Don't act like a baby [Transmigration Book]

The medicine he used was good, the doctor he found was good, and the care was thoughtful. In short, it was a waste of human and financial resources. Song Chen recovered quickly. After the Spring Festival, he acted as usual.

After his health recovered, he began to write.

As a conscientious author, it is shameful to dig a hole and not fill it. He is an author with guaranteed quality. After so long, a bunch of little angels are asking for a new article.

He has almost finished writing the article "After the Lover Gets Old", and there is only the final finishing touch left.But now he is a little hesitant.

This article was originally set to be a tragedy, but he has gone through so many things, and he always feels sad when writing tragedies, and he can't bear to start.

But he felt that such a cycle of life after life, for both Yu Nuo and Luo Wensheng, was a process of licking honey with the tip of a knife.This is Yu Nuo's obsession, but for Luo Wensheng, isn't it fair?

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After Luo Wensheng died in his arms, after finishing Luo Wensheng's funeral, he sat alone on the balcony basking in the sun, listening to "Breeze and Drizzle", like a living dead.

Yu Nuo felt that she was too tired and could hardly fall in love anymore.Every time I die with Luo Wensheng, and then spend decades of time to accumulate energy, and then I can stand in front of Luo Wensheng again.

Life is long, counting it, in fact, the time of pain is more than that of happiness.

Is it really worth it?Yu Nuo slumped on the chair, looking at the sunset glow all over the sky.

Yu Nuo wants to end this cycle, there are so many men in this world, and he is not ugly, so it is very easy to find another one.

It's a new era. When he and Luo Wensheng were together, same-sex marriage was still not legal. After several decades, same-sex marriage has become as common as heterosexual marriage.

He uploaded his information in a marriage agency. After uploading, he lay on the table for a long time and needed to do self-work constantly. He was not betraying him, he just wanted to free both of them.

Within two days, the people from the marriage agency contacted him, saying that they had already found several blind dates for him, and if he wanted to, he could arrange a blind date on Wednesday.

Yu Nuo agreed and went to the mall to buy clothes.

He hasn't dressed up properly for many years, and his life is a bit decadent. He went to the mall to buy new clothes, and had a hairstyle done. Looking in the mirror, he was still young.

When Luo Wensheng had turned into bones, he was still youthful.

Wearing new clothes, Yu Nuo stood in front of the full-length mirror, buttoned the top button of the neckline, and went to the appointed place.

He sweated a lot along the way. He didn't take a taxi and chose to walk there.

It seems that if you slow down, you will give yourself more opportunities to repent.

In fact, he was really repenting. He walked for a while and stopped for a while. He was very entangled. When he reached a crossroad, he saw a pair of young boys, probably in their twenties, walking away from him with their shoulders crossed. However, like a friend, but also like a lover, the tall boy was very similar to 17-year-old Luo Wensheng in height and build.

He was about to be entangled to death. He stopped and walked, and the agreed place was right in front of him. The other party called and asked, "Have you arrived yet?"

"Coming."

"I'm wearing a black jacket. There's no one in the store here. You can see me as soon as you come in." The other party's voice was gentle.

"it is good."

Yu Nuo was standing at the corner, he only needed to walk a few more steps, and when he turned the corner, he would be able to see the man he was going on a blind date through the glass window.

This is the first step in his life, and he may have a new relationship from now on, so he doesn't have to go back to Luo Wensheng again and again.He knows people's hearts. As long as one person is willing to open their hearts, no one will never fall in love with the second person. He may meet a man who is more handsome than Luo Wensheng, has a better temper, and can fuck him better. Maybe he will I love this man more than I love Luo Wensheng.

Luo Wensheng has since become a thing of the past.

Yu Nuo's heart was beating violently, she couldn't tell what it was like, it seemed like she was cheating.

Obviously Luo Wensheng is dead, he tried to accept a new relationship, but it felt like cheating, how ridiculous.

He smoked two cigarettes at the corner of the street, and called the other party: "I'm sorry, I suddenly have something to do, so I can't go."

