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My memory can no longer be tampered with at will, otherwise there will be serious consequences, which every elemental god who desires me is unwilling to see, so now I don't have to worry about Tiger Nightmare modifying my memory, our The way of getting along has almost returned to the past, back to the time when the hypocritical mother and daughter were deeply in love.No, I'm not talking about when she was my child in the metal palace, I'm talking about a time farther back, before the world of the gods collapsed.

"Even if it's us, we can still be pure mothers and daughters."

"I do not want."

Although they are hypocritical mothers and daughters... Tiger Nightmare is really a child's character, and I don't know what kind of feelings she has for me. She treats me as a mother very seriously, and I also respond sincerely Her expectations, but the simplest mother-daughter relationship suddenly became strange for some reason.When is it? This kind of change cannot be realized quickly, and the deterioration of feelings must be completed step by step.

Was it when I put the hairpin on her in the forest?Was it when I raised the cock and lowered it to watch her go?Was it when he said in the sea of ​​corpses that he wanted to see the world under the skirt of his sister?

Tiger Nightmare, I don't know what kind of feelings you have for me, but now we have a common goal - to defeat the God of Wisdom Mirhi.No matter what you think of me, your desire for me is so clear, and I really regard you as an important existence, at least now we can achieve an alliance.After defeating Millhi, I will become the new last god. Of course, whether I will become a god or become the exclusive doll of Tiger Nightmare depends on the choice of Tiger Nightmare at the last moment. I feel that it is more realistic to be treated as a doll.

So I want Tiger Nightmare to take me to Manila, where there is the Armada left by the God of War. As long as I get to Manila, I can pull up that fleet and make them my army. At that time, Tiger Nightmare and I will be equal relationship instead of me being unilaterally attached to her like this.Tiger Nightmare is a child, so she may not have noticed my intentions, but she is still very supportive of my going to Manila.

But Tiger Nightmare is now fifteen or sixteen years old, maybe his IQ will also evolve.Well, I can't judge my thinking by my appearance, my appearance also stays at the age of sixteen or seventeen, but my inner world is probably more cruel than the concubines in the deep palace who are scheming and framing each other.When you hurt others, you say it is for self-protection, but in fact a lot of harm is unnecessary.

"We're going to Manila tomorrow. Is there anything Mom wants to go before then?"

"No."

"Why don't you go to Akihabara? Mom has always wanted to stand on the stage. Although there are no audiences anymore, well, it doesn't matter. There are as many audiences as you want. Pulling the dead from the snow and ice is not at all. Difficult. Mom, if we go there to have a look, maybe we will see some interesting things. Can we see a different mother there?"

I don't know why I have a bad premonition, I hope it's not my illusion, and nothing strange will happen there.

The snowfields in Japan are still pale, and there is no sign of melting after 100 years. Under the protection of the flame power of the Dragon King Aegulus, Tokyo has left a little trace of civilization. The ice and snow here are only one foot thick. It is unacceptable to put the thickness in the previous world, and the world after the catastrophe is already the most ideal state.If the sun rises, this ice layer will melt within a month, and if the people from the Sky Tower are willing to come back, this place can still return to life.

This is Akihabara.

The place I had been longing for before the Great Destruction, but never visited in person until the end.

I want to be an idol, I want to be chased by the spotlight on the stage, I want to be surrounded by people.

This is where the dream begins.Unfortunately, for me, dreams are always just dreams, and they have been annihilated before they even have time to grow.

"This ice will never melt until the sun rises again. Mom, it doesn't matter if the sun never rises again, you will stay with me."

"Look, playing the song suit."

I don't know where Tiger Nightmare got the song suit from. It's not surprising if you think about it. If the gods have such power, it is not difficult to make one at all.I took this dress and looked at it carefully. The dress is a sailor dress, with a long-sleeved shirt on the upper body and a short skirt about ten centimeters above the knee. The whole dress is pink, it doesn’t matter if it’s pink, the dress is still transparent .It can't be said to be fully transparent. If the skirt on the bottom is translucent, it is estimated that the bottom pants can be seen faintly, and the underwear can really be seen on the upper body.This outfit looks familiar, since Tiger Nightmare has said it is a song suit, we are in Akihabara again now, which girl group in Japan before the era of destruction?Can't remember, it's too long ago.

