not your best friend

incoming call.

Logically speaking, this summer is just about to graduate.

Not for long.

What the professor meant was that he hoped that she would continue her Ph.D. and not rush out to work and learn more. She felt that she was really talented in this area.

And her family fully has this condition.

Huo Wan had already considered this proposal before, and originally wanted to ask Dangdang's opinion...but before they had time to speak, they had already fallen out.

I really want to see her...

They haven't seen each other for a week.

She opened her mailbox on the computer, and there were several read offers lying quietly in it.

There were from Washington and New York, and one from London, England.

They are all prestigious medical schools. It was the professor who helped her send her resume, recommended it strongly, and finally left her email address.

Her resume is indeed beautiful.

The university in London was also what she had always wanted to go to.She loves her profession very much and is very proud of the elders in her family.

The reason why he has been hesitating all this time is just because he can't bear to part with Lin Dang.

If she left without knowing anything, she was very worried that she would drink Lin Dang and Song Yu's wedding wine next time she came back.

Wouldn't that be a nightmare come true?

But not now.

Now...even if it's a wedding, Lin Dang might not invite her to eat it.

Huo Wan stretched out her hand to wipe her face, rubbed her sore eyes, and laughed at herself secretly: what else is there to think about?It was you who made things like this.

Since there is no possibility of development on the road of feelings...

Huo Wan stood up from the chair, opened the door and walked out, lying on the wooden railing on the second floor, looking at the grandpa who had the most say in the family on the sofa in the hall downstairs.

"grandfather."

The girl's voice was particularly abrupt in the house.

"I want to continue my studies at P University in London."

Seeing that the day to go abroad is getting closer, Huo Wan is still thinking about one thing while dealing with his own affairs.

That is, before going abroad, she has to tell all her thoughts over the years, which can be regarded as all her regrets, and give an explanation to this secret love.

Anyway, things have come to this point, and the worst result is not so bad.There is no scruple to say it now, no matter how bad it is, it means that there will be no intersection in the future.

Instead of calling Lin Dang, she went directly to Lin's to wait for her.

Monday morning is Lin's weekly high-level meeting.The girl at the front desk was so familiar with Huo Wan for a long time, so when she saw Huo Wan coming, she let her into the lounge without saying a word.

After sitting down, Huo Wan took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Lin Dang, telling her that she was waiting for her at the company.Why not inform the other party in advance?Because she was afraid that the other party would refuse to meet her.

After all, I did such an excessive thing.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but there was still no movement at the door of the lounge.

Every time someone pushed the door and entered, Huo Wan couldn't help but straighten up and look towards the door nervously.However, every time the lady at the front desk came to help her replace the cold tea.

"You don't need to change it next time, I don't want to drink tea."

Huo Wan politely said this to the front desk lady, but she really didn't drink much tea.

The electronic clock on the wall slowly jumped to exactly eleven o'clock, just when Huo Wan started to feel restless, wondering if her message hadn't been sent, or Lin Dang had already blacklisted her number.

The door of the lounge opened suddenly.

A familiar figure appeared at the door, and Huo Wan stood up from the sofa a little excitedly, but accidentally knocked his knee over the edge of the tea table that had just been brewed, it was scalding hot, and a large area of ​​his pants was wet.

Can't help but gasped.

Lin Dang's expression changed instantly.

The two frantically took paper towels to wipe the water stains on their trousers. At this moment, Lin Dang couldn't help but muttered:

"Why are you still so careless." A familiar retort.

I was already prepared to be treated with cold words.

Huo Wan's hand holding the tissue paper paused for a moment, the expression on his face was dazed for a moment, and then some kind of moist liquid overflowed his eye sockets and flowed down unconsciously.

After a while, tears streamed down her face, she pressed her lips tightly, without making a sound, and looked down at the man who was bending over her lap to work.

"I'll get some scald medicine."

Lin Dang straightened up, ready to go outside, but what he saw was Huo Wan who was already in tears.He opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word of comfort.

The steps under his feet couldn't move.

Today is different from the past, what is the relationship between the two of them now..

The breakup of friendship this time is definitely not just talking about it when I was a child.If Huo Wan came here today and couldn't give her a reasonable and convincing explanation, maybe they really did.

