pig like age

Not only is the place rich and luxuriously decorated, but the soundproofing is top notch.Once the door is closed, it seems to isolate the whole world.

The cold war between Yao Ye and I was also exhausting. Now one of the two is disheartened and the other can't argue with each other, and they both fell into silence.

Soon Yao Ye pulled up the suitcase and walked towards the door.I was startled, and my hands stopped her faster than my brain: "Where are you going?"

"Why do you care where I'm going?" She raised her head, two lines of tears ran across her face and into the bottom of my heart.Seeing her tears made me feel sad for a while.

I know that my heart is slowly softening.I also know that if I don't let her go at this moment, I will make a decision I regret.After compromising with her, how should I compromise with myself?

This time, I found that I had no way, really no way to convince myself anymore.

She looked at me blankly, and after a while, she said: "Xi Xiaochen, you bastard!" After she finished speaking, she left crying, and the door "slammed"!bumped right in front of me!

I don't know if the heating is not enough, but as she left, my whole body seemed to be immersed in icy snow water, and I couldn't help shivering.

As the evening approached, everyone arrived one after another.

Yao Ye didn't show up, and asked Zhou Li, who succeeded her as the head of the organization, to notify each room, saying that there was a dinner party in the evening, and they were not allowed to miss it.

I'm not in the mood. After Yao Ye left, I kept thinking.There was no light in the room, only the sound of water flowing in the radiator.

There seemed to be a commotion outside, I recovered from my contemplation, opened the window, and found many people gathered in the open space outside, all looking up at the vast sky.

The sky in the suburbs seems to be wider and deeper than that in the city.Large flakes of snowflakes fell one after another, landing on people's hair, palms, and excited faces.

Seeing everyone's joy made me feel a little relieved.Think how out of place I would be if I didn't go out to eat.So I changed clothes, put on a down jacket, and went out of the room to the meeting place.

In front of me are the elite figures of the entire school.I usually don't like to get close to them, and I always feel that they have a natural sense of superiority.Even if there are a few people who usually look down and don't look up, the relationship is okay, but they are far less relaxed than my buddies.

I greeted a few people I knew, and Wang Yilin looked at me with her small eyes. I waved to her, and she breathed a sigh of relief, and walked over and said, "Xiaochen, you are almost turning into a low-pressure cloud, you want If you ignore me again, I'll ask my dad to pick me up and go home, it's really boring." Wang Yilin is lively and likes to be lively, and she usually gets along with me because I can play with her.But along the way, I was always showing my face, which made her very uncomfortable.

Everyone found acquaintances to chat in groups of twos and threes, and occasionally someone came to throw a ball of snow, and finally they all went out to have a snowball fight.

It wasn't until the housekeeper shouted: "Let's go to the Wisteria Hall for dinner!" Everyone gathered together again.

I know Wang Yilin best, so I naturally sit with her.Later, those people who were familiar with me crowded to my table, and it was difficult for me to reserve a seat for Yao Ye.

After contemplating just now, I didn't think of any reason.In my previous life, I didn't need to think about anything, even if something happened, it would be blocked by soldiers, and I couldn't be troubled.It may be because of this that I am not used to meditation, my soul is also very impetuous, I am afraid of loneliness, I don’t like to be alone, I only like to be with many people.

But recently, because of Yao Ye, I have learned to know myself.In addition, I can't figure it out. The relationship that went well was not because of cheating, or because of personality differences. To be honest, when nothing happened, Yao Ye and I got along pretty well.Why do some accidents always happen, making me feel that I am drifting away from her?

Yao Ye likes me, and I like her too. The filter of love makes everything look beautiful.But through some things, I gradually discovered the essence of the matter, that is, the two of us took different paths.

Her way is to climb up, she knows what she wants too well.Moreover, she is not like Xie Ling, who flirts around and flirts around, making people look utilitarian and annoying.Yao Ye is completely different. She works hard, does not rely on flattery or attachment, but is good at using everything she has to pave the way for herself, with a strong sense of purpose.

These are obviously advantages.When I think about it, I can't help but forgive her.

But what's wrong?

yes, where...

The first conflict between the two of us was when the student union competed for employment. Although I also had a knot in my heart, who made her my girlfriend?All countries can advocate one country, two systems, and the complicated relationship between the two countries can also be resolved by seeking common ground while reserving differences. What can I not be open-minded about my girlfriend?But the matter of Fu Chunlei seemed to be a heart that she couldn't get over.

Is it because of how important Fu Chunlei is in my heart, Xi Xiaochen?

