longing for

In the dream, for a while, it was a shallow beach, for a while, it was a string of ashesed Buddhist beads placed on the locker, or the pruned pine and cypress with strange branches and leaves on the campus, and then it was Song Zongyan's side face soaked by the moonlight on the bed in the dormitory... Wen Qiu Knowing that he was dreaming, the strange dream almost swallowed him.He slept very restlessly, and wanted to open his eyes to escape from the dream, but his eyelids were dry and painful, and he couldn't open them no matter what, he couldn't help but let out a few groans.

Suddenly, there was a soft warmth on the eyelids, and it seemed that a warm hand had gently caressed the forehead.The messy dream slowly faded away like a tide, and everything returned to calm.Wen Qiu slowly fell into a calm sleep.

When he awoke, the sun had risen, warming the open-curtained floor.Wen Qiu fainted for a while on the bed, suddenly got out of bed and walked to his room.

The door of the room was wide open, the quilts were neatly folded, and no one was inside.He froze for a moment, not sure if he had a dream last night.But the dream must not be so real, not to mention that I have never folded the quilt, nor can it be so neatly folded.

Song Zongyan.Song Zongyan.

Song Zongyan had already left.Before Wen Qiu felt a huge sense of loss, he saw the message on his phone.Song Zongyan told him that he had something to do at home and was called back early in the morning, but Wen Qiu was still sleeping, so he didn't wake him up.

Wen Qiu still had some dazed feeling from just waking up - no one can recover after a night of great sorrow and joy.Slowly and heavily poking his fingers on the screen, he replied, "When did you leave?"

Why didn't you wake me up?

He can't wait to be woken up!Who can accept the fact that his lover has disappeared the next morning after his confession was accepted.

It was like riding a roller coaster in a trance, still cheering and exciting when it reached the top, and fell down from the top with a bang when it opened its eyes.

Then a video application was handed over, Wen Qiu almost shook his phone, and picked it up quickly.At the second when the camera accurately captured his face, he was horrified to find his eyes swollen like a swarm of wasp stung.So he quickly covered it with his hand: "Wait, wait, I'll go find a pair of sunglasses."

"..." Song Zongyan couldn't help laughing, "I've seen it all."

Wen Qiu half stood up and sat down slowly, he moved his hand away: "Did you use our towel this morning?"

The towels on the shelf next to the sink were still wet, obviously not long ago.No wonder he didn't feel pain in his eyes when he woke up in the morning, they were just swollen, and he thought he was dreaming.

Song Zongyan said, "Yes."

When he was about to leave, he went to another room. Wen Qiu was fast asleep, his eyelids were red and swollen, so he soaked a towel in hot water and gave him a hot compress for 2 minutes.

Wen Qiu felt a little embarrassed, and turned his eyes left and right twice without looking at the screen.He didn't know that he could cry so much, like the Dragon King raining heavily.Now that I'm sober, I feel ashamed.

Lost big hair.

He changed the subject: "Where are you now?"

"In the car, it's almost here."

"How many days will I be back?"

Song Zongyan replied: "Five or six days."

--so long.

Wen Qiu's embarrassment is gone, anyone who has just established a relationship with someone doesn't want to be separated for so long, he can't wait to paw at him day and night.

Song Zongyan didn't hide his depression. Seeing Wen Qiu's face suddenly changed, he comforted him, "I'll be back soon."

The two looked at each other slightly unnaturally across the screen, maybe they had just changed their relationship, and they hadn't figured out what attitude to use to talk to each other for a while.Especially Song Zongyan, his IQ has skyrocketed, and he can get full marks in mathematics, physics and chemistry, but he is still zero in the love class.

Wen Qiu can't make people jump out of the car and run back, so he can only reluctantly say: "Yeah." Then he paused, and then added, "Hurry up." The speed at which he entered the role was impressive. beyond reach.

