[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

After being silent for a while, Atobe looked at the crying woman and said, "If it's you...can you give her a chance?"

"why?"

Lu Jianxing didn't seem surprised by his words, but asked in an unwavering tone.

"Because," he said slowly, "I feel sorry for her."

"That's all?"

"Yes, but that's enough." He stared at Lu Jianxing, "I admit that you are a very clever writer, but I don't think your ability is based on being indifferent to everything The so-called creators, whether they admit it or not, are far more sensitive and sensitive to everything in this world than others, and these motivations come from love."

"Don't you think?" Atobe imitated her movements and leaned against the operating table, "Love, love, and the tenderness that gives you the inspiration you feel, they are the direction indicators that dominate the soul. You are willing to sit here and watch the ultimate reason for their election. — This is my own understanding after reading your book.”

"It's another fresh statement. It seems that Atobe-kun, you are still a high school student with some deep thoughts." Lu Jianxing replied with great interest, but his eyes were still focused on the screen, "I want to change my view of you Now, but one thing is one thing: even if you give me all the hype, I can't and can't do things that I can't do."

"Can't do it?" He asked as if chatting. "As far as I know, you are a rare person in the industry who can have that kind of influence. Didn't many of the previous adaptations also have the shadow of 'Obscurity'?"

"This kind of praise that belongs to hearsay is useful, but it is too overestimating me," she shook her head with a sigh, "I will give you an example. Don't look at it just now, we were welcomed in very politely. On matters of principle, only the head of the copyright holder can say the same thing. ——I think that this kind of thing, any current high school student will have a little idea about it, let alone Atobe-kun."

"It's not a problem to moderately, to satisfy them from their own perspectives and ideas, and what the object of worship they conceived might say." Bad things that you can't imagine will happen. I'm probably like that rare canary in a cage. It speaks out and is pleasing to the eyes and ears, but its purpose is only to watch and make money. Manipulate me It's not me, it's the cage that locked me in. Maintain a little dignity, that's all I can do right now."

"Come on, let's take a look at this person first." She pointed to a middle-aged man with a neat haircut. He is an important senior executive of O Club. The planning of "Fragrant Leaf" was basically developed by the team of his subordinate department.At the same time, he is also an agent of Ximen's family.You know, because the o club is one of the entertainment industries of the Ximen family. "

"There is also this person," she leaned closer, took a closer look, and then tapped the screen in area A, "I hate him, he is the producer with the highest investment in the entire "Firefly" series and Xiangye. Li is a guy, but he has been widely cast at present; you should know him, because he is a friend of Mr. Fujichi, and I have seen Sakura call him uncle. She doesn't like him either." She lay on the control panel On the stage, "The insatiable guy perfectly explained what it means that capital is profit-seeking."

"However, "Fragrant Leaf" is also responsible for the participation of liliys-dolls... Well, it's crazy, isn't it? For a group drama, among so many characters that are more reconfigured than their appearance, they found A bunch of popular young artists nowadays. I don’t know if there are any acting skills that match their fame, but their faces and popularity are definitely enough. It’s a win-win for everyone. Anyway, for me, it happens to be two jobs, each with a salary Not cheap, so I really have nothing to complain about."

"........."

"Since I was a child, I have always, always hoped that I could be known by everyone. It feels good to be seen by others. Because I have read a lot of books, I hope that everyone will read my books, even if it is just It doesn't matter for a while. I have written childish fairy tales, written nonsense storyboards of hot-blooded comics, and written historical stories that people can't understand at all. When I found out that it was unpopular, I changed it to dog blood love ...In short, whether it is an idol or a writer, it is all to cater to the audience. Because, when my words are printed on the page, and everyone's eyes glance at it, that feeling...just standing with me on the stage , the feeling of being watched is the same, which makes me very, very satisfied.”

"But no matter which industry, when you go deeper and deeper, what you dance with the strange world is the filth that can no longer be concealed inside."

"I've always been abused by the critics of many columns. Isn't it too arrogant to say obscurity? She thinks she's writing something, but she just pollutes the readers' eyes with that kind of absurd stuff, making their The heart has also become treacherous, so she is popular! What right does she have to make a lot of money while holding on to her own things and not letting others get a share? This kind of person is too selfish and selfish It's like a cancer in the industry... something like that."

She knocked on the table.

