feeding spirit

After wandering around, he stopped in front of a wooden box, puzzled: "What is this?"

He did not remember that there were boxes in the room.

"Could it be a surprise from my father!"

Little Tu Yu opened the wooden box ecstatically, but the contents of the wooden box made him cry and cry out in fright.

Mammy hurriedly opened the door, and a group of maids behind her turned pale with fright when they approached.

Little Tu Yu fell to the ground, and the box was full of cockroaches crawling out.

A whole box.

He was stupefied with fright, and his mind was dazed.

When he woke up, one person had already died unexpectedly, fell to the ground and crushed the cockroaches crawling on the ground to death.

The killers who came out from every corner of the room mercilessly covered and killed everyone.

In an instant, there were human corpses and crushed cockroaches all over the ground. They were stained red with blood, and some wriggled and climbed onto the corpses.

It seemed to be cheering for the success of the killers.

This was the first time in his life that he had seen death, and it was such a rare way of dying.

Since then, this scene has been deeply engraved in Tu Yu's young heart, and it is difficult to remove it.

Taking advantage of the confusion, Mammy held back her fear, picked up little Tu Yu and ran outside.

She knew that now was not the time to be cowardly.

Little Tu Yu was so frightened that he didn't dare to say a word, he held on to Mammy's clothes tightly, and kept replaying the cruel scene in his mind.

"When will Daddy come back..." Little Tu Yu asked in trepidation.

"Young master, don't be afraid, I'll take you to find the general right away." Mammy fled staggeringly, still not forgetting to comfort Tu Yu.

"Mommy, will we never see Daddy again..."

Just as he was speaking, his tears began to drip down, and he whimpered, "Mother, I'm afraid."

"No, Mammy will definitely let the young master see the general." Mammy said firmly.

As soon as the words fell, the surrounding area was surrounded by killers, their bodies smelled of blood faintly, blood dripping from the tip of their knives.

Mammy was startled and had no way out.

She had already been in a panic, how could she not be afraid, but she understood that if she shrank, both Tu Yu and her would die, but even if she died, she would still want to keep the young Tu Yu.

The killer stepped forward with the knife in hand, every step landed steadily, the sound was loud, beating his heart, like a god of death.

For a killer, a weak woman and a child with no teeth are as simple as crushing an ant.

Seeing the knife fall, Mammy threw Tu Yu out of her arms.

Tu Yu fell to the ground in a daze, and saw blood splashing into his eyes.

"Mommy..." Tu Yu murmured in a daze.

The leading killer withdrew his knife, looked at the slumped toddler, waved to the subordinates behind him, and then disappeared.

Tu Yu climbed up in front of Nanny's corpse in a daze, sat quietly beside the corpse, stretched out his little hand, held the hand that was losing temperature, and pressed it to his cheek: "Mama...you are No, don't want me either."

At the same time, Tu Minglin rushed over after hearing the sound, and all he saw were bloodstains and corpses everywhere, and the only child who survived was dumbfounded.

He stood in front of Tu Yu, looking at the son with complicated eyes.

"Daddy, is Mammy just like mother, don't want me, and will never come back again."

He wept as he asked: "I didn't cause trouble, I'm very obedient, it's fine if daddy ignores me, why even the nanny has to leave, she didn't move."

"Get up!" Tu Minglin suddenly said sharply.

His tone was so harsh that Tu Yu trembled in fright and howled loudly.

Tu Minglin frowned and scolded, "Why are you crying? Do you still want to be a coward?"

"Dead man, why cry like this? Dead man, you will see him sooner or later. Killing is what you have to do. You were born as the eldest son of a general. Going to the battlefield to kill enemies and defend your family and country is your duty in life."

"It's good now, a servant died, and you cried like a homeless dog. My Tu family can't tolerate a coward like you."

"Mommy, she's not a servant!" Tu Yu cried out heartbreakingly.

"I hate you guys, don't like me, just strangle me to death, why leave me so old, I'll go with the nanny."

Crying, he tore away the veil tied around Mammy's waist, stuffed it into his bosom, got up from the ground, and ran into the yard.

Tu Minglin was stunned, and then regained his stern expression, and said, "Come on, grab him!"

I also quickly catch up.

From the hands of his subordinates, he pulled Tu Yu over, and met a pair of stubborn tears, eyes full of unwillingness, familiar, stubborn eyes like his biological mother.

He sighed softly in his heart, put down the hand that was about to scrape Tu Yu's ears, threw Tu Yu to someone, and ordered: "Lock him up, take him to the border gate in a few days, and eat sand."

At night, Tu Yu, who was locked in the wing room, huddled on the bed.

He didn't know what happened to those corpses, nor did he know what would happen to Nanny's corpse, but in his eyes, Tu Minglin was a villain.

Indifference.

He no longer wanted to admit that this man was his father.

