[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

After introducing herself as the housekeeper of Atobe House, the other party bent slightly and politely invited her to go downstairs for dinner.

Hey, I don't feel hungry.

Lu Jianxing followed him down the stairs. When she reached the second floor, she carefully observed the handrails and found that the snake heads were actually made of pure gold.

Sakura's bamboo horse seems to be really rich...

"Master, Miss Lujian has come down."

The butler helped her down to the last flight of stairs, smiled at her uprightly, and then walked to the side of Keigo Atobe who was sitting in front of the big dining table in two steps, and then stopped moving.

——Wouldn't it mean that eating should be supervised?

Lu Jianxing was thinking that it is not easy to be a rich man, but when he was better off like himself, Atobu casually asked the housekeeper to retire.

...Fortunately, I didn't think much about it.But Atobe-kun, the theater performance in my heart also needs to save face.

"Sit down." Seeing her standing all the time, Atobe Keigo propped his chin and said to her without emotion.

"Oh." Lu Jianxing sat opposite him, through the long white tablecloth, exquisite high-end silver tableware and utensils for decoration, it looked like fresh flower branches just picked from the yard, she didn't quite see it. Clear each other's expressions.But it didn't matter at all. When Atobe started to cut the first piece of fried egg, she took a sip of hot fresh milk and started eating.

The two ate in silence for about half an hour, until Atobe saw that she had eaten, and tapped on the table lightly. The maids who appeared from nowhere tidied up the utensils in an orderly manner and restored the original table. Cleanliness and elegance.

... There is a sense of Hogwarts' déjà vu, so I should change my mind just now.

Lord God, I want to take back what I just said, please let me have money, thank you.

she thought lazily.

—— After a moment of relatively wordless silence, Lu Jianxing was still the one who spoke first.

"Hmm..." She took a sip of the non-bitter black tea, hesitated for a while, and said bluntly: "Anyway, thank you yesterday, Atobe-kun. You helped me, I owe you a favor."

"You owe me a favor?" Atobe Keigo looked down at the clean desktop, "Needless to say, you are so polite, we are all friends, and I can't leave you alone."

"Well, I still have to thank you." Lu Jianxing played with the white porcelain tea cover, "So if you want to ask anything, just ask directly. I will try my best to answer."

Of course she saw the dozens of missed calls from that idiot Losano; and the duration of that one call, and the way Atobe is now, could prove one thing—he probably knew.

But so what, the horse can stumble; this kind of thing, since it is in the circle, is inevitable.

Being known by Atobe alone is much better than being known by so many people last night.

Although Lu Jianxing is indeed very angry at the moment; but she has always been very good at adjusting and hiding her emotions.

"I just want to ask one thing." Keigo Atobe raised his head, his gaze seemed to be dimmed by the lights at the moment, "When you were talking about "The Hymn of Garden Insects", why didn't you speak up at that time?"

"What noise?"

Lu Jianxing tapped his teacup rhythmically with his index finger.

"You don't want to answer, so I'll ask you another way." Atobe looked at her, "At that time, you were running around every day just for those ridiculous orders. Every day—every day, from morning to night. Like dolls Being pointed at by the public, posed for photos and mocked, and then pretending to be honored to be selected, pretending to be happy... By the way, maybe you are quite happy, after all, it is your own work, right.”

"But isn't that uncomfortable?" He sneered slightly, "It makes you so happy when you debut; once you become famous, it's so pleasant to be treated as a plaything of the times by everyone? What do these things mean to you and them? You were already a very powerful and phenomenal writer at that time, why did you still do these thankless things? And why," he stood up and walked towards her slowly.Looking down at her condescendingly, "At that time, including now, you were still so indifferent, watching tall buildings collapse, watching teammates' mental breakdown, watching everything without saying a word, and even approaching yourself Gambling."

"I just want to know this one thing."

……

Lu Jianxing blinked, she couldn't count the number of people who came to ask her why she was an idol.

Of course, among those who asked the question, Keigo Atobe was the first to ask her a question in such a gesture and tone.

She suddenly felt very sad.

Yes.

Yes, that's logical.

Of course you don't know.

——No one knows why, she wants to do these things that are actually meaningless to herself.

What's even more tragic is that after doing these things, she discovered that everything was just—and could only be out of pure self-satisfaction in the end.

……

"I'm satisfying myself." So Lu Jianxing replied.

"I don't know about others, but mine." She shrugged nonchalantly, "Because being an idol is very glamorous, because being an idol can be liked by many people. Look, although I was very famous when I was a writer, right? But once they're stripped, they're like, 'Oh, look at that kid, does she even know what she's writing about?' They start to deny me, doubt me, and don't even believe in what they used to love Coming from such a naive and small mind, such a negation full of inexplicable jealousy will ruin everything, including all my hard work so far."

