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Nothing?

I was holding my breath and my heart was beating like a drum.Looking up, the moon hangs in the misty sky without knowing when, it looks so elegant and white in this grotesque world.

After waiting for a long time, I simply closed my eyes, and my heart swayed, thinking that I must figure it out today!So he took a deep breath: "Student Jian Nanyin, talk."

Maybe I was too nervous and looking forward to it, and any sound in the receiver was infinitely amplified by me.So I vaguely heard a faint "um" coming from inside...

She, admitted it?

My heartbeat stopped for a moment, and I couldn't help shivering. I opened my mouth blankly, and said weakly: "Oh, I see."

After all, the hand holding the phone hangs down.

I don't understand why it's so uncomfortable. It is said that the relationship between me and her has not had the opportunity to develop in depth.Maybe, I was just fascinated by her, and got stuck like a voodoo.The voice, character, all deeply fascinated me.What's more, there is such a wonderful fate: neighbor, overbearing king, fat penguin, savior, stay...

Maybe it's because I haven't met her, but my fantasy about her is close to perfection. In my imagination, she is my ideal type, the kind of woman I love the most.This kind of lover that needs to be pursued all my life makes me unable to bear to lose her.

With one last thought in mind, I put the receiver on my ear again, and wanted to open my mouth, but I heard her talking: "Are you still there?"

"Yeah." But still disheartened.

"Why don't you talk, I said I didn't."

"No...what?" The heartbeat couldn't help being fast and chaotic, and he said in a daze: "Can you make it clear, I want to live for two more days."

"I don't have a boyfriend." She affirmed, and then said: "Is it okay to say less about the latter sentence in the future? You always talk about these words, it's not good."

I didn't hear what she said later, my heart skipped a few beats, and then I let out a long laugh, and turned like the wind, and the passers-by avoided me, thinking that I ran out of the mental hospital!

Since I have a chance without a boyfriend, I have the confidence to catch her!So what about straight girls, I thought I was a straight girl, and Yao Ye is even straighter than a steel pipe!

On a whim, I wanted to confess my love to her on the phone!

But reason stopped me in time, and I was afraid to scare her, so I ignored me.I am not afraid of anything else now, but I am afraid that she will suddenly disappear.Maybe she was frightened by her previous state of always seeing the dragon and not seeing the tail.

Yes, never confess your love over the phone.

So I added another important item to my Shanghai trip plan: Confession!

I was in such a beautiful mood that I couldn't find the north, but I heard Goddess Jane say a lot of things for the first time today, and she still said the phrase "I want to live two more days" to me.At that time, I really didn't pay much attention to these things. I said "death" and "I won't live for a few days" at every turn, and it was almost a colloquial language. I must have talked a lot when chatting with the goddess. She just listened to it on weekdays, and didn't like to listen to it. I kept silent at most, unlike today, the Buddha's meaning came out to admonish me.

"...Of the three evil karmas of body, speech, and mind, oral karma accounts for one-third of the three evil karmas. As long as one does not talk or eat indiscriminately, one-third of the bodhi path karma will be accomplished..."

I stopped, and an uncontrollable smile slipped out of my mouth: "I said so much, it's not because I'm worried about me."

She stopped talking.

Maybe it was because I was so emotional and excited at this moment. I knew it would not be the answer I hoped for, but I still felt very nervous, my heart beat faster and faster, and my ears gradually became hot. I waited for a long time until I asked her again: "Is it right?" care about me, huh?"

God, is that my voice?So gentle and careful, as if trying to seduce a child.

"Ah."

I heard absolutely right this time!

God!Hahahaha today is the happiest time for me, Xi Xiaochen!I clenched my fists and jumped on the ground twice, and said excitedly: "Jian Nanyin, I..."

"Love you", the two dared not say it out, and I forced it back halfway, and changed it to: "I miss you so much hahaha~"

Although I can't see her appearance, but based on my intuition and understanding of her, she must be embarrassed now, and the microphone is quiet.

I laughed for a long time, and finally stopped: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore." Then I changed into a very sincere tone: "I am very happy that you care about me so much."

She still didn't speak.

I suddenly said: "I promise you, get rid of the mantra of saying death and death, don't talk nonsense, let alone eat nonsense, and cultivate a Bodhisattva..." What's the matter?

She finally couldn't bear it and said: "Karma, accumulating karma. The most important one is not to gossip about people's gossip and right and wrong."

Uh... I have a bad feeling.

"So, who told you that I have a boyfriend?" Sure enough... She still asked about it.

I'm in trouble.I had to choose between betraying my friends and pleasing my sweetheart, so I said without hesitation: "Liu Jiayang came to Beijing today."

"How could he know?"

"...He seems to know your girlfriend very well."

She stopped talking again, and said after a while: "Gao Huijie is my good friend, she knows everything about me. It's just that she doesn't know about my boyfriend."

Is this explaining to me again?Is it because I don't believe her?Or... Whenever I encounter her problems, I am so sensitive that I am unreasonably sensitive. It's like talking on the phone with her. I do cherish it.

She took the trouble to talk about the accumulated karma, or take the initiative to explain, which shows that she not only cares about me, but also proves that she values ​​me in her heart.My heart was sweet, and I whispered: "You let me know things that no good friend knows. Does it prove that I am closer to you than your good friend?"

But she smiled and said, "I'm in Xinjiang, and none of you are close to me."

"You know what I'm talking about." At this time, I don't ask her to give me a clear attitude, but at least give me some light, so that I can have the courage to overcome obstacles in the next few days and win her heart!