The other party had a good temper, but he didn't get angry, and said, "That's a pity, I read your profile, and I quite like you."

Yu Nuo hung up the phone and started to walk back, as if he took a step forward, seeing the face of his blind date, he betrayed Luo Wensheng a little more.

How ridiculous he is, why so ridiculous, Yu Nuo cried while walking, and then ran quickly, he is a psychopath who flies to the flame, in modern society, there is no second person like him.

It was as if he went back to the year when he was 16 years old, running fast to meet Luo Wensheng who came by bicycle.

Just give him and Luo Wensheng another chance. If he persists alone, maybe ten years, 20 years, or 100 years, this difficulty will be overcome in medicine. Maybe he can no longer live forever, and grow old together with Luo Wensheng. die.

As long as you don't give up, there is always hope.

If he gave up and his problem was solved not long after, wouldn't that be equivalent to giving up his love with Luo Wensheng.Luo Wensheng could have found a normal person to be with. He had devoted his whole life to himself and suffered so much.A normal person can only have love for so many decades. He has already had it, so he should be content.

Yu Nuo thought wildly, as if he suddenly had the courage to live alone for decades.

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Song Chen felt that writing this point, he had reached a knot in his writing that he couldn't untie.

He felt that he had no right to make decisions for Yu Nuo.

He wrote very uncomfortable, but also very carefree. After writing a chapter, he lay down on the table and took a long time to relax.

He had to go out to get some air, and his chest was tight.

Although the Spring Festival has passed, the weather is still a bit cold. Meng Shi came over a few days ago and said that the plum blossoms in Menggu Village are already full of flower buds, and they will bloom when it gets a little warmer in the past few days. I asked him to do another promotional shoot. piece.

It's too beautiful to say, it's a pity not to take a set.

Song Chen planned to take Mrs. Zhao and the others with him.

Seeing him coming downstairs, Wang Ma asked, "Are you hungry? Dinner will be served later."

"I'm going out for a walk." Song Chen said.

"Even though it's spring, it's still very cold outside. I heard that it will rain in the afternoon," Mrs. Chen said, "Put on an extra coat."

Mrs. Zhao, who was exercising on foot in the hall, gave him her loose gray knitted coat: "Put it on."

Song Chen put it on his shoulders and went out. The sky outside was really cloudy and there was still a cold wind, but many flowers, plants and trees in the manor had already begun to sprout. Song Chen walked around the manor and decided on "Lover" After getting old" ending.

After returning from a walk, Mrs. Zhao asked him just as he was eating lunch, "Have you finished writing? Is it coming to an end?"

Song Chen nodded: "I will write the finale this afternoon."

"Okay, we'll all wait and see."

"I'm ready to cry." Mrs. Chen said.

"The ending won't be cruel." Song Chen said.

Mrs. Chen said: "It's not a happy reunion, it's all abuse to me. I can't bear to read these abuse articles now. I remember when I was in middle school, I loved to watch you die. Now I may be older and a little bit abused. One point, and I won’t be able to recover for a few days.”

Song Chen said: "When this article is finished, I will write a little sweet article."

"I think your writing is pretty good," Mrs. Zhao said, "I told Lao Zhao yesterday that although your article is simple, it is quite suitable for making a movie. I started to brainstorm about the entertainment industry." Who can act in the movie. I don’t want to bother you anymore, you can go up and write. It’s not easy to write the ending.”

Song Chen felt a little ashamed, abused the author's conscience, and didn't know how Mrs. Zhao and other readers would evaluate him after he wrote the ending.

He went upstairs and continued to write.

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Yu Nuo lived alone for another 20 years. After 20 years, technology and medicine are still developing rapidly, but the problem he wants to solve has never been solved.

Instead, he fell ill himself and nearly died.

People who don't grow old also die.

Because he won't grow old, he basically has to change jobs in a few years, and change cities in more than ten years. It's not because he's afraid of being discovered by others, but because he doesn't want to be treated as a different kind.Friends from the past are no longer in touch. After a long time, I don't even bother to manage friendship anymore.He has experienced too many life and death partings.

