pig like age

I fell asleep after talking on the phone with the goddess. The dream was very disturbing. I was walking alone in the jungle, deep in the mountains, or in the desert without people.I couldn't get to the end, and I was very tired when I woke up. I rested on the bed for a long time until I heard the phone ring.

I thought it was Yao Ye, hesitating whether to take it or not, but finally decided not to.She repeated the call three times, and I hesitated three times, feeling exhausted and powerless.

Open the buckle and find the fat penguin.The strange thing is that I could tell her all my troubles in the past, but now I have some concerns.

I am a person with strong self-esteem, I love face, and I am most afraid of being rejected by others.So generally I don't rush to talk to others.But I can't tell what kind of psychology it is, I just want to "harass" her.Maybe I have judged subconsciously that she will not reject me.So he saw this point, as if he was verifying something, and called her again.

She also answered the phone as I imagined.

It was a wonderful mood to hear her voice in the morning.

I heard the sound of high heels, "Are you walking?"

"Ah."

"Are you wearing high heels? Doesn't it mean that all goddesses wear canvas shoes, long skirts and so on." I said without words.

After a few moments of silence, she said kindly, "I'm an intern in a company."

"When are you going back to Beijing?" I know it's impolite to hold on to this, but, still the same sentence, I always have a mentality of wanting to grasp something and want to be sure of something to her.

She slowed down and stopped talking.

I'm not in a hurry, just waiting for her.

She finally said, "I'll be back on May [-]st."

"Then will you eat with me?"

She fell silent again, and soon there were several voices: "Jana", "Hello, Jana!" Such voices let me know that her English name is probably Jana, and that the company she is doing an internship with should probably be a foreign company.

Sure enough, I found that as long as you ask a question, she will answer politely.It's just the difference between fast and slow answers.

Chatting with her really requires patience.

"Is it not to repay the favor, or to have a normal meal?" I emphasized.Who is this cheeky man?

"Ah."

Wow!I cheer!

"Okay, then it's settled. You are busy, I'll hang up. By the way, can we talk tonight?" I am in a bad mood now, and I find that her voice is a holy medicine for healing. Every time I hear her voice , forget all the troubles.Sure enough, the sound of nature can relieve worries.

She didn't speak again, and it took a long time before she said "Yes", "It will be later, I will call you."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, I was in a daze for a while, thinking that I might have a certain dependence on this voice.Just like I have become dependent on the fat penguin.Fortunately, they are all alone.

After a day of doing nothing, my mother came back from shopping in the afternoon and was talking to someone at the door.

I thought she had bumped into a neighbor, but the sound was getting closer... I was startled!Jump up in surprise!

I pushed open the door, and sure enough, Yao Ye was sitting upright in the living room, talking politely with my mother.

I saw her, and she looked at me, her eyes were black and blue, obviously she hadn't slept well.

Somehow, my mind is full of her putting me on the highway, I walk and walk, and the same scenery on both sides squeezes me out of breath.Now when I see her come uninvited, not only is there no joy in my heart, but more anger and fear.

At that time, I might not be very good at hiding my emotions. My mother looked at me full of doubts.But she still served my classmates warmly as usual with a fruit plate and nuts.

I went back to my room again, put on my coat and came out, and said to Yao Ye, "I just want to go out, you come with me?"

Yao Ye nodded.

The two of us went out, and my mother chased after me and said, "Come back for dinner."

I didn't answer.

Today is a rare good weather, the sun is warm.But my mood was as cold as snow, indescribably cold and oppressive.I found it really hard to forgive her.Every time I quarrel, as long as she smiles, or takes the initiative to make peace with me, I will soften my heart.But this time, I knew that she left those "important people" and came back to apologize to me, but I didn't feel moved at all.

We didn't talk all the way until I took her into a cafe.

