good handedness

Lying on the bed, Leng Jin stared at the pure white ceiling and blinked for a long time.He turned over and sat up, opened the drawer of the bedside table and found out the pack of cigarettes that he couldn't remember when he opened it.But I couldn't find a lighter, so I had to go to the kitchen and light it on the gas stove.

In the darkness, only the red light of the burning point flickered on and off. He squatted on the ground, leaning against the cold tiles, smoking a cigarette that smelled weird because it had been left for too long.He hadn't smoked for a long time, and he was a little drunk after smoking half a cigarette. The lack of oxygen in his brain made him feel dizzy.

It felt bad, dizzy, nauseous, and the only good thing was a temporary distraction.During the days just after the divorce, he felt depressed and relied on smoking to combat his restless nerves.After several lung cancer surgeries, I gave up.After being informed by Leng Hongwu of his illegitimate child's identity, he smoked for a while, and then quit again.

Now, he inhaled the smoke into his lungs while thinking about the lesions he had seen on the operating table.

It feels like self-harm.

ill.He scolded himself.Then he stubbed out the cigarette butt, stood up against the wall, and threw the remaining half pack of cigarettes into the trash can.

When walking through the living room to the bedroom, the door guard rang.He went over to take a look, immediately grabbed the key and rushed out of the house to the elevator.

He Yubai stood at the gate and waited, but Leng Jin didn't open the door for him for a while.He was about to make a phone call when he suddenly saw the other party rushing out of the elevator.

"Why did you come—" Leng Jin's question was interrupted by the person who threw himself into his arms.He closed his arms and hugged He Yubai, and immediately felt a moist heat radiating from his chest.

"How could he ask you like that..." He Yubai was extremely wronged—not for himself, but for Leng Jin.

"What? Who?" Leng Jin held He Yubai's tearful face, stared at it for a few seconds, and suddenly realized, his expression suddenly turned ferocious, "My dad is looking for you!?"

He Yubai nodded, and buried his face in Leng Jin's chest again.Leng Hongwu's old and sick face is always lingering in front of his eyes.As a doctor, he sympathizes with patients, but Leng Hongwu's request is too much.

There are many patients in the hospital who need transplants, and it is naturally obligatory for family members to donate.With living donor liver transplantation, the donor not only has to face a long recovery period, but is even more likely to die.According to statistics, there are at least dozens of death cases of living donor liver transplant donors, and this does not include the data of black market transactions.

There are some parents who risk their lives to save their children, but apart from bone marrow, He Yubai has never seen a precedent of parents asking their children to donate for themselves, let alone exchanging a mature body for an old man's life.

How selfish this is!

"This old guy!"

Leng Jin was trembling with anger - no need to ask, his father must have heard something from Leng Qin, and then asked He Yubai to be a lobbyist.

"Let's go upstairs first." He held He Yubai tightly in his arms and led him into the elevator.

It was too cold outside, He Yubai's face and hands were icy cold.Leng Jin's single clothes and trousers, the wind blows through, and the air rushes to his head, making his hands and feet cold.

Entering the room and pouring a cup of hot water for He Yubai, Leng Jin took out a blanket from the bedroom, sat on the sofa and wrapped each other together.

The pale cheeks from the cold slowly returned to blood, and He Yubai said in a strong nasal voice: "Your father, I want you to persuade you—"

"I know, needless to say." Leng Jin tightened his arms and pulled him into his arms.

"He's gone too far..." He Yubai sniffled and buried her face, "I'm very angry, and I...I still scolded him..."

"Huh?" Leng Jin suddenly felt less anxious, "You still swear?"

He Yubai said in embarrassment: "I scolded him... scolded him for being selfish... I'm sorry, Director Leng, even though I know he is your father, I still... still can't hold back..."

Leng Jin imagined the scene of He Yubai blushing for a long time before he could say "You are too selfish", and suddenly laughed.He tilted his head and kissed the curly head, and comforted him: "Hey, don't mind, that's not called swearing."

