluo...I'll make pumpkin soup for you." Chu Mobai smiled dryly, turned around to leave, forgive her for not being able to say another word, she was afraid that if she said one more word, tears would fall down uncontrollably.
The author has something to say:
This is a transitional period~ By the way, I edited the copywriting. Is it more comfortable to look at?
I am so happy to be led by a good engine oil~
Hmm, I don’t have a picture today~ But maybe there will be a second update~ Maybe~
Fix the typesetting of the following...
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