Don't act like a baby [Transmigration Book]

Song Chen felt that since he had transmigrated into this world, he shouldn't live his previous life and become a mediocre person like before.He was immediately full of energy, and after eating, he was ready to go to the study to write [-] words.

Who knew that just as he was about to go upstairs, Zhao Xinzhi stopped him and said, "Go for a walk, I have something to tell you."

At this time, Zhao's family members were all present, and when he spoke at this time, he looked frank and bright, but Song Chen couldn't find a reason to refuse, so he nodded and said, "Okay, let's take a walk to refresh ourselves."

He glanced at Zhao Jindong and the others, and then came out of the house with Zhao Xinzhi.

It's not completely dark outside yet, but the street lights are already on, and the road that was swept in the morning has now fallen a layer of golden leaves, which rustle when stepped on.

"Is it cold?" Zhao Xinzhi asked.

Song Chen said, "It's not cold."

Zhao Xinzhi stuck his hands in his pockets and said, "I thought you would say it was cold, so I planned to take off my coat for you."

Song Chen suddenly remembered that he had written such a plot.

Probably the former Song Chen would take this opportunity to be ambiguous, would say it was cold, and then put on Zhao Xinzhi's clothes.

He said: "When you say that, it reminds me of many things I have done before. I was not sensible before. Thanks to the eldest brother who doesn't care about me. There are second, third and fourth brothers."

Hearing this, Zhao Xinzhi turned his head and glanced at him, took out a cigarette from his pocket, smoked one, and there was some wind outside, so he stopped, blocked the wind with one hand, and lit the cigarette in his hand.

Song Chen said, "Give me one."

Zhao Xinzhi froze for a moment, then gave him one, Song Chen held it in his mouth, and Zhao Xinzhi blocked the wind with his hands, and helped him light the cigarette in his mouth.

The light of the fire reflected Song Chen's delicate face, with long eyebrows drawn into his temples, which looked extraordinarily gorgeous.

Song Chen took a breath, sucked it very shallowly, and then spat it out lightly.

Song Chen is a smoker, not an old smoker, but occasionally smokes, he can smoke and drink, Zhao Xinzhi smokes, he still learned from him.

"I still remember the first cigarette I smoked, you lit it for me." Zhao Xinzhi said.

Song Chen said: "That's because I led you into trouble. Smoking doesn't do any good. I'm about to quit."

"You quit, but I smoked a lot," Zhao Xinzhi said, "Smoking a cigarette when you are upset will make you feel better."

Why you are upset is naturally because of him.

Song Chen didn't answer, and said, "Brother, do you have something to talk to me about?"

Zhao Xinzhi gave an "um" and said, "I owe you an apology. What happened last time was my fault."

Song Chen pretended to be confused: "I forgot everything."

"On the night of watching the drama, I shouldn't have kissed you forcefully," Zhao Xinzhi said, "I'm also in a daze, and I shouldn't have done such a thing. You know what kind of person I am."

Song Chen said: "Since my eldest brother talked to me openly, I will talk about it. I was spoiled by everyone since I was a child, a little lawless, and I didn't know how to do things. But I know that my elder brother loves me. I used to see me and Zhao Jindong The relationship is so bad, I can't bear the hardships in this marriage, not only my eldest brother thinks so, but also my parents, third brother and fourth brother think so, I know it all. But recently my relationship with him has eased a lot, I In the future, try to be more sensible, and don't ask you to worry about me anymore."

Zhao Xinzhi stared at him blankly and didn't speak for a long time.Song Chen felt a little embarrassed, so he simply made it clear at once: "By the way, elder brother must not mind about the matter between third brother and Yang Hui. That girl Yang Hui is just like that. Eldest brother deserves better. Not only are parents around Worrying about your marriage, if I meet someone who I think is suitable for big brother, I will also help you match up..."

"Don't talk about it anymore." Zhao Xinzhi said, "I don't want anyone."

A gust of wind blew over, and the fallen leaves fluttered on the ground. Zhao Xinzhi squeezed the cigarette in his hand and said, "I only have you in my heart. It used to be, it is now, and it will be in the future."