No, it's because of me.Or it can be said that what Yao Ye did made me feel that my class is different from hers.In this matter, what Fu Chunlei reflected was me.

In fact, every word her mother said to me at that time expressed this meaning.And those words of hers were hurtful, but they didn't really hurt my heart.But now, I saw and realized it with my own eyes, so it was so clear and profound, and it really broke my heart, making it impossible for me to avoid it.

Soon, my eyes caught Yao Ye.She came in with her head down, and someone next to her gave her a seat, and she sat down with her head down all the time.

The housekeeper came over and said a few words to her. She raised her head, and I found her eyes were swollen, and her face was as clear as a lotus after rain, revealing a clear indifference and injury.

Then my heart ached.

Maybe this kind of her is extremely beautiful, which attracts the attention of many boys, which makes me very upset.

Her gaze came to me, and we looked at each other with mixed emotions in our hearts.

Should I turn over this article and continue to be a kangaroo, pretending not to notice our problems.Then just enjoy the joy brought by love like this, enjoy yourself in time, and wait for the day when the problems will explode, and when it is inevitable, let it be destroyed naturally?

Alas, it is difficult.

She didn't look at me anymore, the side lines looked so cold.

I finished my meal absent-mindedly, and everyone met to go to the hot spring.I was not in the mood, and I tried to shirk myself from wanting to sleep.Wang Yilin was so angry that she said that she would not play with me after I was such a disappointment.

I went back to the room alone, lay on the bed, turned over again, turned around and continued to lie down, so that I could see the stars outside.

The starry sky after the snow is dark blue and bright, very beautiful.

I close my eyes.Until the consciousness gradually became chaotic, the phone rang suddenly.

I woke up suddenly, went to get my phone, and found that it was my mother.

"You kid, didn't you tell you to call me back when you get there?" My mother complained to me.

I don't remember this, I just said I was too busy and forgot.

My mother told me to be careful again, "By the way, the weather forecast just now said that there will be snow in Yanqing, you should go out and wear more clothes."

"Oh, I see."

My mother said some more precautions, and suddenly the topic changed: "On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, your sister and father came, and I invited him to my house for dinner."

"Huh?" I was taken aback!

"Your sister seems to be very nervous, and I don't make trouble, and she is also supercilious..."

I couldn't sit still, and walked back and forth in the room.My sister, she cares most about those few people, and the affairs of those few people are the most important things in her heart.Because of this, she has been in a low mood recently.

Even I don't believe that my mother just invited her father to dinner, let alone Ji Shuyu.

Based on what I know about my mother, she will definitely ask her to blame. After all, he has not wanted this daughter for 20 years.When he doesn't want it, he just throws it away, and when he wants it, my mother won't let him go so well.

The fifteenth day of the first lunar month...

I glanced at the calendar on my phone, isn't it the day after tomorrow?

With little hesitation, I made up my mind that I must go back.

I know what Ji Shuyu's father's visit means to her.This is the first meeting of her two close relatives. What she fears the most and also the most worrying thing is that the people she loves will hurt each other.A person with such a heavy emotion must be very scared and nervous now.

When I go back, even if I can't help much, I will accompany her and cheer her up.I thought, she needs me.It's like she stands by me every time I need her.

I later reviewed the whole thing and realized I was wrong too.I should think about Yao Ye's feelings at that time.And the situation at that time was really out of date.

I made up my mind not to stay, and went back to the city the next day.But how to go back has become a problem.

At this time, I naturally thought of Wang Yilin, because she once said that she was too boring and wanted her father to pick her up.So I sent her a button and asked her if she planned to go back?

She never got back to me.

I went down to have breakfast on time, and the students in the dining room gathered together, and there might be some group activities in a while.Because of my own affairs and Ji Shuyu's, I didn't have the time to pay attention to what was happening around me.

Just as he was about to go back to his room after dinner, Yao Ye came down to eat alone.When she saw me, her eyes instantly became sad.

I kind of don't know how to face her.If I still get along as before, I won't be able to get past my level.But it would be too hypocritical to turn a blind eye.

While hesitating, she took the initiative to talk to me: "What are your plans for today?"

By the way, if I go back, I have to say hello to her first.I know that this will disappoint her, and the relationship between the two of us is in a sensitive period. Bringing it up at this time may make her think too much.

But it's not too late for this matter, I still want to go home to do ideological construction for Ji Shuyu, find out the reality of my mother, there are a lot of things that I need to do.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she might think that I'm still angry with her, which is considered condescending to her, because her tone is not natural: "Well, they said they were going to Qixianling Scenic Area to play, and they heard that the snow scene is good .”

