[Idol trainee] please pick me up

"Whoa-"

The moment he sank into the water, Pu Yuzhen finally understood.

Ah, so it is so.

He should have woken up a long time ago, or in other words, everything now is his due compensation for what he has done.

He was wrong, very wrong.

I am sorry.

It is too late, and there is no chance to convey this sentence to you personally.

He smiled wryly, and stretched out his hand to the swaying water surface, but his body was getting farther and farther away from the light as he kept falling.

If there is an afterlife, if I can do it all over again, I will definitely—

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"Hey, are you awake?"

A drowning-like suffocation surrounded him, his consciousness gradually peeled off, and it seemed that someone was calling him anxiously in the haze.

"Park Yuzhen!"

With a slap across the face, he woke up breathing heavily like a dying fish.

"What's the matter with you? I almost suffocated myself when I slept."

Fan Chengcheng was half anxious and half incredulous.

Generally speaking, it is impossible for people to suffocate themselves to death, but when someone suffocates in front of them, it is difficult to ignore this possibility and gamble on it.

"Well, I had a nightmare." Pu Yuzhen touched his sweaty bangs and forehead, took a sip of the water handed by Fan Chengcheng.

"What did you dream about?"

Fan Chengcheng calmly withdrew the hand that was about to reach out to touch him.

"……forgotten."

Pu Yuzhen looked at Fan Chengcheng's face in a daze for a moment, his eyes dodged, and he pursed his lips to show a slightly pale smile, obviously he didn't want to say more.

"But how did you come in?"

He deftly changed the subject.

The door of Pu Yuzhen's room is always closed—although he and Fan Chengcheng live under the same roof, they don't live in the same bedroom, or even on the same floor.Fan Chengcheng had almost never entered his room before, and of course, he had never entered Fan Chengcheng's room either.

After all, Pu Yuzhen, who has now become a professional music producer, needs some creative space, which can be regarded as protecting the relatively independent space and personality of the two parties.

This is a matter of course, but in the eyes of those who are familiar with them, it is extremely unbelievable-in the eyes of others, they have long been a couple.

Although it looks like Pu Yuzhen is a golden single king and Fan Chengcheng is a diamond single king, but those who are familiar with them think that these two have been together for a long time.

After all, living in the same room with a gay, is there any other possibility besides another gay?

This is a common deduction of people.

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But in fact it is-

"Can you keep me overnight?"

It rained cats and dogs that night, and when Pu Yuzhen came looking for the sound and opened the anti-theft door, he saw Fan Chengcheng who was drenched all over.

Water droplets kept falling from the boy's hair, some dripped on the ground, some gathered on the chin along the cheeks, flowed down the chin to the neck, and finally disappeared into the collar under the collarbone.

Although the young man looked dull, and even a bit menacing and scary, the embarrassment of the rain rolling down like tears still made people feel suffocated unconsciously.

"Come into the house," he said, grabbing his hand and dragging him into the house involuntarily. The boy staggered twice and almost fell into his arms.

"Have you had a fight with your family?"

After letting the other party take a hot bath, Pu Yuzhen handed him a bowl of brown sugar ginger tea, and finally began to question him while kneeling on the ground with a thick square towel to wipe the floor.

He was originally a clean and tidy person, but the boy's arrival on a rainy night made his mirror-like floor instantly dirty.

But fortunately, he had almost tidied up the floor while Fan Chengcheng was taking a shower.

"Well, yes."

While sipping hot ginger tea, Fan Chengcheng watched Pu Yuzhen twisting a towel in the sink.

"Is there anything that can't be discussed among family members? You see how much your mother and sister dote on you, as long as it's not a principle..."

"I came out with my family."

The boy interrupted his chatter.

When Pu Yuzhen heard these words, he almost froze in place, even the movement of twisting the towel stopped.

The water on the towel fell into the basin, ticking in the quiet room.

"I'm gay."

The boy summoned up his courage and said again.

"Do you know how hard this road is?" Pu Yuzhen looked back at him with a complicated expression.

"I know. But—I can pretend for a day, a month, a year, but not for a lifetime."

The teenager tries to prove to him that what he did was not a spur of the moment.

Pu Yuzhen finally knelt down in front of him after a long silence, and took the empty bowl in his hand.

The slightly cold hands that had just washed the towel touched the hands that were warmed by hot water and ginger tea, Pu Yuzhen looked normal, but Fan Chengcheng flinched, then carefully looked up at him, as if to confirm his thoughts .

"Stay here first, I'll find you a set of pajamas."

He sighed.

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Back to the present, Fan Chengcheng came to his senses after Pu Yuzhen's question.

"It's already nine o'clock, and you haven't woken up yet." The young man lowered his eyes, looking obedient, but Pu Yuzhen could still tell from the slight protrusion of his chin and the sudden clenching of his fingers that he was angry.