This cafe is opened by a Frenchman, and there are many French books in it.It was discovered by Ji Shuyu. She likes watching French movies very much, so she taught herself French.In addition, I suspect that the owner of this store, that romantic Frenchman, may have a crush on Ji Shuyu.

The two of us found a seat by the window. The boss happened to be away today, and the coffee we made tasted very weak.

She spoke first: "I'm sorry Xiaochen, I regret it very much. I was also short of breath yesterday. I was really angry at the time, and the anger went to my head. I called you as soon as I calmed down, but the total voice prompt was that I was on the phone... ..."

I tilted my head and looked at the passers-by outside, my heart was in a mess.

She told me a lot about how she regretted it, and found everyone who could contact me, and almost dialed 110, but she still found Ji Shuyu...

"You found Ji Shuyu?" I turned my head and asked in surprise.

She looked sad and nodded: "I'm afraid something will happen to you, otherwise how would I find her?"

"Since you are afraid that something will happen to me, why do you still leave me on the highway! It was the same last time, and this time too, how can you make me believe you?" The grievance in my heart still couldn't help but come up, I think I should do it. Less than pretending to be calm.I am resentful, really resentful!

"I'm sorry..." Yao Ye lowered his head: "There will be no next time, trust me."

"Impossible! You forgot that you threw me in the villa area last time, and you promised me that you would never leave me again, but what happened?" I said angrily.

"Then what do you want me to do, you say, I promise you." Yao Ye was sincere and pale.

I know she is coming at this time, and she must have set off from Yanqing very early.The fundus of the eyes is blue, obviously the result of not sleeping all night.This all shows that she cares about me and came to confess to me sincerely.

But the problem between us is really that she admits her mistake, is it so simple for me to forgive her?

I know that if I forgive her this time, there will definitely be a next time, next time.Since when did I have no expectations for our future?

It's that deep sense of powerlessness again, wanting to let go, but reluctant; not letting go, feeling very tired.

I took a deep breath and said to Yao Ye: "You know, I always think of you these two days. We always quarrel, but I can't remember it. I just remember you coming to talk to me after those quarrels." The way I get back together is so beautiful...Maybe, what I recall, what I miss, is the impulse to love you after every quarrel." Speaking of this, my heart was sore, my throat was blocked, and I said with a choked voice: " But now, the urge is gone.”

Her eyes widened. "What do you mean?"

Just as I was about to speak, her face became gloomy. She stared at me, staring at me intently: "You're in love with someone else, aren't you? Is it Ji Shuyu?"

I swallowed the words back.The reluctance and hurt that lingered just now disappeared in an instant, followed by anger!

Yes, there is still an ironic obstacle between us, that is Ji Shuyu.Her imaginary enemy!

The feeling of being abandoned, together with her unreasonable suspicion of me and my sister, made me finally make a decision at that moment!

"Yao Ye, this has nothing to do with anyone. I think we are really not suitable, we..." I paused, and couldn't help but think of her many good things, but I couldn't open my mouth.

She said lightly: "Xiaochen, do you know what you are talking about?"

I looked at her and saw her tears rolling down, and my heart ached.

She sobbed sadly: "I used to date a few boys, none of them let me put down my self-esteem and everything like you, just want to be with you. Do you know? I can also follow the arrangements my parents have made for me The way to live a life without worrying about food and clothing, but in this way I can't choose love freely, and I can't choose you. I have to do the things you don't like, because only in this way can we have a future. I'm working hard for our future, but what about you, Xi Xiaochen, not only did you not go forward with me, but you hesitated, listening to Ji Shuyu, saying that we are not suitable? Do you want to break up? Tell me, you!" she cried It got worse, but luckily there was no one around, so I took out a tissue and gave it to her, my heart throbbing with pain.

It's not that I don't love her, I feel sorry for her like this... Besides, the word "break up" is too heavy, I didn't think about it clearly at first.When she cried like this, it made me flustered, my heart softened, and I lost my mind and was upset.

