[Idol trainee] please pick me up

My name is Pu Yuzhen, and I am a little different.

I'm aware of it, I'm aware of the fact that I've actually lost my memory again.

No, why use the word "again"?

I thought I fainted on the stage, but later I realized that my eyes were closed and opened, and there was a fault between my memory and reality for ten years.

"Brother Zhengting?"

At that time, when I opened my eyes for the first time on the hospital bed, there was already a familiar person sitting beside the bed, wearing an ill-fitting white shirt.He just looked at me blankly, not knowing what he was thinking, maybe he was wandering, but he looked a little haggard.

"I'm... what's the matter?" Mingming remembered that one second he was standing on the stage of the first public performance, and the next second he was surrounded by various instruments and the smell of disinfectant for no reason.

"Are you uncomfortable? Fortunately, it's all right now." He smiled at me. Although it looked forced, his smile did have a magical power of reassurance.

"Did I pass out on stage?" I asked.

But his expression was shocked, as if he didn't understand what I was talking about, he repeated: "Stage?"

Then he told me that even the last time I performed on stage was months ago.As for produce202 ​​in my impression, it is a memory of ten years ago for him.

And he stayed by my bed not out of humanitarian concern, but because during the past ten years——

"I am your lover."

He was crying, but smiling, he held my hand and said so.

If in the past, a big man held my hand and cried, I would definitely have goosebumps all over my body.But I didn't know this at the time, so I felt sore from the bottom of my heart.

Really, so I have a lover named Zhu Zhengting.

No, so why is Brother Zheng Ting my lover, and how many things happened during this time when I lost my memory.

But once you accept this setting, it looks a little cute.

I have to say that no matter whether you look at it from a distance or up close, although ten years have passed, Zhu Zhengting is still beautiful by himself, as good-looking as a fairy, even when he is crying.

How can I be with such a person?

Although I can't say it, I am really happy.

"We...how far have we progressed?"

I tried to comfort him, and finally calmed down his mood a bit before asking cheekily. After all, I don't have the slightest memory of getting along as a couple now, and it would not be good if I have progressed to the point where I have to be responsible to him.

"We got engaged, just yesterday."

He took off the engagement ring on his left hand, which indeed had his initials on the inside.

"Your here."

As he spoke, Zhu Zhengting took out another corresponding ring from his pants pocket.

I took the ring and it did have his initials in it.

It seems that we are really lovers.

"I'm sorry to make you worry. Now I don't know anything about our past, and my memory is still ten years ago, so..." I can't get along with you as a qualified lover.

"It's okay, let's start again." However, Zhu Zhengting interrupted me.

I don't know why, but I feel that his expression is a bit relieved.

But the reality does not allow me to ask and think about it.I heard that I woke up, and gradually there were a lot of other people in the ward who I knew but didn't know, who claimed to be my family and friends came to visit, because there were so many people, it was difficult for me to remember them all.

I also heard from them that the reason why I'm lying in the hospital now is because I couldn't sleep last night because I was too excited about my engagement, so I took some sleeping pills to help me sleep.As a result, he ate too much because he was not familiar with the dosage, and almost died on the spot on the engagement night.

Because I threw the medicine into the coffee and took it, even Zhu Zhengting, who was in the same room at the time, didn't notice that I had taken too much medicine.If it weren't for the intelligence and sharpness of my lover, I might have gone to see Max by now.

It's so dangerous, this accident almost killed Zhu Zhengting, and almost killed two families - it is said that the two people almost risked their lives just to persuade the parents of both parties, let alone how big it would be to break through the open engagement resistance.

If I suddenly die at this time due to an accident that I could have avoided, it would indeed be too inappropriate to die.

And now, although I have been discharged from the hospital, I have not recovered due to amnesia, and for the time being, I am still a little boy being taken care of by Zhu Zhengting.

I always feel that being a lover like this is dragging him down, let's try hard to see if I can restore my memory or do something to become a person worthy of him.

PS: My lover who was picked up for nothing is too cute. Although he is one year older than me, he looks as cute as a rabbit no matter how you look at it.I want to bully but I can't bear it, hey, it seems that I have gradually fallen in love with him.

