deserved

I refuse to wake up.

I always knew that I was a soft-hearted fool, but I didn't expect to be so stupid: I experienced teasing, forgiveness, and teasing again and again... As long as Qin Huai gave me a smile, I would willingly offer it to myself. I love him so much that I am crazy about it , love to lose self, love to have no dignity.

If Qin Huai hated me, he could have kicked me away mercilessly, because I was just a cheap substitute, and I was still dreaming innocently. Now, when I woke up from the dream, everything in the past was nakedly revealed.

He took me to the room full of his love and hatred, possessed me like an experimental product, and coaxed me with delicious food and drink under the illusion of tenderness.

My original revenge seems to be taken for granted now.I shouldn't have nightmares every night, and I shouldn't regret it secretly. If I do it all over again, I will definitely scream at Qin Huai and publicize his ugly face to the world.But now I am tired, exhausted, scarred, and have nothing. I can only rely on the one and only Qin Huai, covet his tenderness, and enjoy his pain.

Someone broke into my room and lifted my quilt to look at my face.

"Ah Lin, it's not good for you to cover your face like this." Qin Huai said with a smile: "I heard that you are very happy here, let me see."

He rolled up my pajamas and looked at my belly.Warm hands touched it, "Well, it's not so thin after all."

I looked at him with dim eyes.

"Don't look at me like that." Qin Huai said, "I can't help but kill you, this is someone else's house. Are you feeling better?"

"It's much better." I said obediently, but stopped looking at him.

"Get up quickly." Qin Huai said.

I turned around and buried my face in the pillow.

"Get up." Qin Huai said, he started to make his own way, put his hands through my waist, hugged me and leaned against the head of the bed, regardless of whether I brushed my teeth or washed, he stuck his tongue into my mouth and kissed me deeply.

Look, that's how it is, Qin Huai pretends to be considerate, but deep down he does his own thing, and doesn't understand other people's feelings at all.

His kisses are so good that I was once obsessed with them, and I couldn't stop them.I was flushed by his kiss, I couldn't breathe, and the saliva flowed down from the open mouth.It flowed to my neck, Qin Huai moved his mouth away after a while.watch me.

I was actually very sad, and I didn't want to breathe, and I thought I'd die.

"Breathe, Ah Lin." Qin Huai smiled happily, "Why are you so funny?"

I can't understand Qin Huai's fun, he looks so happy.He led me downstairs, pulled out the chair and placed me in the best position at the dining table.

Ji Jinglin was also there. He was wearing gray and black pajamas with star patterns, and he spread out the takeaway boxes he bought one by one.

I looked at him first and then at Qin Huai.

They are so well matched, confident and at ease, it's just me I don't belong here at all.

I hung my head and sat upright.Watching Qin Huai serving me soup, using his spoon to test the heat, then straightening my fluffy pajamas, rubbing my hair, and he forced me to raise my head.

"Qin Huai," Ji Jinglin said elegantly, "You treat him better. How did you make him like this? What did you do to him?"

Qin Huai coughed in embarrassment, then stuffed food into my bowl twice as much.

The meal was extremely embarrassing, and there was only the sound of chewing food on the table, which was a scene that would never have been dreamed of.

I eat very slowly, devoting myself to the food to avoid embarrassment.

It was only later that I realized that I had become the attention point of both of them.

"Don't abuse him." Ji Jinglin repeated before we left, I turned my head and waved to him, but saw the former lovers looking at each other expressionlessly.

"Thank you very much." Qin Huai said, "Jing Lin, I did a lot of wrong things in the past and caused you great harm. I'm really... sorry."

"I was also at fault." Ji Jinglin smiled bitterly, "Now that I have a new life, you too... treat him well...he and me... don't let him die."

Then he turned his eyes away from the person he had liked for many years, and turned to me, "Xiao Lin, I will often come here to play in the future."

I nodded, thinking that unless I was a fool, I would never come here.

Qin Huai asked the driver to take us home.

The house is probably still the same as before, in fact, I can't see it clearly, because Qin Huai immediately dragged me into the bathroom.He filled the tub with water, ripped my clothes, and started groping me.

"Go away!" I said weakly, picked up Qin Huai's mobile phone to connect to the Internet and play games.

"So inattentive!" Qin Huai got annoyed and took it away.

"Well," I said dryly.

"I brought you back a present," Qin Huai said dissatisfiedly, "I've missed you for too long."

"Oh." I perfunctory, let the warm water soak my body.

"Jiang Lin, it was my fault in the past. I will make it up to you and do my best, but can you stop worrying me like this?" Qin Huai begged.

The answer is no, but I exercised my rights anyway.

I took a comfortable bath, asked Qin Huai to apply shower gel for me, wash my hair, and fell asleep in the warm breath.

Qin Huai's expression became more and more exciting.

Grinding his teeth, he said, "Jiang Lin! Get up!"

I shook my hair and motioned for him to dry me, Qin Huai is only good at this time.

The air blowing from the store made me squint my eyes, and when he dried, I threw my head back into the water.

Qin Huai sighed: "Children who are childish."

He pulled me out of the water, wrapped me in a blanket, and carried me to the bedroom.