Glass [entertainment circle]

On the evening of January [-], Chasers official blog issued a statement.

The statement stated that the five members of Chasers reached a consensus after deliberation and communication.

The men's group Chasers is about to disband, and the five members will develop independently. It is also mentioned that Tang Yan, Yang Wenting and Deng Yuantian have terminated their contract and cooperation relationship with Haixing Entertainment.

Twenty minutes later, Wenhan Entertainment's official Weibo released a promotional video, welcoming the arrival of the two new artists by reposting a lottery.This lottery can be described as a heroic move, throwing hundreds of thousands of dollars, and immediately pushed the topic to a peak.

The explosive news shocked the entire network. No one knew exactly what happened. There were speeches of shock almost everywhere under the topic:

@色色Canvas: My God, how could this happen?Why did you disband suddenly?There was no sign of it before!

@电竞入了: Damn, I thought it was a fake at first glance, but after another look, it was actually a statement posted by Chaser’s official blog? !I do not accept!I agreed to be a group fan for the rest of my life, and I don't want this group to disband, at least there should be a reason! ! !

@毛花小题 is the best: emmm, now Cheng Nan is the only one who continues to stay in Starfish and stay in business?It's a bit pitiful...

@麻辣桑最美吃: Let’s just say, Chasers is really at odds with each other, some people still don’t believe it, now it’s all right, let’s go our separate ways.

@小小小树草: Ah, let me blindly guess whether the incident with Deng Yuantian two days ago has something to do with this, just play the video of passers-by...

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On the evening of January NO.15, a video was posted on the Internet.

The video is not clear because the camera shakes too much, but it can still be confirmed that the person who punched is Deng Yuantian.

One stone stirred up a thousand waves. That night, netizens discussed this matter a lot. Black fans ridiculed Deng Yuantian for revealing his true nature. The previous positive energy personas were all faked. Fans expressed unconditional belief that their idols would not do it for no reason. Video Incomplete, as an artist, it is impossible to disregard his own image, he must have been annoyed by his excessive behavior.

The two sides quarreled all night, and the enthusiasm subsided a little. The netizens who ate melons all waited for Deng Yuantian's voice. After all, it was a big news for a popular little fresh meat to make a move on an amateur, and it would be dealt with by public relations no matter what.

But no one waited for it. Instead, they waited three days later for the announcement on Chasers official blog announcing the disbandment of the team.

As Wenhan Entertainment's official Weibo launched a lottery draw for the entire network, Tang Yan and Yang Wenting's fans stabilized their emotions after a while, and the fan group returned to normal order.Wu Ze was not in business due to family matters, and he and Cheng Nan's fans didn't make any fuss after confirming that their idol's contract was still under Hai Xing's hands.

The most flustered are Deng Yuantian's fans. He neither decided to switch to another entertainment company like Tang Yan and Yang Wenting, nor stayed in Haixing like Wu Ze and Cheng Nan. Coupled with the previous beating incident, the fans were at a loss Water, constantly criticizing the official for asking about Deng Yuantian's current situation, Chasers group fans and Nantian CP fans are also anxious.

It was a night of disorientation for many.

"Sign on the empty space on the last page, and that's it. The contract will be terminated." Liu Min put the contract termination document in front of Deng Yuantian and reminded.

After reading the words on several pages slowly, Deng Yuantian picked up the pen that Liu Min handed over, and wrote down his name stroke by stroke.

"It's finished."

Liu Min glanced at it and nodded lightly: "Okay, there's no problem."

Deng Yuantian stood up from his seat, looked at her and said, "Then I'll go back and pack my things."

When he spoke, his voice was hoarse, and he wore a mask on his face. It seemed that he had a cold.

Having been with each other for more than half a year, it is impossible to say that there is no reluctance.

Liu Min pursed her lips: "I'll go with you to clean up."

"It's okay, I can do it alone, don't bother."

Liu Min hesitated for a moment, but did not insist.

"Then I won't give it away. It's a smooth journey. I will keep in touch in the future."

"Well, I will."

After Deng Yuantian finished speaking, he raised his hand, waved to Liu Min, then opened the door and walked out.

On both sides of the corridor, the posters and art paintings on the wall have changed a lot, but he still remembers what he saw when he first came here.

There was no one in the aisle, only the sound of his footsteps.

When I returned to the dormitory, there was no one there either.

After looking around and confirming this point, Deng Yuantian's body relaxed a bit and was no longer tense.

He started to pack his things.

The desk lamp on the desk, men’s cosmetics, a few miscellaneous books, and the clothes in the closet, all that can be carried are put into the suitcase and backpack, and the ones that cannot fit or are not needed are packed into plastic bags. Throw it in the trash can.

When Deng Yuantian saw the glass handicraft on the window sill, his eyes froze.

He took it in his hand and glanced at every turn of the handicraft.

After a moment of trance, he had a feeling that was almost enlightened.

It turned out that his liking for Cheng Nan had been foreshadowed so early.

When I bought this handicraft at that time, I only vaguely felt that the glass dancer was very similar to the other dancer.

Thinking about it now, if it wasn't because he liked that person, why would he buy this exquisite handicraft?

Recalling all the past now, Deng Yuancai realized that he was emotionally slow.

It would be great if he could be more dull. In that case, even if he knew that Cheng Nan's closeness with him was just for hype, he wouldn't be too painful.

The handicraft was packed into a bag by him.

Throw away the painful things, there is no point in keeping them.

After everything was packed, Deng Yuantian looked around the room where he lived for several months for the last time, then put his backpack on his back, and held the handle of the suitcase——

The door opened from the outside, and he looked up.

Cheng Nan stood straight at the door, watching him.

