deserved

This time I was really sick, no matter how hard Qin Huai and I tried to deny this fact, the reality was like a book laid out flat, clearly writing my every move.

After lunch, Qin Huai called a car to take us home. I was locked in the room again. He comforted me in a low voice and said that he was going out. I nodded to show that I knew, but in fact it was just to make him shut up as soon as possible.

Qin Huai walked to the hall, and I held the handle of the stairs to look at him: There are many memories here, once, Qin Huai hurt my foot here, and later, after hearing those hurtful thoughts, my desperate way is here , and then foolishly forgive him.

My nerves are tense, only to relax when I hear the familiar "click".

However, at the end of victory, Qin Huai turned his head, "Jiang Lin." He called me.

I am here, I want to say, but I just tilt my head slightly.

"I'll take you out with me after I've dealt with the family affairs," he said.

"Well," I nodded unhappily, Qin Huai seldom mentioned the situation at home, and I was indifferent.

"Are you...unhappy here?" He asked again, why didn't he leave yet.

I knew very well that silence would only make Qin Huai knock out more words from my mouth, so I replied: "Maybe."

"Then I...let you go out, okay?" Qin Huai went and came back, I don't understand why his hand on my shoulder was trembling.

"Whatever." I lowered my head.

"Jiang Lin," he looked into my eyes and focused on me, "promise me that you won't leave without authorization."

"Well." I said.

Qin Huai sighed, rubbed my hair irritably, and returned the key to me: "Keep in touch at all times, you can call my new assistant, the phone is stored in the phone, and come back before sunset every day."

"Okay." I said.

Qin Huai frowned, wanting to attack me with a perfunctory attitude.

I had no choice but to say viciously to him, "Go away, or I will bite your left hand."

Qin Huai chose to hide my inspection results, and I didn't care. I continued to live in a small town as usual, watching the old men play chess in the park, and feeding the stray cats.However, the stray cats in City C are very vigilant. They live in the dark corners of the city, sniffing cat food and cans with notes, and then retreat, move forward, and eat carefully.

I went to the hospital for a follow-up examination and took the medicine under Qin Huai's supervision. Sometimes Qin Huai was not around, so his newly arranged male assistant would do the work.

I don't know whether it is a physical problem or a side effect of the medicine, and I become more and more monotonous.No matter how sticky Qin Huai tried to please me, I rarely responded: kissing and touching my lover's body became unnecessary things, I continued to suffer from insomnia, and often curled up on the soft bed, even though Qin Huai mentioned it more than once later As long as I stay in touch with him, I can go anywhere I want.

Qin Huai is desperately trying to please me, and it seems that he no longer cares about the code of conduct that he once cared about so much.He took me to eat all the foods I've ever mentioned, no matter which side of the city the storefront was on.

Once I was in a daze in front of a jubilant hot pot in the most difficult hot pot restaurant in the south of the city. I watched Qin Huai swallow/the energy necessary for the body after a day of work. I was bored stirring the floating spinach. Repeat the swallowing action.

Whenever encountering such a scene, Qin Huai would look at me angrily, as if the matter had reached this point, it was all because of me.More often, he would cover his face and vent his emotions without tears.

This look is neither good-looking nor heart-wrenching. I looked at him tolerantly, admiring his face, just like watching an interesting TV show.

"Are you always curious about Ji Jinglin?" Qin Huai asked me one day, "Then why did you delete him?"

I am too familiar with Qin Huai, he pretended to be indifferent, but secretly wanted to know the answer to this question.

I thought to myself, the pure and lovely Ji Jinglin who is like the moon is probably an existence like a white swan, how could he tolerate Qin Huai's repeated abandonment. If I were him, after what happened last time, I would definitely break up with Qin Huai'en.

With an encouraging look on his face, Qin Huai turned his mouth slightly, and was about to hum a little tune.

In fact, as early as a few weeks ago, I found a photo of Ji Jingcheng and Ji Jinglin in Ji Jingcheng's flaunting circle of friends.The background of the photo is the famous lighthouse in F City. The person in the photo has a restrained smile, with a hint of old age, cleansed of lead, elegant and luxurious.He has been in the hospital bed for many years, and he is not really living. I once thought harshly. Later, my attachment to Qin Huai faded, and after I clearly knew the tragic ending, I was not so jealous of him.

"I don't want to know." I said to Qin Huai, "He is probably disappointed in you, he has given up on you a long time ago, how can he be as stupid as I used to be."

Qin Huai's face was gloomy, and he couldn't refute it. It seems that I guessed it right.

I asked Qin Huai why he didn't continue to laugh, and he stared at me angrily.

I was actually a little happy: "You laugh!" I said to him, "Whenever you laugh, I will have lunch."

"A Lin, think about it clearly," Qin Huai said, "I love you from the beginning to the end, and have nothing to do with Ji Jinglin. When I first met you, I fell in love with you at first sight. Those little tricks you played , I can pretend that I didn’t see it, I thought about growing old with you, and I still do, so don’t think about it.”

I'm cranky? "Why is Ji Jinglin so pitiful!" I asked him, "He couldn't get your sincerity even if he jumped down the stairs for you, so what about me, will I be more honest with me when I die? Qin Huai, you will be in my heart." Do you cry at the tombstone?"

He grabbed me in disbelief: "Ah Lin, don't do this! I don't ask you to believe me, as long as you live well, it's enough to be with me all the time... Don't think about anything else! I will treat you well."

I watched his feeble rebuttal, feeling indifferent in my heart.

Qin Huai couldn't coax me well, so he moved his mouth closer.

How could he go down.

The author has something to say: 1. Qin Huai did tell the truth, but his reputation is negative... Xiao Lin no longer trusts him. /2. Mr. Ji Jingcheng, the villain who is about to disappear in the next chapter, appears. /3. The author tries to transition this passage as quickly as possible, abuse Xiao Gong as much as possible, and then sweeten it (sorry Xiao Lin), the humble Qin Huai is very cute!