"But he is an elder after all...or your father..." He Yubai pursed his lips, "I think...he might...hate me..."

Clutching He Yubai's chin, Leng Jin wiped away the tears on that wronged face, and said seriously: "He has no right to hate you. Xiaobai, I'm sorry for making you wronged."

"I'm not wronged...I just think your dad...he shouldn't ask you like this...Yes, he raised you, but that doesn't mean you have to repay him with your life..." He Yubai used the hot water Cup-warmed fingers held Leng Jin's hand, "Director Leng, it's not because I like you that I said this to you. Even if other patients encounter such a thing, I have the same attitude. After all, living donor liver transplantation is really important. yes--"

His lips were pinched, and all the words he hadn't finished speaking were blocked in his throat by Leng Jin's tongue.Leng Jin moved the hot water cup away, and then pushed down the little lover who said "I like you" for the first time on the sofa and kissed passionately.

Kissing and kissing, He Yubai grabbed Leng Jin's hand that was stretched out under his clothes, and stopped him in panic: "Leng...Director Leng...don't..."

Reluctantly pulling out his hand, Leng Jin said innocently, "I didn't intend to do anything bad."

Ghosts believe you!He Yubai pouted.Two people with five legs, do you really think I paid for my anatomy class?Besides, I have what you have, but you don't have what I have!

Shrunk to a corner of the sofa, He Yubai grabbed the blanket and wrapped herself tightly.Leng Jin saw that the other party was wary of himself with anti-pervert eyes, and smiled helplessly.

"You slept like this tonight?" He asked He Yubai.

He Yubai shook his head until he was dizzy: "No, I'm going home."

"I'll see you off." Leng Jin got up to get the car keys and coat.

"No, it's almost twelve o'clock, you go to bed, I'll go by myself."

"No, I don't worry."

"I often walk alone at night in New York." He Yubai felt a little dissatisfied, he didn't want Leng Jin to treat him like a little white rabbit.

"That was when you didn't meet me." Leng Jin had already put on his coat, "From now on, I will be responsible for your safety."

He Yubai stood up and walked to the door after trying to argue to no avail.While waiting for Leng Jin to put on his shoes, he suddenly asked, "Did you smoke just now?"

"I just smoked half of it."

"Don't smoke in the future."

"It's been thrown away."

"Hmm." He Yubai looked at him tangled, "Director Leng, you are 15 years older than me. If you have bad habits, you will die many years earlier than me. By then, I will be left alone. Do you have the heart?"

Then how can I bear it!

Leng Buding was spoiled, Leng Jin felt light all over, and his third leg started to move again.

Quick, think about Zheng Dong, think about Mr. He, okay, let it go.

After sending He Yubai home, Leng Jin turned the car and drove towards Leng Hongwu, he knew that the old guy must still be awake.

Parking the car at the entrance of the villa, Leng Jin got out of the car and walked to the door, took a deep breath and rang the doorbell.He hasn't been back to this home for a long time, and he doesn't plan to come back again.But today, he had to come back—it was fine to put pressure on him, but why bother He Yubai?

Yes, he owed Leng Hongwu.The family members of the volunteer who was blinded by the experimental drug sued the court, and it was Leng Hongwu who helped him pay the compensation.Because of this, all Leng's family gave him shame, and were upset that his adopted son took advantage of Leng's family. Since then, he has never been in contact with Leng's family.

When he refused to donate a liver to Leng Hongwu, Leng's family even scolded him for having no conscience.

After waiting for a long time, the door opened. When the old butler saw him, his sleepy face was filled with surprise: "Master?"

Leng Jin walked in and asked, "Is my dad asleep?"

"Sleep... go to sleep... I haven't heard any movement in the bedroom for a long time." The old butler was also nearly seventy years old, and he went to bed early when he was old, and he went to bed first after Leng Hongwu came home.