He goes to register alone, goes to infusion by himself, modern technology is advanced, and he hasn’t been to the hospital for several years. Many procedures are different from before. He has a young body, but an old soul, and suddenly feels that he is derailed from society. Yes, it was very difficult.

After returning from the hospital, he slept at home for a day. He was lying on the bed alone. The room was pitch-black, with only a little light outside the window. At that moment, he suddenly wanted someone to accompany him. It didn’t matter whether he loved it or not. With him, you don't have to be afraid of being sick, and you don't have to worry about dying and no one will know.

But find another one, if the other party is just for fun, if he is sick, how can he take care of him sincerely, but if the other party really loves him, wouldn't it be another Luo Wensheng.

He really shouldn't have lived so long, he should have died before time travel was discovered.

After the appearance of time travel, he was reluctant to die. On the one hand, he could travel back in time and relive the days with Luo Wensheng, and on the other hand, he began to have more expectations for technology and medical treatment. He hoped that one day, he could be with Luo Wensheng. Be together for a long time.

Maybe he won't be able to wait for this day until he dies, so what's the point of these repeated lives and persistence for hundreds of years? For him, whether it's sweet or bitter, it's his own choice, and it doesn't matter who he blames , but for Luo Wensheng.

If it wasn't for him, Luo Wensheng might have met an ordinary person and lived a happy and ordinary life.

Thinking about it this way, he actually harmed Luo Wensheng.

If Luo Wensheng hadn't met him, he might have been happier. He had been with him for decades, about half of the time. Luo Wensheng couldn't be called happy. The pain of coming out in middle age was especially tormented when he was old, both physically and psychologically. Tortured, he died without even a son and a half daughter.

After Yu Nuo recovered from his illness, he went to Luo Wensheng's cemetery, sat in front of his tomb for a day, and went to the Time and Space Travel Bureau the next day. The approval came soon, and the staff told him again that he must abide by the The rules, such as not disturbing the past, must follow the original track...

"Otherwise, it will interfere with the past and also affect you in the present era, and the price will be immeasurable. Seriously, you may disappear now, and your memory will also disappear."

It was different from the previous few times. The previous few times, Yu Nuo was very calm. Even the staff said that he had never seen such a calm person. But this time, like other people who were going to cross, he had an abnormal expression and was restless. .

He lay down in a closed cabin, and saw the busy staff outside through the glass. The countdown sounded, and he took a few breaths. The staff saw that he was a little strange, and asked him: "Sir, do you want to stop?"

Yu Nuo shook his head and closed his eyes.

Three, two, one.

In the intense discomfort and pain, the soul and the body separated again. After the long darkness passed, he heard a strange voice saying: "Young man, why are you so dazed, your bun."

At the age of 16, he was standing in front of a bun shop. The owner of the bun shop looked at him wonderingly and asked him, "Are you okay?"

Yu Nuo shook his head, and took the hot bun from the boss's hand. In the cold winter, the white bun was steaming white.He took a bite and started running back towards the school.

In less than a minute, he will reunite with 1-year-old Luo Wensheng.

He ran through one familiar street after another, a flock of pigeons flying above a building, surrounded by two or three students who were also eager to run to school, all these were the most familiar sights to him.

This is it, this intersection.

He was so excited that tears were about to come out. This is where he only needs to leap forward vigorously, and he will meet Luo Wensheng.

Luo Wensheng would stretch out his hand and ask him, "Student, are you alright?"

His eyes are bright and his voice is crisp.

It seems that a long life has floated in my mind, the life they shared together, the semen ejaculated, the saliva exchanged, the tears shed, the blood dripped, and when Luo Wensheng died in his arms, the most painful and helpless convulsions and choking.

Luo Wensheng, Luo Wensheng.

Yu Nuo pursed his lips tightly, and took a step forward when the tinkling car bell rang, and he saw 17-year-old Luo Wensheng flying past him on his bicycle.

What is the meaning? It seems that the past hundreds of years suddenly have no meaning. He doesn't know what he is doing.

