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If I were to imagine the most perfect family I could wish for, what would it look like?

I think it is best to have a large yard materially. When you enter the gate, you can see a small three-story building, which is the living area of ​​the family members; there are two one-story bungalows on both sides of the small building. These are warehouses and garages; outside of these buildings, there should be a swimming pool at the back of the yard, with an artificial sandy beach and umbrellas by the water, and a tea table with two seats.In addition to these, emotionally, it should be two people who love each other. They have a full understanding of each other and can easily read each other's mind. They have been together for a long time and will understand each other in a long time. Little by little, it penetrates into the blood and soul; they are both lovers and relatives to each other, and they are the only one that the other party will never abandon no matter what kind of disaster they face.

There may or may not be a child or two between them, and my vision of the future has never included children.In the surface world, when this disaster did not happen, I depicted the phantom of that family many times in my sleep, and sat with Xue Ling on the tea table under the umbrella in the gentle sunshine in the dream. Sip hot tea and chat about some interesting topics; or simply drink tea without saying anything, and accompany each other quietly.

So, even if I say this can form a family with you, I can't lie to myself in front of the metal palace, Belize.Either superficially or psychologically, this is not the answer I want.

I think I'm keeping my promise to Bayliss, at least creating the illusion that I'm in love with her, and the scene is so well acted that I don't know the truth that I buried with my own hands.I probably had someone I loved deeply, who was that person?Maybe, it's Belis, the God of metal who gets along with me day and night?It doesn't matter whether it is or not, she is the only one by my side.

Waking up in the morning, looking at Bayliss beside me, I always want to say something to her, but I don't know where to start.Maybe the words I wanted to express faded along with those memories, we didn’t talk much together, most of the time she hugged me and I was doing my own thing, reading the book from the god The stories on the bookshelf, when you are in a bad mood, go into those worlds and destroy them to vent.Gods cannot break into the world of other gods, but false gods have no such restrictions. I can destroy the world in the story of the God of Wisdom at will. Of course, I am not a tyrant who takes killing people for fun. The uninhabited mountain vented its breath.

"Hey, what's left in the ruins. I don't know which world this is. Now it seems that whether it's the God of Metal, the Dragon King, or... the God of Plague, what have you been through? All that remains is ruins and despair."

The child behind me seemed to be trying to attract my attention by pulling the corner of my clothes. Seeing that I didn't respond, he hugged my waist aggrievedly and made a sound like a kitten.This child is already able to act independently or depends on me. I don’t know if every child is so dependent on his mother. The false gods have not been able to experience the history of childhood for a long time.From the very beginning, I was born in the form of a girl suitable for a certain purpose. Even if I was reincarnated as a human, there would be a dragon king, Agulus, who happened to be by my side by various chances and coincidences. She shared part of the influence of my mother. And after that car accident, the two people who depended on each other depended on each other, and their various emotions began to intertwine, and they could no longer recognize their original appearance.

Can I be like this?

Can you also raise this child and give her the world she wishes for?

I don't know how long it has passed. Time seems to be stagnant in Belis's palace. Metal life forms are difficult to consume without being consumed by battle. If they survive in the dry air outside this metal palace, their life cycle is extremely long. It can continue to move if it is rusted. I guess the natural lifespan of metal birds is about 500 years. Compared with humans, this is a terrible number. This also confirms my previous thoughts. Humans really have no way to defeat them in a frontal war. metal bird.

"Mom, don't ignore Xiaoyun."

"No, you are the only person I will not abandon. If I owe you, let me pay off the debt now. Xiaoyun, what did you do today? This is the first day of the truce between the human race and the metal bird." ...how old is it?"

"No...Mom, I don't remember either."

"Yeah, it's been too long a memory. It's been a long time since the coast has heard the sound of cannons. The unified empire of human integration has also begun to experience internal chaos under such laxity. An attack might be able to destroy Mirci. Of course, gods are immortal, and she will be reborn soon after killing Mirci, but in this way, the war of gods is over, and Belis is the final victor. "

"That's not important, as long as I can be with my mother. Whether it is the war of gods or the final victory, it is meaningless to me. Me, as long as I am with my mother, as long as I am surrounded by my mother every day." It makes me happy to hold it like this.”