"But, do you know; Ji-bu-jun, all my works that have been adapted into other messy movies and TV shows are simply--not just those few works; I just suffered so much infamy Well, I feel really wronged, okay? Because..."

She turned her back to him, and said word by word: "Kumeiku is also me, Hanazaki Sugi is also me, and the authors of the previous game adaptation of "Ladder", Ichiro Taniwa, Ran Sugimoto, k, t-kun... About these people, even if you don’t have any contact with them, you still know about one or two of them.”

"I have been writing various stories since I was very young. In the past, if I was too obsessed with writing, I would occasionally take the protagonist as myself, and even ran away from home. So for every story I wrote , It can be said that they are very impressive. At that time, I just felt very happy to send the manuscript to the magazine, and felt that I had done a great thing....But, when I became famous, I also felt a little After a bit of thinking, I realized that I had so many pseudonyms in one breath, and most of them have developed very well."

"Some of them became famous with just one book, and some continued to write with the inspiration of the story. Let me just say, since I was a child, I have never put down my pen and rested for almost a day— ——How could just over 100 novelettes and short stories represent all of me. Thanks to so many ancient Chinese dictionaries, I came up with the cool and impressive pen name of "Yu Ming Yan Yi". The result Those people are completely useless, what a waste."

"Including Obscure Fate Words, there are thirteen in total," she continued, "Thirteen, I have always remembered this number firmly—although those messy things are fine, but for this kind of... I'm quite vengeful; even if it's rubbish I don't want, I don't want to give it to others."

"And yet they have completely become someone else's property."

"Even, some series have been released, which are very popular in those bookstores, and everyone likes them very much. ——So what can I do? Going on and on, in a court without testimony, I really don't know what to do. I know, when they will turn into bloody things again. Besides, it doesn’t matter if I don’t have me, who can see any traces? In the stories that are written down, the popular characters are still popular. Welcome, it has become a super popular work, and the world is also rising as usual... These things have nothing to do with me. I am really ashamed, I always feel that I am the victim, but I still have to pay for those who are getting out of shape The story is responsible, and my character is inexplicable enough, right?"

"So, when I found out about this, the only thing I could do was to become their protagonist. Well, this is the second question; asking why I want to be an idol-these words have been able to answer so far You?"

Lu Jianxing no longer paid attention to those castings, but turned around and stared at him seriously: "Many people will open my book out of curiosity, and ordinary book fans will start to claim that they are out of control after reading it; Readers who like me are willing to communicate with me sincerely, and those who hate me—there are so many, I can’t count them. They say that I am a cancer and useless. After becoming an idol, I have added various strange nicknames, Although I don't really care about it, it can be regarded as one of the experience of life. Until a few days ago, you said that I was a liar, always playing with others, but pretended that I didn't mean it."

"I can accept about [-]% of your words, but I can refuse the remaining [-]%. ——Then until now, I will give you another chance, Atobe-kun."

Lu Jianxing stood there, curled the corners of his mouth, and asked him with a very moving expression, "Tell me, what am I, in your eyes?"

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Atobe also stared at her, staring directly at this cunning girl idol who is good at grasping people's inner weaknesses. He wanted to use a soft hum to represent his attitude as usual - but found that his throat didn't want to make such a sound; Can't even bear to say anything that might disappoint the other person.

His thoughts were a little chaotic, at one moment he was very calm, and at another moment he was so nervous that he began to feel a little overwhelmed; so he subconsciously and confusedly looked around the room full of light screen equipment, knowing that he obviously did not understand, was so inexplicably A throbbing heartbeat -- one that overwhelms the real flow of emotions.

— But in the end, what is real?

Until he found out, or realized that he had been silent for a long time, like a child who had finished his homework but still didn't know how to take it out in front of others.

"...Don't you take it back?" Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Lu Jianxing lowered his brows in disappointment. The momentum just now was swept away by her pitiful movement of lowering her head, which made Atobe's heart feel like being stirred up Like a vast ocean, she felt that she was loved and irritated at the same time.So he shook his head, as if hesitating in his heart, but still murmured in a firm tone, "No,"

"I'm sorry, the previous statement was too absolute, I..."

——At this moment, those previous thoughts and viewpoints all became one-sided and ridiculous; even without his negation, they themselves wailed and fled and collapsed from the depths of consciousness spontaneously.

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So, he affirmed himself again, "I think, I need to apologize to you. Because... I think, you are a miracle."

"You are a miracle, there is no doubt about it."

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