I Cao, this is a complete challenge.

Song Chen's heart beat a little fast, and he was very nervous: "You said you were sorry to me just now, why are you saying this again now. Brother, don't say these things anymore, otherwise we won't even be able to be brothers."

He was afraid that if Zhao Xinzhi had an attack and he couldn't bear it, he turned around and left. Zhao Xinzhi grabbed him and said, "Listen to me."

Song Chen struggled a bit, but did not break free. Zhao Xinzhi was the tallest among the four brothers, with great strength.Song Chen frowned, and looked back at him pretending to be strong, his eyebrows and eyes were quite sharp.Zhao Xinzhi had always loved him and was afraid of him, and it probably became a habit, so he let go of him after seeing him like this.Song Chen didn't leave this time, just threw away the cigarette in his hand, crushed it with the sole of his shoe, and said, "I know what you want to say, and if you want to live under the same roof in the future, it's better not to say it. I was wrong before, I didn’t make it clear to you. I should know who you are when my elder brother said, but what kind of person I am, Song Chen, my elder brother must know better. Don’t say that Zhao Jindong and I have a good relationship now, even if We are divorced, it is impossible for me to be with you, you will be my big brother all your life, nothing else, you can choose to be my big brother or a stranger."

"Why are you so cruel?" Zhao Xinzhi finally couldn't hold back anymore, suppressed his voice, his face flushed, "you didn't tell me that before. You said that your second child is just acting, you just want to torture him, say you Sooner or later, I will divorce him."

Boss Zhao, Boss Zhao, you have been lied to by Song Chen.

As far as the four sons of the Zhao family are concerned, Zhao Xinzhi is the most honest and honest, so he is also the one who has the deepest affection.For a character like Song Chen, it's too easy to hang on to him.

"People change," Song Chen said, "I've changed, I'm not the Song Chen I used to be. Even if you said all this, I've said it all, but after the divorce, I've said it, after the divorce With you, have I made any promises to you?"

That's not true, Song Chen is very good at controlling that speed, he never makes any promises.

Zhao Xinzhi's lips moved, his face was very ugly, as if he was about to cry.He looked at Song Chen and said, "Are you playing with me?!"

Song Chen turned around and said, "It's wrong for us to do this, we are all too selfish, we shouldn't hurt Zhao Jindong like this. Think about it, if my marriage partner is you, but I am so unclear about you and Zhao Jindong behind my back, How do you feel in your heart. I didn't think about it before, but now I suddenly thought of it. Fortunately, we didn't make a bigger mistake, and we can turn back. I turn back, and my brother can turn back. What do you want, I will be around No, but I still want to make it clear to you that as long as Zhao Jindong and I are still married, I will never do anything to offend him. Not only in actions, but also in my heart. People should change when they know their mistakes ?”

Seeing that he was about to leave, Zhao Xinzhi grabbed him, stretched out his hand and pushed his face, forcing Song Chen to turn his head to look at him. He looked into Song Chen's eyes, blushed and said, "Why did you become like this? I know you. Do you know how hard it hurts me to see the hickey on your neck. You didn't promise me anything, but you gave me a hope, and you know how long it took me to convince Myself, even if you and your second child are married, am I still waiting for you? Am I that kind of shameless and despicable person? Am I that kind of animal without ethics? You...you are a white-eyed wolf, I If you feed it with your heart, you won't be able to feed it well."

Zhao Xinzhi's eyes glistened with tears, and his face was flushed.Song Chen suddenly felt a little dazed. When he was writing, he pursued blood, but he never thought about the entanglement and torment of the people in it.

How many purely bad people and how many purely good people are there in this world? People's hearts are mixed with black and white. Even Zhao Xinzhi, who is as upright as Zhao Xinzhi, still has such dark paranoia. Song Chen.

Maybe it shouldn't be made clear, it should be just like this to fade and blur over time, to give each other a sense of dignity, and it won't be so intense and painful.

