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Ji Jinglin is really kind, he provided me with food and drink, wiped away my tears, and had dinner with me.Fearing that I would be bored in the house, he even found a computer for me. I scribbled on his drawing board and drew some strange animals, but he was not angry.

His computer is high-end and light, and he can play games very fast. I chose a familiar game to log in to the account that is automatically remembered, and was surprised to find that Ji Jinglin turned out to be a rookie with a negative record. This made me happy for a long time.

Soft spoken voice, comfortable bed, no more rules to follow, made me feel at home for a while.

Since Su He had dinner with us, he disappeared from Ji Jinglin's side. I don't know if it was Ji Jingcheng's masterpiece.

But this is insignificant. In fact, after a few days of observation, I found that my old rival was very busy: he became single, returned to the base camp in City C, started his career, was busy with business, and was a handsome and wealthy freelancer.

He always makes people feel like spring breeze, even I, who used to be so jealous of him, have nothing to say about his excellence.

The painful experience in his youth made him feel more sympathetic,

The timely stop loss of the lunatic of the Qin family added luster to his resume.

If time can erase the past and give us a different identity, maybe in a completely different parallel universe.I will also be attracted by him, and then fall in love with him, envy him, and be jealous of him, until the non-existent Qin Huai breaks my dream.

On the evening of the second day I was here, Qin Huai called me.

"A Lin!" He panicked,

Breathe out loud into your phone.

I listened quietly to him.

"It's all my fault." He said, "I shouldn't have left you at home alone, are you still angry with me? I have to go back to City C in a while, and I planned to pick you up in a few days, really I didn't expect... my mother would find me."

"Oh" I replied.

"Are you ok?"

Qin Huai continued to ask: "Jing Lin's place is indeed a safer place, you should wait here carefully, don't get angry with Jing Lin, if you have anything that doesn't go your way, feel free to mention it to him."

Jinglin, you are so close.I sneered: "I didn't lose my temper, my aunt kicked me out, maybe something like me was born unworthy of being here."

"A Lin, don't underestimate yourself." Qin Yong's voice suddenly became serious, and I could even imagine that he would squint his pretty eyes at this moment, "Please give me some time, my family... this matter has been going on for many years, I I was afraid that they would hurt you, so I never told them, but... I will definitely find a way to solve it. My mother... I'll go argue with her and ask her to apologize to you. "

"I can't bear it." I said, thinking that Qin Huai's mother's contemptuous eyes when she called me a vixen were exactly the same as Qin Huai in the past.

They are really blind, how can I look like a vixen, a fox is so beautiful, I am just an annoying existence.

Seeing my indifferent attitude, Qin Huai started to exchange pleasantries desperately, trying to stir up topics: what he had seen and heard during his business trip for a few days, the objects he visited, interesting stories about the company, the cats he saw along the way, his anxiety about not being able to find me, his longing for me , dumped to me in a mess.

I'm tired of hearing it, and I can't drop Ji Jingcheng's cell phone at home, so I can only perfunctory ah ah ah, pretending to be very happy.

Unexpectedly, Qin Huai went so far as to make a big difference, and even made a video call with me: he was lying in the hotel, wearing a loose silk bathrobe, very confident in his figure, thousands of words turned into a charming smiling face, heavy breathing, He must be insane to poke his head at me and tease me with his magnetic voice.

I... I don't want to, but... Ji Jinglin's food is too good, and the temperature in the room is too high. I covered my head in the quilt of my old rival's house, and my face heated up rapidly. It was as exciting as I wanted.

"A Lin," he said softly, "

We have been together for so long, you are still shy, answer me, do you miss me? "

Peaceful days always pass quickly.

I don't know what price Qin Huai paid in the negotiation with Ji Jingcheng. Later, Ji Jingcheng even arranged for a so-called expert to come and see me.

I am very resistant to being sick, and I don't like being spied on, but my strong self-esteem prevents me from being a waste of face in front of my rival Ji Jinglin.I endured the pain, forced a smile on my face, ate foods I didn’t like, and mechanically repeated hobbies that had passed.

Ji Jinglin dealt with all kinds of partners and suitors, and spent a lot of time every day to accompany me.

If he just thought of me as someone he picked up on the road, then he was too kind to me.

The evening before Qin Huai's return, Ji Jinglin asked me if I had taken any medicine as usual, and then sat on the sofa with me.There is a book on his lap, elegant and literary, the type I will never be able to quietly appreciate.

I turned down the volume of the TV and started watching a sensational variety show, in which the relationship between the characters was very simple, and the exaggerated expression techniques brought dull pleasure to my dull senses.

No one may believe it, but President Qin would waste his precious time every day, watching movies and listening to music with me, and forcing me to tell about my boring every day.Even though he never showed any interest in these things, I could feel him trying to be a normal person, a normal person who haunted me and controlled me, and it was painful.

Ji Jinglin stretched his eyebrows, looking at me fascinated.I also love the simple joy of the characters in TV.