The teenager seemed to have become a lot more irritable than before, since living with him.

Seeing him like this, Pu Yuzhen suddenly sighed leisurely.

"Could you come with me?"

He held the boy's hand that was gripping the corner of the quilt tightly, and Fan Chengcheng was shocked by his action, but finally let go of his poor quilt, even though it was crumpled by him.

Pu Yuzhen thinks Fan Chengcheng like this is cute, but feels a little distressed—why didn't he find out before?

Or, in fact, you should have already had a hunch, but you chose to ignore it during self-hypnosis?

He is such a heartless and heartless person.

When passing by his own door again, Pu Yuzhen suddenly felt an urge to tear it down.From his point of view, this door is like a self-enclosed firewall, but now it seems that it also cuts off the possibility of further deepening of their relationship, shutting himself in and Fan Chengcheng outside.

During this period of time, the relationship between Fan Chengcheng's Pu Yuzhen is like Xiaodai and Gu Meimen in Leagal High, Luke and Layton in Professor Layton, Maya and Cheng Butang in Ace Attorney, and Poirot Detective. Hastings and Poirot in the case series, and Watson and Holmes.

On the one hand, they are intimate, on the other hand, they are like mentors and close friends, and they sometimes ridicule each other.

It looks perfect.

Pu Yuzhen always thought that it was enough to maintain the relationship between himself and Fan Chengcheng like a reader and a book.

He is very satisfied with his current state, and any change will make him tremble like a groundhog.

but--

Some people are not satisfied and cannot be satisfied.

In Fan Chengcheng's view, the so-called sympathy will slowly ferment into sweet torture when getting along with the object of his crush.

Even if you want Plato to fall in love, the premise must be that the two love each other.

But—not sure whether the other party has developed a personal love for him, and also not sure whether the other party has realized that his love is just pretending to be stupid, feeling that his love and sincerity have been trampled and fooled.

The heart seems to be scorched by flames from time to time, and the relaxed daily relationship with each other has turned into dancing with the tip of a knife like a little mermaid, with a smile on his face.

I can't stand it any longer.

"I had a strange dream just now."

Pu Yuzhen stopped in his tracks, he lowered his head and smiled, then pointed to the calm swimming pool next to him.

"I dreamed that I died inside."

The boy behind him swallowed.

"You pushed me in."

He continued, and then turned his head to see Fan Chengcheng's astonished and panicked expression.

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"Just say you love me."

Say you love me, and let you go if you say so.

The boy's smile was innocent and cruel.

Pu Yuzhen looked at him in shock, as if he didn't expect him to say such a thing.

"Don't tell me?"

He chuckled lightly, as if he had expected this ending, and then, without warning, he forcefully pushed Pu Yuzhen into the pool.

Gollum.

Pu Yuzhen didn't expect that he would dare to do this. Before he could react in time, he was choked up a few times.

"Can you talk now?"

Fan Chengcheng pulled him up, who was so embarrassed that he was drenched all over, Pu Yuzhen coughed frantically, while the young man leaned over to his ear and whispered a magnetic voice to seduce him.

Crazy, downright crazy.

but……

He shook his head while wiping his mouth, and there was even a little anger in his eyes.

The young man seemed to be stung by his gaze, and the next second, he was pushed into the water again.

"Say you love me, and I'll give you everything."

The young man stroked his chin with one hand, and the stirred up water flowed gently over his body and face. The young man's voice was indistinct through the sound of the water.

However, Pu Yuzhen stared fixedly at Fan Chengcheng, who couldn't see his expression clearly through the swaying water curtain, without timidity or distraction.

He didn't even struggle.

The two had been in a stalemate for an unknown amount of time. He couldn't hold on anymore, his consciousness was blurred due to lack of oxygen, and he finally spit out a string of bubbles like a fish—if this continues, he will really be drowned.

But even so, I don't want to compromise.

Taking his own life to be angry, his temper is really not ordinary.

At such a time of life and death, he suddenly wanted to laugh.

The water broke like a crack, and the young man appeared in front of him with an angry face.The teen kissed him violently, and tried to pry open his jaw to give him the air - but he refused.

They fought like two kissing fish attacking each other as they chased each other, until a strand of blood gradually turned into a blood mist in the water.

Fan Chengcheng pulled him up from the water, but Pu Yuzhen had no strength to resist him.

But Fan Chengcheng didn't say anything more, he got up and looked at him for a while with his lips tightly pressed.That look reminded him of the storm that day, the night he stayed overnight—the rain kept rolling down his face like this, as if he was crying.

But this time, the boy left without looking back, leaving only Pu Yuzhen lying on the edge of the pool, coughing and panting.

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Fan Chengcheng stared at him blankly, with complex emotions surging violently in his eyes.