I think, if she doesn't mention Ji Shuyu at this time, maybe we will reconcile, fight for a while, quarrel for a while, and we will leave it to us in the future to face where we will end up.At that time, when I encountered a difficult love proposition, the first choice was to escape.I also don't understand that two people who are not suitable, rather than exhausting each other's nutrients and withering together, it is better to get together calmly and live in peace with each other.Painful resignation is worse than happy breakup.

Maybe in addition to the fundamental value difference between us, there is another one, that is Ji Shuyu.

Yes, I admit, I don't want anyone to misinterpret her and slander her, and the more I do this, the more Yao Ye takes it to heart, and the more he hates Ji Shuyu.She insisted that our relationship has come to this irreversible situation, all thanks to Ji Shuyu!

As a result, the originally sad and sad atmosphere between the two of them has evolved into a full of sex!Just like last time in the car.

"What did you say, can you say it again?" During our quarrel, she slipped her mouth and said that Ji Shuyu's recommendation letter is gone?

She panicked: "Nothing."

"You just said it clearly."

"I didn't tell you! You still said that you have nothing to do with Ji Shuyu, and when you mention her, your face changes and you become angry!"

Here we go again, I'm so tired of being angry.

I held my forehead, why every time we had a good talk, as long as Ji Shuyu was mentioned, there would be endless quarrels.

"Yao Ye, I'm tired, really. You doubt my relationship with Ji Shuyu, you suspect that I am not dedicated to my relationship. I am so angry, not all because I think you are so vexatious, but because you don't trust me."

"If it wasn't for Ji Shuyu, I've apologized for the high-speed incident, why did you still break up with me?!" Yao Ye began to cry again as he spoke.

I shook my head: "It's not about apologizing, but..." I thought for a while: "Well, let's all calm down and talk about it after a while."

The two of us broke up like this.I was really depressed, so I called Binzi to come out for a drink.

We made an appointment at a halal restaurant, and Binzi likes to eat the lamb scorpion hot pot here.The two of us ordered a big pot, and around the pot, I just kept drinking.

"What's the matter, lovelorn?"

I didn't speak, I still drank with my head depressed.

He picked up some meat and vegetables with chopsticks for me: "Eat something to pad your stomach before drinking. It's only after 4 o'clock, drink slowly."

It was really difficult for me to solve it. I wanted to smoke before, but I always felt that it is better to touch this thing less, so I didn’t let go when I saw alcohol, and I always wanted to get drunk to relieve my worries!

I drank one cup after another, first drinking beer, and then I felt that my stomach was full, so I asked the waiter to serve Niu Er.

"Five, 56 degrees!" I shook my finger.

Binzi looked dumbfounded, and also poked his tongue out: "Grandma, don't drink anymore. Just, I'm afraid of getting mixed up with alcohol. If you drink too much, I have to carry you back. By the way, where is your home address? I only know your neighborhood, not the specific house number. Tell me now while you are still awake..."

I pushed him, "I'm not drunk, I'm sober. I'll be sober as much as I drink." At this time, the waiter brought a bottle of Niu Er and let me take a big gulp.I don't know anything after drinking it.

When I woke up, it was already past five o'clock in the morning of the next day.

With a splitting headache, I gritted my teeth and pressed my temples fiercely, feeling that life would be worse than death!

It's so uncomfortable, and it makes the family worry, the wine is really a mistake!

I went to the bathroom to wipe my face and saw that the clothes I wore yesterday had been soaked in the laundry tub.Then she quietly went to the door of Ji Shuyu's room, and listened to the movement inside the door with her ears. She seemed to be still fast asleep.I turned around and went to my parents' room. They usually don't lock the door. I opened a crack and they were fast asleep.

Hope nothing happened, I thought.

No, I was still worried, so I went back to my room and called Binzi.

It took a long time for him to pick it up, and he said angrily, "Who is it!"