Just as I was about to speak, the housekeeper shouted at this moment: "Students, it has snowed recently, and there are many barren hills near our resort, and some wild animals may come down. But don't worry, there are no big wild animals. They are all like squirrels, raccoon dogs, wild cats and so on. The wild cat I am talking about is not a common stray cat. It is a real wild cat with sharp claws. If you see it, you have to take a detour. If you don’t provoke it, you will be fine. .But..." He changed into a serious warning tone: "There is also a reptile, guess what it is?"

Some students rushed to shout: "Snake?"

The butler nodded: "Yes, it's a snake. Some snakes are poisonous."

As soon as the word "poison" was uttered, there was an uproar all around.

The housekeeper talked about what to do after encountering a snake, the first aid measures after being attacked by a snake, and so on, which made several girls' faces change.

Suddenly, I found a thing.

Among all the people present, there is no Wang Yilin.Did she go back early?I happened to see a female classmate in the same room as her, so I asked, "Where is Wang Yilin from?"

The female classmate turned pale and shook her head.

Yao Ye felt strange, "What's wrong with you, you look so bad?"

The female classmate's eyes were tense, and finally said hesitantly: "Wang Yilin won't let me tell others, she, she said she was bored and went to the wild lotus pond to take pictures of small animals."

"Wild lotus pond?" I had never heard of this name, and when I looked at Yao Ye, Yao Ye's expression also changed.

"Yehetang is on the left side of our expressway exit, which is the boundary of the barren hill."

"You mean, she ran to the barren hills?" I was so frightened that my heart jumped, "Bang! Bang!"This is no joke, Wang Yilin is too courageous!

The female classmate had never heard of the wild lotus pond before. She only knew that Wang Yilin went to take pictures of small animals, and she heard the housekeeper said that there were wild animals nearby, so she was afraid and had to confess to us.But now after listening to Yao Ye's words, she is more sure that Wang Yilin's matter may become a big deal, and her tears are about to burst out: "I, I don't know, she said she will come back after taking a few photos, and it won't be long. I don't know Know where the wild lotus pond is..."

"It's not your fault, don't worry." I advised her.

Yao Ye asked her, "How long has she been away?"

She froze for a moment, and suddenly yelled incoherently: "Just, I just came in... No, no... We broke up at the entrance of the restaurant, and I just came in not long ago!"

So, I dialed Wang Yilin's phone.And Yao Ye went to report to the housekeeper. The housekeeper's face turned dark and he went out to find helpers.

Yao Ye said, "I'll follow along to look for it, will you accompany me?"

I called several times, but she didn't answer, and I felt a little worried.Besides, I felt a little guilty. If I was in a good mood and could play with her, maybe she wouldn't go exploring in the deep mountains.

But when I heard that Yao Ye was going too, how could I feel relieved? "The people at the resort promised to find someone, so don't go, I'll go with them."

"I drove the car down the mountain, and I will not enter the mountain. I am the organizer of this event. If she has an accident, I will be the responsible person, and I can't get rid of the responsibility."

"Okay then, let's go together..." I compromised.

Speaking of which, Wang Yilin is indeed someone who can do such a thing.I heard that she even dared to drill into the tropical rainforest, let alone a few barren hills.

Everyone knew in their hearts that apart from snakes, there were no animals with a high risk factor around Beijing.But with poisonous snakes, it is different.In case of being bitten, it may be fatal.

Soon, the butler called several people over.

"Do you want to call the police?" Yao Ye asked.

The butler greeted a few people to get on a Beijing JEEP, and shook his hands: "No, those mountains are not high. And, I was just trying to scare the students. There are snakes on this mountain, but they are all small grass snakes." , it is not poisonous. I am just afraid that they will be curious and trample the snake to death."

I:"……"

"Besides, besides the resort, there are a few abandoned coal yards, one or two villages, and the folk customs are simple. There will be no bad people."

Hearing that the housekeeper said he was confident, I felt a little relieved.Everyone didn't seem to be intimidated by the housekeeper, and they were all in high spirits, eating breakfast lively.We told the girl classmate not to tell anyone else about it and got ready to hit the road.

I thought about it, now that it's so chaotic, it's not good to mention my going back to Yao Ye at this time, but since it's going back for a high speed, why don't I cut it first and play later?You can also travel less, and if everything goes well, you can get home before dinner.

Yao Yezheng called the travel agency and contacted them to send someone to pick you up to Qixianling Scenic Area.While she was on the phone, I sneaked back to the hotel to take off my luggage and put it in the car.