"After that, I was trapped in this house by you, unable to contact anyone, unable to contact anyone, and my works could no longer be heard by anyone except you."

This is punishment.

Pu Yuzhen didn't tell him how much despair he had experienced at the beginning——

He wants to take everything around him, including the music, and leave only himself.

In this way, you have no choice but to choose me.

Teenagers are so innocent, yet so cruel.

But then again, isn't he cruel himself?

He also inflicted the same desperation on the boy.

Although it was just a dream, to some extent Fan Chengcheng felt that it was more like a "prophecy" than a dream.

Putting himself in his shoes, he might indeed do such a thing someday in the future.As long as he and this man continue to stay in the same room, as long as he is still living in such a false friendship and the long-awaited waiting and anticipation of love.

"So I'm thinking now..."

"You don't need to say anything, I'm moving out tomorrow—" Fan Chengcheng interrupted him eagerly, and looked away in embarrassment.

I don't want to hear any more cruel words from him.

After all, their visible ending couldn't have been worse.

"Before you do these things, I want to tell you that I like you too, Fan Chengcheng." However, the other party smiled and said what he never thought he would say from this mouth.

The boy rolled his eyes with a smile, and the pool behind him was sparkling.

"It was just anger before, if you were a little more gentle then, I..."

However, before Pu Yuzhen's face completely burned, Fan Chengcheng, who had reacted, rushed over and hugged him so tightly that Pu Yuzhen's cough was pressed between the chests of the two of them.

This cough made Pu Yuzhen who was standing by the pool unsteady, and the two fell towards the pool in an embrace.

Fan Chengcheng didn't let go of him, his back hurt slightly from being slapped on the water.

Pu Yuzhen smiled, and put his arms around the boy's back.

So they embraced, exchanging love and air in kisses, and sank to the bottom.

I'm sorry for leaving you alone for so long.

The Little Mermaid no longer has to turn into foam to get her legs—

Thousands of rivers and mountains, I will accompany you.

The author has something to say:

1) The title Believer is a song sung by ImagineDragons.Personally, I think this song is very suitable for Cheng Cheng.

2) The last two sentences mean that Cheng Cheng sacrificed a lot in order to come out and pursue love, but such sacrifices were not rewarded.What he meant was that no matter how difficult it was before, he would face it with him in the future.

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I don’t know if this chapter is sweet or abusive or something else... It originated from a dream I had a long time ago.

Cheng Cheng represents the Little Mermaid, dedicated to hopeless love.Lao Pu represents Ophelia in the water, living in his own fantasy, and finally drowning in his own fantasy.They all formed an indissoluble bond with water 233

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The following is probably the scene where Lao Pu lost his fans. The timeline is a bit confusing. I’m afraid that everyone will not understand. Let me explain this story:

In the last world line (which can be understood as the previous life), after Cheng Cheng and his family came out, they temporarily lived in Lao Pu's house, and then the two became confidants.

Chengcheng likes him, and Lao Pu also likes Chengcheng, but Lao Pu can't believe that Chengcheng will like him, and thinks that once they become lovers, they will not be able to return to the previous relationship, so he has been hypnotizing himself, ignoring Chengcheng's hints .

But this hurt Cheng Cheng's feelings, so Cheng Cheng blackened in the depression, and finally pushed him into the pool to force him to admit that he loved himself, but this made Lao Pu feel resentful and rebellious for his behavior, so he didn't want to do it again. Accept such a Chengcheng.

Cheng Cheng blackened and took away everything around Lao Pu and left only himself, so in the end Lao Pu couldn't stand it and committed suicide, but he also realized in the water that it was actually his own problem-Cheng Cheng was always brave, and But he was cowardly, if he hadn't dared to take that step, he wouldn't have reached this level in the end.

But it is already late.

So in this life, he took the initiative to confess his love before Cheng Cheng became black, and the two of them came to a happy ending.

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This exposes Lao Pu's biggest character flaw, which was mentioned earlier.

The first is the overflowing fraternity, as long as you treat him well, he will treat you well.

This kind of person is very suitable to be a friend, but once you fall in love with him first, it is endless self-torture-you don't know if you are special, you don't know if he treats you out of fraternity or personal love.

But fortunately, if he becomes a lover, in order to make his lover feel at ease, he will give his love more to his lover, and he will not be so central air-conditioned anymore.

The second is self-hypnosis and indecision.

Obviously aware of the other party's feelings, but can't believe it, dare not take that step first, and then miss the other party in hesitation.

On the one hand, it is due to his lack of confidence in himself, and on the other hand, he is cowardly afraid of changing the status quo...so it is very difficult for him to confess.

He is such an imperfect person that also exists in reality OTZ

So I decided to let Nong Nongzhi, who has a very high IQ, cure his bad habits