"From the first day you were brought into this house by your father, I gave you my favorite things to eat and my favorite toys to play with. My younger brothers were ignorant and rejected you. I was the one who protected you. I loved you when I was a child." , I love you when I grow up. I have never understood why you chose the second child. I don’t understand, but I dare not ask.” Zhao Xinzhi looked at him with tears in his eyes: “I may not be as good as you. He's smart and good-looking, but I'm doing my best. I'm tired now."

Song Chen was infected by him, his eyes were a little sore, Zhao Xinzhi looked at him and lowered his head to kiss him, Song Chen then turned his head away, but Zhao Xinzhi forced him to turn around, holding his face in his hands, Song Chen said: "I will kiss him from the beginning. In the end, the only one I like is Zhao Jindong, and I have liked him since junior high school."

He looked at Zhao Xinzhi and said, "I just dare not admit it, I just hate, hate that he doesn't like me."

He seems to have entered Song Chen's spiritual world, his eyes are moist, hateful people must have pitiful things, poor people must have hateful things, Song Chen and Zhao Xinzhi are probably such people.

"If I had a choice, I would also like to marry the person I love and the person who loves me, but I don't like the person who loves me, and the person I like doesn't love me."

This is a tragedy that belongs to Song Chen. He was given a life of group favor, beauty and wealth, but he was not given love.His character is there, destined not to choose the person who loves him, but to choose the person he loves, and then torture each other.

God, how could he, the author, be so perverted at the time!It's true that I can't get it and I won't let the people I wrote get it.

"I don't believe it," said Zhao Xinzhi, "he treated you so badly."

He said so, but let go of Song Chen.

Song Chen said: "Yes, he is the person who treats me the worst in this family."

Zhao Xinzhi couldn't accept this matter. It wasn't that Song Chen suddenly eased up with Zhao Jindong, but that he was the only one he liked from the beginning to the end.

Song Chen pursed his lips and lowered his head.

I don't know if this is Song Chen's fate, and whether it will extend to him.

He walked forward, and when he walked out of the woods, he saw Zhao Jindong standing behind a big tree with his hands in his trouser pockets.

Song Chen was stunned for a moment, looked back at Zhao Xinzhi in the distance, and said, "Are you eavesdropping?"

"Your voices are so loud, there is no need to eavesdrop." Zhao Jindong said.

Song Chen was a little embarrassed, and continued to walk forward, but Zhao Jindong held him back and asked, "Are you the only one you like from the beginning to the end?"

Song Chen licked his lips: "Do you believe what I say?"

"You are a little liar. Since you were young, your words are true and false," Zhao Jindong said, "but there is one thing that I am sure of."

"what?"

"Nothing really happened between you and the eldest brother."

His eyes were bright, probably from genuine joy.

Zhao Jindong cared about this, and his upbringing made him especially unacceptable to insults from his brothers.Most of his dislike for Song Chen stems from speculation about the unbearable relationship between Song Chen and the other three Zhao brothers.The cause and effect planted for many years cannot be completely eliminated by Song Chen saying "I have nothing with them", so he will tell Song Chen "no matter what happened before".

Regardless of what happened before, if Song Chen changed his mind, he would be willing to accept him like this, but if he could be sure that Song Chen was indeed innocent, he would be even happier.

What a shame, obviously I have nothing, but I have to go through such a torment, torturing myself and torturing him.

Song Chen didn't know what was wrong, but suddenly felt a sore nose. Standing in the night, his eyes were moist.

That feeling is very subtle, like Song Chen's upper body.

If the original Song Chen was still there, he would probably have a sore nose at this point.He is such a distorted and contradictory person, and he has been deliberately disgusting Zhao Jindong all the time, but if he can get to this point and hear Zhao Jindong say, "Nothing really happened between you and the eldest brother", his feelings, probably It's complicated, but there must be some sourness...

Whether it is light or heavy, each of the three is hateful and pitiful in its own way.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Jindong asked.

Song Chen said slowly: "I told you, and I was just pretending, why don't you believe me."

Song Chen also asked him this question last time, and he remembered that he replied, don't blame others for not believing you, but think about what you have done to make everyone not believe you.

But this time, Zhao Jindong said: "I hope that one day, I will believe everything you say."

Whatever he says, he believes.

It would be great if there is such a day, it is the best form of love.