I got into Yao Ye's car, the housekeeper and security guards got into the Beijing JEEP, and drove out of the resort to the highway.After driving for about 10 minutes, the housekeeper called and said, "We found her."

I took the phone over and said to the housekeeper, "Let her answer the phone."

Soon, "Xiaochen?" It was Wang Yilin's voice. I was relieved, and then scolded my head and face: "You are crazy! You are not alone now. Have you ever thought that in case of an accident, others what to do!"

Wang Yilin was still very wronged: "You ignore me, it's boring to be alone."

"Run to the barren hills if you're bored, and go to the wild lotus pond, it's not a good place to hear!" Yao Ye was amused by these words, she turned her head and smiled at me with a soft smile Nostalgia.

My heart skipped a beat and my face turned red.In my ear, Wang Yilin began to complain: "What, I couldn't find the place. The driver I hired was unreliable, and it made many detours. This is a mountain road with eighteen bends. If you get lost here, you are courting death!"

"It's a good thing you got lost, otherwise we'd have a hard time finding it. Okay, okay, you go back first." I hung up the phone, looked at the road, and saw the mileage on the signpost, and I knew it in my heart. After thinking about it for a long time, he said, "Can you put me on the side road later? I'll take a taxi back to the city."

Yao Ye turned his head and looked surprised: "What?"

"Something happened at home, I have to go back today."

"What's the big deal, you want to go back now? Xiaochen, are you still angry with me? I've already apologized to you, what do you want from me?"

When I saw how excited she was, I knew that things were not as easy to deal with as I imagined.

"I'm not angry with you, it's just that there are some things... how should I put it, I haven't figured it out yet." I was a little sad, but I couldn't help feeling in my heart, the kind of melancholy and irresolvable emotions came back again, giving birth to special negativity and depression Emotions.Indeed, everything may finally come together in the sentence: "Maybe it's like what my sister said, we are too different."

Yao Ye was quiet.

This silence made me feel bad.

Sure enough, she sneered: "Sure enough, it's her, Ji Shuyu. You have soft ears, and you listen to her so much. Let me tell you, what a big deal. As for the hurtful things you said to me, it turned out that she was the one who hindered it!"

As soon as I heard it, I became anxious: "My sister didn't say anything, and besides, I think what she said is right. We have many different ideas."

"what's the difference?"

I saw her stepping on the gas pedal, and the scenery outside the window flew by.The tone of voice and facial expression were somewhat hysterical, and it was only then that she remembered that the prejudice between her and Ji Shuyu was bottomless.

I immediately regretted what I just said, and was very worried about her current state, so I had to back down a step: "Forget it, you are driving, let's not talk about this topic at this time."

"No, I won't let you go. You must accompany me today. I will..." She stumbled and said, "We, today, yes, tonight will establish a relationship!"

I was not surprised when I heard it, but instead had a feeling of irony: "Do you think we are arguing like this now, and we will be in that mood at night?"

"I don't care! You have to have it if you don't have it!" She began to lose her temper, and said stubbornly: "I have already seen that Ji Shuyu is interested in you, but I didn't expect that she would secretly provoke our relationship!"

"I really have something to do at home." I softened my voice, fearing that she would get angry and something would happen on the way.This is no joke, two lives.

"Then what do you say, I will put you down if something really happens."

I saw that the road was getting more and more deviated from the established track, and I was a little anxious, but I still felt that I should tell the truth: "Ji Shuyu's biological father will come the day after tomorrow, and she is worried that her father and my mother will not get along well, so I want to go back and accompany her." with her."

So I'm just too honest.These words were like sparks, which suddenly aroused the jealousy in Yao Ye's heart!

"I knew you had Ji Shuyu in your heart!" After speaking, she began to cry until her voice became hoarse: "You don't want me just to see her..."

I was flustered by her crying, and I got angry: "Can you be reasonable, she is my sister. How can I just sit idly by when she has something to do?"

I don't want to repeat the whole process of our quarrel. Yao Ye was so irritated at the time, he kept saying that Ji Shuyu was not good and provoked my relationship with her. He also said that it was because he was jealous of me and her. Together, so I found an excuse to call me back.

No matter how I explain it, it's useless. In the end, the veins in my head are jumping with anger!

Later, I was so annoyed by her unreasonableness that I lost my mind, and I forgot to say something, and she was irritated by my words!A sudden brake, put me on the high-speed exit.Strictly speaking, she couldn't wait to put me on the side road, but it was about 20 meters away from the side road.