In this way, a five-year-old child learned hatred and unwillingness, as well as the deep loneliness in this death.

He took out the crumpled handkerchief from his arms, and lowered his eyes: "Mommy, I miss you so much."

What does death look like?

Little Tu Yu often hid in the corner and listened to the discussions of the servants. According to his understanding, death is something that can make people disappear forever. It can make everyone forget you gradually, and even leave only a lonely grave.

He often thought that if this was the case, he would not have died and be forgotten by everyone, how sad it would be.

"Did Mammy die? But I don't want to forget Mammy..."

A few days later, Tu Minglin returned to the border, took the young Tu Yu onto the horse, rode with him, and said to him: "When you grow up, you have to learn how to ride a horse. Now learn martial arts."

Little Tu Yu suppressed his face, and insisted on not saying a word, thinking in his heart: "Mother said that if you can't bear it, you will make trouble."

He ignored it, and Tu Minglin didn't bother.

He led Tu Yu on the road.

A child is a child after all, he couldn't help but ask, "Where did you get Mammy?"

Tu Minglin said: "The place to go."

"Is it a lonely grave? In that case, Nanny will be very lonely..." Tu Yu lowered his eyes and murmured.

Tu Minglin remained silent.

"What about those black people? They bullied the nanny and the maid sister."

Tu Minglin:? ? ?

black people?

"The Fa has been rectified on the spot, children should not talk too much."

Immediately, he raised his whip, flicked it lightly, and walked away.

Tu Yu sneaked a glance back at the gradually fading capital.

When will you return?

A few days later, the wind and sand were everywhere, and the fine sand blinded the eyes.

The border gate where Tu Minglin has been stationed all the year round has brought about this peaceful and prosperous world. On every reunion day, every household is decorated with lanterns and festoons, and these hard-earned men who defend their homes and the country cannot return home, so they stay vigilant and defend the people.

As soon as he arrived at the border, Tu Yu was thrown in the barracks by Tu Minglin, and went to discuss important matters by himself.

Tu Yu clenched the handkerchief in his hand, and said to himself: "Mother, if you become a master, you can help you beat those who bully you."

"He said that the Fa-rectification was done on the spot, but what does the Fa-rectification on the spot mean? Did he also enter the solitary grave? Then I will become a big weapon in the future, and go to pry their solitary grave!"

If the general who was slaughtered found out about his son's determination to become a man, and went to dig his grave, I'm afraid...

Very angry.

As the rustling footsteps outside gradually approached, Tu Yu suddenly raised his head, and quickly stuffed the handkerchief into his arms.

One person raised the curtain and said: "Master, the general will let me guide you, please."

The words were polite, but there was no intention of inviting him. The man picked up Tu Yu and left the barracks. Regardless of the struggle of the child in his hand, he walked to the school grounds and threw the restless Tu Yu on the ground.

Said: "My surname is Liao, so call me Master Liao."

"Here, there are no young masters, and some are martial arts practitioners. When you get here, calling you young master is only for the sake of the general."

"Now, I am ordered by the general to teach you, so naturally I will not care about whether you are young or not, and whether you have children or not."

What he said was very clear, unfortunately, for a child, Tu Yu was confused, but still nodded obediently.

"Mute?" Master Liao said coldly.

He pulled out the rattan whip, and with one swing, Tu Yulu's tender hands were drawn out with a few shocking bloodstains.

Tu Yu gasped, the burning pain invaded his consciousness, he let out a wow, and cried loudly.

As soon as he cried, Master Liao whipped him more and more, every time he hit the soft flesh, the pain was unbearable, Tu Yu ran away crying, but Master Liao would not let him go.

Master Liao flicked his rattan whip, and pulled back Tu Yu who ran away. Tu Yu fell to the ground, but Master Liao's whip never stopped, and he continued to beat him. He hugged his head tightly, biting Young teeth, weeping silently.

......

On the not-so-spotless school grounds, Xiao'er's skinny and tender body has already been cracked.

Grievance, helplessness, and hatred occupy his heart.

Master Liao said condescendingly: "On the battlefield, regardless of whether you are old, weak, sick or disabled, you will all be strangled."

"Nodding? Are you dumb? Can't even answer a sentence?"

Seeing that Tu Yu was still stubbornly silent, he sneered, "It's pretty stubborn."

He withdrew his rattan whip, turned his back to Tu Yu, and said, "You don't need to eat today, let's see how long you can be stubborn."

After finishing speaking, Master Liao picked up Tu Yu, threw him back into the tent, threw a bottle of plaster in front of Tu Yu, and said, "Wipe it yourself. From now on, you have to learn the law of survival."

"Don't expect the general to soften his heart."

"And you, if you don't obey the order for a day, you will suffer for a day."

Leaving behind these few words, Master Liao left.