"It's really interesting, no wonder my brother also recommends it." During the commercial break, Ji Jinglin handed me a small snack, dark chocolate and white velvet sandwich, very delicate in appearance, I suspected that he just wanted to make me fat.

"Yeah..." I tasted it sip by sip, and there was nothing to hide under his gentle gaze.

Gentleness hides the blade, that's right, Ji Jinglin is not a sheep.

He smiled: "Ah Lin is leaving tomorrow."

"Yes... please don't call me Ah Lin." I said.

"Is there anything wrong with Ah Lin?" He said softly, and turned off the TV casually.

"A Lin?" He smiled strangely and approached me.

I was breathless: "Don't come here!"

Ji Jinglin continued to approach, and put his cold hands on my face, making me tremble.

"Don't come here!" I screamed, grabbing his hand.

"It's as deceitful as ever." He said, and with a chuckle, he withdrew his hand. "I saw you a long time ago. When you were in the hospital, you were so distraught that you almost cried. It looked like Qin Huai's little substitute. Even the name was so similar to mine. Ah Lin, did he meet you on the first day? about you?"

I stared at him with my mouth open.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Ji Jinglin wasn't annoyed: "Did you sneak a peek at me?"

"Yeah." I replied, the air choking me.

"Don't worry," Ji Jinglin smiled, the incandescent light made him look a little pale, "Nothing actually happened between me and Qin Huai. Urge me to explain it to you."

"Oh." I quickly met his eyes, then retracted my gaze.

"It's only natural if you don't believe me." Ji Jinglin smiled wryly. "I admit that I have selfish intentions after waking up. It's just that after all...it's really impossible for us. If you don't mind, I can tell you about it."

I didn’t care on the surface, but I wanted it secretly. For so many empty and painful days and nights, I subconsciously reminded myself of every character on Cheng Xu’s investigation results.

The quiet time flows slowly at the fingertips.

Ji Jinglin opened his arms and embraced me to move into the place where the incident started a few years ago.

The table was filled with coffee-flavored petits fours, bitter and charming.

The version of the story is almost the same as Cheng Xu's investigation results more than seven years ago, only more detailed.At that time, they were still beautiful teenagers in the years.Qin Huai is just a poor man who just discovered the New World.

They were admitted to the same city, the separation in childhood, and the reunion in youth, bright and beautiful.

Qin Huai fell in love with "A Lin" whom he had known since childhood and protected him like a younger brother, but couldn't stop, so he had to look for cheap substitutes.

That junior who has disappeared from Qin Huai's memory, Qin Huai's first replacement, is the beginning of Ji Jinglin's tragic past.

"They just hugged and kissed each other regardless." Ji Jinglin said, "But they didn't know that I was already on the balcony. I was too impulsive, accepted Fang Junze's provocation, was so young and stupid that I went crazy, and jumped from the fourth floor. It has just been built, and everything is not as tidy as it was later. I am lucky to be alive, probably a kind of luck."

I opened my mouth, speechless.

The hopeless love has been ruined by both parties, and a few years later, Ji Jinglin has passed the edge of life and death, and Ji Jinglin has become a new self.

"It's ridiculous. I think about him even when I die. What's so good about him? Probably still very good." Ji Jinglin sighed, "Ah Lin, I want to say sorry to you, the first time you woke up , I really thought about agreeing to his request. Later I found out that we are not suitable... He doesn't love me, it's all a lost chase game, he has been looking for you for three years, weeping for you, haggard for you, hugging Laughing at you. Going back to the home that I swore to abandon my whole life for you, and giving up his extremely important career... Xiaolin, I found that I misread the person from the beginning to the end. He and I can only be friends, as long as you are his true love. my love."

I can't breathe.

"Later I went back there alone, the place where all the absurd farce happened," Ji Jinglin said with a smile, hugging my body comfortingly and patting me on the back, "I found that after so many years, although the room is still the same as the original But I don't want to jump down at all. Xiao Lin, don't hurt yourself, life is still long, you two will always have a happy ending. It is not easy for you to walk along the way, Qin Huai has changed over the years Many, little parting to do something that I regret."

"Hmm." I replied in a low voice.

"That's all right." Ji Jinglin said, pinching my ears and moving my hands and feet. I found that he was a bit annoying, so I broke away and looked at him vigilantly.

"I'll fatten you up and return you to Qin Huai. I'll come and play often in the future." Ji Jinglin began to smile like his fox cousin.

I'll come back when I'm out of my mind.

"What did Qin Huai exchange with Ji Jingcheng?" I asked before leaving the living room.

Ji Jinglin was a little embarrassed: "My brother is indeed a little too much. I jumped off that building. He swallowed up Qin Huai's shares, and even cleaned up that room 401. Qin Huai doesn't know why he keeps it."

Seeing my confusion, he explained again: "No. 202, Crescent Street, Room 401, the one in City R, you probably haven't been there."

"Never." I heard my stiff voice say, "Good night."

"Good night." Ji Jinglin responded.

I closed the door and let myself fall to the ground.

It turned out that I was so wrong. Room 202, No. 401, Crescent Street, was never a good start to my life. It was the place where my dreams were broken.

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