[Idol trainee] please pick me up

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【Life is like a summer flower, but ends up in dust. 】

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When I woke up, my whole body was in pain. The cold didn't seem to get better, but it got worse.

irritable.

His bedroom didn't draw the curtains, and it was already dark outside the window, it was night.

Picking up the phone and squinting, it was almost midnight.

But unexpectedly received a lot of messages, sat up and turned on the bedside lamp and read them one by one patiently.

[Are you all right, I heard that you have a cold, have you taken your medicine? 】

It's my sister.

【have a good rest. 】

It was a former teammate who sent a message to greet him despite his busy schedule.

[A person must take care of himself. 】

It's Zhu Zhengting.

I received more than a dozen messages with similar but different content.

Strange, did so many people care about him when he was sick?

It feels like my popularity has suddenly improved.

Holding the quilt and replying thank you one by one, it took a while to get up and want to eat.

The cold makes the tongue dull and the throat uncomfortable. At this time, I want to eat something light and warm.

But what was extremely unexpected and terrified him—it was pitch black outside the door, just like outside the window, as if there were ferocious beasts lurking in the darkness.

It was pitch black even from the stairs, and not a single lamp was on for him.

The man never left him in the dark when he was at home.

Could it be that I forgot about work?However, when I went downstairs, there was no trace of that person in the study or bedroom.

He was left alone in the huge house.

And he still has a fever.

unacceptable.

【Where are you. 】

I sent the message with some anger.

There is no reply for a long time.

Very unhappy, this man has never treated himself like this.

Even if you are going out in a hurry, you should at least leave him a letter.

Or, it is expected that he will not get up in the middle of the night, and go out to fool around while he is sick?

It hasn't been seven years yet, I didn't expect that you, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, can't hold it anymore.

The more I think about it, the more outrageous it becomes.

I gritted my teeth angrily.

Finally couldn't bear to call.

But the other party's mobile phone has been turned off.

In a fit of anger, he dropped the phone and threw it on the carpet, thinking gloomily that since this person ignored him, he didn't want to talk to this person anymore.

Isn't it because he didn't return all night, he wasn't angry at all.

He can do just fine on his own.

Even though he said so, he still sat on the sofa and watched the evening TV series with an attitude of pleading guilty, with his chest crossed and his eyes fixed, waiting for a heartbroken man who cheated on him to come home.

However, until he fell asleep again in a daze, and was woken up with aches and pains from the cold in the morning, he couldn't wait for the man to go home.The phone is still off, and the message is still unanswered.

She was completely out of breath, but at the same time, she was worried that she didn't know what happened to the other party outside.

I didn't know what to do, so I had to call and ask my sister-in-law to help catch the rape or find someone.

The call got through, but the Pu family sister over there didn't answer it, but cut off the call directly.

I thought the other party was busy, but they kept doing this two or three times.

I had no choice but to spread my family ugliness and called Pu Yuzhen's company.

"What? Looking for senior Yuzhen... huh? What are you talking about, senior passed away a year ago."

Died, a year ago.

This sentence completely shocked his cognition.It felt like something was stuck in my throat and I couldn't speak.

"Hello? Hello?...Really, people nowadays don't know the bottom line when they play pranks, even the deceased seniors." After a long time no one answered, the operator thought he had hung up, so he talked to him without hesitation. Colleagues complained.

He won't be coming back.

Just realized this.

If this person is still there, he will not leave him alone when he is sick, and he will not leave the refrigerator empty. Even if he is busy at work and he is at home, he will try to go home every night.

From this point of view, the entrustment and comfort of the people around is just because...the person who left his work to care for him in every detail when he was sick, and the person who can make family and friends no longer worry about him as long as he is with him, has already gone.

He covered his mouth and coughed nonstop as if suffocating.Physiological tears kept falling from the sockets of the eyes, across the hot cheeks and onto the cold wooden floor.

What an international joke.

Obviously, this person was still by his side before going to bed last night.

Fan Chengcheng felt dizzy and had tinnitus.

In such confusion, he suddenly remembered what Pu Yuzhen had told him about the so-called "another world line".

He was alert, looking out the window.It was dark, but the devilish pond was out there, he knew it.

'I was drowned, in this pool. '

They tortured each other in this world until Pu Yuzhen himself sank into the pool and ended his life.

Why, why should you use your mistakes to torture me who did nothing wrong.

He clutched his forehead, which was hot due to illness, and what rose from the bottom of his heart was resentment, unwillingness, and...fear.

I don't know what my life will be like after leaving this person suddenly, I don't know what I have become after leaving this person these years, I don't know...whether I can go back and see that person.

The assistant called, and this afternoon, and every afternoon after that, he had to run off to continue filming the damn TV series.

Fortunately, he was also filming this TV series in that world, so it wouldn't be revealed.

This world doesn't seem to be any different from the world he used to live in. Whether it's his colleagues or friends, they are all those people.

Except without that man by his side.

Habits are a terrible thing.

Cutting someone out of your life completely after you've gotten used to their company is tantamount to ripping them off.

Living his own life is indeed a more difficult thing than he imagined.

When I got home after filming, I was already as tired as a dog, and I didn’t even have a sip of hot water. I couldn’t be bothered to cook, so I could only order takeaway; the fried chicken fell on the floor and stained the carpet. The ones I picked together were thrown into the washing machine to be cleaned, but the washing machine was also broken; the clothes were piled up everywhere like a large garbage dump, and every time I went out, I rummaged through it for a few temporary wearables... …

Such a life is meaningless, hopeless, and hopeless.