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In this way, Pu Yuzhen wrote down what he had seen and heard from waking up to now in the diary with full of joy and ridicule like a bum, and then thought about hiding the diary.

However, during the rummaging of boxes and cabinets, a white medicine bottle was found in an inconspicuous drawer in the living room.

barbiturate.

Why is there such a thing at home?And hide it?

It looked as if he deliberately didn't want to be discovered by him.

However, before he could think about it, there was a piercing electric bell.

It's the doorbell.

Pu Yuzhen hurriedly closed the drawer and rushed to open the door.He looked at the door mirror, but the figure outside the door made him feel inexplicably uneasy and ominous.

It was a person wearing sunglasses, a hat and a white mask, covering his whole body so tightly that he could not tell his identity at all.

"Who?" he asked.

"Justin." The man pulled off his mask, revealing a somewhat familiar face that had grown into a youth.

It turned out that Justin, who was covering up like a wanted criminal, was just hiding from the paparazzi and various illegitimate meals because of his star status, which frightened him for nothing.

"Coffee or tea?"

Pu Yuzhen, who accepted the gift, hastened to entertain the children who had a rare gathering.

"Coffee." Justin threw himself on the sofa as well, looking nothing too different.

"I haven't visited your house since you got engaged. You and Leizi were the source of delicious food during the competition earlier. It's hard to take a vacation. Of course, I have to have a meal to miss the year before leaving."

The young man relaxed himself on the sofa like a big cat, showing a little white and tender belly because of stretching - deflated, presumably he came here hungry.

"Okay, but you have to wait for a while, Zhengting should stop by to buy groceries when he comes back from get off work."

Park Yuzhen also hopes to learn a little about their past from Justin.

"Barbiturate? Why are you still eating this kind of thing?"

The white medicine bottle in Justin's hand is the one he found just now. It turned out that he forgot to put it back after finding it just now.

"I'm not eating, I've been sleeping well, maybe Zhengting is eating," Park Yuzhen said, bringing coffee to Justin, "I'm not in the habit of drinking coffee, the coffee machine hasn't been used for a long time, you can make do with it drink."

However, Justin, who was drinking bitter coffee, suddenly sat there stiffly as if he had discovered something.Then, he stared at Pu Yuzhen with extremely complicated eyes.

"I understand." Justin put down his teacup abruptly, grabbed Pu Yuzhen's hand and was about to go out, "Follow me."

Pu Yuzhen didn't understand, so: "What's wrong?"

"If you don't leave, it will be too late."

Justin didn't want to explain to him at all.

"Why is it too late?" Zhu Zhengting's slightly sticky voice came from the door. He stood at the entrance to change his shoes just after returning home, and blocked the way of the two of them.

"Justin? Don't you say hello in advance when you come?"

Zhu Zhengting smiled at them, but Justin became alert like a cat with fried fur, and even compared Pu Yuzhen, who was more than half a head taller than him, who wanted to go to his lover to take the shopping bag in his hand Protected behind.This action made the remaining two people very puzzled.

"Why did I forget, Brother Yuzhen doesn't have the habit of drinking coffee at all—or rather, how can a person who wants to use sleeping pills to sleep use coffee to deliver medicine?" Justin said without beginning and end, but gritted his teeth .

"So what are you trying to say, Justin?" Zhu Zhengting tilted his head slightly, as if confused.

"Because Brother Yuzhen doesn't drink tea bags, the only thing that can cover up the bitter taste of barbiturates in the hotel is coffee. I'm right—it wasn't an accident caused by mistakenly taking sleeping pills that night, but..." Justin He tried his best to take a breath, as if it was extremely difficult for him to say the following words, but he still wanted to say them.

"You tried to poison him, but you relented before he was dead. That's why you pretended to find out and sent us to the hospital, right?" Justin questioned him, holding up the white medicine bottle.

Zhu Zhengting's expression finally changed. He bent down and put two shopping bags on the ground, then stood opposite Justin, waiting for him to continue his analysis.

"After the engagement ceremony that day. Brother Yuzhen watched them play with the pendulum, and suddenly squatted down with a nosebleed, and said something strange, making everyone very embarrassed... Then he ran back to the room by himself. My brother followed me back, so we didn't care, and ended up being admitted to the hospital by mistakenly taking sleeping pills in the middle of the night." Justin recalled with his own thoughts.

