pig like age

39

The title of the book is rather vulgar, called "Love at the End of the Century".But the picture on the cover turned out to be two men kissing!

At that time, I felt like someone poured a basin of ice water on me.Because I know exactly what that means.

Song Xianxian, who was at the same table as me in middle school and is now the minister of literature and art, is a big rotten girl with a table full of danmei comics and novels.As the name suggests, a rotten girl is a woman who is in love with two men.

Not only is she not ashamed of the word "rotten girl", but she is also proud of it.Always say that we are rotten girls and so on, which makes my ears callous.She also often calls friends on a website called Lucifer, organizes various clubs, and draws ambiguous hand-painted pictures of two men.

Danmei and rotten girls once became high-frequency words in my life.Anyway, it has nothing to do with me, she likes her, but she will instill some knowledge subtly.I once asked her curiously, why would she like two men having sex?She was also angry.Say what BL benevolent.I wondered and asked again, are you gay?

She said very seriously that on the contrary, rotten girls are 100% heterosexual.It is precisely because I like boys that I feel that other girls are not good enough for this boy, and only boys can match him.In the final analysis, the rotten girl is a love for men.She said like crazy.

I must have looked at her like a monster.And now, how should I treat this person, a person who is obviously in a relationship with me, but is a rotten woman?

Yao Ye is very smart. Seeing my gloomy face, she knew that I cared about this matter.He said in a panic, "What's the matter with you? I told you not to watch it, but you insisted on snatching..." Before she finished speaking, I let her go and asked her very seriously: "Yao Ye, I asked You. Do you like me? Do you like me as a female body? Or do you like me because I look like a boy?"

She stared at me blankly and didn't speak for a long time.I stared into her eyes, not for a moment, I was afraid that if I closed my eyes, I would miss her fleeting emotions.I don't want any perfunctory from her, I just want her to tell the truth.

"Xiaochen..." She said aggrievedly, "Listen to my explanation."

"I just want to hear the answer." I looked into her eyes.

"This book is not mine. My classmate put it here. Also, do you still doubt my love for you?"

Seeing her sad and wronged face, my heart was calm instead. "What you said is true?"

She nodded solemnly.

I couldn't help hugging her excitedly: "Great, I thought... I thought..."

"Why do you think?"

"I thought you still liked men."

"I like you now."

But I don't have the confidence that you will always like me, especially in this environment where the enemy is strong and I am so small.

I didn't say, I don't want to tell her my hidden worries.She won't understand.She is P, and she does not understand the situation and sorrow of a T.These are all things I have to face and solve alone, and I have to carry them alone. This is a mission of T.

Later, we each took a shower in our room, texted in bed, and then fell asleep.The next day, her aunt called us up for breakfast.I saw her mother again.

She is used to keeping her head down, and she doesn't like to talk much, and she is not much more enthusiastic about her daughter than others.After eating, he picked up an emerald green handbag and said to Yao Ye: "You play around with your classmates. When your dad comes back at night, don't forget to go home for dinner. I'm going to play cards."

After seeing her off, Yao Ye and I packed a backpack and planned to go to West Lake.

Hangzhou in autumn, West Lake in the morning.

The weather was also very good that day, the beauty of the West Lake reflected the blue sky and white clouds.West Lake, Broken Bridge, and Lonely Mountain, these were just nouns in books before, and the pictures in ancient poems, as well as the charming scenery on the TV, finally exist in front of my eyes.How many touching stories have been staged here: Bai Juyi, Su Dongpo, Su Xiaoxiao, White Lady...

Yao Ye still seemed to be worried about my attitude yesterday. As a local guide and tour guide, she didn't seem to care much about the scenery.Pointing at Leifeng Pagoda, I said excitedly: "The Leifeng Pagoda fell down and the West Lake dried up, so the white lady was released... Also, I heard that there is a secret treasure buried in the underground palace of Leifeng Pagoda, is it true?"

"The real Leifeng Pagoda collapsed in 1924, and it was rebuilt later. If there were any treasures, they would have been dug up by grave robbers long ago."

"Oh." My imagination was pulled back by her words.He had no choice but to follow her with a sullen head.

"Yao Ye..." I grabbed her from behind: "Are you upset?"

"as long as you are happy."

"So you're really upset?"

Yao Ye turned around with a sullen face, no youthful exuberance in the past. "How can you doubt me?"

"I...I don't doubt you, but I don't have confidence in myself." I lowered my head and said.

"Why are you not confident?"

"I'm not a boy,"

"Then can you protect me?"

"Of course, I'm better at fighting than most boys!" This is true, I am very talented in fighting and playing.Except, after a few things happened, I just stopped fighting.Besides, when I grow up, I will be held criminally responsible if I beat him again.

"Then why are you so unconfident?" Her tone suddenly softened.

"Because they are boys." Everyone accepts him, but not me.

Yao Ye sighed, and took my hand instead: "Then we have to work together to move forward, how can you be so self-confident at every turn."

"You're still jealous of Ji Shuyu."

"I'm jealous because I care about you," she said.

I grinned happily, "Really? So it's like this..."

"Otherwise what do you think?"

"I just can't figure it out, it's obviously impossible."

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about this. I will take you to go boating." I couldn't help but kissed her on the cheek, and cheered: "That's great! I have to go to the Broken Bridge to take pictures!"

"Actually, that bridge is not...forget it, I won't spoil your interest. I will accompany you wherever you want." Yao Ye took my hand and said with a smile.