"Binzi, it's me."

"Fuck, you're awake. Look at how I vomited on me yesterday. Let me be a buddy and send you home safely."

"Thank you for sending me back yesterday. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary, did I?"

"No, no. I just keep talking about something."

"Ah?" There was a "thump" in my heart!

Binzi yawned: "Are you feeling uncomfortable now? Don't drink like this in the future, it's not good for your health." He yawned and muttered: "I'm tired enough to take you back, let me rest, okay?" , Your Highness, Aunt?"

"Sleep your big head!" I hung up the phone.This man is really not as delicate as a woman in his mind. If you ask him, you can't get my family's reaction at that time.Wait... I suddenly thought of something, so I dialed his number again.

"What's the matter, grandma?"

"I remember I didn't tell you my address yesterday, how did you find it?"

"I didn't tell you... Oh, by the way, you called a little sister, she told me. The voice on the phone is very nice, very gentle..."

"Oh. All right, you go to sleep."

"Got it."

No need to ask, it must have been Ji Shuyu.I hung up the phone, waited anxiously for them to wake up, and opened the call history of the phone when I was bored.It doesn't matter at first glance, the call was made to Ji Shuyu yesterday, but to the goddess! ! !

But no, how did the goddess know my address?

I hesitated for a while, calling her at this time would definitely disturb her.So I looked through the chat records with her. It took me more than two hours to look through the chat records with her. There was no mention of my home address?

But I thought again, the goddess is a god.She can show me the way from thousands of miles away, and it might not be difficult to restore my home address through my life account?But something seems wrong...

So, I called Binzi for the third time.

Binzi has the desire to kill someone: "Xi Xiaochen, I'm fucking you!"

"I have no uncle, thank you."

"Fuck away!"

"Please pay attention to your words. I am also a young and beautiful girl. If you talk to me like this, be careful that I will sue my sister-in-law."

"Sue Nima, you don't know where your sister-in-law is, so hurry up and tell me, I'm going to turn off the phone!"

"Did Miss tell you the address immediately yesterday, or did she tell you after asking a few questions? And did she say anything else?"

He thought for a while: "She asked about my relationship with you, and told me my basic information when she got it right. She also said to be safe on the road."

"That's all? Did you tell her anything?"

"I told you, I said you were broken in love, it was very pitiful, that's why you drank so much that you didn't know anything about it."

I:"……"

Me: "Are you a man with such a big mouth!" I hung up the phone!

I'm not afraid that the goddess will know that I'm broken in love, but when I break up in love, I go to drink, drink like that, drink like that and still harass her, I'm really a little embarrassed.

I was looking forward to the sun's father-in-law rising quickly in the morning light, and I don't know whether I wanted to know the reaction of my family or the reaction of the goddess.

As a result, the first thing my mother did when she woke up was to kill me and scold me!

"I've learned how to drink, and I still drink so much! Fortunately, it's Binzi, if it's someone I don't know..."

"Mom, I haven't had a drink with someone I don't know either."

My mother blew out her beard and stared at her eyes, thinking that I had changed and become a bad boy.Fortunately, I blamed me back and forth for not drinking, not drinking so much.He didn't talk about me calling Yao Ye's name when I was drunk.

I promised my mother again and again that I would stop drinking, so I went into Ji Shuyu's room. She just got up and sat on the bed watching me come in.

"What's wrong, looking at me like that?" I sat beside her bed.

"You scared me to death yesterday, you kept calling Yao Ye's name."

"Uh……"

"You still love her very much, don't you?" she asked me.

"Well, that's right. But too many things have happened, and my heart is still there. I don't think I can go on." I said sadly.

"It's better to take your time, don't be too decisive. It's not good for you or her." She sighed, and said hesitantly, "I think Second Aunt is already suspicious, and she often uses your computer to speculate in stocks recently. You'd better put Those materials, movies, etc., are all hidden."

