good handedness

"Dad, what happened to that patient just now?"

Lying on the treatment bed, He Yubai asked He Quan who was squeezing gel on his stomach.Just before entering the consulting room, he saw a person who was probably about the same pregnancy as him, crying on the phone.

He Quan's tone was not relaxed: "The fetal abdominal wall was found to be cleft in the fetal abnormality, and labor must be induced."

This is a rare malformation in which congenital hypoplasia and defects in the abdominal wall cause organs such as intestines and even the bladder to bulge out of the fetal abdominal cavity, requiring termination of pregnancy.When Zha's son met him before, He Quan felt sorry for the patient on the one hand, and on the other hand, he also had a little psychological pressure.

He Yubai sighed softly, turned his head to look at the ultrasonic display screen.I was originally in a relaxed mood, but when I heard this kind of thing, I couldn't help but cast a shadow over it.As a doctor, he has always carefully avoided external factors that would affect the development of the fetus.However, in some cases, the occurrence is not external interference, but the developmental defects caused by the problems of the embryo itself, which cannot be avoided at all.

Seeing the image displayed on the screen, He Quan's slightly gloomy expression turned slightly better, and he raised the corner of his mouth and said to himself: "Xiao Xiaobai, take your hands away and let grandpa see your little face."

Xiao Xiaobai half covered his face with his hands, and seemed a little shy.

He Yubai smiled and said, "Still sleeping, the little guy is super lazy, he hasn't moved since I woke up."

"You were so lively back then, rolling around a lot." He Quan pushed his son's stomach with his hands, trying to wake the little guy up.

After a few pushes, the little hand finally moved away.He Quan took a closer look, raised his eyebrows, and said dissatisfiedly: "Che, he looks like Leng Jin."

He Yubai couldn't see how the closed-eyed Xiaobai looked like Leng Jin at all, but the clear facial features made him sigh with emotion: "From the division of a cell to the formation of a complete person, life is really great."

He Quan smiled: "Do you still remember those photos Dabai took of you? The first time he saw your face, he cried."

"Well, now I know why he kept those photos." Thinking of the photo album that Zheng Zhiqing made for himself from the embryonic period, He Yubai finally felt the full of fatherly love, "Dad, I will also do it later." Take a photo for me, as a souvenir."

"Sure, I have to keep one too." While moving the probe to switch angles, He Quan asked, "Hey, does it depend on gender?"

He Yubai thought for a while and said, "I want to save the surprise until the end, but I think it's a girl."

"If it's really a girl, that boy Leng Jin will have copied her, and he will have both sons and daughters."

He Quan moved the screen to his direction, secretly rubbed the light on the child's little butt, and then pressed his lips together——Little Xiaobai, don't turn your back, grandpa can't see clearly.

Leng Jin was not able to accompany He Yubai to the obstetric examination due to having surgery early in the morning.After the operation, he hurried back to the ward to ask about the result.It is said that I am not worried about the large abnormality row, but after all, I have seen it before, and I will inevitably feel a little bit nervous.

When he entered the room and saw the smiling He Yubai, Leng Jin was sure - no need to ask, no problem.

"Why don't I look like Director Leng?" Yao Xinyu pinched Xiao Xiaobai's photo, pretending to be deep.

"Go and stay aside, unlike me, can you still be like you?" Leng Jin took the photo from his hand and studied it carefully, and after a while there was a smirk on his face, "Look, these eyes, nose and mouth are really mine. Copy."

Yao Xinyu blinked and said, "I think it's better to look like Dr. He. Director, you look too fierce. If you are a girl, how can you marry in the future?"

"A daughter is like a father, understand?" Leng Jin patted Yao Xinyu's head, "Besides, what are you going to marry? If it's a girl, I'll raise her for the rest of my life."

After hearing this, He Yubai picked up the thermos cup and took a sip of water in silence—it's over, Zheng Dabai No. [-], the grandpa's leading cane has an heir.

A few days ago, He Yubai received a call from Ouyang Yanyu. He Yubai listened to the other party's complaints, and the result of the examination came out that the second child was a boy again.

The Luo family hadn't had a female member in 50 years. Ouyang Yanyu wanted a girl with all her heart, and bought a bunch of small skirts since she knew she had a second child, but the result was disappointing.Of course, whether it's a boy or a girl or someone with a mole like them, they are all their own.As a parent, I will not give a little love less.

Hearing what Ouyang Yanyu said, he was still planning to ask for the third child, and he had the aura of not withdrawing his troops if he didn't see his daughter.He Yubai felt that it was better for them not to give birth to a girl, otherwise how tall would the child be if they didn't go over the head of Zheng Yuhuang?

Zheng Yuhuang didn't take it seriously, saying that being tall can play in the WNBA, and it's good for a daughter to inherit her father's career.

After dinner, He Yubai sat in the study and took out a pink hardcover book from the drawer.He carefully pasted the first photo of Xiaobai on the notebook, and then wrote "Angel for me" with a pen on the side.This notebook has been used for more than half. From the day he knew about Xiaobai, he started to write a diary for the child.

It is said to be a diary, but it is not actually a record of He Yubai's own feelings, but short stories that resemble fairy tales.When he was a child, due to premature brain development, he did not listen to bedtime fairy tales for a few days. Instead, he read "Compendium of Materia Medica" by his grandfather, "Williams Obstetrics" by his father, and "Learning from the Best Hospital in the World" by his father. : How to Run the Cleveland Clinic" caught his attention even more.

