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The hustle and bustle outside the door was cut off, and the dormitory was unusually quiet. It took Qin Miao a while to react, and she laughed dryly, wanting to say something but met Song Zongyan's eyes but opened her mouth and did not make a sound.His face turned blue and he turned away.

The atmosphere in dormitory 813 suddenly became weird. The rest of the people glanced at each other without saying a word, busy with their own business.

Boys of this age are mostly informal and forgetful. Apart from being curious and puzzled about Wen Qiu's matter at the beginning, most of them don't really take it to heart. They should be friends as friends and classmates as classmates.As for other people's personal preferences and sexual orientation, that is their own business.

But people of this age also have very pure "maliciousness". When they speak, they don't have the appropriateness and concealment of adults. Maliciousness is like a sharp arrow, sharp and direct.

Qin Miao belongs to the sharp arrow that shot at Wen Qiu alone. He thought Song Zongyan was his ally, but he didn't expect the other party to speak for Wen Qiu, as if he was slapping himself in the face.

However, he couldn't refute it, it would not do him any good to tear his face apart.

Song Zongyan saw that Qin Miao was very depressed, so he didn't say any more.He lowered his head to look at the school badge in his hand, it was very clean, it was so clean that he picked it up from a corner.

Before going to bed, the phone placed next to the pillow vibrated.Wen Qiu opened his eyes, touched the phone and turned it on, the screen was too bright in the dark, he squinted his eyes to see who sent the text message.

"Thanks".

The light from the screen illuminated the slightly raised corners of Wen Qiu's mouth, he quickly pressed the keyboard, thought for a while and then deleted the typed words, retyped the lines and sent them back—"I thought you would not want it. "

After Song Zongyan saw this sentence, he thought of the school card lying in the drawer, so he didn't reply.

The spread of Qin Miao's vicious words that night was not very wide. After all, the boys present at the time were not talkative, but some people still heard the news.Combined with the recent bad rumors about Wen Qiu in the school, some people felt that this was too bullying, so they stepped forward bravely.

Zhang Fengyang "bears the brunt", his relationship with Wen Qiu is actually not that close, but this time he actually asked to change the dormitory and moved to live with Wen Qiu voluntarily.

As soon as he expressed his opinion, someone in the class applied again. He was a boy who behaved more "motherly". He had been bullied and ridiculed by his peers a lot.

Ding Hui received a lot of applications, and even students from other classes came to ask to move to dormitory 802 to live with Wen Qiu. There were various reasons—it was a waste of space for only one person to live in 802.According to legend, our school was built on a shooting range, there have been many murders, wouldn't Wen Qiu be afraid to live alone?

Ding Hui didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and secretly cursed and made a fuss, feeling a little relieved in his heart.

In the end, Wen Qiu settled the turmoil of changing dormitories. He said that he was very comfortable living alone, so please don't come to grab the space.

Everyone wanted to turn to bed to show their attitude. Seeing that he was not affected, they were naturally relieved.

The news of Xia Yunjiao who was far away in Beijing was delayed for a few days, and it was already the weekend when she found time to ask Song Zongyan about it.

"You moved the dormitory?" Xia Yunjiao sent a message.

Song Zongyan didn't hide anything: "Yes."

Xia Yunjiao frowned at this.How could the good Song Zongyan move the dormitory? Others didn't know the truth, but Xia Yunjiao knew Wen Qiu's hidden intentions.If something hadn't happened... Xia Yunjiao suddenly remembered the night before last week when she and Song Zongyan were chatting on the phone, but the other party hung up halfway.

She was thinking about her mobile phone, not thinking about whether to ask.

Wen Qiu actually pierced that layer of window paper?And judging from the result——Song Zongyan moved out of the dormitory, the poking method might not be suitable.

Song Zongyan sent the message on his own initiative, and his tone was not even like him, "Why don't you ask?"

Xia Yunjiao bit her lip: "Should I tell you if I ask?"

Song Zongyan was not someone who would confide in her.