I couldn't help being startled when I heard it: "You reminded me well, I'll go right away!" After I finished speaking, I was about to leave, but she stopped me: "Not at this moment, you come here first, I have something to tell you."

"Oh." I sat back again.

"My father is coming tonight, you have to promise me one thing." She said with a serious look.

"Ok?"

"It's fine if everything goes well, but if Second Aunt and my dad get into a quarrel, you must not be impulsive, you know?"

I saw her solemn expression, and hurriedly sat up straight and said, "Don't worry, I know what's going on."

She listened and put her arms around my shoulders, seeing her expression change, I smiled and said: "Don't be nervous, I'm here."

She forced a smile: "You'd better settle your own affairs and stop drinking so much."

I just listened to my mother's nagging for so long, and now I'm tired of listening to it, so I went to bed and leaned against her, and on a whim, I turned to her and said, "Sister, can I kiss you?" She agreed, and knelt on the bed, pressing her shoulders.

Ji Shuyu was startled, frowning slightly, trying to break free, but I turned my face to look at her, only to see my image reflected in her beautiful pupils, she raised her head slightly, blending with my eyes, couldn't help but make my heart ache Once soft, let her go.

But as if unwilling, she still sought out her lips and pressed them against mine, pausing for several seconds.

"Sister, Yao Ye always doubts us. In fact, she doesn't know that even if we kiss, it's still an intimacy between sisters, without any desire. Why should she doubt such an obvious thing? Every time she doubts, I felt very chilled. Maybe, I was afraid that she would not trust me..."

Ji Shuyu's expression remained unchanged, the corners of his mouth were pursed slightly, and a trace of pity flashed in his eyes: "I know you are suffering in your heart."

The voice is deep and indescribably gentle and intimate.

I can't help but think of the goddess, if she also speaks in such a low voice, she must be very lingering and lingering, listening to it like a fascination.

Thinking of the goddess, I remembered the gaffe last night.Yi Gulu got up and looked at the watch: "It's eight o'clock, the goddess should wake up."

"Which goddess?" Ji Shuyu also sat up and planned to get up.

"It's God!" I exaggeratedly exclaimed, "It's really God! I'll tell you slowly later, and I'll call her first." I hurried back to the house to call her.

It rang several times, but no one answered.

Call again, finally someone picks up...

"Hey?"

I was stunned, a man's voice.

Also, the man had clearly just woken up.

"I, I'm looking for..." I just remembered that I forgot her real name. "Is she there?"

The man didn't talk to me anymore, but heard him shout "Nan Nan..." and then the sound of slippers being pulled to the ground, and in the distance he was still shouting: "Nan Nan, baby, it's time to get up. There is a kid call you……"

I gasped.

After a while, the Goddess answered the phone. Since I just woke up, I was a little distracted by the soft feathery voice of her voice. She called me, but I forgot to respond.

"Yesterday, thank you." I said in a panic, but I was thinking about the man just now.

I don't know why, but I feel like a different person in front of her.Normally, I wouldn't ask other people's gossip so abruptly, and I would ask directly in front of people, which is really rude.What's more, we are not familiar with each other, we have never seen each other.I don't know, maybe I'm too curious about her?This cannot be explained.Maybe, to test her tolerance for me?This still seems to be the case.

But I didn't get to the bottom of it, that's why I tested her tolerance for me.

I asked, "It was you who answered the phone just now?"

She was silent for a while, and when she was silent, I knew she would tell me.Her silence may be displeasure, but she will still tell me.

"My Father."

"Oh hehe, your dad's voice is so young." For some reason, I felt a little undetectable joy.

Her voice was really displeased, but no matter how displeased, she would at most reply: "Yes."

I was a little excited, thinking that such a person is really cute, it seems that she is really not very good at losing her temper.I can't help but want to challenge her tolerance limit, and then I attribute it to my name: owe!

This should be a typical bullying of honest people.