The two people in the room were silent. Lin Dang silently pulled the paper from the table and handed it to Huo Wan. He reached out in mid-air but the other party didn't reach out to take it. Lin Dang frowned and was about to speak. step.

"I like you."

2019.1.31

It may be because of crying, the voice from the throat is slightly hoarse, as if something is stuck in it, and it is also mixed with crying.

It doesn't sound like a confession, but an admission of a mistake.

Is it wrong to like someone so much?

Huo Wan didn't know whether it was right or wrong for her to fall in love with her best friend. If feelings could be chosen, she didn't want it to be so difficult.

Lin Dang suspected that he might have misheard, or had some kind of hallucination, or... Huo Wan might be sick and stupid?She subconsciously stretched out her hand again, wanting to touch the other person's forehead.

Until one of Huo Wan's hands was knocked off, the other party's eyes were red, and he said it clearly every word.

"Lin Dang, I like you."

I stole the rose, and I killed the one you love.

It is false not to love you, and it is true to want to forget you.

If I have a gun.

It can protect you, or it can kill you.

But in the end I would secretly throw it away and run to you staggeringly saying I was so scared.

She pretended really hard.

......

Even after several years had passed, Huo Wan would often dream of this last scene in his dreams.In the dream, Lin Dang suddenly changed color and said she was talking nonsense.

The other party did not believe that this was a true confession from himself.

I can't believe that I have liked her for more than ten years.

Lin Dang felt that this was an excuse she used to avoid her mistakes, and the last two broke up unhappy.

Huo Wan left this familiar land full of unwillingness and grief.In my heart, I quietly sealed this feeling that has been cherished for more than ten years, and opened a new chapter in my life.

Lin Dang didn't believe a word of what Huo Wan said that day.

However, on the day Huo Wan flew to London, she couldn't help but secretly went to the airport.Even though this person is full of lies now, she is still the girl who walked out of memory after all.

The girl who accompanied me through my whole youth and even youth.

Although betrayal is unforgivable.

New flights take off in the skies near the airport every so often.

Lin Dang looked up at the blue sky, she didn't know which plane was Huo Wan's flight, maybe she would never see her again after this trip.All she can do is to pray for her on a piece of land.

May she be happy and healthy.

Huo Wan's departure did not have much impact on Lin Dang's life.

It was as if this person had never appeared in her life.She will still work hard, and the Lin family is also thriving under her leadership.

It's just that after that, I never had a boyfriend again.

The people around never mentioned this person's name, probably because they were afraid that she would be sad when she thought of her former fiancé.

Even the grandmother who used to like Huo Wan the most, took care of her granddaughter's feelings carefully.

But Lin Dang knew that her sister had never broken contact with Huo Wan.

One year in the middle of the night, I occasionally passed by the door of Lin Ran's room, and I could still hear the words "Sister Huo".At this time, Lin Dang would hesitate at the door for a while, and then leave quietly, pretending not to know anything.

Sometimes I think of Huo Wan occasionally, wondering if she has already found a blonde boyfriend abroad, but she is still standing still.

One day a few years later, Lin Dang was holding a high-level meeting in the company when his cell phone rang suddenly.Everyone in the conference room cast their gazes at the chief seater, and Lin Dang froze for a moment.

She has always been on mute in meetings.

He took out his mobile phone and saw that it was a memo reminder on the calendar: Xiao Wan graduated with a Ph.D.

Seeing this line of words, Lin Dang shook his head for a moment, then quickly realized, put the phone back in his pocket, solemnly apologized to everyone, and continued the meeting.

...

Huo Wan is gone, but there is still a worried sister at home.

Lin Ran didn't want to stay in the Lin family after graduation to work, but instead went to a small foreign company.

Lin Dang tried his best to entrust his relationship, and asked his good friend Bai Yi in high school to take care of his younger sister.However, after a long time, Lin Dang found out that his good friend actually made his sister...

So on a dark and stormy night, Lin Dang was on his way to a high school reunion when he received a call from his bastard sister.

At this time, Bai Yi next to her glanced at her without any trace.

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