Leng Jin strode towards the bedroom with a sullen face, and the butler followed behind him at a staggering pace: "Master, what are you——"

Leng Jin pushed open the door, but Leng Hongwu was nowhere to be seen.His professional sensitivity made his nerves suddenly tense, and he immediately rushed to the bathroom that came with the bedroom, only to find that the door was locked from the inside.

"dad!"

Leng Jin knocked hard on the door, waited for a few seconds before hearing any response, he took a step back, raised his foot and kicked the bathroom door hard - the door opened, and he saw Leng Hongwu collapsed on the floor.

There was a "buzz" in his mind, and Leng Jin hurriedly squatted down to check the other party's vital signs.The pulse is weak, the breathing is weak, and the person has lost consciousness.He took off his coat and wrapped the old man in pajama pants, picked him up and rushed out the door.This place is some distance away from the urban area, and an ambulance round-trip is not as fast as driving him directly to the hospital.

Although he resented the other party, Leng Jin still felt an indescribable sadness in his heart when he saw the body that was so skinny and tortured by the illness.

After all, it was his biological father.

He Yubai got to the ward early, heard from An Xing that Leng Jin's father was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment at night, and rushed to the ICU ward.

Seeing He Yubai, Leng Jin rubbed his brow bone tiredly and said, "He fell in the bathroom last night, suffered from hepatic encephalopathy, and has fallen into a coma."

"You went home?"

He Yubai took the recording board to browse the data, and then looked worriedly at Leng Hongwu who was lying on the bed.Multiple organ failure, even if he is given a fresh liver now, it may be impossible to recover.

Leng Jin nodded, glanced at the monitoring data, got up and slowed down the infusion speed a bit, then patted He Yubai on the shoulder: "Go, go out and say, it's too troublesome here."

The sounds of the instruments in the ICU kept coming and going, not to mention dying patients, even normal people could hardly adapt.Leng Jin guarded the whole night, and now his head is about to explode.

Standing facing each other in the corridor outside the ICU, Leng Jin moved his stiff neck, and said to He Yubai: "I just invited Director Qiu to come for a consultation. My dad...just happened in the past few days."

"Blame me..." He Yu's eyes turned red, "His body is like this... I shouldn't... say such harsh words to him..."

"Don't blame you, this disease is just like this, if it gets worse, it will get worse." Holding He Yubai into his arms, Leng Jin lowered his head and kissed the smooth forehead. He needed to feel the other's body temperature, "I thought I wouldn't regret it, but now ...Hey, forget it, it’s already like this, it’s too late to say anything.”

Hugging Leng Jin, He Yubai lightly stroked Leng Jin's back to express comfort.Leng Hongwu is about to die, no matter what he has done or said, he should not care about it.

"My dad was not a selfish person before, really." Leng Jin looked up at the end of the corridor, his vision was slightly blurred, "An old employee of the company encountered difficulties at home, and he paid for them by himself... no matter who comes to him Help, as long as he can, help."

He Yubai said softly: "Hepatic encephalopathy can cause personality changes. As the saying goes, it's all caused by the disease..."

"I know, but I can't forgive him—he—" As the words came to his lips, Leng Jin frowned, and unstoppable tears slipped down quietly.

"Did he treat you badly?" He Yubai raised his hand to wipe away the teardrops hanging on his chin.

"In fact, he is very good to me." Pressing his cool fingers to his lips, Leng Jin stared at those eyes full of affection, his mouth filled with bitterness, "Xiaobai, he is my biological father. ...is an illegitimate child."

He Yubai's eyes widened slightly, then he tightened his arms hugging Leng Jin's back, and leaned his face on the other's shoulder.

"It's not your fault, don't hate yourself."

The gentle words made Leng Jin suddenly feel relieved, he held He Yubai's face, bowed his head and pressed a deep kiss.

The person he loved healed his heart.

TBC