[Comprehensive] Idol reboot

There are many things I want to say to her.

With complicated thoughts, after hearing that sentence that I have said silently in my heart many times, I can no longer control my words and deeds well.

I never even thought that one day I would try to chase a fact that might not exist at all because of a momentary hothead and speculation without reason.

……

When he realized this, he stopped in vain.

Yes.

Even if that was the truth, what could he express to her?

His swollen brain seemed to be blown by cold wind, and he recalled the last conversation he had with the girl when he was alone.

——The fireworks are beautiful.This fleeting beauty is like the moonlight...

- That's it.

Her non-painful answer made Yukimura Seiichi feel harmless at the time; she even tried to use the perspective of the protagonist Oli in the sequel of "Eternal Life" to understand the matter of "love" with an academic research mentality.

It was just a casual mention of the dying character, but now it seems that this insignificant self-narration, in her eyes, is it like a circus farce?

At this moment, the sense of desperation and despair that had been hidden in the consciousness seemed to be revived in the reflection of the blooming cornflowers in her arms.

……

The difference between reality and the Internet, I'm afraid it starts here.

In "The Temple of the Golden Pavilion", the stuttering hero once said something like this after seeing the beauty of the Temple of the Golden Pavilion:

——It seems that once the things that dreams breed are corrected by reality, they will stimulate dreams instead.

And I no longer pursue the vision of the Golden Temple among the landscapes and things I watch.It gradually becomes a deep, solid, realistic presence. ... everything was clearly in front of my eyes, as if I could reach out.

He wrote in a letter to his father:

"You said that the most beautiful thing in the world is the Golden Temple. I think this is true."

.........

Yukimura stopped in his tracks, even though the black car was close at hand, he decided not to be so futile and passive, to be the same frog in the well as everyone else.

If the mountain does not come, I will go to the mountain.

Thinking of this, he no longer hesitated, but turned and left—just like before, without the slightest hesitation.

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"This is a gift I bought for you~"

Shikami Hoshi didn’t know anything about other people’s inner turning point, she was showing Akashi Seijuro beside her the booty she bought from shopping with Atobe in the afternoon, “—how, my return gift is also very good, right? Compared with The gemstone pendant to be brought to the banquet does not look easy to maintain; it is more practical to take off at any time and have a fragrance."

Without waiting for Akashi to express her opinion, she took off the incense pendant from her neck, and said righteously, "I'm trying to help Nissan, and if the rubbed skin is uncomfortable, you can change it; so first Wear it for a while..." She put it into the other party's hand together with the rope, "Put it away first, and try again when you go back."

"Hmm..." Akashi put the incense card under his nose and sniffed lightly, "Shen Tan?"

He unfolded the thing cooperatively, and hung it around his neck, "Not bad," he patted Lu Jianxing's head, "Thank you."

"You're welcome!" Lu Jianxing waved his hands, then frowned slightly, "That's not right, I remember that the main tune is dragon brain, why does it have the smell of heavy sandalwood?" She leaned closer and smelled it, " Um, why can't I smell it at all... Could it be that I have a cold? No, a new album is about to be recorded, and a cold is not good. I'll try, cough cough cough... Hey, I don't feel that there is a problem with my throat? Strange... ..."

Seeing her tangled expression, Akashi helped her think for a while as if in deep thought, "That's very inappropriate, let me help you think about it..."

"Ah." He seemed to have thought of something, and said seriously: "Maybe you have eaten too much ice cream, so this will temporarily lose your sense of taste?"

"Is there still such a saying? I haven't eaten a few."

Lu Jianxing replied unpreparedly: "I only drank a few cups of coffee today, and ate a matcha cone and a cherry blossom cone—very small! Two popcorns, a small piece of cake...the cake seems to be a bit caloric. Gao; well, I can't control myself, I'm going to exercise again at night... No, wait?"

She raised her eyebrows in surprise, "This has nothing to do with a cold, does it?"

"That's right." Akashi Seijuro rubbed her head again, "You know that too."

"Heh..." Lu Jianxing cut off angrily, "Trick me again, don't always be like this."

Akashi's eyes were full of smiles, and he really thought about it after joking with her, and he knew the reason after a while.He held Lu Jianxing's wrist, pulled her sleeve up slightly, and a string of brown Buddhist beads appeared beside the girl's fair wrist, "I think it's probably the smell, you won't be able to smell it if you wear it often .”

"Well, that makes sense."

Lu Jianxing put his hand in front of him and shook it, "Does it look good? A friend gave it to me."

"What friend?" He was not interested in the string of simple beads, but moved his seat back so that she could continue to introduce the things he bought from the shopping bag while talking; friend of mine?"

……here we go again.

Lu Jianxing told himself to hold his breath, and not to be taken over easily by the other party, "Uh, it's barely, maybe it counts..."

Looking at the knowing expression on the other side, she really wanted to pass this sensitive question.

Since last month, Akashi would look nostalgic for his time on campus from time to time, and occasionally tell her about his life from middle school to university and studying abroad. ——At the beginning, thanks to his interesting story content and good eloquence, Lu Jianxing listened with great interest every time, and even learned a lot about the seemingly calm senior who claimed to be the top ten in the entertainment industry. Friends, and the past of an editor who speaks and does things very well.

He talked a lot, and it was very convenient for Lu Jianxing to sit in the right place; Notify criticism", "Kise often needs tutoring, high school once almost failed to participate in the competition because he failed the exam, but lied that he had a modeling job to do", "Kuroko suddenly disappeared when he was awarded a certificate at the graduation ceremony, He seldom mentioned his name when he told the stories about the teachers and students who were present at that time, and most of them replaced it with a certain classmate; but Lu Jianxing could also find out who he was talking about from certain characteristics, and then Laugh out loud.

But as time went by, she slowly discovered the sinister use of what he told her.

……

Deer sees stars, she just doesn't like going to school.

"I just don't want to go to school."

Lu Jianxing covered the persuasion that the other party was about to speak, and seeing Akashi Seijuro's look of "brother didn't want to say this", he couldn't help holding his breath: "I told you that I'm going to study and die, anyway, I'm not allowed to say that." This is the topic. You nod and I’ll let you go, ok?——If you have time to talk about this, why not think about the most troublesome problem in the world.”

Seeing Akashi nodded calmly, she let go.

"The most disturbing thing for humans... is there such a thing?"

Akashi, who was let go of her hand, tilted his head innocently, "Could it be the Riemann hypothesis?"

"No," Lu Jianxing spread his hands, "it's what we're going to eat later in the evening."

.........

The author has something to say: I'm really tired recently, and I'm still stuck==I originally wanted to finish the chapter on the period of love in one go today, but I almost went to bed directly... It seems that there are two or three chapters left , let’s eat some appetizers _(:з)∠)_ and then the period of love is coming to an end, there will be a huge turning point, maybe Lumei can start dating (of course, it will be divided), there is a psychological point in advance prepare~

[If the mountain doesn't come, I'll be there, and I'll go to the mountain. 】

The original words are: If the mountain won't come to Muhammad, then Muhammad must go to the mountain.

This sentence was first said by Bacon to study the words of the prophet Muhammad, and it was also said to be related to Alexander the Great. In short, there are many translated versions, and one that fits the context was selected.

And in Yukimura's heart, the deer girl partly fits the image of the Kinkakuji Temple in the heart of the stuttering monk... sue! 】