This was the first time the two of them met after he knew the truth. When he saw that face with sharp lines, he felt an incomparably heavy pain welling up from the bottom of his heart. The blood flowed through his body as if stained with poison, bringing about a moment of trembling.

That look seemed to be very long, but in fact it was only a moment.After regaining consciousness, Deng Yuantian subconsciously clenched his jaw, quickly lowered his eyes, grasped the handle of the suitcase, and walked forward with all his strength, every step was like walking on the edge of a knife.

Just as he was about to pass by, he heard Cheng Nan speak.

"Why are you leaving?"

A word is like charcoal thrown into the fire, and the emotions burn more vigorously in the chest.

In the past two days, he has received text messages, messages, and phone calls from the other party, but Deng Yuantian has not responded.But at this moment, he still wanted an answer.

His wrist was unconsciously pressed against his trouser pocket.

Deng Yuantian stretched his hand in, and touched the flat coin with his fingers.

"When in doubt, toss a coin and let fate make a simple decision for you."

His heart beat faster, and his fingertips slowly touched the surface of the coin with two extreme emotions—cowardice and bravery—and rubbed it for two seconds.

Tails face up.

The blood in his body suddenly became cold, and his fingers curled up.

So it's not worth asking.

The scene at this time reminded him of the scene several years ago, when standing in front of his former friend Hawke, Deng Yuantian also asked why.

Why did the other party have such a cheerful and bright smile, but with such a smile, he cruelly cut his skin with a blade.

They went to class together, played together, did scientific experiments together, and participated in club activities together. At that time, Deng Yuantian felt unprecedented happiness, playing with peers and confidants.

But Hawk never regarded him as a friend from the beginning to the end.

The other party was taken to the hospital by his parents to apologize to him. After the two talked alone and Deng Yuantian asked why, Hawk also gave his answer frankly.

"Because it's boring to play with you, you have to be careful in everything you do, you can't play football or darts. And your grades are so good, my parents always let me learn from you, you have never experienced that feeling , It’s really annoying. You always like to play the piano to me, every time I have to pretend to like it, but it’s really meaningless at all, I’ve had enough.”

It's as if nothing has changed.

He invited Cheng Nan to go shopping, imitated his appearance to make text tattoos, played the piano and wrote songs for him on the stage, and carefully bandaged the bloody wound with gauze.

He couldn't wait to get closer and understand each other better, but he didn't think about whether Cheng Nan needed it or liked it.

Now it seems that I don't need it, and I don't like it.

Deng Yuantian stared blankly at the ground. Everything he did was superfluous, from beginning to end.He has never really integrated into the rules of the circle, so he doesn't need to act like a victim when he is hurt, and he doesn't need to say more or ask more.

Since the answer will hurt people in the end, there is nothing wrong with pretending not to know, and you can leave yourself with the last dignity.

The soft cloth of the mask stuck to his lips, he took his hands out of his trouser pockets, and heard a dull sound from his throat.

"No reason."

The door behind him was slowly closed, and Deng Yuantian turned and walked towards the end of the corridor.

He stopped in front of the huge trash can, raised his hand, threw the bag in his hand into it, turned and left.

There was a sound of glass breaking from the bottom of the box, and that sound, mixed with the cold wind from the window, was like a mournful whimper.

Deng Yuantian left the company and stopped a taxi at the intersection.

"Go to the airport." He got into the car and said.

The driver replied briskly, "Okay."

The steering wheel turned quickly, turned into another long street, and drove forward quickly and smoothly.

The signal light of the mobile phone was flashing, Deng Yuantian lowered his eyes and slid his fingers lightly.

Yang Wenting sent a long message.

"Yuan Tian, ​​after completing the contract termination procedures that day, you left after asking, and you didn't see me after that.

I know that the decision Tang Yan and I made made you feel uncomfortable, and I'm not sure if I made the right choice, but I still want to say something from my heart.

I have known Tang Yan for many years. I don’t know if I have told you that we are classmates in junior high school and high school.

We didn't go to college, I followed his footsteps into art school, and finally entered the entertainment circle.Speaking of this, you should have guessed it, I liked him very early, and I did a lot of stupid things, such as snatching his girlfriend over and letting him see it on purpose, just because he was too cold to me at that time .In fact, thinking about it now, it's really a bit silly.

Because of this relationship, I know his heart better than any of you.

This time, he had really considered the termination of the contract, and it was not a random decision.

You must still remember our experience when we participated in the "New Generation Boys Team". In the semi-finals, I did not play because of the number of PKs. In the finals, he did not have the opportunity to play.After we debuted, whenever there were group activities, you and Cheng Nan got the most exposure, while he was like a nominal captain, lacking a sense of presence and facing ridicule on the Internet.For someone so proud of him, he must feel uncomfortable.In fact, I had a hunch very early that our team would disband one day, but I didn't expect this day to come so soon.

We probably don't have much chance to be true friends, and I won't bother you after posting this.Either way, best wishes for a better life for you. "

After scanning the last word, Deng Yuantian turned off the phone, closed his eyes, and turned his head to look out the car window.

A gray stray dog ​​ran out from the corner of the street, huddled its way through the sparse crowd, and soon disappeared.

The snow fell extremely heavily, falling profusely, as if it was about to bring down the chill of the whole winter, and the ferocious momentum crushed several branches on the street trees.The sky seemed to be covered with a layer of gray veil, the vegetation was withered, and there was no green around. The snow scene of the whole city looked bleak and desolate.

Deng Yuantian watched quietly, and his state of mind merged with the snow scene, completely different from when he came to this city.

Looking back on the past six months, he fulfilled his father's wish amidst thousands of people watching and cheering. It seems that he has experienced a lot, but when he thinks about it carefully, it seems that he has experienced nothing, gained nothing, and ended up in vain.