"When I was pushing the emergency bed, I found that brother Yuzhen didn't have a ring on his hand, but how could a person who had just been engaged for a few hours take the ring off?"

"But because you are all my important brothers, I never considered this possibility. Now that I think about it, every time he has a nosebleed, it is actually recalling some previous memory-it should be because of that night. It should be because he remembered What, you two had an argument, that's why he gave you back the engagement ring...and that's why you thought of poisoning yourself, didn't you?"

Zhu Zhengting over there was calm and unobstructed, listening to Justin restore the whole incident.

"Looking at your reaction, I should be right."

Justin didn't deduce the prisoner's joy and satisfaction, because this prisoner was his closest teammate and brother.

Pu Yuzhen looked at his lover in disbelief, hoping that he would deny it, after all, as long as he didn't admit it, everything Justin said would be just an unfounded guess.

However, Zhu Zhengting did not refute, but smiled brightly.

"Yes, but what can I do at the time."

Obviously, I have given you everything I can give.

This heart, body, love, and future are all entrusted to you.

I believe that I can stay with you forever.

However, this feeling was betrayed at the moment when he fully exposed everything about himself to the world.

If you say you don't love, you don't love, but because you don't know what memories you remembered, you suddenly don't love.

Why did I pay so much, but still didn't get a little return.

Say in front of everyone how much you love Cai Xukun, what do you think of me.

Breaking up on the day of the engagement, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

It's not desperate to vent anger, but extremely rational and calm, serious, and wants to poison the other party.

"There is another point that you are wrong. Originally, I wanted to see him die and then commit suicide in the same way."

That's right, after he poisoned the man's coffee, he looked at his peaceful sleeping face, and imagined that after he drank the sleeping pill, he put the engagement ring back on the man himself.Then they lay in bed holding hands and fell asleep, never to wake up again.And draw the curtains so that when the younger brothers find them the next day, their engagement rings can glisten in the sun.

But he still softened his heart - not because he couldn't bear to kill himself, but because he couldn't bear to kill his lover.

Even if this lover has become what it used to be, even if this lover no longer loves himself.

Like a clown, after being toyed with, he still can't help loving this person, this—a scumbag.

"After knowing so much, do you still want to live with this man, with a person who almost poisoned you and planned to poison you again?"

Justin looked at Pu Yuzhen who seemed to have fallen into confusion after being shocked and asked, and then turned his head to look at Zhu Zhengting who was slowly moving towards the kitchen with the shopping bag.

"As a younger brother, I can't report you. And it's been so long, so the so-called evidence can't be found. Now I take him away, because I don't want to see you do something wrong again. If there is a next time, just No one really can save you."

"Do you think anyone can save me now?"

Zhu Zhengting turned his head and still smiled, but that smile was very hopeless.

This man pushed him into the darkness with his own hands. He thought his life was over, but he didn't expect that there was a chance to start again.

I have tried my best, hoping to walk hand in hand in the sunshine one day, but again, again and again, I will be kicked back into the darkness.

Just like now, the evening sun receded quickly, and even the open kitchen designed by the two of them to satisfy Pu Yuzhen's desire to cook leisurely in the sun at that time was deprived of the last light, and it will be opened in October. After a few minutes, I completely merged into the darkness of the night.

He was already in despair, and was about to hate this so-called lover and ruthless man to death, and even hated his younger brother who had exposed this illusory fairy tale-one person's love made him not like himself, so he should take advantage of his own Let it go before you completely lose your mind and turn into a monster everyone fears.

Justin opened the anti-theft door, and the sunlight splashed in at that moment, even a little glaring.

He took Pu Yuzhen's hand and was about to step into the light.

"Justin." Pu Yuzhen let go of his hand at the last moment, Justin turned his head and waited for the second half of his sentence.

Pu Yuzhen rubbed his nose and smiled shyly, as if he felt embarrassed by what he was going to say: "I still have to cook to pay off the debt."

I'm not leaving.What I have always owed him, as an adult with morality, conscience and bottom line, I have to pay it off slowly.

Also, stay and eat.

"No, next time, next time... I'll bring them with me." Justin froze for a second, then the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

The boy put on sunglasses, masks, hats, and scarves one by one, fully armed himself, and looked like a wanted criminal again.