I was so frightened that I was in a cold sweat, I was out of my wits!

She was still on the highway, she dared to brake suddenly, she was desperate!

She threw my luggage out again without even looking at me. The car drove very fast and drove away!

I was also very angry at the time, and then I was terribly scared!Holding the luggage, my hands and legs were shaking.This is the first time in my life that I have quarreled with people like this.It was such a quarrel that the heavens and the earth shattered, and I completely lost my mind!

This isn't a quarrel, it's hurting people's hearts, killing people...

I couldn't get out of the emotional quarrel just now, and I walked on the road alone for an unknown amount of time.By the time I realized it, the sun was covered by dark clouds, the leaves were rustling, the humidity in the air was getting heavier, and it seemed that it was going to snow again.

I just looked around in a daze, and was stunned for a moment...

Here, it is already far away from the place with street signs.It turned out that I had already left the expressway and came to a road that was not too wide.

Except for the wind blowing leaves, there was no one around, not even a car.

I turned a ninety-degree turn with my heels and walked back, but after walking for a long time, I still couldn't find the shadow of the high speed.

I don't have a good sense of direction, which makes me very insecure and insecure when I'm outside alone.Now that I am in such a place where no bird shits, I can't help but feel a sense of fear in my heart.

I will always remember that day.

I have tried traveling in many different directions, and each direction seems to be the same scenery beyond the horizon.

For a long time later, whenever I saw the iron railings and poplar trees on both sides of the highway, I would have a dark mind and couldn't help feeling flustered.It was all a hangover from that terrible loss.

The time also seemed to be against me. The watch showed that it was four o'clock in the afternoon. It had been several hours, and the sun had poked its head out of the dark clouds, giving off a soft orange light.

Sunset, west.

I broke out in a cold sweat immediately!

I stopped trusting myself and started grabbing my cell phone to call for help.However, the communication signal was interrupted intermittently, and the dialed-out prompt tone soon hung up automatically after two "beeps, beeps".

Seeing that the sun is going down, I know what kind of dilemma I will face next!I was so anxious that tears rolled in my eye sockets!He raised his phone vigorously on tiptoe, looking for a signal.

I soon discovered that the farther away from the road, the stronger the signal.I'm afraid some magnetic field is interfering with the signal.

So I made a decision that wasn't right, I decided to go higher.

I went up the mountain, yes, I actually went up the mountain.

Hehe, are you stupid?

But how many people can face danger without fear, and judge the situation under the control of fear?What's more, there was no car passing by at that time, and I walked for another afternoon, and my mental state and physical state were on the verge of collapse.

The roadside scenery is endless, which makes people feel boring, tired and hopeless.

The only thing that can save me at this time is a mobile phone.

At that time, for me, finding the signal was tantamount to finding the hope of life.

Fortunately, there are some signals when we walk halfway up the mountain.

As I said before, my mobile phone was newly bought by Ji Shuyu, and there are only four numbers stored in it, namely my father, my mother, Yao Ye and Ji Shuyu.

My parents ruled it out. If they knew that I was lost, they would never let me go out to play in the future.It is impossible for Yao Ye to fight, it is my self-esteem that prevents me from fighting.My first thought was to call Ji Shuyu, and I dialed her number——

Shut down.

I thought the signal was kidding me.But call again, or shut down.The signal display is three bars.

Is this God going to kill me? !

With tears in my eyes, blurring my vision, I desperately pressed redial, redial, redial...

Then, I remembered that she said that she had switched to PHS and was always there for her 24 hours a day, but I... I refused, killing the hope of life...

Of course, looking at it now, getting lost at that time was far less serious than life and death.But for a person who has never traveled far since childhood, is well protected by his family, and is extremely tired and frightened, you can imagine my despair at that time.

I knew that I might be about to collapse, I wanted to dial Yao Ye's number, and I knew that calling her was the most sensible choice.But my self-esteem is so strong, she just dumped me here, just like she dumped me in her villa area last time!

I was so scared at the time, but I forgave her later, and I said to her, no matter what happens in the future, don't leave me alone, okay?She said: OK.

How can I call her, even if she is dead, I can't call her.

With a swipe of my finger, I was surprised to see the word "Goddess".

I saved her number?I have lost all memory.

But this indifferent person can almost be said to be unknown, so what's the point of saving her number?

I walked in the barren mountains, staggering, like a wandering soul.

Because, the most desperate thing happened...

I am lost in this barren hill.

Look at the sky, twilight will sink.

I can't care about anything, and I don't want to think about anything.Despair made me turn on the phone again, find the name, and dial it...