deserved

In the dream, I was watched gently by a pair of invisible eyes.

The feeling of home is so good, it would be a lie to say that I don’t miss it, I swim leisurely in my dream, like a fish caught in water.

It was light when I woke up, my stomach was growling, but I was too eager to open my eyes for the warmth of the bed.

Someone put a blanket over my shoulders so I could breathe.

Mother, she used to do that all the time.

"You're awake." A hoarse voice said.

I yawned, stretched my waist, and responded casually to the vague shadow, "Thank you."

My eyes began to focus, and there was a person in the light and shadow, and I froze completely.

It was Qin Huai, who sat on the swivel chair beside the bed, turned around and made his debut, like a devil coming out of a different space.

"Long time no see." He smiled, ghostly.

It's been a long time, if it wasn't for his voice, I almost didn't recognize him.His complexion was bad, he had dark circles under his eyes, he was unshaven, and he wore that ugly tie crookedly on his neck, and his body was forcibly stuffed into a high-end suit. A personable and romantic attitude.

The aftertaste of the sweet dream disappeared immediately, I rubbed my eyes, Qin Huai is still there?Qin Huai!How dare he be here?This is my home!The safest place in the world.How did he get in and why didn't my parents break his leg!

I took a deep breath, refusing to let myself think wildly, my dull brain started to spin wildly, I want to leave here, leave my bedroom, go to the living room, go downstairs, the farther away from Qinhuai the better.

I quickly got up, lifted the quilt, and tried to get down from the other end of the bed.I don't know if it's a bad year or I haven't exercised for a long time, my eyes darkened and I staggered, Qin Huai took this opportunity to pounce on me and grabbed my ankle just in time.

"Run away, run away faster," Qin Huai's voice was gloomy, like a ghost, "I will catch you even if you run away to the ends of the earth."

"Let me go." I turned back and said coldly, "Please leave, don't be so ugly, this is my home."

He grinned: "You also know this is your home, so don't make a fuss, uncle and aunt will not be able to bear it."

I shivered, the nightmare was nothing more than a recurring nightmare, I understood everything, but I couldn't help but ask myself the stupid question "How did you get here?"

"Everyone has searched everywhere." Qin Huai returned to normal, and I pressed back on the bed in a leisurely manner, "Jiang Lin, do you think you can escape as easily as last time?"

I just want to hit him, viciously, smash his face!I said angrily: "You heard me clearly, we have already broken up, and there is no relationship anymore, don't even think about—"

Qin Huai stretched out his hand and easily interrupted my waving hands. He raised his chin and pointed to the backpack that had been opened in the corner of the bedroom, "Change your clothes."

I stared at him, Qin Huai's presence made the air around me thinner, it almost made it hard for me to breathe.

"Or do you want everyone to see you in pajamas?" Qin Huai asked, "I don't mind. But uncle and aunt probably won't see this."

"What did you say to them?" I asked angrily.

"What else? Jiang Lin, you cried under me, cheated me of money, ran away again and again, hurt yourself, and lost your mind. What else can I say?" Qin Huai said.

"Get lost! Shut up!" I yelled at him and struggled violently, but was easily suppressed by Qin Huai again.

His tone became gloomy: "It's been too long, Jiang Lin, I don't want to waste time, so let me do it." As he spoke, he was about to unbutton his pajamas.

I started screaming hard, and then my mouth was gagged by the tie Qin Huai tore off in a hurry.The tie was filthy, with some lingering old blood stains on it, my own, and I felt like throwing up, but didn't get a chance.

He held down my legs, and tied my hands with the sleeves of his suit that he took off, "Ah Lin, don't bark, the sound insulation effect of the old house is probably very good, if you don't obey me, I'll punish you now, how about it?"

How about it?I struggled like crazy, my parents hated anything gay, not to mention that their son could be so shameless, lying under another man in their eyes.

I was so angry that I couldn't breathe, I stared at Qin Huai, but the tears flowed down first, there was a knock on the door, mixed with the shouts of my parents.

Qin Huai didn't care about this, he saw that I was no longer struggling, so he simply stripped me naked, and changed my clothes slowly.

"Remember this tie? Ah Lin. You made it so dirty and looked resentful at it from time to time. Are you jealous of yourself? On the first day we met, I tied it on your hand When you were young, you were willing and loved me very much, why did you change later? Why did I treat you badly? Where did I not satisfy you? "

"You don't like to be disturbed, so I will give you a quiet environment. If you want to work independently, I will let you do it. You finally hit my head with the abacus, and I forgive you. You are sick. I don't dislike it either, I want to make you happy, but you only show a blank face to me, what's more, you dare to run away."

I was so angry that my face turned pale, tears flowed into my ears, my head was about to explode, I was trembling all over, and almost passed out.

Qin Huai wiped away my tears and sighed: "Don't cry, we haven't seen each other for 185 days, can't we think about me?"

I turned my head to the side, so uncomfortable that I was going to die.

"Okay, okay, just forget about me, don't bark." He said in a negotiating tone, "I'll let you go now."

Well, I won't bark, and I'll never say a word to him again.

Qin Huai dressed me, took out a tissue, wiped my face with the warm water on the table, and rubbed my nose with the tissue.

I didn't move and let him move.His operation is very light, and his eyes are gentle.

He tidied me up in a mess, pushed open the door, covered my eyes with a tie, put his lips against my ears, and spoke softly: "I told them, don't look at it if you're afraid."

He carried me to the sofa, I pulled off my tie, and my parents were waiting for me here, their faces were extremely ugly.

Father was silent in the smoke.

"What happened to him?" Mother asked anxiously.

"He's sick," Qin Huai said briefly. "We've discussed the specific situation. I'll take him for treatment. I'll bear all the expenses until I return you a good Xiaolin."

They looked at me together, observing my face, my trembling hands, my thin body, my pale skin.Seems to be confirming my condition.

Qin Huai continued to fan the flames: "I will treat him well, and I will never leave him."

"Shut your stinking mouth!" I was so angry that I couldn't choose what to say, I raised my fist and punched him in the face, "You are sick, Qin Huai, crazy!"

Qin Huai withstood my punch, his face fell back, nosebleeds flowed out,

The mother covered her mouth to stifle her screams.

Father dropped his cigarette and made a gesture to rush over.

"Let me go, let me hit him!" I yelled.

"It's okay, it's okay." Qin Huai comforted, wrapped my fist with his palm easily, put my hand behind his back, and said softly, "Don't be angry, it will be fine, it will be fine, don't get excited."

He turned to my embarrassing parents and said, "He is like this sometimes, uncles and aunts, you have also seen it, I am not at ease to let him be alone."

Rubbish Qin Huai, shut up!Why am I not dead yet?Why haven't I been pissed off yet!

My father looked at my tearful face, couldn't bear to look away, and then said: "Linlin, don't shout too much, if this makes an ugly mess at home, no one will benefit. Besides, this is the only way now."

Mother nodded, she was at a loss for Qin Huai's bleeding nose.

what way?I have hands and feet, and I have my own independent consciousness, so why should I be controlled by Qin Huai.

"Then please." My mother also said.

"Don't worry." Qin Huai hugged me tightly, not caring about the embarrassment, and said, "Xiaolin is everything to me."