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Carefully opened the door, trying to sneak back to his room but found that everyone was there.Xue Ling looked at me with a half-smile, with raging anger beating in his eyes, I flinched and didn't know how to explain it.It was my fault for sneaking out in the middle of the night, even if I was almost eaten by a blood wolf in the forest, and I still got entangled with Ritsu Guxia, how should I explain it to her.I closed my eyes and tried my best to calm my beating heart. I was really afraid to face Xue Ling's worried and angry eyes.

"It's good to be back, and we can rest. Lilith, Victoria, go back, and leave space for the sisters who need to communicate." Shangguanhui stood up with a smile, and Lilith stood up and did not forget to complain to me: "You are the most It’s good to explain clearly what’s going on between you and Ritsu Guxia, why the Shining Sword Immortal would carry you on his shoulders, send you to her in the middle of the night, and what happened during the hour when she was there, otherwise Sister Long’s anger would be wrong It will calm down easily."

They left the hall, leaving me and Xue Ling speechless, I quickly organized my words to explain to Xue Ling, those words were about to come out, but I found that I couldn't clear them up.I was indeed taking the initiative to seduce Ritsuguxia, the lack of further intimacy right now is only due to Ritsuguxia's own strong control, not that Zheng Bingyu is a good girl who keeps herself clean and pure.In fact, I released something called pheromone twice this night in exchange for a chance of survival, which is actually a betrayal.I have already made a vow that I will never take the initiative to betray. That experiment should not be broken or should not be broken. What happened to me?

In the long time, has the relationship between me and Xue Ling gradually drifted away?The hypocritical sisters chased each other and longed for each other, and when they really got each other, they got bored quickly.The feelings of the dragon race are stable and persistent, but the human race can't compare with it. Am I empathizing?My feelings don't seem to be transferred to other people, it's just that my feelings for Xue Ling are fading, why is that.

Suddenly a possibility occurred to me.

"Hey, sister."

"Oh?"

"Sister, I was wrong."

Xue Ling picked up the wine glass and shook the bloody red liquid with a smile: "Then Xiao Yu, tell me, what's wrong."

"I shouldn't have sneaked out into the forest in the middle of the night, I shouldn't have the subconsciousness to sell my life to save my life when faced with danger, I shouldn't let Ritsugu Xia send me back, there is a possibility of something happening with her..."

Xue Ling crushed the glass in his hand.

"Ok?"

The temperature of the whole room suddenly rose to a shocking level, and the woolen carpet smelled of burnt. It was obvious that I was in a high temperature environment, but my back felt cold. I have never seen Xueling so angry since I was a child. Her long and narrow eyes were full of wild, violent anger.I carefully shrunk my body and took two steps back, thinking about whether I should walk towards her slowly, wrap my arms around her waist gently, and bury my face in her warm and fragrant softness.

"Sister, do you know, seeing you worried about me makes me feel distressed, but also very happy. In the past few days, I have been thinking that my feelings for my sister seem to have gradually faded during the era of destruction. My sister is always so gentle, even if I am unhappy, she will not directly tell me where the bottom line is for me to find my sister by myself, so I am very scared. Sister, I seem to have lost a lot of human feelings in this long war. Now My goal is no longer to keep love with my sister, but to let my sister still exist at the last moment no matter what, as Zheng Xueling and not as Dragon King Aigulus, so sister, if I make you unhappy It makes you feel unacceptable, please tell me please. I... I am no longer the child who only has love. "

I am no longer that child who only has love.I... can be regarded as... growing up.

At first, I just wanted to be with my sister, and I held each other’s hands tightly in the end times; then I found that I had to do my best just to survive in the wasteland, and many times I had to give up peace The bottom line of the times; later on, I don’t even need love, I only hope to live with Xue Ling; in the end, my goal is simply to let Xue Ling live.

Write to grow, read to despair.

I... probably won't win this war.For me, this war of gods was beyond my ability at the beginning. I could only throw myself into the arms of one god and use her power to defeat other gods. When the other gods were defeated, I was the last god. unshakable.Therefore, in this war, I actually can't see hope, even if that hope is so shining and close at hand.I was like a fly flying around in a glass box, warm sunlight shone in through the transparent walls, the future was bright, but there was no way out.

"Xiao Yu...don't think too much, we will always be together."

Even though I didn't say anything, Xue Ling could still read the bottomless despair from my eyes.This is the first time I have shown such heavy negative emotions in front of her. Whether it is the surface world's defeat again and again, or the sea god's awakening of the zombie dynasty, I have never given up hope, even in the face of the drifter. In despair, I held her hand tightly and waited quietly for the moment when the world collapsed. In the end, we were never separated.But, but, why, why, when I was so stable, I was tired and unwilling to move forward.