So she said the following:

"Not long ago, I didn't disappear suddenly as you said, but I wanted to avoid some troubles. This number is only known by a few trustworthy people."

I'm someone she trusts, and at this stage, that's enough.The crazily pleasant surprise just now gradually faded away, and what filled my heart now was her deep affection for me.

I found that I couldn't help loving her more and more.

I even felt that if I didn't get her this time, I would die of grief.Bah bah bah!Accumulating mouth karma, accumulating mouth karma... But, this is indeed what I have in my heart.

A woman in love is radiant with joy.

I think everyone is cute, and everything is worth laughing at.

Seeing my mom cuddling, seeing my dad praising him for being handsome and tall, and seeing the puppies on the side of the road wanting to hold them high... I was in a good mood and found that the whole world was also very friendly to me. Mais asked me out, and I gladly went.

Mais is always cool, with facial expression or temperament, not the kind of "socially disabled people" who pretend to be cool, she looks very special.As for me, I'm tall and I'm a flat model, so it doesn't look bad to people, so we can satisfy our vanity when we go out, and the rate of returning is very high.

Going shopping with her this time, I plan to go straight to the point, tell her that I have someone I like, and let her lose her love for me.So I walked to the door of a teahouse, and I said go in and have a cup of tea.

After the two sat down, they ordered drinks.

I was thinking about how to speak, but she said first: "I heard you offended Sister Li?"

"Ah?" I was tongue-tied, what is offending?

Seeing that I didn't know about it, she said worriedly, "She's looking for someone to block you. You haven't picked up live people recently. Don't you know?"

I shake my head. "I thought it was the Chinese New Year, and it was the off-season for magazines and print media, so I didn't take it to heart." I just misunderstood that she drugged me. As for such a small belly, is she going to kill me?I don't understand.

"I heard from my aunt that Sister Li is very popular in this circle, and many people sell her face. So she said a few bad things about you, and everyone will follow the wind and not give you a job that suits you." Although Mais doesn't mix in this circle, she often consults her aunt for me.Speaking of which, it was she who really led me in, not people in other circles.

When the drink came up, she took a sip.Her thin lips were pursed, and she held the glass in front of her with one hand, as if making a decision.

I looked at her strangely, and in the end, she smiled at me and held back her words.

"By the way, how did you offend her?" I believe what she was going to talk about just now is not this topic.But what on earth is she going to tell me? It takes so long to make up her mind, but she still hasn't said it in the end?

But I have the nerve to answer her, just say it was a misunderstanding.In fact, this matter is really because I feel sorry for Sister Li, she is angry with me, and she should block me.But now I am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and I don't have much pressure on making money, so let her go, it doesn't matter.

"It's better to settle enemies than to end them. It's best to clear up misunderstandings, if you want to continue." She sincerely suggested.

"Do you know why I misunderstood her? Just like what she is doing to me now, she is too quack, and she also..." I was thinking about whether to tell her the truth, but when I thought about it, it was nothing, just Said frankly: "She still pursues me, but I don't like her at all."

She stared and repeated: "Pursuing you? Is she?"

I nodded.

She sighed: "No wonder I always feel that she looks at you wrongly, she is too enthusiastic. I think it is unusual to take care of you in every aspect. It's just that I don't usually see a few of the same kind, so I don't pay attention to this aspect. think."

"By the way, shall we go to the West Wing later?" The West Wing is a bar located under the Drum Tower. Mais often took me there when I was broken in love.I suddenly want to go today for some reason, maybe because the goddess said that I don’t have time to call at night.I'm used to having her company every night, and how much I would suffer without her in the long nights.

For some reason, when she mentioned the West Wing, her expression changed, and she hesitated: "Xiaochen..." Mais hesitated to speak.

I knew it when I saw this, she must have something to tell me, she is usually outspoken, but today's behavior is too abnormal.

"Just say it straight, don't be polite to me."

"I'm not being polite." She thought for a while and said, "This is also hearsay, but I'm afraid it's true. So I don't know whether I should tell you or not."

"Stop hanging on to me, just say it."

"Didn't you say that I look like your little junior sister? Xiao Youzuo?"

I thought about it a lot, but I didn't expect that she would suddenly mention Xiao Youzuo. "Yeah, you both look cool. But she's pretending to be cool, and you're really cool."

"Don't you know she's hot right now?"

I opened my eyes wide and said in surprise, "It's very hot?"

"She has been filming since her freshman year. It is an art film. I heard that she won the most promising newcomer at an international film festival. You are her senior sister. You don't know all this?"

"It's true that I'm her senior sister, and I'm also her enemy. We are enemies and we are very jealous when we meet."

"No wonder." Speaking of which, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"It's a secret again. Of course I want to know about her. Although I don't agree with her personality, her parents are my godfather and mother. How can I not care about it?"

"Okay, then I'll tell you everything. I know the owner of the West Wing, and she told me about it. She said that the director of the art film that Xiao Youzuo made was a woman, a pervert..."

"Wait..." I waved her to stop: "What is sex?"

"It's pure P, but it's very lewd. The actresses who worked with her were all turned by her..." She thought about the wording: "They were all bent by her and made her T."

I laughed: "Are you kidding?" This sounds like a big gossip that is off topic.

"That director is also a frequent visitor to the West Wing. Once when he was drunk, he told the boss that Xiao Youzuo was the one who made her famous. Some people asked her how she was, and she said she was still too young, so she needed to be tuned and taught." The two words "teaching" were emphasized by Mais.

My face sank.

I feel that the world is not lovely anymore, dark clouds cover the top.