I don't know how long it has passed, but this child who was supposed to grow up has never grown up, and has always looked like this toddler - a beautiful but immature girl who doesn't look more than ten years old.I don't know why this is, maybe something has changed for her as the last survivor of the surface world, and I don't feel at all worried about a child who won't grow up.I am not afraid that she will not grow up, the false god has enough time to accompany her, I believe this child will also have enough time to accompany me, until I defeat or be defeated by Michelle, the next round of the war of gods will be slow Unfold slowly.

My mission is to protect you for her before you meet the existence you really love, and that is enough.

"Xiao Yun, who is your favorite?"

"Of course it's mom, I like mom the most."

"Mom too, I like Xiaoyun the most."

That's right, my favorite.In the communication with her, I always asked her to call my mother my favorite mother, and I always responded that my mother liked Xiaoyun the most, but I never mentioned love.To the God of Plague, I am just a substitute for a certain god that she pursues but is destined to be unable to obtain. To me, the God of Plague is just an agreement that I must abide by and a sin that must be repaid, nothing else. other things.Sometimes I wonder if such a mother and daughter are too strange, they are clearly longing for each other but hurting each other, they should be the closest existence in the world but they even have the strongest defense when hugging.

"Mom, the war of the gods, who do you want to win? Mirhi, the god of wisdom, or Belis, the god of metal?"

who winsTo me, there is actually no difference. What I have to do is to stop the metal bird's invasion in the face of Belis' absolute superiority, and buy enough time for Mirhi, the God of Wisdom, to strengthen her military power, and wait until the military power of the human race When they are strong enough, they will stop blocking Belize and let them start the war of gods.This is a catastrophic war, not for justice, not for protection and not for vengeance, just a silly game between the gods, a fun way for these immortal monsters to pass the time.

"Then let me change the question, Bayliss and Michelle, who would mother prefer to marry?"

"Children, don't think about such weird things. Will Xiaoyun be happy whoever I marry?"

"Of course not, but my mother is determined not to marry me, so I can't help it. Now, mother, do you want to change your mind about marrying Xiaoyun? The Xiaoyun that Baylis and Michelle can give to mother is also fine. , I am also a god. So mother..."

"No."

"Please...Mom, let me kiss, just one kiss..."

This lovely child looked at me with teary eyes. If it were me in the past, maybe I would fall into these innocent and innocent eyes, but now I won't.I kissed her every day, but on the forehead in the standard mother-to-child way, never once did I get the kiss she wanted.There is a strong interlinkage between the god and the false god, and the mutual desire increases after each sexual exchange, until the other beings in the false god's affection are encroached upon, and I must not allow that to happen.

"Mom, really, she even allowed me to play with my boobs and won't let me kiss..."

"It's different. You are a child and I am a mother. This is a parent-child behavior. Once lips and tongues meet, it is a judgment of love. I will not be so stupid as to promise my child everything and then be turned into a sex.love doll by my child. Hey, Xiaoyun , you heard bad words just now, forget about it, even if you are actually a little devil who fantasizes about his mother's body, as long as you still look like this, I won't allow you to talk about sex."

"...Mom is good or bad..."

This child came to me again, I stretched my arms to hug her, let her sit on my lap, and she lay quietly in my arms as usual, watching the bright sunset glow in the sky with me .How long has it been, the days of accompanying Bayris during the day and Xiaoyun in the evening and constantly entangled with Baylis at night.The same days continue to accumulate, and the enthusiasm in my heart is also being wiped out bit by bit.

Is it really meaningful that I am here?

I don't know how long I have been fighting for, is it really meaningful?Can Millhi really unite the weak human race to unite as one, and defeat the metal god Belis at all costs?

"Look, mom."

The child in her arms suddenly became happy, and raised her finger to the western sky.

I looked up and saw countless empty falcons flying in formation, heading straight for the dividing line that had been silent for a long time.

Bayliss, have you finally lost your patience too?So, Milch, let me see what preparations you have made in this false peace.