Wen Qiu hung up the video call and went to the kitchen, took out the boiled egg from the milk pot and rolled it around his eyelids twice.The heat was sticking to the eyeballs through the layer of eyelids, and now it seemed that they had a real feeling that they were together.Song Zongyan, who is as fake as a replacement, is separated by a screen and hundreds of kilometers.

But also together.

While covering his eyes, Wen Qiu couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth and laughed, he had to eat something good to celebrate today.

Delicious evening came to the door in person, and Chu Wenxin hurriedly called: "I agreed to have dinner with me today!!! Where are you???"

Wen Qiu: "..." I really forgot.

Chu Wenxin practiced the second subject at a driving school not far from his home, and she had a lot of hard time practicing, and her slightly round figure had been shrunk by the recent scorching sun.

He did promise to have dinner with her tonight when he listened to the other party's bitterness at the dinner party yesterday.Wen Qiu glanced at his swollen eyes and several wounded lips... Is it too late to refuse now?

When Chu Wenxin saw someone, she thought Wen Qiu was crazy, otherwise who would wear sunglasses and a mask in the summer evening and walk down the street looking like a suspicious criminal.

"you……?"

Wen Qiu intercepted her words: "I have a cold, don't infect it to you."

"Fart!" Chu Wenxin unceremoniously took off his sunglasses.

"..."

The two found a restaurant to sit down in silence, Chu Wenxin was fond of sweets, and the two ate local dishes.While flipping through the menu, she secretly looked at Wen Qiu until Wen Qiu couldn't take it anymore: "What are you looking at?"

"Because of Sun Shilou?" she asked.The news that Sun Shilou was going abroad almost spread throughout the circle of friends, "He is going abroad, so you two broke up?"

He has scored twice, and he can still manage the last spring.Wen Qiu sneered in his heart, thinking of Song Zongyan's response last night, his swollen eyes radiated a little joy.

But the matter with Song Zongyan has just emerged, and it is inconvenient to make it public immediately.What's more, if the city is not big, if it reaches the ears of the Song family's parents, it will definitely end with the sentimentality of the two of them who just started dating.

If it's just Wen Qiu himself, he can ignore it, but when it comes to Song Zongyan, he has thousands of thoughts in his heart to protect him.So Wen Qiu followed her words and replied: "Well, it's broken."

"Oh, oh." Chu Wenxin couldn't guess that he scored twice quickly, and it was not easy to poke someone's scar for a while, so she comforted, "Where is there no grass in the end of the world, don't be too sad."

"Well, it's okay." Wen Qiu coughed.

Chu Wenxin waved her hand: "I'll treat you to dinner! Our admission results are coming soon, right?"

When this matter was brought up, Wen Qiu was really upset: "... Hurry up."

Chu Wenxin couldn't see his emotions, so she just stopped mentioning Sun Shilou, and after thinking about her college life for a while, she found that the other party seemed to be lacking in interest, so she stopped talking.

The two chattered wildly, whether it was hard or not to practice the car.Chu Wenxin wept bitterly: "Do you think I've got a lot of tan? I've only been there for three days. I won't be able to look like an African after one round of practice."

Wen Qiu stared at her for a few seconds, then nodded: "It's a bit, it used to look like apple flesh, but now it looks like oxidized apple flesh."

Chu Wenxin slapped him across the air.

She said she was waiting for Song Zongyan to come back, but the newlyweds, no, no, how can a couple who have just established a relationship wait.

Wen Qiu endured it for two days, feeling as anxious as tens of thousands of ants crawling in his bones.The two of them were separated by hundreds of kilometers, except for the phone call for information, Song Zongyan's life at his grandmother's house was much richer and more interesting than his, which was colder than Wen Qiu's loneliness.

"Miss you." He couldn't sleep in the middle of the night and got up to send a message, thinking that Song Zongyan, who had a good rest, should be asleep, so he sent several more in one go.

——"I miss you so much." "Do you miss me?" "I want to hug you."...

Stars falling all over the screen, it's quite romantic, but it's a pity that no one knows about this romance except myself.