He didn't want Xiaobai to be a child with a high IQ like himself.It was lonely, he knew it well.When he grew up a little bit, he found that most of his peers didn't like to be close to him, and felt that being friends with him would make him ashamed.Only a person like Ouyang Yanyu who has pride in his bones, or a person like Dong Hesheng who regards exam results as dung can not be swallowed by jealousy.

"Seeing the babies fluttering their little wings that are not yet plump, each of them is eager to try to fly, the mother owl said to them: I hope you can learn to fly slowly, and don't rush for it. The feathers on the wings are natural. Yes, but you have to pay enough attention to learn to use it. In this way, when you leave the tree hole, you will not be afraid of the strong wind blowing down, and the rainstorm pouring down. The sky is vast, and I hope you can fly freely all your life."

Standing behind He Yubai after reading the passage he wrote, Leng Jin smiled and raised his eyebrows: "When you plan to tell Xiaobai these 'fairy tales' to her?"

Almost from the very beginning, Leng Jin stubbornly believed that this must be a daughter.

He Yubai thought for a while and said, "About two years old?"

"I think it's still too late, about four or five years old." Leng Jin said with certainty.To be honest, he didn't feel that He Yubai wanted to write a book of fairy tales for children, but he wrote more than half of the fables about life philosophy.If he was asked to write, it would have to be "little owls rolled down the tree one by one".And he promises, it's sure to make kids laugh out loud.

Speaking from experience, in Leng Jin's impression, Cheng Yi could laugh for half an hour watching cartoons where two little locomotives bumped into each other when he was a child.Of course, Leng Jin will not dampen He Yubai's enthusiasm, after all, it is the other party's wish for the child.

He Yubai frowned slightly.What Leng Jin said made sense, telling stories to children should be easy to understand.When he used to read Darwin's "Origin of Species" to his younger siblings, they usually fell asleep at the beginning of the reading.

However, he wrote much simpler than "Origin of Species", right?

Spoon, lying at his feet, yawned big.

At one o'clock in the morning, Leng Jin was woken up by a phone call.

A car accident victim was admitted to the emergency department. There was no damage on the outside, but a mess inside: the liver, spleen and diaphragm were ruptured, the pelvis was comminuted, hemorrhage was in the abdominal cavity, and a kidney was broken.

Leng Jin hurriedly put on his clothes, left a sentence for He Yubai, "You continue to sleep", and hurried out.However, when he rushed to the hospital, that young life had already passed away.Jiang Heng stood beside the corpse with dull eyes, as if cutting off the noise in the entire emergency room, and the hand that repeatedly pressed the heartbeat trembled uncontrollably during the rescue.

Leng Jin heard from a colleague in the emergency department that the 24-year-old girl was still conscious before her cardiac arrest, and kept crying to Jiang Heng, "Doctor, help me, I just got married."

This is not the first time for Leng Jin to encounter such a thing, and it will definitely not be the last time.But Jiang Heng met him for the first time, and he was so shocked that he lost his mind.Leng Jin called him several times from the side, before he regained his senses and blinked, "Pa Pa Da" tears fell.

"I... failed to save her..." Jiang Heng said mechanically.

After reading the medical records of the deceased, Leng Jin shook his head: "It's not your fault, even gods can't save this situation."

"She's only 24...just married..."

"Accidents are called accidents precisely because they don't know when, where, and who will happen to them." Leng Jin patted Jiang Heng's back as a sign of comfort, "Okay, go wash your face first, don't let it happen to you." The family saw you like this."

Jiang Heng wiped his eyes and looked up at him: "Director Leng."

"Ok?"

"I may...not be a doctor."

Leng Jin was not surprised. Nine out of ten doctors he knew said such things.Including He Yubai, but they still persevered.

Taking Jiang Heng to the corridor outside the emergency room, Leng Jin pushed him into a chair and sat down, pressed a bottle of Coke from the vending machine next to him and handed it to him.Sitting on the chair next to Jiang Heng, Leng Jin waited for the other party to calm down and said: "Jiang Heng, I also said the same thing as you."

Jiang Heng looked sideways at Leng Jin, with an incredulous look in his eyes.From what he saw, Leng Jin was a person with a very strong heart and an extremely resolute character.In any case, he couldn't imagine what Leng Jin looked like when he was frustrated.

"At that time, I was still working as a resident physician in the chest area of ​​the Central Hospital, which was at the same level as yours now." Leng Jin narrated in a calm tone, "One night, I was on duty in the ward, and I received an emergency call to come over for consultation. The patient In his early thirties, he complained of chest pain, and had an electrocardiogram, color Doppler ultrasound, and myocardial enzymes, all of which were normal, so he considered angina pectoris.”

Jiang Heng listened silently, from Leng Jin's increasingly low tone, he could feel the other party's remorse.

"I asked the patient to stay under observation, but the patient refused. He just asked me to prescribe some medicine for angina pectoris and left. As a result, within three hours, he was taken to the hospital by an ambulance. He had a myocardial infarction and was not rescued. Died in the emergency room." Leng Jin shrugged slightly, "I regret that I didn't take a tougher attitude, at least if he had a heart attack while on observation, he still had a chance to live. You should know, this man Ah, once you start thinking about something, it's hard to stop. For a long time I was afraid to face patients, for fear of losing another life. The director asked me to talk, and the first thing I said to him was, I might not Suitable to be a doctor. And the director told me, 'Leng Jin, you can take off your white coat now, leave the hospital, and then be entangled in this matter for the rest of your life'..."

As Leng Jin said, he patted Jiang Heng's shoulder.

"Just remember, we are doctors, not gods. There are always some outcomes that we cannot change. But don't lose faith, because there are more futures that are worth fighting for."

TBC