Speaking of which, the word Japan itself has no meaning now.Human civilization has long since ended on the surface world, leaving only the living and the dead.

"Speaking of which, why did you bring me here?"

"Isn't this the land of my mother's dream? The dream was first born but not realized. My mother should have regrets in her heart. I want to eliminate this regret. Now it seems that it really can't be done. I want to be paid attention to, want to be If you pay attention... It really doesn't work, I can't help my mother realize her dream, the world of the plague god is a dead world, and within the scope of Ziwu is only the army of the dead, the cheers and applause that mother wants, the praise she wants And glory, I can't give it all to my mother... So, mother... Thank you, you still choose to stay by my side, even if it's just a way of mutual use..."

"Silly boy, don't say that you can't give me what I want. It's the best result for you to be by my side."

I hugged her and buried her face in my chest. At this moment, there was no disturbance of desire, only the peace of family affection.

I want to be a very powerful person, and I want to be a little sun that warms everyone.

If my singing can calm everyone down, then go for it.Force is indeed the simplest and most effective method, but sometimes you will face the existence that force cannot overcome. Why not try to communicate with the enemy in a peaceful way?Sometimes the enemy is not the enemy, or the enemy is not the enemy in the beginning, unless it is attacked from us.I think, if I can approach it and embrace it with an almost empty heart without hostility, hatred or fear, even an existence that is absolutely impossible to be defeated by force can be stopped, right?After all, according to the rules, it cannot be defeated, and the fact that I stop its destructive behavior itself will not cause any harm to it, so it cannot be judged as force, so I am the last hope.

Even in the face of such a world, even in the face of the rift of time and space and the disorder of the elemental world, a false god who can calmly step forward, only such an existence can stop the existence that cannot be defeated, right? .

Therefore, in the future, you should listen to songs more and fight less.Although you can't understand what my words mean, as the embodiment of reflection and feedback phenomena, all you can do is react according to the absolute rules of copying and hitting back everything, and you have no consciousness or life of your own, but I still I want to tell you that sometimes, gentleness is the most powerful force.

I left a piece of myself in the Sky Tower, that is my split soul, she took away all my goodness, it can be said that it is my good side, sacrificed all the combat capabilities of the false gods and even gave up Vision in exchange for a pure doll that does not generate any negative emotions.Milch's prophecy has never been wrong. One day in the future, you will once again become the posture of destroying the world in the Sky Tower. At that time, that girl, the pure and innocent me, will come to prevent you from annihilating the entire time and space.

It turned out that all this was preordained long ago.Was the encounter at the Sky Tower not a route planned by Milch, but the encounter with that guy when I set off on my own out of some unknown sense of responsibility?It's not a funny joke. It's really a dangerous job. If I don't pay attention, I will be finished in the Sky Tower. That terrifying existence that cannot be defeated by force and has no upper limit, I am actually its only natural enemy.

The only existence that can appease it.

In this way... If it was the other side of me that accompanied it in that world called heaven, no, it was in the posture of a girl when it left, then it was her?Anyway, out of the blue I had a crazy idea.Why can't I take advantage of this the other way around?If it succeeds, I can smash Millhi's plan, no, together with the indestructible sword of Damocles that gathers the energy of the gods.

"before that……"

"what?"

"I have a very bold idea. Before that, let me play with Xiaoyun first. It's not easy to come here once. You can take it easy when you go to Manila. Since Michelle didn't come to see me, our time is not urgent. Well , Here is a song suit for me, Xiaoyun has always wanted to watch her mother dance, let me think about it, do you have a microphone, I want one that can be worn like a headset, but the world after the catastrophe has no way to cheat and lip-sync , Quan Kaimai, I’m really guilty.”

No audience?It doesn't matter, even if only one person is willing to watch, the stage is still a stage.

There is no ice in the room. I don’t know if it is the remnant of the Dragon King’s energy. I actually feel a trace of heat inside the theater. This heat comes from the ground under my feet. This is energy that is similar to a god but much weaker.Is there ever a contractor of the gods here, or here, somewhere under my feet, is there living organisms inhabiting at this moment?

It doesn't matter, if I can wake it up, at least it proves that Blue Star still has hope.