"However, things like age will have different wonderful effects on different occasions; for example, in the current popular dramas, the heroines are all artists under the age of 25, right? So here, my young , My beauty and everything I have will become the source of all praise. Since I can become that kind of thing, why don't I give it a try when I have the opportunity?"

"The reason is so simple." Lu Jianxing replied with a sigh.

"Oh, and about indifference." She added, "I have done a lot for ld, so I don't need to be labeled as such a big one, right? A writer is a job, but an idol is just a part-time job. Who have you ever met who would be desperate for a part-time job and devote himself wholeheartedly? Judging from the conclusion, I have done what I think is enough, so, this is enough."

She spread her hands, as if she thought she had given the other party enough explanation.

"...Are you serious when you say that?"

"Otherwise?" she shot back.

They stared at each other silently for a while.

In fact, to be honest, Shika Jianxing doesn't care at all about what Atobe, who knows these things, would think about such things.because--

How he thinks is his business, and he just needs to continue walking like this.

Yes, that's all it takes.

……

Atobe probably has reason to be angry, and Shikamihoshi understands this very well: everyone in ld doesn't say it, but they are very clear in their hearts: In addition to Mr. Akashi's contribution to "New Fairy Tale" back then, he also A lot of effort has been made—needless to say, it was all for Fuji Chi Sakuraori.Although her parents no longer hindered her decision to become an artist, they were also happy to see her so embarrassed that she couldn't persist and went back to find them, and they would not spend too much time on those things at all.Including the script arrangement and personnel deployment later on... Akashi Seijuro is a good person, and he has a close relationship with Suzuhara Kaoru, but he has always been so busy that he has no time to pay much attention to these small things.

With Kaoru Suzuhara's appearance, it is impossible to ask him anything.

On the contrary, Atobe, who is the same age as them and has a similar relationship, is much different.

...So, many things, even recalling the resolution of the female second incident that caused Sakurai to be entangled by fans in "Luobianmei", there is a hidden help from Atobe; although he will never say it .

The reason why the group members have a high degree of affection for him is because of these trivial matters.

But Fuji Chisakori probably knew nothing about it.

Lu Jianxing thinks this is also a very interesting end of many chains.

Seeing that Jingwu of the Ministry of Economic Affairs has been silent, she assumed that he had accepted this fact.After the maid served the morning fruit snack, she ate honey milk grapes with relish. ——It is a little bit to be able to eat a little out of the manager's eyelids. The good times are all to be cherished.

Atobe stared at her for a while, then suddenly said, "No, Kamihoshi, you were lying just now."

Lu Jianxing looked up at him, "Do I need to lie at this time? Or, do I need to lie to you?"

"You're a liar, stop denying it."

He snorted noncommittally, "For you now, even for me now, there are so many people who have been evading with lies like this, is that what you are after?"

fraud?lie?

Lu Jianxing swallowed the grapes in her mouth; since she became a well-known figure, she has heard countless praises and praises-of course, there are also many curses that wish she could die immediately.They can be called all kinds, fancy, some are flattering, and some are hard to hear like Satan's words.But among so many personal evaluations of her, Lu Jianxing has never been called a "liar" by anyone.

This is a bit new.

"Liar?" She asked suspiciously, "Why do you say I'm a liar?"

"The reason is very simple, because you haven't told the truth from the beginning to the end, from the time I met you until just now." He paused, "I thought you lied because you felt insecure, and what you said was for those things , In fact, it’s the opposite, right? ——Looking at them who know nothing about the real you, chasing and worrying about the things you can reach but dismiss, but I snickered, snickered, and felt that this This kind of anonymity like playing prey is so interesting. It is obviously just observing maliciously from such a high-level perspective; but you, you think it is special and it is fun--right? Because being an idol can make you gain something The same fun, or whether it is idols or others, it has been like this since "Monogatari". I figured it out just now. You just think that the people around you are ridiculous guys. They are just you It’s just a toy, you can tease it when you’re interested, and you can throw it away at any time if you’re not interested, you’re right, huh? But you still return it to me…” He took a deep breath, “Return it to me Saying that kind of reason is a lie!"

He was so angry that he couldn't help standing up, as if he had burst out of the silent emotions just now, and stared at Lu Jianxing fiercely, "Am I interesting in your eyes? Am I stupid? My actions make me You think it's ridiculous?! Don't you? Great writer?! In your eyes, in the books you wrote, have I always been treated as a joke by you, this genius?"

……

There was no reason for his outburst, and soon he sank silently like burnt ashes.

……

"sorry."

He bent down, picked up the book that was thrown out just now, and held in his hand, "I just... can't accept it for a while, and when I think of the relationship between you and Obscure Life, I... I'm sorry. "

As if he didn't want to pay attention to this topic anymore, he slightly narrowed his smoky eyes and turned around, "I'll take you back. You should be glad that you didn't have any activities yesterday, otherwise it will be very difficult to deal with now."

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