Within 2 minutes, Wen Qiu exploded and quickly withdrew all his hands.As a result, the last item has not been withdrawn, but it shows that it is being input.

"Why did you withdraw?"

Wen Qiu: "...you haven't slept yet?"

"Woke up by the shock."

Wen Qiu sent a disturbed expression.

"It's okay." Song Zongyan replied.

Wen Qiu knew that he was disturbing his sleep, but he didn't want to end the conversation: "Is J city fun?"

"It's okay, I come here every year, and there's nothing new about it."

"Too."

After the chat was interrupted for a while, Song Zongyan asked first, "How have you been these two days?"

"It's not good, it's boring," Wen Qiu couldn't help complaining, "You're not here."

"Are the eyes still swollen?" Song Zongyan asked.

"Which pot is not open, which pot should be lifted/angry." Wen Qiu replied.

"Video?" Song Zongyan directly sent a video request.

"No." Wen Qiu refused his request slowly, a little bit reluctant, but, "It's even more uncomfortable when I see people. You don't want me to sleep tonight?"

Song Zongyan certainly knew why he was uncomfortable: "Well, then go to bed quickly."

"Oh. Good night." Wen Qiu looked up the chat history, Song Zongyan clearly saw the words he withdrew but didn't answer anything.

I miss you, do you miss me?

The phone vibrated again, and Song Zongyan sent a long sentence: "If you are free these two days, would you like to come to J City to play?"

Wen Qiu was shocked.It felt like my whole body was soaked in boiling hot water, and my mind was rolling over and over again, bubbling and bubbling.

In the early hours of the night, he booked the tickets for the next day. Summer vacation is the peak tourist season, and J City, as a tourist city, sells out tickets very quickly. The temporary booking only lasted until noon of the next day.

Song Zongyan asked about the time and said he would pick him up, and told him in detail which exit, how to get there, the weather in J City, and what clothes to bring.Wen Qiu said, how about I book the hotel in advance, Song Zongyan said, "You can stay at my grandma's house."

This initiative, Wen Qiu's rationality completely ran away.

But when he woke up the next morning, he refunded the ticket again, because he had to move in these two days.The demolition of the old house was imminent, and the moving company had already been contacted. After tumbling over and over again, his rationality cooled down, and he remembered that he had no time to travel all the way to J City to meet Song Zongyan.

This is just the beginning, but I felt the pain of lovesickness in a different place in advance.

Talking to Song Zongyan, the other party seemed to be a little disappointed, and Wen Qiu wondered if he was unhappy.But across the screen, the dialogue was sent out after a lot of tempering, and it was impossible to guess the other party's true emotions.

Can't help but teach people to feel helpless.

Time flies, Song Zongyan came back the day he heard that Qiu just finished moving, and the master who installed the curtains went wrong halfway, and it took him a few days to get everything in place for the new house.

Wen Qiu sent Qiu Yunqing, who came to warm the house, and her parents to the gate of the community. Qiu Yunqing was worried that he would live in a big house alone, so he told him many things back and forth, and asked him to go to his house for dinner often, and said that he found it at the housekeeping market two days ago. Auntie will be on duty next week... The old cliché is repeated over and over again, Wen Qiu is not bothered, but she is afraid that she will not be able to stand under the scorching sun, so she urges people to get in the car.

After the people left, he still watched for a while, and the shadow of the car disappeared into the torrent.Moving to a new home can be called a happy event in life, but he really doesn't want to go back at this time.The house exuding a strange smell is empty, and I don't know how many years a person will live in it.

Wen Qiu stood motionless under the shadow of the trees in the neighborhood, lazily unable to lift his spirits.He took out his phone and wanted to send someone a message, but he didn't know what to say.

Song Zongyan should be back tomorrow.In the past few days, they only communicated through text messages and phone calls. Wen Qiu couldn't get away because of many things, and didn't go to J City to look for him, so they were always a little panicked.

