deserved

Qin Huai's plan is full of loopholes.

I just yelled for 10 minutes before someone let me out.

They smiled genuinely, apologized, and walked me up the elevator asking where I was going.

"The top floor," I bowed my head, "a friend of mine is there, we had a fight just now."

They did not suspect him, wishing me an early reconciliation with professional smiles.

I could have gone out to disrupt the situation, Qin Huai can't do anything in such a short time, but after doing this, Qin Huai will definitely become angry from embarrassment.

I don't want to bear everyone's prying and mocking eyes, I just want to bury this love in the dust.I was a failure, something no one cared about, and it would be wise to walk away, and I learned that many years ago.

The roof is not easy to reach.I started from the safe passage and went up the stairs that few people stepped on. Fortunately, there were no people around, and no one pointed at my strange behavior.

I want to die for a hundred times, and then I think of the broken bodies and splattered brains in the documentary.

Qin Huai will probably be sad for a while, and then forget me, the condiment he plays with in his hands will become a dead thing he hates.

The wind on the roof was strong, and the temperature of the day had faded from the protective fence. I bent down in vain, overlooking the dimly lit ground, and suddenly lost the courage to jump down.

The scenery here is unique, you can overlook half of the city when you look up, and you can have a panoramic view of thousands of lights from the top.The moon is also shining brightly under the clouds, still elusive.I still remember dreaming of becoming an astronaut for a long time, and then the dream disappeared in the encroachment of the years, and even the person I loved the most was completely changed.

He wanted to leave early in the morning, and he clearly agreed to never see him again. He is already engaged, and he is about to get married. The words that morning rang in my ears: "A Lin, let's get married," Qin Huai said, isn't it? He was willing to find a woman because I rejected him, but he was obviously very kind to me.

I was swaying in the wind, looking into the distance, and when I was tired, I sat down and wanted to cry, sad alone, and gradually fell into a dream.

……

I opened my eyes and found that I was still in the strong wind, and everything seemed like a lifetime away.

Everything went back to the original point, stood up and stretched his body, and saw the vigorous Qin Huai going upstairs panting.

His pretty hairstyle was messed up, his bow tie was thrown in the air, his face was blushing, and he couldn't even take a breath, so he shouted in a panic: "Jiang Lin, come down."

"You're here." I showed a smile uglier than crying, suddenly very sad.

"A Lin, you... Come here quickly, don't jump off." Qin Huai said tremblingly and walked forward.

I looked down at my feet, and I didn't step outside the guardrail either.

"Don't come here." I said coldly, "I'm not dead yet, why dance, the scenery here is fine."

Qin Huai continued to walk forward cautiously, he used to be the most noisy, but now he has nothing to say to me, he just locks my eyes tightly.

I backed up, like a cat whose tail has been stepped on: "Go away! Qin Huai, if you take another step forward, I'll jump off!"

Hearing this, Qin Huai stopped in his tracks, "Come down." He said in a crying voice, his body swaying in the wind, like a sad bear, even his hands were shaking.

I actually started to feel sorry for him, "Go and entertain the guests," I shook my head, drove away the thoughts in my mind and smiled at him, "Leave me alone."

I should be desperate, why did I become him?

Qin Huai knelt down on the ground with no bones, I was so angry that I almost jumped into the sky.

"I was wrong, it's all my fault, I didn't communicate with you, Ah Lin, I made you sad, if anyone is punished for this, it must be me." He started crying, crying hoarsely, and smelling alcohol It's so annoying.

I got bored and decided to punish him for being so spineless, and I walked up to him, who was still in his own sorrow, whispering why I didn't care.

"Qin Huai, shut up." I poked his face, laughing through tears.

Qin Huai still covered his face and cried bitterly.

I squatted down to grab his hand, but was suppressed by his backhand and hugged tightly.

"It's still so easy to deceive." Qin Huai smiled foolishly, "My little Lin." He went to search for my lips.

"Let go!" I dodged him in embarrassment, struggling with all my strength, screaming, and waving my arms to hit him: "You bastard, ungrateful, debauched, heartless, bastard—go and marry you— —”

He kissed me again, sticking his nasty tongue into my mouth, our lips and teeth intertwined, and the smell of blood spread in the meantime.

I was starved of oxygen, unable to breathe, and scratched his back, thwarted by his reek of alcohol and sweat-soaked shirt, until I collapsed in his arms, shaking feebly.

Qin Huai staggered to his feet, pulled me up, and put his suit on me: "Linlin, let's go down, it's getting late, it's time to go home."

"Okay," I said angrily, "please carry me down the fifty-floor stairs, or we'll live here forever."

"Don't make trouble," Qin Huai smiled wearily, "I'm a little dizzy, let's take the elevator."

I stood where I was, threw Qin Huai's couture suit on the ground, and said with a sneer, "You carry me on your back, if you love me a little bit, then we'll break our necks together and be a pair of desperate mandarin ducks."

"Jiang Lin!" Qin Huai was sullen and his face darkened.

I was still unmoved. For a while, we looked at each other in the flickering darkness, and even our eyes rarely blinked. Physiological tears slid down the corners of our eyes, blurring our vision.

Then Qin Huai knelt down and called me up.

It was a thrilling and wonderful night, full of sadness and despair, I put my face on Qin Huai's hot back and watched him move forward dizzily, just like when I was a student seven years ago.

"Why are you so light?" Qin Huai's voice was chaotic.

I pulled his ear: "I'm so angry with you, hurry up, it's only on the 23rd floor."

Qin Huai hummed tiredly.

Hmph, where did all his good physical strength go?Looking like this, I still want to get engaged!

"Find my cell phone." Qin Huai said out of breath, "We need to find a driver to come back."

"I didn't drink." I replied in his ear: "Hurry up, don't stop."

Qin Huai staggered, and I closed my eyes.

……

The later story was very exciting, enough to make up for my loss throughout the day. If I had to tell it, it would be how Qin Huai collapsed on the side of the ring road I chose, got off the car, and vomited on his Koenigsegg. Kebang, I patted him on the back without hesitation, took the opportunity to crush his mobile phone, and poured the water I just took out of the car refrigerator on his head.

"Sorry, my hands are shaking." I said without sincerity, "I'm going to get a towel."

Then I quickly jumped into the car, started it, left the confused Qin Huai on the spot, like abandoning a cat, accelerated, and watched his stunned and stupid face in the rearview mirror quickly disappear into the darkness.

He didn't come back until An Ran fell asleep.