Tu Yu picked up the porcelain vase, his eyes were red and swollen, misty, but the tears had all flowed out and there was no more to shed.

"Mommy, I'm not his son."

Time flies, it is already three years later.

Neighboring countries declare war, enemy troops attack, General Tu leads the army, defends the country from the enemy, the war starts, and it is imminent.

Above the city wall, flags and flags fluttered, and archers drew strings. Under the city wall, there were two armies, black crows like ants.

With the sound of the horn, the two sides went to war.

Tu Yu secretly watched from the corner, at such a young age, he still did not change his stubborn temper, the more he was forced, the more stubborn he became.

Therefore, he did not suffer well, and being beaten every day was a common occurrence.

Even the calm Master Liao was so angry that he lost his poise, and often scolded: "I will never change my nature, I will never turn back if I hit the south wall."

But Tu Yu later learned to choke him: "What is the south wall? I am not permeable, why do I have to bump into it? Does Master Liao often bump into it? Oh, no wonder, no wonder."

No wonder you look so crooked, it turned out that you were knocked out of the south wall!

Master Liao fainted.

Standing on tiptoe, he saw from a distance how Tu Minglin was heroic and heroic on the battlefield, using his soldiers like a god.

At this time, he remembered that his father was still a general loved by the people.

Tu Minglin devotes all his time to defending his family and the country, so he rarely returns to Beijing, and gradually distances himself from Tu Yu.

And his rich life was also earned by his father's hard work.

Thinking about it this way, Tu Yu's dissatisfaction with Tu Minglin instantly dissipated.

Just as he was about to win, the city was full of flames and shouts were endless.

Tu Yu looked over and saw a large number of people strangling the people in the city, it was a mutiny.

He hurriedly ran down the city wall, and one person grabbed him.

He turned his head and saw that it was Master Liao.

Master Liao dragged Tu Yu to walk in the opposite direction, and said, "I was ordered by the general to escort the young master out of the city safely."

"Then what should he do?!" Tu Yu said.

"Sacrificing one's life for one's country, passing away like this, the general has fulfilled his wish." Master Liao wrote lightly, covering up the grief in his eyes.

"I don't want it, let him go with me!" Tu Yu struggled.

No matter how much he complained about Tu Minglin, that was his only relative.

"What childish words! The general took time out of his busy schedule to find a way out for you, and you are not satisfied!" Master Liao scolded angrily.

"Then why didn't he find it for himself! Why did he find it for me! Why? I'm not a three-year-old child." Tu Yu choked.

Master Liao cursed and dragged Tu Yu away: "You are not a three-year-old child, you are eight years old! Since you know so well that you are a child, you should obediently obey your father."

"Let go of me, leave me alone! Go back and help him!"

"You brat is really stubborn, but you still refuse to call him daddy."

Just as he was speaking, Master Liao dragged Tu Yu, who had no power to resist, into a door, opened a secret passage, and threw Tu Yu inside.

Said: "Let's go, don't come back again"

He dropped the eggplant bag in the past, turned around and left.

"Master Liao, someone wants to kill me...does he want to kill him?"

He swallowed back the words of "Father" that he was about to say, and he still couldn't forget Tu Minglin's attitude towards the nanny.

"It's not your business. The general has his own discretion. It's just... well, there will be no future. I have never seen such a stubborn child like you."

After the words fell, he closed the secret passage, opened his mouth, and the lingering sound was faint.

"Don't come back again, today...is going to change."

Tu Yu slumped on the ground in a daze, didn't even take the eggplant bag, got up, and slapped the closed door hard until he was paralyzed and bled.

With tears in his eyes, he turned his head and ran forward, clutching the handkerchief tightly.

Conversations kept popping up in my head.

"The lone star of the evil spirit, the lonely star of the evil spirit! He will definitely conquer his father and mother, and those who come close will have no peace!"

"Shut up, you charlatan! Don't believe me, young master, he's bluffing you."

"If there are false words, the sky will be struck by lightning, and this child will definitely bring infinite disasters, comparable to the evil world!"

"What are you talking about! Young master, let's go."

"Mommy, what is the lone star of the evil spirit? What is the evil world?"

"Master..."

He was crying while running: "What kind of lone star, I am not."

Perhaps it was because of the scheming in his heart, after he ran out of the secret passage, the first thing he did was to inquire about Tu Minglin's news.

When he heard that his whereabouts were unknown and he might have died on the battlefield, he wept silently.

Roaming and walking without a master, until the heavy snow fell, the country was destroyed.

He fell into the snow and let the snow cover him, but he stopped crying.

The veil has long since disappeared, lost in this pale world.

Tu Yu felt lost in his heart: "Mother...there is no warmth in the world anymore."

At the same time, an oil-paper umbrella that looked like a plum on the snow surface was supported by a man in black fur...

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