However, when you arrive on the set, you still have to pretend to be calm.Greet others with a smile, earnestly finish filming, care about the lead actress who also has a cold, suggest that the assistant who suffers from toothache find time to go to the hospital for a check-up, and send a message to everyone who is worried about him, saying that he has improved a lot, In a blink of an eye, I forgot to buy medicine again.

Day after day, his cold has healed itself.

I don't know when this kind of life will end and when I can return to that person.

I imagined that when I woke up, I could see him telling myself that it was time to get up by the bedside.

But every time I wake up, it is another day of despair.

Going to the set to film as usual, sitting in the corner studying the script when you and I are tired of each other outside the small love scene of the crew.When I go home at night, I order takeaway food, sit quietly on the sofa all night, go to bed when it's time, wake up by the biological clock, and repeat.

I dare not go home, I dare not let my family members notice my abnormality, and I dare not bother other friends, after all, their lives are much happier than my own, and only he has become the redundant one.

He knew that the man didn't smoke or drink, and he didn't like the smell of tobacco and alcohol, so even if this kind of thing could temporarily paralyze him and relax his spirit for a moment, he must not touch it.

He could distinguish between reality and illusion, and he didn't want to indulge in such illusion, nor did he want to escape.

Everything in the past is just a memory that only exists in his mind, no one knows, no one can prove it.Only by remembering that the song composed by that person is indeed different from what is known now, can I firmly believe that my previous sweetness and warmth are not hallucinations.

But it also makes everything that is going through now a purgatory.

you come back.

Looking out the window at the bright summer sky, he thought.

I've learned to do my own laundry and cooking, I've learned to take care of myself and stop losing my temper.

If you don't come back, I don't need you anymore.

This time it was I who left you, not you who left me.

so you come back.

Please... come back.

Even though I thought so, I was actually getting desperate.

Just when he was thinking so much and pushed open the bedroom door that belonged to Pu Yuzhen, there was an earthquake in his pupils.

Pu Yuzhen was drying the quilt on the balcony, he seemed to be in a good mood, and hummed a gentle song.

I don't know if it's mites or dust flying in the sun.

The years are quiet and good, like a dream.

He was stunned for a while before remembering to rush over to hug the man.As if wanting to integrate the other person into his own flesh and blood, he moved his nostrils vigorously and greedily sniffed the familiar but unfamiliar clean smell on his body, buried in his shoulder and couldn't help but choked up.

haven't seen you for a long time.

After being strong for so long and enduring for so long, she finally collapsed silently when she finally saw this person again.

Frightened by such a lover, Pu Yuzhen was pinched in pain without knowing it. He was reluctant to push away his big dog, so he had to turn around quickly to comfort him softly.

He couldn't hear what Pu Yuzhen said at all, he just felt that he was filled with complex and intense emotions, which were about to overflow.

It hurts too much, too painful to be alone.

Why are you willing to leave me alone?

I don't know how I persisted, I just want this person to experience it.Although the pain was less than one percent of what he had endured.

He bit down on Pu Yuzhen's bare wrist fiercely, his white skin was pierced by sharp canine teeth, and he tasted a bit of sweetness.Fan Chengcheng let go, and two rows of red marks were left on the blue and white, with fine drops of blood gushing out.

Like what a vampire does to his singer, the second attack occurs, but this visual impact makes people more excited.

Originally, he wanted to cup the man's hand and lick the blood away vaguely, but when he was caught up in the complicated brainstorming, Pu Yuzhen had already taken a tissue from the tissue box behind him and pressed it on the wound casually. He wiped away the saliva and blood stains with great care.

"What's wrong? Did you forget to get vaccinated?"

Even if he was bitten by a mad dog youth for no reason, Pu Yuzhen did not blame him.Just jokingly, he stretched out his uninjured hand and rubbed two handfuls of his lover's cheeks.

The gentleness of this person.

Pretending to take a bite, Pu Yuzhen shyly withdrew his hand.This person's hands are flexible and slender, and they are dry and warm no matter in winter or summer, and they are super comfortable to touch. He is greedy for such warmth.

It was another collision that knocked people down, all kinds of trickery and coquettish coaxing, and incidentally told people what happened before.

Although he has been in pain for countless days and nights, in Pu Yuzhen's eyes, only a few hours have passed.

Knowing that he described this period of time as purgatory just to win his sympathy, he still couldn't help but kiss and hug him high, and signed countless unequal contracts to coax him.

"I abused you once, and you abused me once. We're even, and you should treat me better in the future." She sniffed and pretended to be pitiful.

Although he has returned to this person's side again, how much despair will he over there bear in his place.

How many people are like him over there, who seem to be living an enviable life as usual, but when they return home at night, they collapse silently?

However, no one knows.

The author has something to say:

"Nobody Knows" likes the tone of this movie very much. Instead of deliberately depicting the pain and despair of life, it depicts the little happiness in these despairs. Second, I do not recommend everyone to watch it.

(Personally, I think it is a very depressing work like "The Life of the Disliked Pine Nut" and "Disqualification in the World")

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Ah ah ah what a fat thing, every time I reply, I go in circles endlessly, so annoying QAQ

Maybe in the future, the replies will be randomly flopped, when will the spicy chicken jj be better otz

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Zhengzheng car album question answer: yes

The reference source of Zhengzheng Car: Twelve Poems of "Qinyuanchun" (Qing. Zhu Yi)