"Sister, I don't want to lose you. You know, my goal has always been just..."

Xue Ling kissed me, preventing me from saying what I wanted to say, and I closed my eyes to respond to her kiss, even though it was so sweet, my heart felt a sharp pain.How long can this kind of life continue, how long can I suppress the Dragon King?Surviving in this world where time stops compared to the outside is the most rational choice. What does the war of the gods have to do with me? I just want to live with you as an immortal human race away from the war. There is no such thing as an overturning world. In war, there is no hidden conspiracy, just the two of us, how good it is.

I suddenly remembered the day when I left the city and entered the mountains, the terrible silence on the mountain road.

From that day on, there is no going back.

Whether it is a nation, a country, or the world, it is just a game of the gods.We were just part of the game from the beginning.

"Hey sister, you know what."

After lingering, I stared at her gentle eyes in her arms and said softly: "I have thought about what I should do if I only have three days to live, or if we have the last three days. Don't interrupt me, this I have to face it. Even if I suppress the awakening of the Dragon King, that day will come sooner or later. I swear in the name of a false god that after any existence destroys Zheng Xueling, I will be an eternal enemy with him forever. Only you It is the only existence that I cannot give up."

The love of the false god belongs to the Dragon King, and the love of Zheng Bingyu belongs to Zheng Xueling.No, it cannot be said that, as a public sex, love, baby, false god, there is no such thing as love. She is just an ugly product of mutual compromise between gods, and the gods who cannot get other gods use part of the elements The energy created this perfect substitute as the prize of war for their catharsis.I gently stroked my softness, I don't know how many times they have squeezed and kneaded this plumpness.I also hate it, such a me.But, even if I am like this, do I still have the right to be happy?As long as he stays in this world, he can continue this false happiness, suppress the awakening of the Dragon King, and delay Michelle's conspiracy infinitely.

I want to exist as Zheng Bingyu, not as that pathetic false god.However, no matter how I struggle, the last hurdle, Michelle, is something I cannot defeat. Even if I obtain equal strength to her, I have no chance of defeating her.When creating the false god, Mirhi endowed the false god with wisdom and attractiveness to the human race. My character, my thinking, my strategies and tactics, and my methods and operations all came from her. Facing Mirci like this, I...

"Don't say such serious things, and don't make such an oath." Xue Ling kissed my forehead lightly, her voice hadn't recovered from the entanglement just now, her slightly hoarse voice had a strong magic power that made me want to Regardless of his own powerlessness to do something to her, "If Xiao Yu dies, everything is meaningless, so Xiao Yu, you must live."

"Yeah, we both want each other to live and we can pay any price for it." I also looked into her eyes and smiled, the huge uneasiness and emptiness in my heart was quickly filled by something, "Sister, I had a vision just now, Now this assumption has been confirmed - our love, or the love between the selected girls is not rock-solid and indestructible, on the contrary it is very fragile, much more fragile than we imagined. Sister has heard If the relationship lasts for a long time, how can it be said that it is day and night? We, on the contrary, the longer the intimacy, the deeper the relationship will be. The relationship between my sister and I has weakened because during this period of time, after entering After the Sky Tower, I have been closer to Sister Hui for a longer time, so the love for my sister has been transferred to her. If I continue to maintain a high-viscosity intimacy with my sister, the relationship will change soon. Well, our world There is no such thing as liking the new and disliking the old, only the more you do it, the more you love it.”

Shangguan Hui's passive ability is aimed at the dragon race and I am targeting the human race. Once something happens between Xue Ling and Shangguan Hui or me and Shangguan Hui, the result will be disastrous. No matter whether we accept the mutual possession of the three, we cannot avoid it. That kind of final result, so that kind of over-the-limit behavior can't happen even once.Shangguanhui is someone I don't want to lose, even if I always have in my heart that she may be a strong enemy before the decisive battle with Michelle, I am firmly protecting her, and I want to protect that purity.

It is impossible for me to stick to my ideals in the dark world. In this wasteland of the last days, my views have changed from equality and freedom to an ideology closer to the Nazis. For the continuation of the race, I can sacrifice a small number of vulnerable groups. In this way, I have already lost my conscience as a human being, and it is precisely because of this that Shangguan Hui is the existence I absolutely want to protect. The more people in the dark, the more they yearn for light. To me, Shangguan Hui is that light. And Xueling is the fire of hell that accompanied me on Huangquan Mo Road. With Xueling, I would not lose my way. With Shangguanhui, I would not give up the determination of the surface human race to rebuild civilization.