Then Justin, who doesn't look like a good man, walked into the sunset and bathed in the sun.

Pu Yuzhen stood at the door and waved to the young detectives who were going away, and closed the door to return to their own darkness.

He didn't turn on the light, he took care of the arrangement of the house every day, even if he didn't turn on the light, he could clearly feel it.Even if one day he becomes blind, he may not find out for a while, because his brain has helped him remember everything around him.

He walked through the sofa and the bar without hindrance, came to the kitchen sink and found his super fierce rabbit.

Pu Yuzhen knelt down on both knees, stretched out his arms and hugged each other slowly, the trembling rabbit in his arms was still trembling slightly.Pu Yuzhen's heart was broken, he lowered his head, and exchanged a kiss with the salty taste of tears with the rabbit whose eyes must have been red from crying.

"I'm a poor man," he pulled Zhu Zhengting's left hand and put it on the side of his neck, so that he could feel the heartbeat from the artery under his skin, "but, just take my life again—we Be together."

Zhu Zhengting was silent for a long time, so long that Pu Yuzhen felt that he would not answer anymore, the man smiled and said with tears like when he woke up for the first time:

"……it is good."

The author has something to say:

1) "Ambiguous ナ Hope/Ice Rain": The ending music of the side mission of the escaped couple in "Neil Automata". It feels very suitable for the atmosphere and is used as the main tune. I hope everyone can listen to it?

Netease Cloud's hot comment said, "In order to want an ideal partner, I formatted my boyfriend six times. I have to be together at the cost of exile, but I can repeatedly abandon the memory in order for the other party to meet my ideal. After all, the relationship What is itself?"

However, her boyfriend was formatted six times, but also fell in love with her six times. This is the "ambiguous hope" referred to.

So even though it's a dark ending, I still can't bear to abuse the rabbit.

After all, it is a story, so it must have a happy ending.

2) Barbiturate: a universal central depressant.

3) The desire to hold hands and walk in the sun is still a stalk of "White Night Walk"

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Plot explanation:

At the banquet after the engagement ceremony with Zhengzheng, Mr. Park suddenly recalled all the memories because the guests played the pendulum game (it was mentioned in 84 that he was hypnotized by the pendulum at that time and his memory was sealed. ) and what he remembered told him that the person he loved was Kun Kun, and he loved him very, very much. In this case, he couldn’t love Zhengzheng anymore, so he broke up with Zhengzheng that night and returned the engagement ring, so at first The engagement ring is right there.

And Zhengzheng not only fell in love with him, but the two had been lovers for a long time, and even broke through many obstacles and came out of the closet. abandon.

It was completely unacceptable, so he wanted to poison Mr. Park with barbiturate that night, but his heart softened. However, Mr. Park who was rescued lost a lot of memory, and they became lovers again.

On the one hand, I was afraid that Mr. Park would think about it again, and on the other hand, I hoped that this state would continue, so I asked Mr. Park to stay at home indefinitely on the grounds of recuperating.

However, Fugui, who was only here for a visit, finally deduced and restored the truth of the year because of the discovery of the Barbital.

And because of this, Mr. Park knew that he was a scumbag before.But when Fugui asked him if he wanted to go with him, Mr. Park, who knew that the other party tried to poison him, still decided to be with Zhengzheng, and he could not abandon him again.

There is still barbiturate at home because if Mr. Park regains his memory, Zhengzheng will be poisoned again.At that time, Mr. Park will lose his memory again, and they will start again; or they will simply poison him to death, and he must never let him abandon himself again.

But because I didn't want to really make a big mistake, I decided to give up.

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I sent this extra episode on a regular basis. 233 agreed that it was the second update yesterday, but after I finished writing, I saw that the time was already twelve o'clock. If you don't want everyone to stay up late, let's save it for posting in the morning.

Although it may make people sad or even angry, I think this is a story I really want to write. It comes from the dream with the friends at that time, and the content of the dream with Cheng Cheng's black ending.

It can be regarded as an appetizer for the star detective Paro, and the reasoning clues are all given before the famous detective Fugui comes on stage.

I'm at work, I hope to find that Jinjiang's reply system can be used when I come back from get off work haha