Yu Nuo's face was contorted, and he lowered his head to cry, while the 17-year-old Luo Wensheng even looked back at him.

Probably thinking, what's wrong with this student, why is he crying so sad.

Everything changed. From then on, Luo Wensheng didn't know Yu Nuo, they didn't know each other, and they didn't love each other. In this world, there was no Yu Nuo who traveled back for Luo Wensheng.Memories disappear, nothing is anymore.

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The bell for the end of No. [-] Middle School rang, and groups of students began to walk towards the gate.Spring is here, cherry blossoms are in full bloom on the road outside the school, Yu Nuo is walking home with her schoolbag on her back, when suddenly there is a clear and crisp sound of car bells behind her, jingling, jingling.

He stood on the side of the road, and Luo Wensheng rode a bicycle and passed by him.

When they brushed each other away, there was wind on their body, and the fine falling flowers fluttered in the air, brushing the 16-year-old Yu Nuo's face.

He didn't even look up, he just walked away.

Giving you an ordinary life is all my love for you. (end)

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When writing a tragedy, not only the readers are unhappy after reading it, but the author is also unhappy after writing it.

After Song Chen finished writing, he also felt sad for a long time, his eyes were red.

Zhao Jindong came back at night and asked him, "I said it will end today, is it over?"

Song Chen nodded, and Zhao Jindong asked, "What's wrong?"

"Uncomfortable." Song Chen said, "Thinking twice, I still wrote a tragedy."

"I'll see later."

After eating, taking a shower, and finishing work, Zhao Jindong sat on the bed and finished watching the ending.

Song Chen lay on the bed and said, "I don't know what Luo Wensheng's life will be like without Yu Nuo, who he will meet, who he will fall in love with, and if he is still gay, will the people he meets be like Yu Nuo loves him just as much."

He is the author, the person who made up these things, but he seems to feel that these people in the novel are real.It's not that after you finish writing the ending, you will have nothing left, and you can't help but think about what the current life path will be like.

"And Yu Nuo, he will still suffer from senile disease later on, will he still have a lover, maybe he will fall in love with Wang Wensheng, Li Wensheng, with his character, maybe he still can't get out of this magic barrier, he still has to live forever looking for his new lover."

Oh my god, the more I think about it, the worse it gets. Luo Wensheng is better. For Yu Nuo, this is almost a doomed tragic life, and the same is happening with a different lover.

Why is it so miserable.

Song Chen hugged Zhao Jindong's leg.

"Want to change?"

Song Chen shook his head: "I've thought about it for a long time, and I think this ending is the best."

"I will never write tragedies again," he said.

Zhao Jindong lay down, pumped him up, and said, "The writing is pretty good."

Song Chen put his arms around his neck and said, "Let's get married."

Zhao Jindong was stunned for a moment, and Song Chen said: "There are so many accidents in life, there may be anything, and life is so short. Now that I am young and love you very much, I really want to marry you. We must hurry up and get together."

Zhao Jindong said, "Okay."

"Love me and love me every day."

"……it is good."

"I will love you and love you every day."

"Ah."

"Zhao Jindong, I love you, what about you, quickly say you love me too!"

Zhao Jindong: "..."

He directly blocked Song Chen's mouth with his mouth.Song Chen was a little crazy with enthusiasm on the bed. This kind of strong love can especially infect him and make him very satisfied.This love is so hot and true that he himself believes more and more that Song Chen's indifference and change towards him during the divorce period is just a love disguised, so ruthless, and he just wants him to go to bed sooner. lay down.That was the greatest love Song Chen could give him at that time.

He was a little moved by his own imagination.

It is not any explanation, not words, that can remove the shadow.Only the light of love.

Song Chen's love illuminated him, and Zhao Jindong was shrouded in this light, and he was willing to love Song Chen wholeheartedly, to love someone who loved him wholeheartedly, there is no happier thing in this world than this.

Only gratitude and cherish.And love, gratitude and cherishment, are the secrets of long-term happiness in all marriages.