He was afraid that the two would be separated for a few days after they established a relationship, which would make Song Zongyan feel the pain of being in a different place and feel a little unhappy; or that the other party's liking for him was too hasty, and the calmness of these few days had almost dissipated.

In short, no matter what kind of guessing it is, it makes people anxious, and if they get it, they will worry about gains and losses.Therefore, every sentence and frequency of the other party's reply during the chat made him unable to help guessing the other party's current mood and intentions.

He intercepted today's local weather forecast and sent it to the other party: "It's so hot today, your side must be cooler than here."

The message had just been sent, and I didn't know when I would receive a reply, but suddenly there were two short bells behind me.

Wen Qiu was startled and looked back.

Song Zongyan's hair was soaked in sweat from the sun, and he was slightly steaming. He held his mobile phone and explained: "You have to check the access control when you go in. I just wanted you to call the guard..."

Wen Qiu couldn't be more excited, and stared: "When did you come back?"

"More than an hour ago." Song Zongyan said.

Wen Qiu opened his mouth but didn't say anything. He wanted to walk over to hug him, but his legs didn't move, and it was Song Zongyan who came over.

There were pedestrians coming and going on the road, Wen Qiu clenched his hands to restrain his desire to hug each other, and asked with sparkling eyes: "You told me it's tomorrow."

Song Zongyan pursed his lower lip and smiled: "I can't wait."

can not wait anymore.

Wen Qiu felt that his whole heart was trembling with love, and he didn't care about the pedestrians around him at all. He eagerly pulled Song Zongyan's wrist, wanting to feel the other person's temperature: "You..."

Song Zongyan didn't break free from his wrist, but gently clasped it back, and after thinking about it, he said, "You haven't talked much these two days."

In the few days after Song Zongyan left, Wen Qiu wanted to chat with Song Zongyan 24 hours a day, but in the last two days, there was a lot less.

"Because," Wen Qiu paused, "I'm afraid you will..."

I was afraid that he would say something but didn't say anything.Because Song Zongyan was standing here one day earlier at this time, there was nothing to be afraid of.

As soon as he entered the elevator car, Wen Qiu couldn't hold back his excitement anymore, and reached out to grab Song Zongyan's clothes.Song Zongyan's T-shirt almost tore off half of his shoulders, and he couldn't help being funny and helpless.

Wen Qiu didn't let go, he held on to Song Zongyan's clothes tightly, fearing that he would slip away once he closed his eyes and opened them again.

It was very hot in the elevator, and the two of them stood close together, the heat on their bodies continued to heat up, and they were sweating a lot, but one was reluctant to let go, and the other was reluctant to push away.After finally getting out of the elevator, Wen Qiu opened the door, and the two hugged each other and squeezed through the door.

Wen Qiu was eager to ask for his breath, surprisingly, Song Zongyan was not as calm as before, grabbed Wen Qiu's wrist and bowed his head to greet him.The two lips stuck together in an instant, and the tip of the tongue lingered in one place, and they couldn't separate for a long time.

This kiss lasted for a long time. If it wasn't for the lack of skills of the two beginners in love, even the lack of breathing, otherwise they would probably kiss until dark.

"I miss you so much." Wen Qiu's tongue was numb and painful from being sucked, but he felt satisfied, most of the restlessness disappeared, and he said in a low voice, panting, "Every day, I wish I could buy a ticket and go to the hospital immediately. you."

"Yeah." Song Zongyan was really not used to expressing it like this, but he still replied, "Me too."

Song Zongyan also thought that he would be embarrassed if he didn't see him for a few days, and he didn't know how to deal with his old friends who had changed relationships, but none of his assumptions happened.

Only missing takes root and sprouts.

When I can’t see the other party, I want to talk to him, even if it’s a boring topic, I can talk with gusto, and I don’t even want to put down my phone to sleep every night; when I see the beautiful scenery and eat delicious food, I can’t help but think if the other party is there , will he be happy?

It was because they were forced to separate for a few days just because they were so sure of their hearts that they wanted to see him, hug him, and kiss him so urgently and anxiously.