deserved

When we arrived at the private hospital, Qin Huai's assistant, Liang Chen, had already been waiting here. She seemed not at all surprised by the tyranny between us, and even showed a look of "it really is".

I was assigned to treat the wound.I don't care about registration, disinfection, stitches, and inspections, and I don't care about the way others look at me and Qin Huai.Until I was arranged to be hospitalized, listening to them whispering about my condition at the door.

Qin Huai used to hate the hospital so much, but now he is active enough. He put on a fearless face, as long as I actively treat him, everything will be fine. It's really annoying.

He probably thinks I'm crazy, he can leave me here, take me back after I've been raised, and lock me up here if I don't get better, so as not to disturb his slumber.

Everyone has a good-natured face, and they are all lying to me.

Through the closed door, I could only hear a few words from the conversation between the doctor and Qin Huai, which couldn't make up any complete information, but judging from their expressions and body language, it was definitely not a good sign. Without a doubt, I absolutely couldn't Sitting here.

Taking advantage of the time when Qin Huai went out to buy dinner, I escaped smoothly.

The process couldn't be easier, and they didn't restrict people's behavior. Only Liang Chen glanced at me in the lobby. She had no objection to the arrangement. In fact, she smiled at me, probably taking care of me, a nasty ghost, in the hospital. , is something she could only wish for to get rid of.

When I came out, I was empty-handed and walked alone on the road, passing through a piece of artificial vegetation outside the hospital gate, and following the location shown on the map to a more remote road, where there were few vehicles and the surrounding was quiet.

The sun was sinking to the west, and occasionally there was a warm wind blowing on my face, and my arms started to itch after a while.Looking up, you can still see the white building of the hospital, standing like bones.I have heard many stories of people locked up in mental institutions. Cases are easy to fake, and then only enough money is needed every month to keep a person in a cage and make people lose hope and vitality. Did Qin Huai play enough games and finally decided to treat me like this?

Thinking of this, I ran up.This is the outskirts of the city, there are no shops on the roadside, and there are no lively scenes of people coming and going. There are only cars passing by in the evening rush hour, passing by in a hurry without stopping for anyone.

I can stop a taxi and let him take me back to Qin Huai's house steadily, or even call Qin Huai and ask him to take me back, but I choose to walk back, I don't want to see other people, I just need me For myself, starting from here, even if I go into the night, into the darkness, why not?

The clouds in the sky are so beautiful, it's better to see them burnt by the sun's rays than to look at Qin Huai's face.

Qin Huai treats me so badly, he will only take advantage of my love for him, then tease me, and finally throw me away like trash.

I knew a long time ago that there is a difference between us. He is a rich and noble son, who can get everything from every call, so how could he treat me sincerely.He promised to make me happy, but he hurt me again and again. I was imprisoned for several months, but he didn't get an apology from him. He promised to return the ball to me, but nothing happened.I did something wrong, and I deserved it, and I probably deserved to be treated like this.

My body still hurts, and my feet are slightly limping.The annoying phone interface switching is the exclusive ringtone that Qin Huai set for himself. I swiped to answer and listened to his threats, silence, and breathing.

The screen went dark, and a gray face appeared here, with slightly swollen lips, black eye circles, and pursed mouth...

He... is getting tired of playing, but he doesn't want me to leave, and he still acts so attractive, can I never stay away from him, find an ordinary job, raise a clingy cat, and hug a stupid dog Son, meet someone who loves me...

I walked slowly, immersed in my own thoughts, completely ignoring Qin Huai's yelling.Tired, he sat down under a tree by the side of the road and rubbed his smooth coat with his fingers.

Qin Huai's car was ten meters behind me, and I don't know how long it stopped.He must be delighted to see me struggling so stupidly.

I'm tired and hungry, what's the point of running away, it's just... a delusion.

He drove over, lowered the window, his face was calm, and there was a bento in the passenger seat.

I stood there with my shoulders slumped, powerless and dejected.

"Get in the car." He said, his face turned cold, "Have you had enough trouble?"

I knocked on his car window, trying to drag him down, and snapped at him, "I don't want to go to the hospital, don't take me back, you have no right to do that."

"What do you want if you don't go back to the hospital?" He took a deep breath and said seriously, "Malnutrition, trance, erratic, even self-"

"Shut up," I interrupted him, terrified in my heart, "don't you hate me? Why am I so bad, if you say one more word and dare to send me back, I'll jump off from there," I pointed The viaduct in front said loudly, "Qin Huai, think about the person who just slept with you in the morning and died in the blink of an eye, isn't it very interesting?"

Qin Huai suddenly closed his mouth, not daring to say another word.I know that he is like a fish in water in City C, with a high status and a lot of friends. If this kind of thing happens, it will definitely be settled easily, probably with a tip.But in the end it is more unlucky, even if he dares to forget me, I will turn into a ghost and sneak into his dream.

His brows and eyes softened: "Xiaolin, let's go home, please. I'll listen to you. I won't go anywhere, as long as you're happy."

I achieved my goal, "Yeah."

Qin Huai probably had lingering fears. He got out of the car, grabbed me, and tied me to the co-pilot with a seat belt. He didn't think about how I would be his opponent if I really took action. However, he was right. At that moment, I really wanted to do it, but he caught me, and no matter what the purpose was, I didn't want to care about it.

Some people's IQ will drop when they are nervous, Qin Huai is the same, he looks at me from time to time, the concern in his eyes does not seem to be fake, it's really strange, he keeps a thing by his side, is it to keep tossing himself?I was so hungry, my thoughts were wandering, and my stomach was uncomfortable, so I hugged the bento box and inhaled.

When I opened it, it was a yellow croaker. I grabbed one and put it in my mouth. The meat was delicious, crispy and delicious, charred on the outside and tender on the inside.

"Don't eat it." Qin Huai raised a hand and pulled half of the fish out of my mouth, "It's already cold."

I went to get the second one, he stopped the car, and the bento box was closed.

"Would you like to take you to the store? Where do you want to go?"

I didn't want to talk, and I didn't want to answer, but he said to himself again, "Go and drink porridge, okay, you haven't eaten all day, you must have a bad stomach."

I pouted and hugged the fish box tightly, expressing my dissatisfaction.

"Let's drink the soup," Qin Huai said again, "You used to only make egg drop soup and it wasn't delicious enough. I always wanted to take you to a shop in the western part of City C one day, but I never had a chance. How about going now?"

I don't want to look at him.

Seeing that I didn't respond, Qin Huai said in a soft voice, "How about grilled fish? It's your favorite food. As long as you eat less and exercise, you won't have a stomachache."

sports?I squint my eyes, how can I exercise?It's really greedy.

"Okay." I said softly.

When I arrived at the grilled fish shop, I was no longer hungry.

Qin Huai held my hand so carefully that he wished he could hold me in his palm like a porcelain doll.

He watched me sip my food, smirked by himself, led me for a walk along the street, didn't care about other people's strange eyes, everything was so warm, as if there was nothingness in front of us.

I am very contradictory, I want to be happy, but the melancholy in my heart is lingering.

"Jiang Lin?" Qin Huai called me.

I turned my head, expressionless.

Qin Huai: "Can you smile?"

I shook my head.

"Okay?" Qin Huai put his paws on my waist, and put his face close to mine.

Our eyes met, and I closed my eyes in fear.

Qin Huai let me go in satisfaction: "You are blushing."

"Ah."

I raised my head and stared at the night sky. The visibility was very high at night in summer, and the Milky Way was clearly visible. The stars twinkled in the sky, like the thin wings of a dream, which made people fascinated.

I don't want to wake up, I want this farewell to last forever.