There was no reply for a long time.Xia Yunjiao changed the subject by herself: "Because you moved the dormitory, Wen Qiu must have been talked about."

"Um."

"I heard someone rumored that he was infected with AIDS? What do you think, you dare to say such things."

Song Zongyan replied: "No one believes it."

"You don't believe it?" Xia Yunjiao deliberately teased his homophobic attitude, "I thought you would believe it."

Song Zongyan replied after a long time, and his tone was rare and puzzled.

"What the hell is homosexuality?"

A question that can stump a schoolmaster.Xia Yunjiao didn't know how to reply for a moment.

Although Wen Qiu is considered her rival in love, she occasionally gloats because of Song Zongyan's homophobia and Wen Qiu's wasted affection and misery.But in terms of sexual orientation, Xia Yunjiao didn't feel that Wen Qiu should be ridiculed or insulted because of it.

The first time Song Zongyan heard the word homosexuality was at a party between his mother and his college classmates. His mother studied medicine, but her job after graduation was completely different, but most of her college classmates dedicated themselves to the front line of medical care.When he first entered junior high school, his mother took him to a class reunion.During the meeting, a male doctor working at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention talked about homosexuality. He was in charge of infectious diseases and had dozens of AIDS patients on his hands.

Someone at the scene stopped him, saying that there are still children, don't say that.

At that time, only Song Zongyan's mother brought the child to the party. She stroked her son's hair and said, "They are all taller than me, and they should understand these things. Pay attention to safety when going out, and keep yourself clean."

Seeing this, the male doctor continued. He said that there was only one woman among those patients, and the other thirty or so were men, and most of them were gay.This is the only woman who was still infected by her husband messing around with men outside.

To say that the world is really small, Song Zongyan's mother didn't take these words to heart at the time, but soon found out that the only woman was her friend.

Song Zongyan knew this aunt. She used to come to Song Zongyan's house as a guest, and every time she brought some novelty gifts, especially her hands were soft and hot, and she was gentle when rubbing his hair.

Song Zongyan accompanied his mother to the CDC to visit her. He was skinny, his eyes were blank from time to time, he was about to cry without saying a word, and he hardly dared to see people. When he saw someone coming to see her, he would cover his face or scold her in a sharp and vicious voice. husband and homosexuality.

The gentle and beautiful aunt in Song Zongyan's impression has completely changed.

He doesn't have a good impression of homosexuality, and is completely linked to words such as AIDS, derailment, and promiscuity.Not to mention that he was pursued by boys in the same class who were almost harassed when he was in the third year of junior high school.He just couldn't bear to be bullied by others, and as the squad leader, he reached out to help, but he didn't expect that person to have such thoughts towards him because of this.Looking at the silent and thin boy, he seemed to be a different person when it came to harassing people, stalking him, lingering, even willing to sacrifice himself.

Of course the skinny boy didn't succeed, but it was enough to make Song Zongyan shy away from homosexuality.

The man who cheated into marriage, the boy who harassed him, or AIDS, promiscuity, cheating, could these be the Wen Qiu he knew?

He has been with Wen Qiu for more than two years. He has eaten every delicacy in the streets and alleys, seen hundreds of night scenes, and said tens of thousands of words. This kind of Wen Qiu is gay, so what is homosexuality? ?

The male doctor at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention had a social account, Song Zongyan went to see it, and he often posted some physiological knowledge on it.Someone asked him in the comments below, seeing so many gays in a mess, can he treat this group with a normal heart?

He replied: A group does not represent an individual. If someone corrupts the atmosphere, there will be someone who cleans himself up.I also have gay friends who are really nice people.And every time I popularize this science, I hope to remind everyone, regardless of gender or sexual orientation, that they can take measures to protect themselves.

Song Zongyan turned off the phone, Xia Yunjiao replied, "They are all ordinary people, maybe they are our friends."

On the first day of the month, the high school newspaper set up a separate section, and for some reason, they talked about AIDS and homosexuality. Xia Yunjiao's reply to Song Zongyan was placed at the end of the article.

"Gays are normal people and our friends."